19 Clues
Sun Luo's sobs lingered in the empty stairwell, making the air around him a little quieter.
Chen Yuanzhi heard Shu Jinze's voice again, and this time, his tone became a little helpless, "Sun Luo, you come in first, what if someone passes by......"
Chen Yuanzhi's angle could see Sun Luo's face. Sun Luo didn't seem to have the intention of listening to Shu Jinze's words at all, but she seemed to be a little calmer than just now, and raised her hand to wipe her tears.
Shu Jinze sighed, and slowly added what he hadn't had time to finish: "I've thought about it very seriously during this time, I think I promised you too hastily at the time, after two months of getting along, I think we are really not suitable." β
"I might be more direct, but that's what I mean by β I don't think I like you that much."
Sun Luo stood there motionless. She wore her hair loose and lowered her head slightly, and Chen Yuanzhi couldn't see the expression on her face clearly.
Shu Jinze continued: "And we are under a lot of pressure to study now, and I feel that I may need to devote more time to my studies. β
"That's what I think. And ......"
Sun Luo suddenly said in a loud voice: "Are you finished?" β
Shu Jinze's voice paused, and when he spoke again, it sounded a little more apologetic: "... Sorry to waste your time, I hope you don't take this matter too seriously. β
Sun Luo sneered, and his tone became sharp, "Okay, break up, just break up, as if I don't care about you." β
Shu Jinze was silent for a moment: "I hope you can meet someone who likes you more in the future." β
Sun Luo: "I don't need you to worry about it. β
Immediately, there was the sound of footsteps on the stairs under the stairs, and Chen Yuanzhi hurriedly retracted his head and walked out of the stairwell and walked towards the corridor.
The corridor was empty, Chen Yuanzhi glanced back, and after making sure that she was no longer visible from the other side of the stairs, he gradually slowed down.
β¦β¦ Although, she was not interested in either of these two people.
But she actually had a subtle empathy for Shu Jinze just now.
After listening to the conversation between the two people, she immediately understood why Shu Jinze said that he and Sun Luo were "inappropriate".
In the conversation just now, the performance of him and Sun Luo can be called two extremes. Shu Jinze has been expressing himself smoothly and logically, in addition to acting very calmly, his wording is also very polite and cautious; But Sun Luo was emotional, crying at first, and then calming down, he kept trying his best to show his disdain.
Chen Yuanzhi felt that she might be trying to make herself look indifferent, but every reply she gave made people feel that she was both reckless and gaffe.
These thoughts were just a matter of a moment, and after stepping into the realm of the middle building, Chen Yuanzhi left these two inconsequential people behind.
She went straight to the office door, and then walked in, she remembered Jiang Zhixu telling her that the teacher's position was the second on the left hand side of the door.
The eye-catching math teacher is a relatively young male teacher with thick black hair.
Coincidentally, there was no queue at the teacher's desk, and there was no one, he was looking at his phone, and he didn't seem very busy.
Chen Yuanzhi walked up and said politely, "Hello teacher, is it convenient to ask you a few questions?" β
When the male teacher heard the question, he naturally put down his mobile phone, didn't even look up at Chen Yuanzhi, picked up the pen in one hand, and looked like he was about to start solving the problem.
Until he saw the workbook in his hand.
He paused for a moment, raised his eyebrows slightly, and then looked up at Chen Yuanzhi and said, "Classmate, you shouldn't be the student I teach, right?" β
Chen Yuanzhi was stunned for a moment, and a moment of lightning flashed, and she suddenly understood the reason why the teacher asked this sentence.
β¦β¦ The textbooks for the key class and the regular class are different.
In Dongjiang Middle School, the new students will be divided into three classes: Yuanpei class, innovation class and parallel class in the first year of high school, and after the completion of the subject selection in the first semester of high school, the innovation class will be divided into two categories: history innovation class and physics innovation class, and the parallel class will be composed of the same subject selection.
Although it is not said on the bright side, the Qingbei rate of the Yuanpei class has been amazing over the years, so the Yuanpei class is also called the "Qingbei class" by the students, which is recognized as a strong competitor and is out of reach, bringing together the small group of people with the best grades in the school.
Although the innovation class is also a key class to some extent, it can only be regarded as a sub-focus class compared with the Yuanpei class.
Most of the students who enter Dongjiang Middle School will only stay in the ordinary class for three years of high school, and only a few people who work hard to coexist with talent can be promoted to the innovation class.
As for the Qingbei class...... That's something that ordinary students can't even think about.
The teaching materials used by the innovation class and the Qingbei class are different from those of the ordinary class.
Chen Yuanzhi: "...... Yes, I'm from the North Building. "It seems that I asked the teacher of a key class......
The male teacher seemed to ask only symbolically, he looked at the book in his hand, and quickly cut to the chase: "How many questions do you have to ask?" β
Chen Yuanzhi paused for a moment and realized that something was wrong, so he replied cautiously and conservatively: "...... About four or five? β
The male teacher put down his notebook and touched his chin, "So much, then I may not be able to finish it, I'm going to leave for a meeting in two minutes." β
He rolled his eyes, as if he remembered something, turned his head to the desk on the other side and shouted, "Linhao, come here." β
When Chen Yuanzhi heard that familiar name, his figure had already froze.
She looked up and saw that Xu Linmiao was standing against the desk, and the dark blue school uniform outlined the young man's crisp figure. He was reading the exercise book in his hand, and when he heard the voice, he just turned his head, and the pupils of Black Mountain Baishui collided with her looking gaze.
Chen Yuanzhi lowered her head, only to hear a moment of silence, and the sound of footsteps in her ears sounded, getting closer and closer, and then a black shadow fell on the back of her hand.
Xu Linmiao's voice was clear, and it sounded very close to Chen Yuanzhi, "Teacher Liu, are you looking for me?" β
The teacher nodded, "Didn't you ask me a few questions about functions just now?" This little classmate also doesn't understand the function, I'm going to a meeting soon, why don't you teach her? β
The teacher's tone was gentle, "But if you still have homework left unfinished, forget it." β
Chen Yuanzhi stood motionless, holding his breath for a moment, until Xu Linmiao's laughing voice came from beside him: "It's okay, I don't have any homework to write." β
The teacher picked up the key and wallet, and smiled, "OK, then I'll go first, you can teach well!" β
"Teacher, you're busy."
The crisp sound of the keys clashing gradually disappeared, and Chen Yuanzhi raised his head and just met Xu Linmao's eyes.
Different from the polite answer just now, Xu Linmao's eyes that were looking down at her at this moment were faint, flashing with an incomprehensible smile, "Let's go out and talk about it, shall we?" β
There were still a few teachers in the office preparing for class, and there were no other students in the office at this time except for the two of them. They stay in the office and may disturb the teacher.
Chen Yuanzhi nodded, "Okay." β
The two of them walked all the way to the corridor, the night was dark, the corridor corridor was empty, the wind stopped in the silence of the trees, and they stopped under a lamp one after the other.
Xu Linmiao leaned against the railing of the corridor and looked at Chen Yuanzhi, who was approaching him with an exercise book in his hand, and suddenly smiled.
Like the eyes of a clear spring, the light of the shadows of the trees sank to the bottom, like a broken star, "You seem to have said it before...... Are you from Class 27? β
Chen Yuanzhi looked at his eyes, and was a little bewitched for a while.
ββ¦β¦ Be. β
Xu Linmao, "Then why did you come to the middle building to ask questions?" Your class should be in the North Building. β
Chen Yuanzhi was instantly pulled back to reality.
A sad expression slowly appeared on her face, "...... It's a long story, but it's actually like this......"
Chen Yuanzhi told Xu Linmiao about his experience of learning scriptures from the West.
Xu Linmiao couldn't hold back directly, "Poof, hahahahahaha!" β
Chen Yuanzhi, "........."
She was speechless, "Classmate Xu Linhao, are you polite?" β
Xu Linmao's arm was bent up on the railing, and at this moment he bent down, laughing so much that the ends of the hair on the back of his head trembled.
He finally stood up straight, but the corners of his mouth couldn't be lowered at all, and his eyes were also shining, as if they were full of stars, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
Chen Yuanzhi looked at the smile in his eyes, and the little shame he had originally felt because he didn't give face disappeared in an instant.
Chen Yuanzhi turned his face sideways, deliberately lowered his voice and said, "You laugh, I also know that I am funny." β
Xu Linmiao hurriedly waved his hand, "Don't, I don't mean that." β
He smiled and took the notebook in Chen Yuanzhi's hand, and when Chen Yuanzhi turned his face to look at him, he pursed his lips at her, his eyes were slightly curved, "Don't worry, you met me this time, and you won't run in vain again." β
Chen Yuanzhi didn't respond, but he took a few steps closer to Xu Linmiao, "...... Okay. β
The two of them leaned on the handrail of the corridor together to read the questions, and Xu Linmiao asked while turning the pages of the book, "How many questions do you not understand?" β
Chen Yuanzhi: "...... Eight ways. β
Xu Linmiao's fingers paused, "Didn't you say four or five?" β
Chen Yuanzhi, "That... That's because...... Wait, how do you know? "So he was listening at the time?!
Xu Linmao, "I have good ears, and your voice is not clear." β
Chen Yuanzhi pursed his lips and said weakly, "That's not ...... I am afraid that if I report too many numbers at once, there will be too many teachers. β
Xu Linmiao smiled, "Aren't you afraid that I'm too much?" β
Chen Yuanzhi was simply embarrassed, "Your grades are so good, these questions are not sprinkled water for you?" β
Xu Linmiao couldn't hold back and laughed again.
Chen Yuanzhi looked at Xu Linmiao picking up the pen and starting to solve the problem, and suddenly thought of something.
Chen Yuanzhi leaned in and asked, "So your math scores are really good?" β
Xu Linmiao snorted, "It's okay." β
Chen Yuanzhi became curious, "Then how many points did you score in the midterm math test?" β
Xu Linmao, "145." β
Chen Yuanzhi, "........."
Why did she bring shame on herself????
Chen Yuanzhi wanted to ask Xu Linmiao how she learned mathematics, but before she could organize the language, Xu Linmiao had already solved the problem, so she had to lean over and listen carefully to the solution process.
Chen Yuanzhi listened to Xu Linmiao's two questions, and his heart had already changed from calm and waveless, to a stormy wave.
If you want to talk about the aura of grades and honor students, Xu Linmao is better than Wei Fengyuan, which is more than that. It stands to reason that Xu Linhao's way of thinking should be similar to Wei Fengyuan.
But he didn't.
Xu Linhao began to analyze each of the solution steps he listed step by step from the underlying logic of mathematics, he can not only give the optimal solution to this problem, but also write the most ordinary and ordinary solution to this problem, he seems to know that Chen Yuanzhi's basic computing ability is not strong, every algebraic formula and splitting step is complete, there is no missed step or skip.
In addition, Chen Yuanzhi can also clearly perceive the complete logical chain of problem solving that he showed in the process of lecturing. At the same time, his speech speed was slow and powerful, and his words were clear and fast, Chen Yuanzhi listened to him finish in one breath, and he felt that he was all in one go.
After listening to the eight questions, Chen Yuanzhi directly respected Xu Linmiao.
She looked at Xu Linmiao's eyes very seriously, and said extremely sincerely and from the bottom of her heart, "Xu Linmiao, you will become a math teacher in the future, you will definitely save countless children who are in deep distress!" β
Xu Linmiao was amused by her expression: "Poof! β
Chen Yuanzhi, "I'm serious! β
Xu Linmao covered her eyes and smiled so much that her hands were shaking, and it took a long time to put it down, and her exposed eyes were looking at her with a smile, "...... Although I don't plan to be a math teacher, thank you anyway. β
"Thank you for your affirmation of my teaching ability."
Chen Yuanzhi watched Xu Linmiao close his workbook, and couldn't help but speak: "Actually, I... I've always found math hard to learn. β
Xu Linmiao paused, he looked up, but found that Chen Yuanzhi was not looking at him, but lowered his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.
Chen Yuanzhi looked at the railing that Xu Linmiao was holding, the smooth stainless steel surface was like a fisheye lens that had been used, and the figures of Chen Yuanzhi and Xu Linmiao were reflected on it, twisted and funny.
Chen Yuanzhi thought of his math results and sighed, "I have tried, maybe there is a problem with the method, or it may be that I haven't worked hard enough, and the results are always unsatisfactory." β
From the establishment of her plan to the execution, she already felt that it was difficult for her to go from establishment to execution, and even several times, she failed to complete the mission goals set at the beginning.
For the first time, she discovered that in a certain environment, people can really be very constrained. At this time, she felt that it was so difficult to do one thing well, to do one thing.
Xu Linmiao looked at the girl in front of him. The breeze blew through the hair on her forehead, revealing a smooth and delicate skin, soft from the brow bone to the tail of the eye.
He was stunned.
An incomparably strong sense of intuition and familiarity, like the waves of a rising tide, swells up with emotions.
But before he could discern it, Chen Yuanzhi raised his eyes and smiled at him, "Anyway, thank you." β
"My trip was indeed not in vain."
The surging impulse in Xu Linmao's heart gradually subsided, leaving a faint sense of loss.
ββ¦β¦ You are welcome. β
Chen Yuanzhi cleaned up the emotions that suddenly surged in his heart, held the book in his hand, and smiled at Xu Linmao:
"Well, I don't have any more questions. I'll go first, and you should hurry back to your class. β
"Goodbye."
Xu Linmiao also looked at Chen Yuanzhi and nodded slowly.
ββ¦β¦ Good bye. β
β¦β¦
"Xiaozhi?"
Jiang Zhixu's voice dragged Chen Yuanzhi out of the sea of questions.
Chen Yuanzhi raised his head, only to realize that he didn't know when, the bell for the next night's self-study had already been ringed.
Jiang Zhixu stood in front of her desk, her eyes curled gently: "You are so serious, I called you twice, but you didn't respond." β
Chen Yuanzhi stood up and packed his schoolbag, with an apologetic face, "I'm sorry, I'm too involved in thinking about the topic." β
The two walked together as usual.
When passing by the path of tree shadows, Jiang Zhixu sighed and said, "I didn't learn much today...... Sun Luo was in a bad mood, she kept handing me notes, and I saw that she was not in the right mood, so I kept chatting with her. β
Chen Yuanzhi remembered something, "Is it because of her breakup with Shu Jinze?" β
Jiang Zhixu was suddenly surprised, "Xiaozhi, how did you know about this?" β
Chen Yuanzhi, "I happened to be passing by at the time and accidentally heard it. β
After Chen Yuanzhi finished speaking, he added, "But I don't care about her." Just in case she's upset, don't tell her that I've bumped into both of them. β
Jiang Zhixu nodded violently, "I'm sure I won't say it!" β
She sighed, "...... In fact, when I was training in group dance, I could feel that Sun Luo's personality was not very mature, and Shu Jinze was very organized, and the way of doing things and the temperament of the two people were actually quite incompatible. β
"But I didn't expect that Shu Jinze would break up with Sun Luo so soon. Sun Luo was also a little shocked, she kept scolding Shu Jinze with me, but I think that the more ugly she scolded, the more she cared about him. β
Chen Yuanzhi thought for a moment, "Maybe it doesn't have to be caring?" Sun Luo may just feel that he has been dumped like this, and he is very faceless. β
Jiang Zhixu, "Probably not, I think she should like Shu Jinze more." β
Chen Yuan didn't think so, but she didn't dwell on this issue with Jiang Zhixu anymore, and she soothed: "No matter what happens to her." Anyway, you'll have to change seats in a few days, and you'll be sitting separately from her then. β
Jiang Weaving's life will also be back on track.
Jiang Zhixu listened to Chen Yuanzhi's words, and was silent for a moment for some reason.
She said slowly, "...... In fact, I feel very uncomfortable to see her so sad. I hope she will pick herself up soon. β
Chen Yuanzhi smiled and said, "Xiaoxu, you are too easy to soften, right?" It's going to be tiring to live like this. β
When Jiang Zhixu heard this, she was stunned for a moment, and then she lowered her eyes and chuckled helplessly: "...... You're right, I'm probably too soft-hearted. β
β¦β¦
Chen Yuanzhi returned home, and as soon as he pushed open the door, he saw that the living room inside was brightly lit.
She stood there and heard her heart slowly sinking.
Huang Ye originally didn't plan to go home. She was still on duty in the first half of the night, and now she came back, and she would go to the hospital again in a while, if it weren't for seeing that...... She wouldn't have to go so far.
Huang Ye heard the sound of the door closing, and then raised his eyebrows at Chen Yuanzhi who came over, "Come, come and sit, let's talk about you." β
Chen Yuanzhi stood behind the sofa, holding the back of the chair with his hand, and sat down without saying anything, "What are you talking about about me?" β
Huang Ye didn't bother to go around in circles with Chen Yuanzhi, she directly took out her mobile phone, slammed it on the table, and then said word by word: "Talk about your midterm exam results." β
Chen Yuanzhi's hand grabbed the back of the chair, and the ancient red old leather was pinched by her so that it was about to pierce.
She calmed the waves in her chest and said slowly, "...... This time I didn't do well in the exam. β
"I'll improve next time I take the exam......"
Huang Ye's eyebrows furrowed, and he waved his hand and interrupted: "-I don't understand what you said." β
"Progress? Isn't the top few exams what you should do? You're regressing now, not not improving. β
"Think about what your previous rankings were, and then look at your current status, do you think your score is worthy of yourself? Do you read for us? β
Chen Yuanzhi bit his lip, his pupils were cold, "I've never read for anyone else." I've always read for myself. β
Huang Ye looked at her with his arms crossed, and his mouth pressed step by step, "Then do you think you are satisfied with your results?" β
Chen Yuanzhi didn't speak.
Huang Ye stretched out a hand, "Look, you're not satisfied with yourself." β
Huang Ye changed his tone, began to speak seriously, and even said to Chen Yuanzhi with a tone of hatred: "Xiaozhi, the result you are facing now is telling you that you have done something wrong!" You told me at the beginning that you could draw and study at the same time, but you saw how ugly your first exam was? β
"I thought it was impossible, what is Dongjiang Middle School? Do you think you are still in the ordinary junior high school in your district, and you can get a good ranking with a little cleverness? β
Chen Yuanzhi wanted to refute.
She wanted to say that Xinya Junior High School is not an ordinary junior high school. She also put in a lot of hard work to get a good-looking ranking among those who are not inferior to her;
She wanted to say that she had actually put away her drawing books, that she had made a complete study plan, that she was already making changes;
She wanted to say that she had never felt how smart she was, she had never been self-righteous, on the contrary, the more she grew up, the more she understood that there were so many proud sons in this world, and the more she understood her ordinary;
She wanted to say that she never felt that it was something to be proud of to get good grades with her cleverness, but she envied those who could always insist on self-discipline, and she wanted to be like that, but she couldn't overcome her laziness.
- She had always known that her mother was right, but she hated her telling her in this way.
But Chen Yuanzhi didn't say a word in the end.
Huang Ye finished chattering, and closed the coffin and said: "That's it, I don't think there is much left in this semester, and there is still a month?" Then from the next semester, you go to live on campus. β
"Don't say anything I don't understand you, Mom, it's all for your good."
"Okay," Huang Ye's face showed a little tiredness, and she stood up, "That's it." I'm going back to the hospital, you go to bed early. β
After a burst of footsteps, there was a loud slam of the door closing in the entryway, shaking the remnants of dead silence in the air.
Chen Yuanzhi stood in place, and then suddenly realized that his legs were already a little numb at some point, and when he moved slightly, there was a pain like a hundred needles on the soles of his feet.
She lowered her head and stood there for a long time, not knowing what to think, and began to walk slowly towards her bedroom.
She told herself silently.
Never mind. Give her a little time to deal with these bad emotions quietly, and the next day, she will be the invincible Chen Yuanzhi again.
Just do it every time in the past.
β¦β¦ Just give her a corner and leave her alone for a while.
She won't, she won't feel lonely.
Suddenly, a mobile phone rings from the bedroom, and it is the familiar white noise of running water.
Chen Yuanzhi was stunned for a moment, and then walked over quickly.
The phone screen shows that the incoming call is "Mom".
Chen Yuanzhi took a deep breath before picking up the phone: "...... Anything else? β
Huang Ye seemed to pause for a moment before he said, "You have a courier that was sent from your grandmother, and I will help you get it." β
Sent by my grandmother's family...... Express delivery?
Chen Yuanzhi remembered something, and suddenly his eyes widened.
"I'm going to drive, hang up first."
Chen Yuanzhi held the mobile phone, and the words "hung up" were displayed on the white screen, leaving a subtle "beep" sound.
Chen Yuanzhi threw his mobile phone on the bed suddenly, walked quickly and closely, and ran all the way to the living room.
On the sofa, lying a white package.
She looked at the unremarkable package, and a strange emotion slowly steamed in her heart, turning into a gentle mist.
Chen Yuanzhi left the address for Lian at the beginning, not the address of her home, but her grandmother's.
Because if he left the address of his home, Huang Ye might open it and look at it.
If she finds out that it is something that has nothing to do with studying, and she can't help but nag about it, she is really annoyed.
Chen Yuanzhi sat on the sofa and slowly disassembled it.
Inside the package was a book wrapped in brown paper and tied with straw rope. Chen Yuanzhi opened the kraft paper, and the light golden book cover was revealed.
- Brynn . Brown's "The Power of Vulnerability."
Chen Yuanzhi looked at the book in her hand, as if she was attracted by something, she turned the first page, and saw the clear and cold thin gold characters on the title page, the traces of ink were not mixed at all, and it was as clean as if it was the most sincere heart in the world.
"It may be painful to confess ourselves, but it is far less painful than it is for us to hide from it with our lives; Acknowledging our weaknesses may be dangerous, but it's far less dangerous than giving up love, belonging, and joy β these are the experiences that make us vulnerable, but we can only discover the infinite light if we have the courage to explore the darkness. β
Chen Yuanzhi looked at this passage, at this moment she was sitting alone in the living room at night, only the bright moonlight accompanied her outside the window, and she even had a quarrel with her mother just now, full of depression.
But at this moment, she held the book in her hand with a simple package, but she felt that there were extremely bright fireworks blooming in her heart. She thought that if she were given a mirror now, she would probably be surprised to find that her eyes were full of tenderness and joy.
The fireworks brought to her by that person made her feel the power that did not come from herself for the first time at this moment, and for the first time made her feel that she was not alone.
What should I do......
In the moonlight, the girl's swarthy figure sat on the sofa, and she held the book deep in her arms, as if it were the only thing that could give her warmth on a cold night.
The same piece of moonlight quilt, as well as Xu Linmiao, who is sitting at the desk at the moment.
He had just returned home, and the house was as empty as usual, he did not turn on the light, went to the kitchen in the dark to make a pot of tea, and returned to his room with the teacup.
Suddenly there was a vibration on the phone on the desktop.
Xu Linmiao thought of something, picked up his mobile phone and opened it to take a look, and sure enough, it was a message from "molten nucleus".
Kiyoyuki: "Thank you, I like it very much. β
Xu Linmiao looked at this news, and the corners of his mouth curled unconsciously.
As soon as he wanted to reply, a new message came from there.
Kiyoyuki: "Actually, I'm ...... today. I just ran into a little annoyance. β
"I don't know if my statement sounds weird. But I want to say that your gift is like a timely rain. β
"Thank you."
Xu Linmiao looked at the information on the screen, and his pupils slowly dilated.
He and Qing Zhi are close friends, talking and contacting each other, and talking freely, which has been half a year now.
Although separated by the screen, Xu Linmiao could almost imagine what kind of child it was.
She is intelligent, independent, sentimental but not fragile, decisive, and has her own complete set of worldviews and values; At most times, she is confident and powerful, never afraid to be different.
But at the same time, Xu Linmiao can also feel her stubbornness and clumsiness.
He was as sharp as he was, and he took in all her incompetence in expressing gratitude and her uncaring silence.
This is the first time that Qingzhi has held his most sincere self so seriously and thanked him.
Chen Yuanzhi had the book with a light gold and white shell on her desk, and the soft milky yellow light sprinkled on her arm, she looked at the screen, her eyelashes fluttered slightly.
The phone buzzed.
Lian: "I'm glad you thanked me, but I'll be even happier if you're willing to talk to me about your unhappiness." β
Chen Yuanzhi clenched his phone, and a smile overflowed on his lips.
Kiyoyuki: "How do you know I won't?" β
Lian: "Well, I would like to hear about it." β
Chen Yuanzhi lowered her eyes, she pursed her lips, and slowly typed:
ββ¦β¦ Actually, it's nothing, it's just that I did a bad job in the exam and was told by my parents. β
She was right. I just wasn't disciplined enough, and that's why I ended up in such a situation. β
Lian: "So what do you think is your problem?" β
Chen Yuanzhi closed his eyes, and then slowly opened them again.
ββ¦ I...... I often draw during evening self-study, so I don't do as much as others in the workbook, and I rarely review and prepare. β
"I would be distracted during class, and I didn't bother to ask questions that I didn't understand in the workbook, thinking that I would listen to the teacher's comments when the time came, but I didn't hear them when I commented."
Lian: "Isn't that great?" You know what your problem is. β
"In that case, just try to correct them."
Kiyoyuki: "But I think it's difficult. There were times when I was depressed, there were times when I couldn't learn anyway, and there were times when I was very inefficient. β
Whenever that moment, Chen Yuanzhi would silently hate himself in his heart. It's useless to hate yourself.
"But, you must be guilty of yourself, right?"
Chen Yuanzhi looked at the sentence on the screen and was stunned.
She had a high wall in her heart. No one has ever been able to walk in, or rather, very few people have ever walked in. Even if there were one or two people in it, she still felt extremely empty.
But what Lian said just now, he just said a sentence.
The Great Wall that she had built in her heart for a long time collapsed in an instant.
Chen Yuanzhi suddenly felt that his eyes became hot.
She covered her eyes in a panic, trying to hold back the emotions she shouldn't have, but she saw a new message between her fingers:
Lian: "Then, if you have a moment like that, come to me." β
"If the two of you recover your strength together relatively quickly, I can accompany you through that difficult time slowly."
A drop of water seeped out from between the girl's fingers, and with a boiling temperature, fell in a gentle white light.
Xu Linmiao looked at the screen, he waited for a while before he saw a new message from Qingzhi: "Thank you, I feel much better." β
Lian: "It's okay. It's not early, so if you feel better, go to bed early. β
Kiyoyuki: "Okay. β
The two continued to chat for a few more words, and then ended the conversation tacitly.
When Chen Yuanzhi put down his phone, the depression in his heart had already been swept away.
Chen Yuanzhi looked at the moonlight outside the window, she still lowered her neck, spreading peace and tranquility in the world, and she looked at this scene, and for the first time felt that her mood was extremely open.
She couldn't help but hold up her phone and take a picture of the scenery outside the window.
After a while, Xu Linhao's mobile phone vibrated again.
He picked up his phone and opened it to see that Qingzhi had just posted a new news, and the blue-green asteroid that belonged to her was glowing slightly.
Xu Linmiao clicked on it, and it was a landscape with a simple composition, the dark blue night outside the window was clear and clear, and the black shadows of the trees in the distance and the bright moonlight falling from the window contrasted with each other.
The accompanying text is a sentence of "good night".
Xu Linmiao felt her good mood from the picture, and a little smile appeared on her face.
He moved his finger up, just about to close the photoβ
Suddenly, something hanging under the windowsill suddenly attracted Xu Linmiao's attention.
When he first saw it, he only felt inexplicably familiar, but when he saw it the second time, he already remembered it.
On the windowsill hangs a bow tie with a vintage pattern, burgundy and dark blue, with a hint of gold thread in the dark night. Even if you zoom in with two fingers, you can see an embroidered floral letter "D" on the left side of the bow tie.
Xu Linmiao was stunned, and for a while he looked at the picture on the screen of his mobile phone, and the whole person was still.
- Dongjiang Middle School is required to wear formal dress every Monday morning when raising the flag. And the girl's dress bow tie happens to be this color style.
The meaning of the letter "D" is self-explanatory.
Chen Yuanzhi went to take a shower after posting the news. She had planned to memorize the words for a while, but she felt a little sleepy, so she gave up on the idea and climbed straight into bed.
What she didn't expect was that just before she fell asleep, there was a brief buzz from the charged phone on the bedside table.
The electronic screen lit up, and in a blank light, there was a message from the "molten nugget".
Lian: "Qingzhi, are you studying at Dongjiang Middle School now?" β