I was a rural kid born in the nineties; There is no basic etiquette for children in an unrestrained family environment to get together, and this rough life has made us invisibly develop many bad habits. Those actions that make people feel that they have never seen the world are very simple, and they are also a foreshadowing for self-awareness after facing a new environment and opening the eyes of people. We are always making these trade-offs, and we just want to be accepted by this society as soon as possible.

When I first transferred to the county seat in junior high school, a new environment and a completely unfamiliar crowd occupied most of the helplessness and panic in my heart for an unsociable child like me; The remaining small part is still a little proud, a kind of pride that can become a county student. In the eyes of the classmates who got along with me at the beginning, he was like a good student who was transferred here because of his excellent grades; So much so that even if they took the initiative to pull me into small groups; Or will I break away from them because I am cautious and can't interject. But Peng and I get along differently from the others, although his dull appearance and humorous words and deeds often make everyone laugh; But under his humorous appearance, he treats everyone differently and meticulously, which is the key point that can be recognized by everyone. Not only was it the first friend who made me let down my guard and be honest; He will also continue to guide me on how to get along with other people. At first, when Ah Peng took the initiative to talk to me, I also made a straight face and ignored it. Since I was a child, I experienced the campus life in the county and transferred from junior high school to the county school for so many years; I never left my mother's side; Suddenly I have to adapt to the life of an independent cage, and I will always cry a few times unacceptably. Ah Peng is a student who came here to study at the beginning of his junior high school; For those of us transfer students who are not comfortable with the mood, it is natural to empathize. In order not to hit my self-esteem, even the language of comfort and guidance was cautious, and often pulled me around the school to introduce the layout of the school and the rules that need to be followed; Offered to tell me some interesting things that happened when he first came to school. It's been a long time; On the contrary, he gradually developed a sense of dependence on him. Because it is forbidden to bring electronic products without permission in schools in the county, in order to send a message back to my mother without being discovered, I can only ask Ah Peng to accompany me to the corner of the school to cover up. watched me reply to my mother with some sensational content, but Ah Peng mistakenly thought that I was a child who was so sensible even if the family conditions were difficult, but it did not affect my grades; He gave me some notebooks and pens he bought. I was puzzled at the time, and it became a joke that we would joke about later.

Because I was in a hurry before I came; My mother didn't have much change for me, and the high prices in the school commissary had already discouraged me from spending. However, due to the fact that the number of all transfer students was not counted in the first few days of school; As a result, the amount of breakfast prepared in the cafeteria was completely insufficient, and the students complained in the pile. Supporting his hungry body, he couldn't help but run into the commissary and reluctantly took out two copper plates to buy a piece of baked cake; After gobbling up a few bites, half of it was gone, and suddenly I thought that Ah Peng was also hungry, he usually took such good care of me, if he ate alone behind his back, he would naturally be unhappy. So I hurriedly took the remaining half of the biscuit and found Ah Peng and handed it to him to share; Unexpectedly, when the other classmates around saw this scene, they began to make fun of Ah Peng, saying some humiliating things such as "begging guy, eating what others left". It was also the first time I watched Ah Peng lash out at me; I was both puzzled and aggrieved by the scolding, which was something that happened in the ordinary world when a few good friends in our country were together; Could it be that Ah Peng didn't treat me as a friend at all? If I had thought of Ah Peng in the first place, maybe things wouldn't have been like this. Since then, Peng has not communicated with me; Although he really realized his mistake and felt remorse soon after, he still didn't have the face to apologize to Ah Peng. But fortunately, on the day he came home from his first monthly vacation, Ah Peng got his school card and came to the classroom to pack his things; I happened to meet me sitting alone in the classroom waiting for my parents. Look at each other; My eyes immediately began to evade, and the unexpected Ah Peng actually took the initiative to speak; "I turned out to be you about the baked cakes; I know you're kind enough to bake me bread to eat; Don't think about it anymore. "Look at the back of him leaving with his school bag on his back; I never thought that Ah Peng would choose to forgive after being insulted by me, although I didn't have the same good relationship as before, but I still thanked him for letting me learn how to start examining and transforming myself.

In the first few days of the semester, the school often arranges for new students to fill out forms; and new books and workbooks to be distributed in each subject. And these tedious labor work, Mr. Liu naturally does not need to worry about it, and calls the class leader to explain the matter; The rest is left to the squad leader. Fortunately, the character of the strong woman of the squad leader; In the face of errands that are called back and forth, I am used to it after many times; Never muddy or muddy when dealing with things. And I got acquainted with her when I was helping the class leader move some books; Although the squad leader's family is superior, they can get along; The easy-going tone of communication did not have the shelf of a rich lady. After the relationship with Ah Peng faded, I was often willing to talk to her about some idle days, but over time, I was self-righteous and simply overestimated the depth of friendship, but I still had to pay for my own simplicity. Friday evening; After dinner, I met up with a few classmates for an entertainment game on the basketball court, and it just so happened that the class president was also a person who was keen to sweat in sports. Look at her shot on the spot; People who usually play ball from time to time join the ranks of the game after an invitation. During the game, whenever the ball is in my hands, I will deliberately pass the ball to the squad leader to give her more shooting opportunities; Watching her shoot and score was even happier than I was to score myself. After a violent exercise, everyone's shirts were already soaked with sweat; I was in a dry mouth after the end; There was only the urgency to drink water in his heart, and he rushed back to the classroom to get the water cup and was about to walk to the water dispenser, when the class leader happened to return to the classroom at this time; The can of ice cola in my hand, and the blind confidence that came from nowhere made me mistakenly think that the squad leader brought it for me. So he cheekily stepped forward and jokingly asked, "Yay?" The squad leader invited me to drink Coke, right? After listening to my words, the expression on the squad leader's face did not change in the slightest; Still replied with a straight face: "You want to drink, right?" Here you go. "How do you know that I don't know how to observe words and feelings, so I will take it over happily; Without saying a word, he gulped down. It wasn't until everyone gathered to return to the dormitory that I heard my name called out in the back row, followed by a meal of complaints and reprimands. And I, as the culprit, are all people who are completely in the dark; The two of them also looked at me with doubts on their faces before explaining as if threatening: "Are you going to die?" That's the Coke he bought to apologize to the squad leader, you have to grab it and drink it, why are you so delicious. "Saying this, I was even more puzzled at first, wasn't this the squad leader voluntarily handed me a drink? Then he came to his senses; It turns out that the origin of this cola is still said to be like this; It's no wonder that the squad leader looked at me with disgust and helplessness when he was queuing. The next day, I hurriedly went to the commissary to buy a can of Coke, and there was a set of sincere apologies; The squad leader didn't continue to worry about me. After that, we continued to talk about playing ball in our spare time, as usual; But it made me straighten my position again, and faded away some superfluous innocence. Caution in communicating with outsiders was also cultivated at this time.

Since I was in elementary school, my love for computer games has reached the point of obsession; Whether it's going to junior high school in the countryside or transferring to the county seat, this obsession with obsession doesn't seem to have been diminished. Although the middle school in the county is a fully enclosed educational environment, it can be returned to school on the eve of the monthly holiday; As soon as you get out of the car, you will rush to the nearby black Internet café to have a good time. At that time, the supervision of Internet cafes was very strict, and the relatively immature junior high school students were not even qualified to open temporary cards; And I'm that kind of person. You can only ask a few mature students to help when you open the card, and you might as well supervise the bureau when the patrol is more diligent, and you will be manually dismounted in the middle of every game. This continued until the new environment of junior high school graduation and junior college, the area of the new college; The construction layout is so complicated that for me, a new road idiot who has never seen such a big pomp and circumstance, I always worry that I will get lost somewhere. Because it was an early batch, when my mother moved into the dormitory with me; The fat man had just entered the dormitory, and when he saw me coming, the fat man hurriedly pulled away his mother who was blocking the door, and the two of us looked at each other and smiled implicitly; A polite smile that is about to get along with anticipation. After packing up their beds and packing their luggage, the two families made an appointment to go downstairs to the canteen downstairs to taste the taste. It's really a graduate school, and even the cafeteria is a long aisle; Both sides are full of special foods from different regions, and I later learned that there is more than one such cafeteria in the whole school. A meal of six yuan is the most common one meat and two vegetables, compared to the food in the middle school cafeteria, it is a world of difference, listening to the pampered complaints of the students at the tables around me; At least I'm getting more and more fond of it. When I was about to part with my mother after dinner, I heard that the canteen was paid with a meal card after the start of school, and I didn't know what my mother thought, no matter how I persuaded me to charge 2,000 at a time; Even the staff who handled the recharge couldn't help but joke in surprise: "Your mother is so good to you, you have to study hard." "I handed over the meal card to me, and repeatedly emphasized the old-fashioned way of how to live frugally; Looking at the back of my mother leaving in my perfunctory promise, people are sometimes cheap; How annoying it is to stay together, and how reluctant it is when you are separated. returned to the dormitory with the fat man, and Brother Kidnapping also arrived immediately; Seeing that his walking and behavior are very uncoordinated, his hands and feet are always twitching involuntarily, and he is a little curious in sympathy. Then in our familiar chat, we learned that Brother Gui was very healthy when he was born, because a high fever in his childhood was not treated in time and the sequelae fell. The fat man is the only child in the family; This was somewhat evident from the fact that he didn't have to meddle in packing up the bed. But the fat man's personality is very good, and I know that he is a real person when I chat with him; He will not deliberately show off his family background. When there is no topic in the conversation, they will unanimously pick up the game and speak; Brother Kidnapping's physical fitness prevented him from being able to deeply touch a game, so the games on his phone were always only for entertainment. And the fat man is a veteran game fan like me; Even more than the playstyles I've been exposed to. And he also found out before he came here that there are a few professional departments that have electronic browsing rooms downstairs, and our department has installed such a room downstairs. It is said that it is for students to use their spare time to inquire about information, but in fact, it is completely installed with an Internet café system; The atmosphere of shouting during the fight inside, the screens showing various games, but none of them are serious to check the information.

I held back for three years in middle school, and I was ready to release it, but I didn't expect heaven to be close at hand; Without saying a word, I have to pull the fat man to lead the way, and no matter how I say it, I have to make up for the happiness that I have missed in the past three years. The cost of surfing the Internet in the electronic reading room is naturally cheaper than that of the Internet café outside, and because the mind is completely occupied by the game pictures along the way; I forgot that I couldn't use a meal card in the electronic reading room, and the cash in my wallet was only reserved for the fare home; I didn't take it with me. Knowing that I didn't have any cash with me, in order to alleviate my embarrassing predicament; The fat man was relieved to lend me ten dollars. We didn't bother to ask when we talked about the game; When it was time to log in to LOL, I found that we were not in the same district, and I simply lost my character after taking a man-machine first victory; I said hello and went back first. I'm not that easy to get into until the reading room closes; I was reluctant to leave my seat, and the Internet fee here is really worth playing; After playing the old night, there are still five pieces left. I couldn't get enough of returning to the dormitory; In the face of the fat man's simple greeting, I took the toiletries to the bathroom with a little weakness, took a comfortable shower, and immediately climbed into bed, without mentioning the matter of repaying the money. After a few days, because I was still cheeky and didn't say a word; The fat man couldn't help but talk about it. But I really don't have any extra cash to give back to him; I can only ask him to slow down for a few more days, and blame himself for his stupid reaction; Isn't it the same with a meal card? Back and forth, as I repeatedly shirked; The fat man's attitude towards debt collection is also getting worse and worse. Finally, a week later, during the return to school accompanied by the fat man's parents; There were only four of us left in the dormitory, and the fat man was collecting debts again; As a result, everyone except the initiator fell into embarrassment. I've figured out that this isn't a long-term solution. So after the fat man's parents left, he took out one of the fifteen dollars in cash in his wallet and returned it to him. And since then; The fat man seems to have become another me, and he has become a little selfish; I love to be greedy for some small cheapness, and the money to help bring food also needs to be urged several times before it is given. At that time, I always complained in my heart that he was such a person, but now that I think about it, isn't this just blaming myself? Maybe that's the true character of the fat man, but what convinces me even more is that the mistakes I shouldn't have made affected the attitude of another person towards other people.

The decoration and objects of each dormitory in the dormitory building where we live are very simple, with four standard single bunk beds placed on both sides of the dormitory; There are two tables in the middle, and at the front is a balcony where clothes are dried. The roommate who had the rest of the bed had moved in the day before the military training; Mazi and Dabaojian both moved in when we went out, and I don't know if they are fellow villagers when they first enter school. Tofu was only admitted to the dormitory the night before military training; Because of his delicate and handsome appearance and white and tender complexion, which seems to be blown, the nickname of tofu comes from this. The little fat man was the last to arrive at the dormitory; After the morning military training, he arrived at the dormitory with his luggage, don't look at what he usually does; But his game talent and level are quite high, and in LOL's S4 season, he has already played the diamond second high level in a certain district, and often misses during military training to play in the nearby Internet café to play the ranking or do substitute games to earn some extra money; However, due to the lack of a professional team, there are not many orders in hand; Most of them still use their own numbers to punch points. I am a person with a strong sense of vanity about anything to be done; From the beginning, you have to be better than the people around you. LOL is a common hobby in our dormitory, and the little fat man is far ahead of us in terms of technology and understanding; I also know that I am inferior to him. The Great Sword is also a talented player in our group, and it is the same game as us; Just a few game commentaries can hit the golden rank in a short period of time, in that era when most people are still groping; The Golden Rank is already a testament to the master. The skills of the rest of us are only half a catty or eight taels if we don't talk about it; But no one is convinced. In that period when LOL was very hot, the birth of LOL box has undoubtedly become the standard configuration for every player to log in to the game; The infinite vision assistance inside can be said to be a plug-in existence until now. Of course, in addition to the rank, the combat power function of the LOL box has become another comparison condition for those of us who are not qualified for ranking. Let's compare it; I found that the winning rate of the matching game will have a minimum of 3,000 in 60%, and the highest of our rookies is in the early 2,000s. Later, after obtaining the qualification, I learned that completing the positioning game would increase the combat power, no wonder the combat power of the big sword and the little fat man would be so high. Little Fat Man and Big Sword are naturally the default masters in the dormitory, and the rest of the people have a kind of confidence in the game technology; The rookies who originally got together to open the black also deliberately matched separately. But the real technology is there; After a week of hard work in the game, I didn't necessarily improve my combat power.

It's just that Mazi has gone from two thousand two to two thousand six, but he only has a game win rate in his early fifties; It's hard not to make people guess that the combat power on paper is just piled up by the number of games. Listening to pockmarked boasting and mockery from time to time; The more I couldn't bear it. In order to be able to crush them before qualifying, he found the little fat man; It is the earliest and only paid request; The condition is that he will mark my number to 3,005 before the qualifying round, and I will take care of the Internet fee and three meals a day. If you don't say that the little fat man is a master, it's only an afternoon; The combat power of two thousand two was beaten by him to two thousand nine, and when he opened the historical record, the long one was all green, which was really comfortable. To treat the little fat man; took him to the small fried shop in the canteen, where both stir-fried vegetables and drinks were served; After a full meal, I just ask him to continue to play at a high level tomorrow. But who knew that the next day he only played one game on my account and then got off the number, and instead got on his own number and started ranking. When I find him for inquiry; said that he had to prescribe additional conditions, either to complete the task in advance and package a week's food; Or just play one game a day and there is no guarantee of winning or losing. I didn't want to spend a lot of money and couldn't suppress my vanity, but I still agreed to make him a week's meal ticket, and it just so happened that a bowl of beef offal noodles in the rice noodle shop in another canteen I frequented recently only cost five yuan; It was only about ten yuan a day, and it was harmless for me to have enough meal cards at that time. And then I happened to open the black with Mazi and accidentally asked why I didn't play my own number; When he learned about it, he may be jealous because my combat power is much higher than his, or maybe he is really upset by my decision to suffer. began to enumerate the inworthiness of this matter as a bystander, and promised me to work with him to protect my combat power of three thousand; At first, I didn't want to talk nonsense with him, but after listening to a bunch of things, I felt that there was some truth, and the more I began to feel that it was not worth it, how could I think that Mazi couldn't even get up to his own number; What strength can help me? a wave of brainwashing-like instigation; Finally, it was I who made me change my mind and decided to stop the deal with the little fat man. And before the little fat man heard me talk about it; The food expenses for the coming week have already been turned into diamonds for the Internet fee and the LOL lottery. So much so that he said that he hoped that I could solve the last dinner for him, and I still strongly refused. It was also because of this that our relationship has plummeted ever since; Once again, I was changed in the eyes of others because of my reckless decision on one thing. Even if this is not your usual way of behaving in the world, how many people will know you with the attitude of knowing you deeply? In response to my brother's words: "A person who has done a hundred bad things, as long as you do one good deed, then you are a good person in the eyes of others." In the same way, if you do a hundred good deeds, as long as you do one bad deed, then you are completely bad. "It is said that the little fat man ate his friend's leftovers that night to fill his stomach; There was no follow-up after Mazi knelt with me, and I often thought that if I were willing to spend five dollars that day; Is the little fat man still the little fat man who likes to tell some bad jokes?

After two weeks of freshman military training, they began their usual classroom life; Follow the guidelines of discipline and self-discipline engraved in the bones under the influence of the environment of junior high school. The first few days of the course; At least everyone in our dormitory is never absent, but since everyone is familiar with the open and free campus life in the college, they have gradually become a lot of old fritters; Someone made a skipping school bird; More and more people are learning from it. At that time, our love for LOL was at its peak, and we would always miss some side classes outside of our major to go to an Internet café outside the school for a night. Under the leadership of Mazi, after tasting the sweetness of all-nighters such as saving money and having fun; Even the rest of the classes were missed, starting a cycle of returning during the day to catch up on sleep and continuing to stay all night; Such a comfortable pace of life is as happy as heavenly bliss for us Internet addicted teenagers. The little fat man who could have been out for a few days without returning to school, because the class teacher had a few days of frequent class meetings; All students are required to be present; What I was waiting for was some simple matters that could be explained in the class group, which became an obstacle to the little fat man's ranking; After many times of communication with his parents, he chose to drop out of school in less than half a semester. Later, after spending a year of absurd campus life, Da Baojian and Mazi also dropped out of school one after another; Brother Gui also moved to another dormitory in the second year because he found Brother Xiang who had a common topic; As for Ah Qiu, Brother Tao and Brother Yu, they were pulled into a dormitory by me under the acquaintance of this year. Ah Qi and I are more related, we were alumni of the same county middle school when we were in junior high school; But I was divided into different classes.,Although there was no intersection in junior high school.,But we finally know that there is such a person.。 I met him when I went to the e-reading room to surf the Internet; It just so happened that he was new to the game LOL at the time, and under the common topic, we talked as if we were old at first sight. Knowing that our LOL was in the same district, this began the journey of the two of us as an early duo; In order not to go back and forth to the dormitory often, I accompanied him to the original dormitory to pack up and move to our dormitory. The origin of Brother Tao's nickname is related to the days of military training, and when he was called by name, Brother Tao would always say "set" because of his unclear speech; No matter how much he paid attention to his mouth or disobedience, he listened to his response by name; It will cause the crowd to be amused; "Set" has become his unique label. However, although Brother Tao looks a little dull, he is another game master after the little fat man and the big sword. I only started to contact LOL after I went to college, also because of my extraordinary talent for games; It only took two months to understand the details in the LOL commentary video; went from a rookie player to a platinum rank in the suburbs, and then switched to the strong Ruyun Shui is also the deepest area; In the S7 season, he played the diamond rank, and he is really the one who can do his best on what he wants to do. Every time we go to the Internet café for the night, we are already sleepy until we nap and rest in the early morning, but Brother Tao is the one who keeps playing the queue until dawn. and then to the super ace rank of each season of his pit chicken mobile game, which he also uses the most basic two-finger operation to play day after day with flexible thinking; Otherwise, how can there be parents who say, "If you put your mind on playing games and studying, you would have been a top student by now." "And Brother Tao finally moved to our dormitory because he couldn't stand the loud noise of the no-nonsense trio in the old dormitory in the middle of the night.

Brother Yu's situation is a little different, it is said that he transferred to our department after half a semester in another department. The tall figure is matched with a formal attire, and the leather shoes are different styles every day; Making some cool little expressions will always make people think of Mr. Tony in the barbershop. However, I got along very well with me and Ah Qiu, and learned that he is still in a dormitory with his classmates in his original major; Then I decided to accompany him to pack his luggage and move in. A complete transition to the second generation of dormitory members, originally because of the withdrawal of Asako and Dabaojian, he will become lonely on the weekend. Fatty, Tofu, and Brother Kidnapper's homes are not far from the school; You can go directly by bus, so I used to rely on Mazi and Dabaojian every weekend. And now the situation of Brother Tao and Ah Qi is roughly the same as me, and they only go home once every two weeks; Brother Yu came across the city to study, and he would not go back during a long holiday like the National Day. For those of us who don't have the money to pick up girls, the rhythm is monotonous; Even on weekends, the routine is no different than usual; It's just going back and forth between day and night, and going back and forth between the Internet café and the dormitory. But the simple and happy days at that time have become precious memories today, and they are difficult to realize. In the Internet café, when the two places of the one-yuan seckill package night activity are grabbed by a few of us, we will always be happy to show off for a long time, and the reward wheel of the Internet café will draw drinks and snacks that are about to expire, and we will still eat with relish. Happiness is a very easy and incomprehensible thing, and sometimes it can be everywhere; Sometimes it can't be found, sometimes it comes out of nowhere; Sometimes they linger when they are in dire need.

When we go to play LOL collectively in our dormitory, strange metaphysics often happens; But if you start a black game, you will always lose more than you win; Whether it is a double row or a five-black match, so that none of the remaining five people except Brother Tao can play the golden rank. Then because of the infighting caused by throwing the pot, he began to take care of his own single row, but he began to score. Brother Yu used to play in the shooter position with unsatisfactory results; Since he moved to the support position after the solo row, he relied on the rotation of stone men and Japanese girls to mix from silver four to platinum. Ah Qiu was the person who understood the game best outside of his own brother that season; A single crocodile in one hand, no matter how many people suffer from the GANK, can do "take the enemy's head in the army of thousands of people, like probing the bag". Then when he came into contact with the newly revised male knife; seems to have opened up the second pulse of Ren Du, the number of kills in each game is guaranteed in double digits, and the whole page of records is full of MVPs; He became proficient in the strong jungler gun of that version, and won a streak of single-double gold two; The platinum in the row, the fat man also played gold for the first time after following Ah Qiu for a few days in a row, leaving only me and Tofu still stuck in the silver section. Tofu is because he has just finished the positioning match and is the last person in our group to come into contact with LOL; But I'm so obsessed with Yasuo that I don't have a home for technology; Luck is particularly bad; finally managed to carry, but he couldn't meet good teammates, which led to frequent overturns; I haven't crossed the golden rank for several seasons in a row. But when we play offline inter-dormitory competitions, we are still very united, at the end of each semester; The two dormitories will always send 10 people to a friendly match in the dormitories. When being aroused to be competitive and devote all their energy to the game process, everyone's execution has become very decisive, plus there is a command of a high-scoring brain like Brother Tao; Although due to the equal strength of the two sides, every game is more difficult, and every win, especially in the early stage, is at a disadvantage, seize the opportunity to turn the game to the limit; Get up and cheer excitedly; the joy of the body shaking involuntarily; It also gives us some of the feeling it feels like when a professional player wins.

The unpretentious beauty that belongs to us is coming to an end with Brother Yu dropping out of school in the second year; And the Tony teacher who we ridiculed in our mouths, Brother Yu, has really become a barber apprentice. The popularity of LOL began to fade due to the emergence of chicken, and we gradually realized that the money given to us by our parents was not easy to come by; Although Internet addiction is often unbearable, they still discourage each other from spending endless consumption of Internet cafes. In the third year, the school practiced stricter discipline; In order to get the graduation certificate on time, we also honestly returned to the original classroom life. The plan is to install WIFI in the dormitory and become a nest of otaku who really stay at home except for classes and meals. I don't have to spend the rest of my time in Internet cafes, but I can also focus more on my music studies. Originally, I only needed to prepare a router when I was just handling broadband, but Tofu bought a laptop for the new school year. After some discussion, Tofu agreed to use his computer as the main body, and bought a WIFI plug into the computer instead of the router; You can also use the tofu notebook LOL to get a first win every day. There is no Brother Fu in the dormitory, and when Ah Qi and Brother Tao go home every two weeks; I was left alone in the dormitory. Pity my boring weekend life, Tofu also kindly left the notebook at school to relieve my boredom when I am bored. In this way, I can play LOL at any time, and at the same time, I regret that I can buy a laptop with the Internet fee charged by going to the Internet café all these years; If I had had such an idea, I would not have run around for the sake of cheap Internet cafes. The first weekend with the computer was ordinary and comfortable; The more this kind of life is, the more inevitably some vignettes intervene.

When they returned to school on Sunday afternoon, the first thing they did when they arrived at the dormitory was to be impatient to play their first game on the computer. This is a very common thing, the fat man who can take over from Brother Tao; The game in my hand is playing well, but because my ass is not honest, I kicked my legs, and I didn't pay attention to the charging cable of the notebook and broke it. In fact, he probably reacted soon after the screen dimmed; But out of weakness, he immediately called me over, pretending to be confused and asked me, "Huh? Bald, why is this charger useless? "Useless? It's still fine in my hands; It's useless to get into your hands. Thinking about it, I came to the computer with some doubts. Looking for the location of the charging cable and checking in, I soon saw the crack that was squeezed and broken, fortunately, I had paid attention to the repeated rippling of his butt before, otherwise I would have been the innocent wrongdoer. "Na! You just crushed the cable by shaking the stool here, and you definitely can't charge it. "Oh, so what?" In the face of his question, I was even more puzzled, thinking to myself, "What should I do?" Do you still need me to teach you such things? ”； I didn't say that because of his face. "When Tofu comes, tell Tofu about it; It's up to the tofu to decide what to do. The slightly restrained answer didn't seem to satisfy the fat man. Under the cold scene, Brother Tao gave an unusual suggestion. "Hey, what a big deal; Wait a minute, just say that you broke it, and everyone will lose money together. This remark immediately made me a little confused, and asked rhetorically: "I don't have any opinion on losing money together, but why should I say that I broke it?" Whoever broke it will admit that it is not enough? "Oops, it doesn't matter; Anyway, everyone pays for it together. Brother Tao said something amazing, which made me depressed and didn't know what to say, but the fat man who was always silent on the side was very happy. When Tofu came to the dormitory, no one took the initiative to talk about it, and then after Tofu turned on the computer and found something unusual, he was repeatedly pressed; The fat man told the truth. Although Tofu is relatively straightforward, it is indeed a very reasonable person. Brother Tao wanted to help make it clear, but Tofu's rebuttal was also concise: "If you break it, you will pay for it, why should everyone pay together; What does it have to do with you? Since the parties have said so, the fat man finally agreed to look for the same style on Taobao in the past few days, but Tofu's notebook is not a special model; The interface of the charger is also more commonly used in the world. In order not to delay the use of these days; Tofu took it home and used electric tape to make a simple glue patch, and learned that the charger had been repaired; The matter of compensation began to be shirked. Whenever Tofu asked him, he would reply perfunctorily. In the end, there was no result, and of course I am not qualified to evaluate right and wrong for this matter, after all, this is who I used to be.

Perhaps under the precipitation of time, everyone's mind has grown more or less; I also saw a lot of unpleasant past. Although the mutual affection is still not deep, at least the attitude of dissatisfaction will not be expressed in the mouth. Under the influence of a burst of heat in the chicken game, followed by the birth of the chicken mobile game; The original mobile game is very similar to the terminal game in terms of graphics and operation experience, and all the costumes are also drawn from the boxes purchased with reward coins obtained after completing the game; There is no functional entrance to gun skins and special effects, and the strong survival shooter style quickly grabbed our appetite; After a while, as soon as I returned to the dormitory after class, I would immediately form a team of four, and as long as I started, I had to play all afternoon, and it would not end until dinner time. It's a rare return to the passionate and happy life of the past, and the game has been hastily redone for a few seasons before it comes to an end. In the face of the new game environment, we were able to gradually adapt to it at first; With the frequent change of game versions, more and more new features are added; It seems that the original flavor of the game has been lost, and most of the names of the members of the game legion have turned gray; It's because everyone has uninstalled it one after another, and I haven't been in contact with this game so far. LOL, which originally had a sharp decline in the popularity of the game, evoked the craze again with the victory of the IG team that year, for us old boys who were close to graduation; Even if I occasionally go to the Internet café to relive the atmosphere of the early years, I can no longer find the enthusiasm that I saw the results of each game. After being complained by teammates in the same game, rookie greetings to family; will only reply rationally: "Mine". Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, it is the fourth year of college life; Tofu has an anemic physique, and he couldn't get up because of a stomach ache and had stomach bleeding; It is said that the situation at that time was already very serious, and he was urgently transferred to Nanchang Hospital and returned to the general ward after several surgical observations; Even he himself said several times that he thought he was going to die, because he needed a long period of recuperation after the operation, so he asked the school for a semester off.

Sao Cheng also moved to our dormitory in the same year as Tofu's leave, and his original roommate was a classmate who had a friendly match with me in the dormitory a few years ago; Sao Cheng and them are villagers in the same village, and they discussed that it was pointless to continue to stay here and go to school a few years ago; A group of people are planning to leave society early and mix up a long-term job. Only Sao Cheng's parents insisted that he finish this school; It's good to get a diploma and introduce him to work. Sao Cheng is a person who is very interested in the history of World War II and various famous battles; Even the games he played were closely related to the theme of World War II, and I began to get in touch with the history of World War II under the influence of his chatter as soon as he talked about World War II. He's like an encyclopedia of World War II history; As long as it is a related question, it does not matter whether the answer he gives is correct or not; At least there will be some logic and reason. In the bud of cultivating interest, I began to get in touch with some of his favorite mobile games; There's one in it that I've been playing for a long time, and the name of the game is in English; I can't remember the full name. The content of the game is about a dozen players divided into two teams, and each player controls a different type of World War II battleship; There are destroyers, cruisers, battleships, and aircraft carriers, and while trying to find a way to sink enemy ships, you must never forget the task of capturing the point. Because I wasn't familiar with the game, I was often found to have caught fire and died soon after the game, which was mercilessly reprimanded by Sao Cheng. It will make me feel so concerned about the outcome of the game at this age, and feel naïve for him. I still remember one time because he complained that his teammates' voices were too noisy, and I impatiently complained: "That is, you, why do you care about winning or losing the game when you're so big?" Because of the beginning of this sentence, we also had a big fight. It wasn't until I started to teach myself various music theories and instruments and encountered some insurmountable problems that I thought of a sentence from Sao Cheng in my quarrel: "How do you feel when you work hard for the motivation you care about and don't get good results?" "Now that I think about it, it's the same feeling.

Later, I went to Dongguan to work for the summer vacation with Ah Qi, and it was the summer vacation of this year, in fact, we really didn't plan to look for any summer vacation temporary jobs at first. Because of the water park, it has been delayed for a month; The local county town really has no good work at this time, and the time to go back and forth to other places does not meet the requirement of joining the company for a full month. The school originally informed us to arrive at the school as scheduled for the next semester and was going to arrange off-campus internships. But the plan couldn't keep up with the changes, because I couldn't find a good internship unit, and the date of returning to school also changed again and again; Even if we went to school, we didn't arrange classes, and three meals a day at school was another expense; Seeing that he had enough time, he re-discussed the matter of summer vacation work with Ah Qi. The reason why Ah Qiu didn't want to go at first was that he worked with Tofu in an air-conditioning factory in Zhejiang for two months during the summer vacation of last year; After they complained about the feeling of those difficult days, in a word, not only did they have to stand every day to screw the air conditioner of each assembly line, not to mention the back pain all day, the environment of the dormitory was even more miserable, and sleeping in the same bed with cockroaches was also a common thing, so that after returning from the experience, they were branded with that dim temporary worker life. But in the end, I don't know why, Ah Qiu still got into the car to Dongguan with me; Eighty percent still can't bear me.

Students like us who don't have much experience traveling far away will always be put on the table by these old fritters in society. Although I bought some food in the store in the county town in advance, I didn't expect to stay on the bus for more than ten hours and failed to reach the destination; By noon the next day, less than half a bottle of mineral water was left. During this period, I passed by the service area and looked at the appalling prices, which dispelled my impulsive desire. As the water bottle in my hand gradually emptied, it only festered my hunger even more; The feeling of a dry mouth was not relieved by drinking the water. In the afternoon, the bus driver suddenly reversed direction and drove the bus into a remote intersection. As soon as someone got out of the car, they were surrounded by a group of abducted vendors; Holding some dilapidated mobile phone models and shouting for free, there are always a few people who are not so smart who have really been abducted by him. Walking through the path between the vendors, you can see a simple canteen and a convenience store with a complete style, and look at the sign hanging at the door of the canteen with the words "25 yuan, one meat and two vegetarian fast food"; Even if I'm hungry, I don't want to do it. Turn around and walk to the convenience store on the right-hand side; Pick up a bottle of mineral water and come to the front desk. Tentatively whispered to the cashier, "How much?" "Five." That nonchalant answer is like telling you whether you like to buy it or not. Ah Qi followed closely and picked up a jar of eight-treasure porridge, and listened to the cashier quote the sky-high price of fifteen yuan; The decisive thing with a disdainful face returned to its place, and when he left, he muttered dissatisfiedly: "It's so fucking expensive, I won't eat it if I'm starving." "And I finally couldn't make a decision like Ah Forced because of face, and I really did a big wrong. After some tossing, the passengers also returned to the car one after another; Another temporary worker who was traveling with us dragged someone to call us together while enjoying the 25 yuan of delicious fast food, saying that our current position was already in Guangdong, but if we continued to take the bus, we might have to stay up for a long time; And he opened the map just now and saw that there was a high-speed rail station not far from here, and carpooling and high-speed rail tickets didn't cost much in total. Come to think of it, rather than continue to waste time here; It's better to find a place to stay and choose to follow his advice, and then everyone goes back to the car to get their luggage back; After simply saying hello to the bus driver, I left and came to the intersection to take the two online car-hailing cars I had reserved to the high-speed rail station.

Who would have thought that after all the ups and downs, when he came to the agreed place, he still couldn't escape being slaughtered; The two local agents we met went straight to the point as soon as they came up, asking each of them to pay 200 yuan on the pretext of collecting a deposit; He said that he was afraid that we would run away halfway before the construction period ended, and then verbally promised that the deposit would be returned to us along with the salary. If you choose not to pay, it is equivalent to automatically giving up the temporary job quota. In such an unfamiliar city, I had no choice but to pay the deposit one by one. According to the location provided by the agent, we took an online taxi to the door of a toy factory again. The front of the factory was crowded with people of different ages holding a resume sheet from the personnel department; Among them, there was also a middle-aged man who didn't know how to read but was very optimistic, but was quickly reprimanded by the female boss who was the leader of the crowd; It is said that he is a scoundrel who wanders around several nearby factories all day long, and has made him do it in the factory before; But after a few days, he ran away on his own. As soon as the intermediary who led the way got out of the car, he immediately ran to the female boss and shouted with a nodding posture: "Sister Mei, Sister Mei!" Sorry to keep you waiting. The female boss seemed to be meeting this agent for the first time, and she didn't care about the hypocritical appearance at all, but complained with some disdain: "Why did you come so late?" If you come later, I don't want anyone. The intermediary is worthy of being a person who has been mixed in the society for a long time, and he is really familiar with how to make valuable people, and he said in a lower voice: "Yo! Sister Mei, thank you! Sister Mei is fortunate to be bitter, Sister Mei is hard! Sister Mei wanted something to drink. As he spoke, he walked to a nearby convenience store. Just grab a bottle of mineral water. "Listening to the handout request of the female boss, it seems to have been a great gift; He even quickened his pace and ran into the store, saying yes, yes, yes. At this moment, a large, scruffy black dog passed me; I tried to touch it with my hand, but was stopped by its imposing bark, and instead of disgusting it with its actions, I smiled and watched it leave.

Because the intermediary explained our situation to Sister Mei on the phone in advance, and a factory with a single work content like this; As long as it is a normal labor force that abides by the rules, it will not refuse to come. After simply filling out an entry form, everyone went to the staff dormitory under the leadership of Sister Mei; Although the poor environment of the dormitory is beyond expectations, it is not to the extent that it is unacceptable. Simply pack your luggage, and I'm glad I can finally get a good night's sleep. I was notified that I would have a day off tomorrow and Sunday, so I was able to walk around the neighborhood with Ah Qi to get acquainted with the situation. We first followed Sister Mei to the canteen specially found for temporary workers during the summer vacation, which was actually a small restaurant with not very good business nearby; I took this job in order to get more business. Maybe it's to save costs; The style of the daily dishes is really not complimentary. As for the taste of the food, I think I can finally understand why this restaurant alone has no business. I went back to the dormitory that night, because I had to travel all these days; Ah Qi and I both went to bed early, and we didn't get out of bed until noon the next day at the restaurant to forage for food. In order to meet the basic needs of the factory's employees, the nearby fast food restaurants and street stalls are not only affordable, but also extraordinarily generous. and Ah Qi found a fast food restaurant with a good business, two meat and two vegetables rich in eight yuan, and seaweed egg soup with a lot of egg flowers; It's a reality I've never experienced in my hometown. To talk about the surrounding environment; After all, it is an industrial park; After going around and being in the countryside, the only lively thing is the night market on the side of the road after work.

What I find more interesting than the environment is the diversity of the employees in the factory. the first day of work; Ah Qi and I both woke up very early, and waited until everyone in the same batch had arrived; Following Sister Mei's footsteps, she entered the workshop and came to an assembly line that seemed to be the packaging of appearance toys. From the end of the thread to put the empty box, as the production line moves, add a variety of toys in turn; In the end, the process of closing the lid and encapsulating a set of sets takes only two minutes. But it did not seem to be satisfied with the fat woman who seemed to be approaching forty years at the head of the line, and always hastened the frequency of the placement without hesitation; Compared with the final packaging of the production line, the work of women is much easier; Because of her sudden speed; As a result, the goods in the second half of the production line cannot be packaged and are piled up; There was a lot of grumbling. But the woman seemed to be complacent about what she had accomplished, and I wondered a little that she was the boss of the factory. then learned in her chat with other people that she and Sister Mei were best friends; It's not the first time to enter this factory, every time I work for a few months, I will get my salary to play mahjong with a few girlfriends, and when I am addicted, I will continue to come back to experience life; It's no wonder she works so hard. In fact, I was also assigned to be in charge of packaging in the second half of the assembly line at first, and after pulling the plastic card strip all day, my hands trembled involuntarily even when I was eating. Then, because the employee sitting opposite Ah Qi was a little irresponsible for discipline, the team leader removed him from his original position and found someone to replace him on the spot. How could I miss such a rare opportunity? Decisively raised his hand and enthusiastically recommended himself to get this extremely easy position. I've experienced bitter and then sweet, although the work at hand is much more comfortable; But because women have no regard for the feelings of others; Listening to the complaints coming from behind, I will also complain a few words. And only another man who looked to be in his thirties, who was also in the encapsulated part, reminded him; The woman's movements will slow down. The original team leader was transferred to another line after an argument with the supervisor's temper, and the next day the man associated with the woman became the new team leader. Because we complained about being beaten again and reported a small report, we learned about their relationship as husband and wife; In terms of size, men are not emaciated, though; Compared to women's fatness, we can't think of it. In order to get the salary smoothly, I still chose to be restrained in my attitude.

But things will always end so unexpectedly, but they happen unexpectedly. a girl who looked about our age and an aunt across from her; Because of the conflict over who does the most work, the assembly line has also stalled because of their intensifying disputes. They were supposed to put the lid on the assembled toy box, because the girl complained that her aunt was often lazy and began to wipe her tears. Out of sympathy for the girl's grievances, I kindly stepped forward and let the girl go to my workstation to do light work for a while; also let the aunt rest next to her temporarily, and did the work of two people by herself; The intention was to temporarily separate them and calm down for a while. Not long after parting, the girl started talking and laughing at my old workstation. Auntie is also because she can paddle openly; Glenning and changing flowers to praise me. looked around sharply, and as soon as the management passed by, he immediately grabbed a box and began to pretend; It seems that what the girl said is true; And I also followed my original intention to persuade my aunt to be considerate of each other with the girl. I thought that after an afternoon of relief, my aunt would listen to my words to some extent; The girl's state also seems to be gradually calming. I didn't know that the next morning, the girl continued to sit at my workstation uninvited, talking and laughing; Remember I didn't say "you go to my place first, right"? How did she sit there so naturally? This made me a little inexplicable and walked up to me and asked, "Are you in a better mood today?" I already told my aunt yesterday; Auntie won't be like that before. But the girl didn't seem to hear me, and didn't want to pay any attention to me. After I repeated the words I had expressed yesterday, the girl finally replied impatiently: "Change it, change it, force what? Then I reluctantly walked back to my station, and my anger grew as the girl left; Immediately afterwards, countless questions surged in her heart, "Could it be that she takes all this for granted?" Did my good intentions fuel her greed? Is kindness wrong after all? ......" Anger crept up from his chest to his face. I didn't have an appetite to eat that night, so I hurried back to the dormitory as soon as I got off work; It happened that I met the big black dog a few days ago again along the way, as the saying goes, "once born, two times ripe." "This dog wouldn't be so unrecognizable, would he? Unexpectedly, as soon as he raised his hand and was about to whistle to call it, it ran away with a low growl. I laughed to myself and thought, "Fuck! Even dogs have learned to use human expressions. "Then I went back to the dormitory, which was originally a one-on-one conversation between me and Ah Qiu, but as I became more and more emotional, it gradually became a discussion center for the whole dormitory. It reminds me of a worker in Guangxi at that time, who usually likes to read some literary works when he has nothing to do; But there is a habit of reading what you see, so that no one else has a good feeling. Because of his pertinent comment on this matter, it can continue to make me realize the truth to this day. "When you say the same thing to ten people, it's distorted into ten different meanings." It is true that in constant conversation, people will only remember some sensitive words or words; It doesn't matter what you want to say, that's how the so-called rumors come from. The conflict between the girl and the aunt has become a key point for them to reconcile, talk and laugh because of my intervention; I heard another co-worker sitting next to my aunt say that they seemed to point the finger at me, and from time to time they would speak ill of me, and it seemed that in the end I was the outright bad person.

To say that a month of factory life in Dongguan, although the same rhythm of life is carried out every day; But overall it didn't go well. My body can't tolerate an overly dirty environment that causes endocrine disorders; All kinds of strange things began to grow all over the body; But in the end, it was surviving. The day before leaving, at the moment when you get the long-desired salary; It seems that all the suffering and confusion suffered is not so important. relive that special day countless times; I always feel that if there is no forced company and the appearance of Miao Miao later; If it had been me before Dongguan, I might have given up a long time ago. You say I don't like making friends, do you? Many things are indispensable for their guidance and companionship. You're going to say I can't live without friends, right? I don't feel like a very sociable person. Perhaps this is the so-called "in the dark, there is its own providence". I returned to the countryside from Dongguan and rested for about half a month; Jianjian: It's been a while since they went to school in the county, and the absence of playmates allows me to spend more time studying music. Because a few years ago, my grandmother was diagnosed with bone cancer; In early autumn, I can't get up in pain, and I need someone to wait on the side all the time. Mother is a person who cares a lot about other people's eyes; In order to stop other people's gossip, since the year when the cancer was diagnosed, as long as I heard the news of my grandmother's illness; Her mother would come back from far and wide to serve her. But the idler's mouth can't be blocked, and besides, the idler is still in his own family. What if Mother doesn't come back? will say that the mother is not filial. Mother, come back and serve; He also said that his grandmother had left good things for his mother, and his mother was afraid that she would not go if she didn't come back. But even my grandmother told me how she favored her son before her death, and in the end, she had to rely on several daughters to support her for the elderly. But even though he said so, he still thought about his son and grandson in his heart. As long as I come back from the county seat to visit her, she will always ask me for news and contact information about Brother Qiao. My grandmother was a person who had suffered a lot of grievances and pains, but even though she was treated so unfairly by her two aunts; She still works hard for them. And rumors can destroy a person's patience, since some people say that serving grandma can get benefits, then let everyone taste the sweetness together. Because my mother has changed her tough attitude in the past, even if there are a few people who are reluctant on their faces, it is not good to refuse. It was agreed that all the children would be cared for a week, and that each family would take turns to take care of them. In order to make a convincing start, my mother waited for the most seriously ill month; I waited until my grandmother's mental state improved a lot before she left for another place. I left some time later than my mother; Watching my grandmother send to so many people's homes and suffer the disgusting eyes and reluctant behavior, I couldn't help but understand something in my doubts. It's just that this level is like suffering, so it's a joke that you are ashamed to talk about your mother. The so-called service is for the sake of profit, and it is undoubtedly just a rhetoric to evade responsibility in an upright manner.

When we first received the notice to rush to the school, we didn't know where the internship would be; A few old fritters are blind in the classroom, and eighty percent of them can only be in the Zhejiang area. It wasn't until the person in charge of the internship walked into the classroom that we were about to go to a famous office building in Shanghai for an internship; Listening to the ecstatic cheers around us, only we were stunned for a long time before we reacted. To have such a rare opportunity to work in a super first-tier city, it is definitely false to say that you don't expect it. Either it is a serious company chartered bus, which is different from the black car in Dongguan. Before the bus reached the highway, he couldn't wait to tell his mother the sudden good news; In the hearts of their older generation, as long as they can go to the big city to work; That's definitely the job to make money. Because my mother and father worked together in those years, I listened to my father repeating the cliché of my mother's instructions with some excitement; I can't help but feel the weight of growth. It was already nine o'clock in the evening when I arrived at the apartment in Shanghai; The time of the work arrangement is the day after tomorrow, and the first time I came to the big city, for a group of otaku, in addition to going out to forage for food, I was surprised by the fifteen pieces of egg fried rice, and it was just a change of place to sleep. Because Mandarin is not standard enough, the meaning I expressed was once again misunderstood; In the end, instead of interning in the same company as Ah Qiu, he went to work in a building farthest away from the dormitory. The content of the job is typing customer service that has little to do with what we have learned; It is nothing more than receiving the various needs of one customer after another to do most of the system reply. Especially during Double 11 or Double 12, even if you don't stop from work to work; The customers in the reception bar are also always endless. Of course, there are not a few customers who greet their families as soon as they come up, but they are not completely unrewarded, at least they have a more stable mentality. In the few months I lived in Shanghai, most of them ate less and ate more and worked overtime overnight; Compared to our cities, the ground is indeed much cleaner; The environment is also more prosperous, and you can often see foreigners from different countries when walking on the roadside. I took the time to go to the Bund together, and I forgot what the rows of golden houses called them, but they looked very gorgeous; The Oriental Pearl is also very dazzling and majestic under the change of lights. The takeaway in Shanghai is very cheap, and the deepest thing that impresses me is the five-yuan saliva chicken that has been wool for a month; In the end, the seller personally called and hoped that my subordinates would be merciful, but the price of my takeout would never exceed ten yuan.

During my whole time in Shanghai, there was nothing interesting for me; There is someone who I always apologize for. Ah Tao met after I first met Xuan Xuan, and it is said that they have been friends for many years; After graduating from junior high school, they happened to come to the same junior college, and they were inseparable as long as they could meet them in school for five years. Xuan Xuan is a very good person to talk about, and Ah Tao always shows an optimistic and cheerful personality to familiar people in my images. We are also the same batch of students who came to Shanghai for internships, and the dormitories we live in happen to be next door. Frequent visits are indispensable. At that time, with the support of my mother, I bought the first laptop in my life as soon as I arrived in Shanghai, and I couldn't wait to download LOL on the new computer, and enjoy the thrill of leaning on the bedside to relive the game. Ah Tao was also a player who loved LOL at that time, and often invited the entire dormitory to spend the night in a nearby Internet café on his days off; But the consumption of Internet cafes in Shanghai is too expensive, and it is not cost-effective to go too often. When they no longer go to Internet cafes to consume, and Tao feels bored and wants to relieve his addiction by playing games, he first came to the fat man to borrow a computer; But I was rejected by the fat man. I thought it wouldn't be a big deal to play two games, so I agreed without hesitation; We had a great time chatting while he was playing the game, and before leaving, I boldly promised him: "If you want to play, come to me directly." "Actually, it's a very common thing, as long as I'm in the dormitory, he wants to play party. And when I was at work, Ah Tao still came to me to borrow a computer; It's not a bad thing, it shows a person's sincerity. But for a person of my character, I don't want to ruin the relationship between two people; I was worried about whether the computer would change the card if I borrowed it, but I forgot whether I borrowed it or not. It's just that I happened to be criticized by the supervisor that day, and I was a little depressed. When I returned to the dormitory, I listened to the fat man talk about Ah Tao's rest in their dormitory tomorrow, so he blurted out a complaint: "What? Ah Tao will rest tomorrow? Isn't he borrowing a computer again? I don't want to borrow it, and it's hard to say, alas. Because the expression of excitement at that time ignored the extremely poor sound insulation effect between the dormitories, under the whispered reminder of the fat man; Although I said that it was okay, I already realized in my heart that I had said the wrong thing. In the future, Ah Tao gradually distanced himself from me, which also confirmed this, even if he finally found an opportunity to sincerely apologize to him and obtained his understanding; But I always felt ashamed of him. I was originally a person who hated talking about others behind my back, but after experiencing self-awareness, I became the person I hated the most. Since I readily agreed to others, I can't be responsible for my words. After so many years, Ah Tao probably didn't care about it for a long time; But I still want to apologize for my extremely hypocritical behavior and hope that he is doing well.

We are always in constant contact with new environments and people, but even so; There will always be some childish mistakes or some grievances, but don't hold a grudge against them; Because it allows you to transform again.