He Huan's voice was a little weaker than just now, and I knew that she had said a lot today, and she must have been a little tired.

I didn't want her to say so much anymore, so I said to her: "He Huan, don't say it anymore, go for treatment, now that medicine is so developed, it can be cured, don't give up." ”

She smiled desperately and shook her head: "It's useless, if it can be cured, it will have been effective for so many years." ”

"Don't give up!"

"I haven't given up, I haven't given up in the past few years, but my body has given up on me."

Looking at He Huan's desperate expression, I felt extremely uncomfortable.

At this time, the bedroom door was pushed open, and Uncle He walked in and whispered to me: "Xiao Gao, the doctor told you to have a good rest, and you should try to talk to her as little as possible." ”

I nodded heavily, then turned my head to look at He Huan, watching her smile at me so hard, my heart was like a knife.

I still have a lot to say to her, but I know I can't go on with her, and her voice is getting weaker.

I didn't speak anymore, just looked at her, and the happy times we had together came to mind.

She looked at me too, her eyes so pure and clean.

I know she loves me and has never changed.

But now, how do I interpret this love?

I don't know how long it took, He Huan suddenly said: "Gao Chang, I want to sleep for a while, you remember my words, don't be sad, okay?" ”

I can't remember whether I nodded or shook my head, I was numb.

After she closed her eyes, I sat on the edge of her bed for a while before finally coming out of the room.

Uncle He sat on the sofa and smoked a cigarette, no wonder her parents had changed so much, the director of the Forestry Bureau, who was once so energetic, is now full of gray hair and lifeless.

I finally knew what was going on.

I walked up to Uncle He, he stretched out his hand and handed me a cigarette, and said in a flat tone:

"Now you know what's going on, right?"

"Uncle He, why are you unwilling to tell me the truth after helping her deceive me for so many years?"

Uncle He smoked calmly, and said in a calm tone: "He Huan doesn't let us tell you, her mother and I also know her feelings for you, and we have persuaded her many times, but you also know her character." ”

"Is there no way to treat it? What about going abroad? ”

Uncle He shook his head and sighed and said, "It was already very dangerous when it was still in the middle of the middle, and I have been treating and controlling some during this period, but it has relapsed since the beginning of this year." ”

"Why is this happening?"

"Her cancer has metastasized and spread, but after the surgery two years ago, her condition was not very good, and her condition deteriorated further...... Now there's no way around it! ”

Uncle He's words made my body tremble involuntarily.

It was a feeling of hopelessness that I had never experienced before, as if it was a feeling that was cold to the marrow.

I forced myself to calm down, looked at Uncle He, and begged:

"Uncle He, is there any other good way? Don't be afraid to spend money, you can spend as much as you want, even if you go abroad......"

Everything I say is my truest thoughts.

I am willing to give up all my family wealth in exchange for He Huan's life, even if it is in exchange for a few years.

Uncle He's face was solemn, he looked at me, slowly shook his head and said:

"Xiao Gao, I understand your feelings. But He Huan's current situation. Chemotherapy was no longer useful, and the doctor advised us to treat conservatively. If all goes well, she might live another three to five months. But if you insist on chemotherapy, to her physical condition. Definitely less than a month......"

Uncle He's words once again made my heart twist.

A person I once loved the most, a beautiful woman in the prime of life and so talented, was sentenced to death by cancer.

And I, on the other hand, couldn't help her at all.

……

After leaving Uncle He's house, I stood at the gate of the community, smoking non-stop.

At some point, it started to rain in the sky.

The rain blurred the whole world, and cars sped past me, and countless taillights that could not be seen merged into a red river that tightly wound the city.

I suddenly resented the bustle and hustle and bustle of this city, and the coldness she built with steel bars drowned out my He Huan.

Looking at those halos, I wanted to cry, but I couldn't.

So I breathed in the cold air and whimpered, and in the whimper, the whole city gradually turned into a wounded city, and I lost the purity of love in this wounded city......

I looked at all this blankly, and gradually felt that although my body was in the city, it was more like a bystander, and the lights of the thousands of homes here had nothing to do with me at all.

Frustration, as if freezing my blood, I stepped into a taxi with stiff steps.

In the desperation of the soul, he swept through the city and the vanity......

I went home with the clothes He Huan bought for my parents, it was still early, my parents hadn't slept yet, they were watching TV on the sofa in the living room.

Seeing that I was back, my mother immediately asked me, "Didn't you see He Huan?" ”

I nodded without emotion: "See." ”

"Then why did you get your clothes back again, didn't she want it?"

I took the shopping bag, handed it to my mother, and said, "Mom, you can keep this dress, no matter how you say it, it is also He Huan's kindness." ”

With that, I turned around and went back to my bedroom.

My mom called out to me from behind, "Have you eaten?" ”

"I don't want to eat, I want to sleep for a while."

After locking myself in my room, I sat by the window, watching the drizzling rain, and I didn't feel the temperature of the city at all.

After a while, there was a knock on the bedroom door and my mom walked in.

"Ah Chang, what's wrong with you? How do you feel that your emotions are not quite right! ”

"No, it's okay Mom, I might have a little cold and a little headache."

"Go get some cold medicine!"

"It's okay, it'll be fine tomorrow."

"Gao Chang!" My mom suddenly shouted solemnly, "What the hell is going on with you?" Something is wrong with you! ”

"It's all right, Mom, can't I have some secrets of my own?"

My mother didn't want to ask more, so she sighed softly and said, "Tell me something on your mind, and it's uncomfortable for me to hold it in my heart." ”

"I see."

"If you're hungry, come out and eat by yourself, you're such a big person, don't shut yourself in the house all day and sulk, you have to say something."

"Mom!"

"Okay, okay, I won't say it, I won't say it, you can rest and rest by yourself!"

My mom said and prepared to leave.

I suddenly said, "He Huan, she has stomach cancer." ”

"What? What do you say? Who...... Who got stomach cancer? ”

"He Huan."

"How is that possible?" My mom frowned and looked at me suspiciously.

"It's true, and I just know that she left me in the first place, because of this situation, she didn't want to delay me."

My mother's expression became more and more worried, and her brow furrowed a little tighter.

After taking two steps towards me, he said, "How can this be?" Didn't I see that girl well when I saw her in the afternoon? ”

"She pretended to wear such heavy makeup on purpose to cover up her lifeless face."

My mother sighed heavily with an unacceptable expression on her face, and said, "So how is she now?" ”

"Not how? According to her dad, it may be three or five months. ”

My mother looked heartbroken, shook her head and said, "How can this be! What a girl, this is too ......."

My mom sighed again, looked up at me and asked, "So what are you going to do now?" Son. ”

I know what my mother means by this, she wants to ask me how to deal with this relationship with He Huan.

Actually, right now, I'm quite at a loss.