I couldn't drive because I had drunk at noon, so I had to take a taxi.

When I came to He Huan's family's current residence, I hesitated and knocked on the door.

Soon there was a sound of footsteps inside, and after a while, the door was opened, and it was He Huan's father who opened the door for me.

"Uncle He, is He Huan at home?"

Uncle He shook his head and asked me, "Do you have something to look for her?" I can tell you that. ”

This obviously told me that I couldn't see He Huan anymore, so I raised the shopping bag in my hand and said, "He Huan bought two clothes for my parents today and let her break the bill, but there is no need for this, so I took it and returned it to her." ”

When Uncle He heard my words, he immediately looked unhappy, and his tone was a little serious: "What do you mean by this?" He Huan gave something to your parents, you don't like it yourself, so take it and give it back to her? ”

"I ......," I said a little dumbfounded, "Uncle He, I don't mean that, I just don't think she needs to do this, I have nothing to do with her anymore." ”

"You have nothing to do with her, but this is He Huan's kindness, she bought it for your parents, not for you, what right do you have to return it to her?"

In the face of Uncle He's aggressive questioning, I was a little overwhelmed.

In the silence, Uncle He said coldly: "Gao Chang, it's not like you to be a man, I know you hate He Huan, but you gave her the gift she gave back again, what do you make her think?" ”

"Uncle He, I really didn't mean that...... I, I just wanted to come and see her. ”

"You just said that earlier, but she's not available now, so you can come back when you're free."

As soon as He Huan's words fell, He Huan's voice came from the house: "Dad, let her in." ”

Uncle He hesitated for a moment, then said to me, "Come in." ”

After walking in, Uncle He closed the door with his backhand, and then said to me: "He Huan is in the bedroom, you can go in and find her by yourself." ”

"Okay, thank you, Uncle He."

When I came to He Huan's bedroom, I gently pushed the door open.

There was a smell of medicine in the room, and I saw infusion bottles hanging next to the bed, including boxes of various medicines on the bedside table.

The whole room is still very clean, He Huan has always been so fond of tidying up.

But everything was lifeless, except for a bottle of blooming, unknown flowers on the windowsill, as if to announce that there was a hint of life in this room.

Next to the flowers, it was a photo of me and He Huan.

When we first graduated, we had someone take a picture with our camera, with the school's famous Clock Tower Square in the background.

In the photo, we are all smiling so happily, I am holding He Huan's shoulder, her head is gently leaning on my shoulder, we are so loving in the picture.

Looking at He Huan lying on the bed again, there was no trace of anger in the whole person, the face was a sickly white, and his eyes were very empty.

What's going on?

I froze at the door for a while, looking at He Huan lying on the bed, and my heart suddenly felt a little unacceptable.

My impression of He Huan is not like this, she is optimistic and cheerful, although she has always been cold, but she always has a smile on her face when she sees me.

And in front of her, she was in a state of illness, and her lips were bloodless.

In a daze, He Huan took the lead in opening up to me: "Sit, what are you doing standing?" ”

With stiff steps, I walked to the edge of the bed and sat down.

Up close, her face was even more lifeless, but she was still trying to squeeze out a smile.

"You...... What's wrong with you? Isn't it good during the day? ”

She finally squeezed out a smile at me, and said in a weak voice: "You can also see that I am like this now, and it is actually the same during the day, but I hold it up." ”

"What's wrong? What the hell is going on? ”

"Don't ask me what's wrong, I called you in, in fact, I want you to know what I really am now."

"I saw it, and then what?"

"I'm sorry, Gao Chang! You've been wronged all these years. ”

I waved my hand, a little emotionally excited, and said, "Don't say this yet, just answer me, what the hell is going on with you?" What's wrong with you? How did it look like this? ”

"Stomach cancer."

When I heard these two words, I was struck by lightning, and for a moment it seemed as if I had lost my ability to speak, and I could only make some muffled sounds.

It was as if my body was frozen by an invisible force, motionless, except for the shocking eyes that kept turning.

The brain is also a mess, and I can't sort out any clues.

It seemed like a century before I finally said, "Are you telling the truth?" ”

"Really, it's late."

"Don't, He Huan, don't tease me, okay? Can you talk to me? ”

He Huan smiled very hard, and said in a weak voice: "I want to tease you too, but ...... But it's all true. ”

"How so? Why is this happening? You...... How long has it been? ”

"I actually checked it out before I left you, and I've been running around for treatment all these years, going to a lot of hospitals, and controlling some during the period, but it's still ...... It didn't work, and now there is no way to treat it. ”

He Huan's eyes were always looking at me when she spoke, and every word she said was very hard, as if I couldn't hear it clearly because of my weak voice.

My heart was heavy and depressed, as if a boulder was pressing down on my chest and making me breathless.

Immediately, my mind was filled with all kinds of negative thoughts, like a desolate ruin, and I could not find a glimmer of hope.

According to He Huan, she found out before she left me, so did she leave me for this reason?

I immediately asked her, "So, is this why you chose to leave quietly in the first place?" ”

"Yes, I don't want to burden you, so I chose to leave you, and this is the most correct decision I have made."

I was so angry that I said in a louder voice, "Why are you so selfish? So in your eyes, you don't think of me as a boyfriend at all, do you? What's more, we were already talking about marriage at the time, so you didn't care at all, did you? ”

"Gao Chang, I understand your emotions now, but calm down and think about the past few years......"

She paused and continued: "If I hadn't chosen to leave you at the beginning, I would definitely marry me with your character, and my appearance will only become a drag on you, you will not have a better development at all, and life will only get worse and worse." ”

"That's just your idea, have you considered me? He Huan, let's think about it from another perspective, if I were you, you were me, and I did the same as you, what would you think? ”

He Huan laughed and said softly: "But I'm not you after all, and you're not me." ”

"You're so selfish! Why are you telling me these things now? ”

"I don't want to tell you either, I've been entangled for a long time, I wanted to leave like this silently, but I think before I leave, I still want to make it clear to you, I don't want you to hate me."

"I hate you, and I've hated you all my life."

He Huan habitually bit his bloodless lips, and was silent for a long time before he said, "I'm sorry!" ”