In the dark, her eyes were open, she was sleepless, and her mind could not be calm for a long time.

Anna said that Chang Wenbing was diagnosed with ALS, a disease she had never heard of before.

Anna patiently explained to her what ALS was, and the tone of the speaker was calm, but she fell into a state of confusion and fear that she had never felt before.

How could the illness of most people in their forties and fifties fall on Chang Wenbing?

A small probability event, after all, there is a certain probability, but unfortunately, this small probability hit Chang Wenbing.

The current level of medical care is not able to cure this disease, and only symptomatic sustained-release treatment can be done, with a survival period of two to six years, and there are almost no miracles.

At the end, Anna smiled slightly and said very optimistically: "I found it early, and there is still time, maybe I will find a cure in two years." ”

They have no choice but to be optimistic.

His throat and eyes seemed to be blocked by something, and it took all his strength to break through the blockade and make a hoarse and ugly voice: "Why don't the family tell me, only tell me?" ”

Anna said softly: "He said that you are the most thoughtful child in the Chang family, they have listened to you since you were a child, this matter will tell you first, you always have a way to convey the information to others in the most appropriate way to reduce the harm." ”

After saying that, Anna fell asleep in silence, leaving her struggling in the night.

Her brother Wen Bing is not yet thirty years old.

Human life will always come to an end, but Chang Wenbing's end point is too short, she is not convinced, but what can she do?

There are many things that no one can change.

If you can't change it, you can only accept it, and after accepting it, learn to deal with everything with a normal heart, and then wait for the last moment to come.

She understands, she understands, but the surging pain still spreads from the bottom of her heart, it hurts to think, it hurts to breathe, it hurts to hold your breath.

If the pain is extreme numbness, then it won't feel pain.

On the first day of the new year, when she washed her face and brushed her teeth and sat neatly at the dining table, she was already in a state of pain and numbness, and no one noticed her abnormality, except for stones.

After eating and going to pay New Year's greetings, she could still laugh and joke as usual, and even when facing Chang Wenbing, she didn't have a trace of unusual performance.

Chang Wenbing returned home after worshipping the New Year, and she didn't know if she would be beaten, she was very distressed.

"I want to go skating, you go with me." The stone suddenly grabbed her arm and dragged her towards the small ditch in front of the village.

Now there are more toys for children, and there are TV to watch, and there are fewer and fewer children who go ice skating on the ice in winter, and the small river ditch is very deserted, and it seems that even the wind is much stronger than when it is a child.

She suddenly remembered that when she was a child, she once came to skate with her brothers, and the sky was very blue and the wind was very strong, and the snow was rolled up, and the coarse salt particles of snow were smashed on her face, and the face was painful.

She sat on the ice car, Chang Wenxi pulled her in front, the speed was very fast, she wanted to stop the wind and snow but she couldn't open her mouth.

When she was at a loss, Chang Wenbing caught up from behind to stop Chang Wenxi, and wrapped the scarf with her body temperature on her face, revealing only her nose and a pair of eyes for breathing, and her brothers said that she looked very ridiculous, but it was really warm.

The warmth brought to her by that scarf seems to be still there, warming her face and burning her heart.

"Jiu'er? What's wrong? ”

The cool touch on her cheeks pulled her out of the whirlpool of the past, her eyes focused, and her eyes were still blurry.

She cried.

Tears poured down, and the speed of the stone could not keep up with the speed of the tears, so he simply opened the down jacket and circled her into his arms, allowing her to wipe the tears and snot on the sweater on the first day of his new purchase.

The tears were slowly stopped after the emotions that had accumulated in his heart were completely released, and he told the stone about Chang Wenbing intermittently.

The stone stroked her back and whispered in her ear, "Maybe the situation is not as serious as you think, and your knowledge of the disease is limited to Anna's account, and if you know more, you may be able to find a cure." Brother Wen Chuang doesn't know yet, right? Otherwise, let's tell him first, he is a doctor, and he must have more ideas than us. ”

At this time, there must be a sober-minded person by his side, and three or two words from the stone seem to make things clear. It may not turn out well, but at least you know what to do now.

She called Chang Wenchuang and asked him to come to Xiaohegou to find them, and not let the family know.

After a while, Chang Wenchuang came, and there was a long scratch on his cheek, not deep but faintly oozing blood.

"What's wrong with your face?" She asked Chang Wenchuang with concern.

Chang Wenchuang wiped the scratches as if venting his anger, and said in a sullen voice: "The fire at the city gate affected the pond fish, and I am the poor fish." My mom and dad cleaned up my second brother, and I wanted to pull it, but my mom drew my face like this. The eldest brother and sister-in-law are not easy to persuade hard, and Li'an is scared and crying, this year is really fucked. ”

After venting, he realized that something was wrong, and hurriedly asked her: "Xiao Jiu, what are you asking me to do in this dead and cold howling ditch?" Don't let anyone know, what's wrong? Have you ever cried? ”

"Brother Wen Chuang, do you know ALS?" She asked with difficulty.

Chang Wenchuang nodded confusedly: "I know, amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, a terminal disease, can only wait for death if it is not cured." What's wrong? What is this disease, you ask? Someone you know? ”

She looked at Chang Wenchuang fixedly, and her tears couldn't stop falling.

Chang Wenchuang felt something, his expression gradually became solemn, and he asked in a deep voice, "Who?" Who in our family got it? Brother Wenxi? Impossible, too young. That's the uncle? Or who? Don't cry yet, tell me who's got it? ”

She replied with difficulty: "The young ones will get it too, but it's just a small probability event."

Chang Wenchuang's eyes widened, he looked at her in disbelief, and said before she said Chang Wenbing's name: "It's my second brother, right?" No wonder. After picking them up in the provincial capital, we went to eat together, and I found that his chopsticks were unstable and joked that he couldn't even use chopsticks after staying abroad for a long time."

Squatting on the ice with his head in his hands, although he couldn't see Chang Wenchuang's face, he could tell from his shaky shoulders that he was crying.

Chang Wenchuang was stronger than her, and after a while, he sorted out his emotions and sat directly on the ice, looking up at her: "What the hell is going on, you tell me, let's figure it out together"

After saying that, she squatted down and grabbed Chang Wenchuang's hand, and asked with expectation and fear: "Brother Wenchuang, tell me the truth, is this disease really incurable?" Are there any promising research results? Even if it can't be cured now, will there be a new breakthrough in the past few years? ”

What responded to her was Chang Wenchuang's evasive gaze.

The silent answer was cold and ruthless, the swollen heart throbbed a few times, and Qingming's thoughts became cloudy again.

The three figures were like three ice sculptures, holding one movement in the cold wind for a long time, and finally the stone broke the silence first.

"Brother Wen Bing knew what his situation was, and he brought his partner back to get married, which shows that he is more optimistic and positive than us. Let's stop sighing and crying, and think about what to do next. Stone said in a low voice.

"The eldest brother and the second brother can't help if they know it in the field, Wen Jianwen is too young to hold it and will be exposed, Brother Wen Dong's family is now in a mess and can't take care of himself, so let's talk to Brother Wen Yu and my third brother for the time being, Brother Wen Yu can help stabilize the family, my third brother has connections at home and abroad, and he can help contact him."

After saying it in one breath, she first stood up and roared out the turbidity in her chest, and then patted Chang Wenchuang's head and said sonorously: "The sky hasn't fallen yet, cheer up." ”

Chang Wenchuang also shouted like her, and as if the effect was not ideal, he slapped himself hard, cheered himself up: "Cheer up!" I'm a doctor, and I can't give up before a patient. ”

Chang Wenyu went over and said that Chang Wenping would naturally hand it over to her, and she was not allowed to go wrong when she acted separately.

After spending the first and second days of the Lunar New Year in a mess, she finally found a chance to talk to Chang Wenbing.

Shi helped to cover the outside of the hut, and she closed the door of the hut and turned to look at Chang Wenbing, who was sitting on the edge of the kang and smiling at her.

Her nose was sore, and tears instantly filled her eyes, but she couldn't hold back and didn't let the tears fall, and at the same time showed a big smile to Chang Wenbing.

She said in a joking tone: "Brother Wen Bing, you really don't make people worry. ”

Chang Wenbing grinned, and his face crumpled into a bun with a "hiss".

"Your second aunt is really ruthless, my mouth is bleeding, and the thief hurts." Chang Wenbing covered his face and said aggrievedly.

At this moment, the twenty-eight-year-old Chang Wenbing seems to coincide with him when he was a teenager, sunny and optimistic, and he is Brother Wen Bing who can smile no matter what happens.

She walked up to Chang Wenbing, reached out and touched his swollen cheeks, approached and puffed like when she was a child, and muttered: "It won't hurt if you blow it." ”

"Little Nine."

Chang Wenbing couldn't hold back her tears first, reached out to hug her, and said softly and vaguely: "Why me?" Why me."

She also wanted to ask why it was her Brother Wen Bing.

But who to ask? Who can give an answer?

No one.

Since listening to Anna talk about Chang Wenbing's illness last night, she has been blaming herself.

If, if she paid more attention to the situation of the Chang family before being reborn, then she would know that Chang Wenbing was sick, and it would be better to take precautions as soon as possible when she came back from rebirth, and maybe this catastrophe could be avoided.

What ifs, if you don't pay attention, you don't pay attention, you don't know, you don't know, what should happen in her memory blind spot will still happen, and she can't change anything.

She knows that she can't blame herself, but when she blames herself, she will feel better, and suppressing another pain with one kind of pain is not an effective way to fight poison with poison.

Chang Wenbing's tears came and closed quickly, and when she let go of her, there were no tears on her face, and there was a gentle smile on the corner of her mouth.

"Xiao Jiu, brother's matter is troublesome to you."

"How can your business be troublesome, I'm glad that you can think about me first if you have something." After a pause, she smiled bitterly: "But it's better not to have such a thing again, I really can't bear it." ”

sat next to Chang Wenbing and solemnly chatted with him about some problems that bothered her.

"Brother, what's the matter with you and Sister Anna? She knows your situation and is willing to come back with you to marry, what does she think? What do you think? ”

Speaking of Anna, regret and sentimentality flashed across his face.

"When I found out, I mentioned breaking up with her, but she didn't want to, and said that life is inherently long and short and we can't decide, but we can completely grasp whether we are happy or not. I told her that continuing to be together would delay her youth, guess what she did to me? ”

Chang Wenbing smiled wistfully and continued: "She said that delay is a very subjective concept, and everyone's judging criteria are different, I think it's delay, but she thinks it's worth it." She also told me not to worry about the future, she lived well with her children before she met me, and she can live well without me in the future, and I will become a wonderful chapter in her life. ”

"Brother Wen Bing, you are so lucky to meet Anna. If you encounter any problems when you go back to China, you can tell me and I will solve them. By the way, what do you do at work? Do you want to change jobs? Come to the provincial capital, Wen Chuang, Wen Ping, Wen Dong and I are all here, what is convenient to take care of. ”

Not only thinking about Chang Wenbing, but also thinking about Anna's work.

"Sister Anna can come to work in my company, don't look at the benefits of teachers in educational institutions, they must earn more than you now!"

The arrangement is very good, but unfortunately Chang Wenbing didn't plan to accept it.

Chang Wenbing rubbed her head and chuckled, "Anna and I don't plan to change careers for the time being. I also went back to my original unit, many companies that cooperate with our unit are recruiting, with Anna's ability not to pick her for work, but for her to pick a job, you don't have to worry about this for us. ”

"Is it convenient for you to heal over there? Brother Wen Chuang works in the hospital here in the provincial capital, and my third brother can also contact experts, which is definitely better than you."

Chang Wenbing interrupted her, ignoring the pain in her cheeks, and laughed loudly: "Jiu'er, don't bother, this disease is not cured anywhere." It's just the beginning, and there are still a few years to come, and I want to live like a normal person for a few years, okay? ”

Absolutely.

As long as it was his deliberate decision, she supported it.

In the end, the topic fell on persuading the second uncle and aunt to accept Anna and Anyi, Chang Wenbing sighed: "Let's go in the fourth year of junior high school, if my parents really don't accept it, there's no way, let's talk about it later." ”

"They're not going to take it, unless."

Chang Wenbing knew what was behind "unless", shook his head and said: "No, using one bad thing to suppress another bad thing is not to solve the problem, it is to drink to quench your thirst." ”

She was stunned and couldn't help but smile bitterly.

It was as if she was drinking to quench her thirst.

"Okay, if you don't want to say it, don't say it, it's up to you to solve it as you want, I support you unconditionally."

"Good Xiaojiu, my brother hasn't hurt you in vain all these years."

Chang Wenbing reached out to pinch her face, but she quickly retreated to dodge.

"Brother Wen Bing, I've grown up and don't have baby fat, you can't pinch anything, so don't bother."

Chang Wenbing didn't believe it, so he had to try it, and the two of them were tearing the stone and pushing the door in, and whispered, "Uncle and aunt are back." ”

"Then I'll go back first, the uncle and aunt helped persuade them, maybe their anger can be dissipated, and I'll go back and talk to them again." Chang Wenbing got up and said to them.

Mo Lan came out, Li Ping and Chang Youchun's attitude was indeed a lot softer, not to mention agreeing with Chang Wenbing and Anna, at least things have taken a turn for the better.

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