When a friend asks me why I'm called "Jiu'er", it's very reminiscent of Jiu'er in red sorghum. Because. This film and television drama character has been deeply rooted in our memory.

Here's a letter I wrote to Jiu'er:

Jiu'er:

Jiu'er, today is the birthday of my little master, and it is also your birthday. I created you with the pen of 2020 and allowed you to have the same birthday as me. Since you are my character, you must keep in mind your mission, first of all, you are Brother Hua's woman, and you must not do anything that crosses the line.

Love is a magical thing that can make a well-behaved and obedient person from childhood to become rebellious, even disobedient. We cannot witness history with our own eyes, but we can only recognize the legacy left to us by history with our own feelings and wisdom, and experience the Tao with our own practice. No matter what is said, including material and spiritual wealth, no matter how good others say, if it is not close to our lives, it is not good. On the other hand, if a person or thing that the world disdains can enlighten you in life or make you feel free and happy, it is enough to take it as a teacher.

Life not only needs hard work and struggle, but also wisdom, but also needs to have others in the heart, when it comes to others, if you use the collective idea of mathematics, it is to exclude yourself, then it is the world of life, maybe such a reasoning, but become a black humor. I feel that all the grass people have lost themselves, and they still have the world in mind. I can still see that you have a chest, and I can see that you have a heart for the world, and I mean that I look sideways. In fact, there are some words that were jokes at the time, and maybe they will become good stories years later. Of course, it could also be a joke. However, no matter what the outcome is, stick to what you are determined to do.

Ten years of sharpening a sword, I am a swordsman! A friend said, "Why are you sharpening your sword, and there is no ring?" I sharpen my sword as an ornament on my back, I don't compete in martial arts, and I don't easily draw my sword and hurt anyone. Practitioners must not have tangled value judgments and moral judgments. In the language of Buddhism, there is no right or wrong in the things of the world, and there are only causes. From the perspective of the dimension of thought, there are differences in dimensional space, and some people will never be at the same frequency. If we can admit that the world is not black and white, but colorful. Everyone opens up the world differently. We love life, love some beautiful things, beautiful customs, delicious food, beautiful people, love the Chinese nation, love our motherland, but the way I love my motherland is a little different. I don't have praise verses, beautiful lyrics, and no pleasant music. I just want to string the essence of my ancestors into a necklace to dedicate to my motherland, but this necklace has to be strung with my life's energy. If you can still meet a folk master who wants to string necklaces together at the ends of the earth, I will be happy to let you string this special necklace with the treasures in it. Today, the ability is limited, and the thread materials found are not satisfactory. I asked Jiu'er to compromise, fall in love with a man who is more than a century older than me, and after today, Jiu'er will be 115 years older. It's just a matter of being older, and you can only be the ninth child, so you don't have a choice. I also think that I am a woman in the new era, if one day I can't bear it, let Jiu'er break up with him, you take your sunny road, I cross my single-plank bridge, our well water does not violate the river water, the road is facing the sky, and each goes on one side. Without you, I still want to wear the necklace to my motherland. Although this necklace is not gorgeous, and I don't know how long it will take to string it up, maybe it is strung well, there are too many birthday gifts from my mother in the motherland, and I don't care about this chain.

I am also a scholar, and when I saw those scholars in "Crossing the South and Returning to the North", in the context of a large era, a completely different fate occurred. I also imagined that each of them went from babbling to memorizing poems, to embarking on their own careers, looking forward to a better future. They worked hard for an era, fighting with the sky, fighting with people, fighting with themselves, but in the end they couldn't escape the catastrophe of their fate, and I didn't have an answer, just because there was no answer, I asked Jiu'er to help me find it, and let the folk masters help me find it.

Ladies and gentlemen, if you have children in your family, you can ask: "Why do you want to study", and the children's answers are also strange and interesting. Among them may be: to buy a big house, to study abroad, or not to be scolded by teachers. I also often wonder: why study? There are many answers: to make a living, to live better, to get ahead, etc. Nowadays, people have a habitual thinking: as long as they are happy, as long as they are for their own good, they are all good. The Republic of China is an era of masters, and the reason why they became masters is because they not only have themselves in their hearts, but also have the world in mind. However, the ups and downs of a scholar's fate are closely related to an era, and there is even no escape.

I seem to hear a scholar reading the "Three Character Classic" when he was a child:

At the beginning of man, nature is good.