Chapter 429: Things are not people
He Huan didn't answer my question directly, she just smiled very simply and asked, "How are you doing now?" ”
Seeing her so bland, I really didn't feel good in my heart, maybe in her heart, she didn't think about me at all.
Based on this, I also pretended to smile lightly and said, "It's good, I'm promoted now, and I'm still the general manager...... And I also bought a house, a river-view house, a large flat, and I still have a car, more than 200,000 yuan. ”
He Huan still nodded without emotion, and said with a light smile: "It's good." ”
I really want to ask her, after so many years, why is she so indifferent when you see each other again?
Even if we have all come out of that relationship, it won't be so indifferent, right?
I continued: "You haven't answered me yet, why didn't you say goodbye in the first place? ”
She finally replied positively, "Does it matter?" ”
"Doesn't it matter?" I accentuated my tone and asked, "Even if it's a breakup, there should be a reason, right?" ”
"I don't love it, is this reason enough?"
I laughed, but it was worse than crying.
Yes, I don't love it, how simple it is!
In my silence, she asked casually, "You should, marry a wife and have children, right?" ”
"I have a girlfriend, and I'm not married yet, but it should be soon." I still didn't tell the truth, and I didn't want her to know that I wasn't doing well.
She nodded lightly and smiled, "Do you hate me?" ”
"I hated it before, but now I don't hate it, I've been looking for you for three years, and I haven't heard anything at all, have you gone abroad?"
"Well," she nodded, "I came back three months ago." ”
"Oh!"
I followed her words, but I didn't know what to say to her.
Originally, this was a face that once made me miss and worry day and night.
Now, we're back together.
But I felt like I was getting farther and farther away from her, so far away that I had nothing to say.
In a daze, I subconsciously took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and put it in my mouth.
Before the fire was lit, He Huan reached out and took out the cigarette in my mouth and said, "I don't like to smell smoke now, you have to smoke it." ”
I looked at her, as if she had really changed, and she would take the initiative to take out a lighter to light a cigarette for me.
Also, after all these years, everything has changed.
She put the cigarette down and turned to find something in her bag.
Suddenly, a chicken burrito was taken out of the bag.
"I just passed by the school gate, I saw that it was still selling, so I bought two, I ate one, do you want it?"
The corners of my mouth twitched, and after four years, she actually remembered this chicken burrito.
I remember when I was in college, almost every day she had to go deep into the alley at the back door of the school to buy chicken burritos, which were the cheapest and best burritos we had ever had.
But I haven't eaten since she left.
After a moment's hesitation, I took the paper bag from her.
He Huan suddenly said to me again: "It's a little cold, I'll take it to the microwave and hit it." ”
"No, it's cold and delicious."
I shook my head, and before I lowered my mouth, I habitually asked, "Do you still want it?" Half of you? ”
"No, I'm full, it's very enjoyable, and the chicken in it is still as delicious as before."
I buried my head in silence, and tears almost fell.
I remember that I used to buy eight yuan a serving, but because I was poor, I was reluctant to buy two servings, so we all ate them separately.
She always forced me to be half a person, and she didn't eat if I didn't eat it.
Now that I think about it, I can't even give her a full chicken burrito, and what kind of bullshit love is talking about.
Now, although I am not a rich person, I can be regarded as a small success, and my mind is more mature, and I don't dare to say this kind of thing easily anymore.
Seeing that He Huan kept looking at me, I hurriedly took a bite of the burrito, and asked casually while eating, "Is this burrito still eight yuan?" ”
"Ten bucks."
"It's okay if it's two dollars more expensive, is the boss still the same aunt as before?"
"Yes, but I'm so old that I can't recognize me anymore, I used to buy it every day, and she knew me, but now I don't recognize me."
"Sure, you've changed so much, and you've lost a lot of weight."
He Huan still smiled faintly, and asked me again, "How does it taste?" Compared to before. ”
"Forget the old taste."
Actually, I haven't forgotten, I've eaten burritos for four whole years, how can I say that I forgot it.
But the taste of the burrito has not changed, but the thing is different.
He Huan no longer has to follow me to live a poor life, I still remember that when we went to the supermarket in the past, she was like Mario eating mushrooms, constantly going around the mall, and her eyes lit up when she encountered things that were reduced in price.
At that time, I told myself: In this world, besides your mother, who else is willing to save money for you, a woman who saves for you, just wants to go with you for the rest of her life.
When I couldn't change my life in time, He Huan left me.
On the day she left, she secretly put the money saving card in my bag, and when I used that card to withdraw money, I was shocked by the amount on the card, it turned out that she had unknowingly saved so much money for me.
Li Zhiyou sang in a song: Love to the end we have no way out, plausible or terrible things, affectionate and righteous but also rice without cooking, time has changed a lot and nothing is ......
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It wasn't until I finished eating the whole burrito that He Huan asked in a very flat tone, "What's your girlfriend's name?" ”
I was silent for a moment, trying to tell her that I was still single, but the words still didn't come out of my mouth.
"His name is Xiyue."
He Huan nodded and said, "Well, the name is good, it's good." People are pretty too, aren't they? ”
"Hmm."
"Do you have a photo? Let me see. ”
I really have a photo of Xiyue, so I found it, and it was still the sexy photo that Xiyue sent me before.
After He Huan saw it, his eyes were full of envy, and he nodded and said, "It's really beautiful, better than me." ”
I have no words.
She asked, "What does she do?" ”
"I used to be a senior executive of Yongfeng Group, but now I have resigned and am on vacation abroad."
"Why don't you go along?"
"I can't leave, there's a lot going on in the company here."
"Get busy! At least there is a goal. ”
After speaking, she continued to ask, "What about Xie Dongqing?" Have you reconciled with him? ”
When He Huan left me, I had already had a conflict with Xie Dongqing at that time, so she knew about it.
I nodded, smiled wryly and said, "It's okay, but now there are new contradictions." ”
She still smiled lightly and said: "You don't fit his personality in the first place, he is the kind of person who likes challenges, and you are relatively content with the status quo, and it is normal to have contradictions." ”
"Do you mean I don't think I'm motivated enough?" I wanted to know the truth about her leaving me in the first place, so I asked tentatively.
"No, it's not the same thing to be content with the status quo and not be motivated enough."
I smiled self-deprecatingly: "Actually, I was really not motivated enough in the past, and I carried out whatever I arranged every day, and I never had my own ideas." ”
Faced with my self-deprecating answer, He Huan was silent for a long time before replying: "How have you been doing in the past few years?" Let's be honest. ”