When he opened his eyes again, Yijun seemed to be covered by all the green in front of him, and he looked at Yang Yang who was sleeping beside him, and his heart was full of emotion.

Sure enough, he still embarked on this journey, together with Yang Yang, because he had almost never asked for leave, so Zhou Wenxuan really agreed to Yijun very easily, or looked at his solemn expression, and even a little meaningful.

Yijun looked at the scenery outside the window and approached, a lot of feelings in his heart were indeed a little rich, Yang Yang slept very soundly, this child really didn't care about these things all the time, Yijun looked at the back of this child, the feelings in his heart were actually very rich, obviously he was with her, she was not worried at all.

Yijun sat on the green train, this is the only way to return to his home, in addition to this way, it is also possible to walk on foot, looking at the surrounding scenery, Yijun can't help but start thinking about when he just left home.

It was a bright summer day, Yijun carried his luggage and schoolbag to go to college, and this is how he came to the university he wanted, but when he left home, he suddenly couldn't stop feeling sad in his heart.

At that time, my mother said: "Child, going to the capital is not better than being at home, there is no parent to take care of you, you have to take care of yourself, otherwise if something goes wrong in the future, your parents are not by your side, you still have to pay attention, your body is the most important, and ah, don't listen to anyone's words in college, I'm really worried!" ”

Dad pulled Yijun and said, "Okay, don't listen to what your mother said, mother-in-law, don't worry so much, boys should still work hard to see all the different things, don't worry too much!" Yijun smiled and said, "Don't think too much, I don't have anything to do, the main thing is that the two of you really need to pay attention to your body!" ”

Even if it is the current Yijun, in fact, he can vaguely remember the faces of his parents, as if he is really a little reluctant, but he can't tell where he is reluctant, and he has asked himself countless times in his heart for all the reasons, but he has not found any answers, he has no way to face up to his parents' reluctance, because in a certain situation, he himself is actually a coward.

The young Yijun got on the train, and he couldn't see the distance clearly, as if he couldn't see it clearly, but why did the future look like this in the distance, Yijun's heart couldn't figure it out, let alone see it clearly, and it was really uncomfortable when too many words were blocked in his heart and couldn't say it, and it was in this way that he asked himself again and again in his heart, leaving this native place, is he really not uncomfortable?

How could it be, he heard himself say, "I'm uncomfortable, I'm really uncomfortable, but what can I do if I'm uncomfortable, I know what I'm doing, I know what life I'm about to face but ...... nevertheless."

That deep feeling of leaving home, that feeling of powerlessness in the chest, now that it's back, Yijun wanted to vomit a little and moved, but what he didn't expect was that Yang Yang woke up.

"Eh, why did I fall asleep, how long have I been asleep, why haven't you slept, aren't you sleepy?" Yang Yang asked sleepily.

Yijun said: "I'm okay, I'm not sleepy for the time being, do you feel comfortable, I see you tossing and turning, I wonder if you are uncomfortable sleeping, if you are uncomfortable, do you want me to change you to a sleeper?" Yijun said.

Yang Yang said: "We don't buy plane tickets or rent cars, isn't it just to find the feeling before, what does the sleeper feel like, and now it is estimated that there is no sleeper, or leave the sleeper to people who are really hard!" ”

Yang Yang is actually very famous now, although he is not as famous as Su Su and Ying'er, but he is still often recognized in the capital and the magic capital, but this is really a small county town, and no one knows anyone.

Yang Yang patted Yijun on the shoulder and said, "I was actually not sure whether it was right or wrong for me to ask you to accompany me, but now looking at your appearance, I wonder if I did something wrong." ”

Yijun shook his head, his eyes still didn't leave the window: "Of course not, don't worry!" Because too often it's me who is running away from myself, it's actually my own problem, it's that I didn't think about it, and it has nothing to do with you! ”

Yijun looked at Yang Yang, facing Yang Yang, he felt that there were too many feelings in his heart to say, Yang Yang squinted: "What is your memory, I think about the day I was forced to leave you, how sad and uncomfortable my heart was." But now even if the two of them still come back together, many things are actually no longer what they used to be. ”

Yijun stretched out his hand and grabbed Yang Yang, "Time can't actually change us, can't it?" Yang Yang's heart sank suddenly, let go of Yijun's hand, and said nervously, "What do you mean by this?" Yijun smiled and shook his head, saying that it didn't mean anything.

Since you're not ready to face it yet, it's really good not to face it for the time being. Yijun's heart is actually very clear that Yang Yang is actually not ready now, not only Yang Yang is not ready, Yijun is not ready to face the past.

The past is too terrible, and it is too painful to face the past, Yijun is because he can't guess how to face Yang Yang and the past, and when he was separated from Yang Yang, it was actually very unpleasant, but he didn't expect to meet again now, and when they met again, both of them chose to avoid that topic.

Yijun couldn't help but think of his previous girlfriend, the feeling of my previous love was still in my heart for a long time, I don't know why I was so obsessed with the previous girlfriend at that time, and when Yang Yang left, he seemed to know everything and what he should do. Yijun still remembers the conversation at that time, and his girlfriend at that time was called Cheng Cheng.

Cheng Cheng: "Why did we break up? Now that Yang Yang is gone, there is no threat between the two of us, you don't need to worry about it, Yijun, it's time for the college entrance examination, I don't want to be separated from you! ”

Yijun said indifferently, "Even if we don't separate now, we will be separated after the college entrance examination, we can't be together, and what I want to tell you is that the obstacle between the two of us has never been Yang Yang's suspicion." ”

Cheng Cheng was a little hysterical and said, "Yijun is not like this!" You and her childhood sweetheart, how can I rest assured! You've always had such a good relationship with her, and you tell her everything, so what about me, what should I do! What should I do, tell me! Why do you want this, Yijun, I like you so much! ”

Yijun realized at this time that he had personally sent away the person who really loved him, and now this person has never liked him. Yijun said, "Okay, don't say anything, my heart is very clear, in fact, your own heart is also very clear that you have never loved me, you are self-centered, and you have always felt that I have a problem, forget Cheng Cheng, I don't have anything to say to you, that's all!" ”

walked away without looking back, Yi Juncai really realized that Yang Yangcai was really the right person in his heart, but there was no way, everything was gone, the lost will not be recovered, and the disappeared is gone, no matter what happens, there will be no other possibility.

Yijun took the college entrance examination with such regrets, and also went to college with such regrets, he was in the capital, Yang Yang outside the magic capital, in fact, there were countless times to go to see Yang Yang, but he avoided it, and at the same time refused, recalling the past is a very terrible thing, so you can still not recall, don't recall.

Yang Yang and Yijun were relatively silent all the way, and finally arrived at their destination, but this former town is no longer as beautiful as it was back then, everything seems to have disappeared, this place and himself have become old, Yijun's heart is very uncomfortable.

Yang Yang said to Yijun: "Let's find a place to live first, I've been on the train all the time, I think you've worked hard, let's have a good rest, let's go find the agreed person tomorrow!" ”

Yijun said: "Let's go, there shouldn't be any hotels here, let's stay in a guest house!" Yang Yang nodded, and the two of them walked together, and came to the guest house, the waiter looked really listless, and he didn't have any spirit, Yijun didn't like it very much, but Yang Yang actually felt that it didn't matter, and opened two rooms very skillfully.

"Here you go, room, let's go!" Yang Yang said after completing the formalities. Yijun looked at Yang Yang, "I don't think this place is clean, otherwise you can be with me, we have a single room, you sleep in the bed, I can be safer on the ground." ”

Yang Yang smiled and said, "You haven't lived? Yijun shook his head, "How could I have ever lived!" It's also too dirty! Haven't you, you've actually lived? Yang Yang said, "When I was not admitted to college and had no room money, I was here, but it was cheap, I lived for almost half a year!" Yijun looked at Yang Yang in disbelief, and Yang Yang said, "What, now you want to sympathize with me?" ”

Yijun said, "No, I didn't, I just felt sorry for you, there were so many things you didn't tell me before, Yang Yang, you still live with me, I'm still worried, otherwise I won't sleep!" Yang Yang turned around and said, "There's no need, it's okay to live together, it's not the first time we've slept together, haven't we always lived together when we were children?" ”

Yijun smiled and followed Yang Yang upstairs.