Hearing He Huan's words "I'm sorry", my whole body trembled slightly.

All the past, everything, came to me at once.

Looking at her weak appearance, I slowly shook my head.

I tried to hold back, but I couldn't, and the tears began to flow uncontrollably......

"He Huan, why are you ...... Why only tell me now, why? ”

I asked as I shook my head.

I really can't believe that all this in front of me is true.

The young and beautiful, beautiful and elegant He Huan was already tormented by the disease.

No wonder I saw her so thin that day, no wonder their family moved to such a neighborhood without even an elevator, it turns out that all this is traceable......

I finally held He Huan's hand, and I couldn't cry anymore.

He Huan's tears also flowed out, but she still kept smiling.

She lifted her trembling hand and gently wiped my tears.

She smiled and whispered, "Gao Chang, don't cry." I'm fine, really ......."

Suddenly, all kinds of past events came to mind.

I remember when we were still together, she often said that her stomach hurt, but every time it happened to be a period.

At that time, I thought she had menstrual cramps, so I prepared brown sugar water for her, and even looked up how to stop menstrual cramps on the Internet, but I never thought that it would be a stomach problem!

Wrong! For most of the half a year before she left me, she couldn't eat spicy food, and she couldn't stand it when she ate spicy food.

I suddenly remembered that I had dinner with her yesterday, and I ordered several of her favorite dishes, all of which had chili peppers, so she didn't eat much.

All of a sudden, I felt like I was stupid.

I was so stupid that I didn't even notice it, and I didn't think much about it.

I used to think that I was so deeply in love with He Huan.

But now I realize that I don't understand her at all, not at all.

I hate myself so much, if I had known and found out earlier, would I have been able to treat it?

When I think about it, my heart feels like it's being pricked with a needle.

I held He Huan's hand tightly, tears were still flowing, He Huan was also shedding tears, but she kept smiling.

I know that her smile doesn't want me to worry.

She wanted me to see her always smiling and always happy.

She gently wiped my tears, and she smiled and whispered softly:

"Gao Chang, don't cry, okay? Ay! If I had known, I wouldn't have let you in, so you wouldn't know...... I'm afraid you'll cry when you see me so ugly now......"

I looked up at her, shook my head and said, "You're not ugly, you'll never be ugly." Even when you are eighty years old, you are still the most beautiful woman in the world in my heart......"

He Huan smiled again, she gently touched my hair, slowly shook her head and said:

"Gao Chang, I can't wait for that time! But it's okay, you see me in my youngest and most beautiful moments. When you're old, you may think of me unconsciously. The memories of me in your memories are my most beautiful moments......"

I shook my head slowly like a fool.

Self-blame, guilt, remorse, these words that I once thought had nothing to do with me, all came to mind for a while.

I wiped a handful of tears, looked at her, and asked softly:

"Why didn't you tell me? I want to walk away. You're hurting me, you know? For the rest of my life, I will regret this incident......"

He Huan smiled slightly, although her smile seemed so pale, but it gave me huge strength invisibly, and seemed to reassure me.

She reached out and gently stroked my face.

Her hands were cold, but still soft.

"Gao Chang, you are such a fool!"

"I left quietly because I love you! I know you too well as I know myself. In your world, I've become almost all of you. ”

"If I told you, you would give up everything for me, what about your future? What will you do with your life in the future? ”

"You have the ability and you deserve a better future. Don't underestimate yourself, okay? You always compare yourself with Xie Dongqing, but in my heart, you are a hundred times stronger than him! ”

"But I know your weaknesses, so I have to leave you. I want you to hate me and make you forget me completely, so that you can pursue a different life......"

He Huan's words were very slow, but I listened to her words patiently.

Every word she said made my heart cut like a knife.

But she always kept smiling and holding my hand.

I took the tears that I couldn't fight again......

I choked up, "I can't imagine how you've been doing these years. ”

"Don't think about that." She shook her head slowly and said with a smile on her face.

"We met in the best of years and were there for each other. That's enough for me......"

As he spoke, He Huan clasped my hand again.

She pushed hard, as if she was afraid that if I let go, I would disappear at once.

Then, she said softly: "Gao Chang, I'm fine, everything is fine." Now that I don't hurt so much, and I can see you again, I'm content. Really ......"

Her words made me cry again.

I hated myself even more, when He Huan needed me the most, I didn't even find anything, and I was still stupidly complaining about her.

The more I thought about it, the more it hurt in my heart.

At the most critical time, she chose to leave me in another way in order to fulfill my future.

But she didn't know that her dedication had pushed me into the swamp of pain, and I couldn't extricate myself at all.

Although He Huan was crying, she still kept smiling.

Her smile was a little pale, but it was still as innocent and charming as before.

After looking at me for a long time, she said softly again:

"Gao Chang, I know that you have always wanted to find out the truth about me leaving you back then, and now you know it too. But now, I guess you forgot about me, okay? ”

I shook my head, not knowing how to respond to her.

She looked at me with affection on her face and said, "Manage your career well, and even more so manage your love." That girl's name is Seekyue, right? ”

I shook my head and said, "I lied to you that day, she's not my girlfriend." ”

"As I know, although I have been looking for medical treatment everywhere over the years, I have always been in Chongqing. So what happened to you, I know everything. ”

I was amazed!

She looked at me again, smiled sweetly, and said softly, "Xiyue is very good, I have been in contact with her before." ”

"You've been in contact with her?" I asked, surprised.

He Huan nodded, and said weakly: "It was that time when she and her classmates came to me to talk about cooperation, although it was a short contact, I could see that she was a very good person." ”

"I also know that you like her a lot, love must be said out loud, don't be afraid that I will refuse like when you chased me before......"

Without waiting for me to reply, she continued, "You know what? In this life, how difficult is it to meet people who truly love each other? So, you have to cherish it, okay? ”