This hospital is very big, winding and turning, and I don't know where I went before I suddenly arrived. I watched my mom lying in a hospital bed, on a ventilator, her eyes closed. She was originally blessed and good-looking, but she began to become disgraced because of several years of hard work. In fact, she shouldn't have looked like this, but she didn't pay it back because she still owed my uncle's family.

"Is the house all cleaned up?" My dad asked, and my sister first looked at me, and then said to my dad, "I'll come here after I pack up, and I haven't asked yet, what did the doctor say?" ”

"The doctor said it was delivered in time."

"That's it." After Zhou Qi finished speaking, he didn't ask any more questions. And Xiang Yi, although I really want to say something, but my mother is now in a coma, so I have no choice but to follow and not speak. I didn't have much interest in the rest of the conversation, so I went out alone. When I came to the entrance of the inpatient building, I randomly found a place to sit down.

There are very few people here, as most of them are in the outpatient hall. I sat there for a while and then I didn't know what I was going to do, because I was bored and had no purpose but to sit here and watch the crowd come and go. I think back to when I was hospitalized here, when my parents were still busy with work, my dad took me to the breakfast shop and ordered me a xiaolongbao and a bowl of porridge, and then quickly walked away.

I was surrounded by people with children who were in a hurry to eat, and no one had time to watch me, so I quickly ate with them. Probably because I was in a hurry, I only felt a wave of nausea, and I started to eat slowly, but the feeling was more ferocious. I didn't care too much about it, and after eating, I went to school. Not long after the first class started, I threw up.

In the third class, I continued to vomit, as if I was going to vomit all the contents of my stomach, and I was not controlled at all, and I even started a high fever. The head teacher called my mom and asked her to come over and take me to the hospital. We first came to the small clinic, and the doctor of the small clinic said that he could not see it for a long time, and then went to the county hospital, and the doctor of the county hospital saw that I was in a hurry, so he asked me to see first.

He took a stethoscope like a clinic doctor, listened for a long time and didn't find out what the problem was, although he couldn't make a decision, he still showed me and my mother a clear way, let us go to the city hospital to see. My mother agreed, and took me to the city hospital that day, and sure enough, when I got here, the doctor saw my problem at a glance, and took a film, and asked me to stay here for a few months to cooperate with the doctor's treatment.

During this time, my mother has always been with me. I had a retention injection in my hand, and I needed an intravenous drip every day to cooperate with observation. Now it's my mom lying in bed, I can't tell what I feel in my heart, I'm a little lost, but there are people around her looking at her, and I have caused a mess in the past, like they said, I'm only going to get into trouble.

I picked a leaf from the grass on the side and tore it off as I thought about my past. I don't know how long it took for my sister to come out of the inpatient unit. I don't know how she found me, but she came over and patted me on the shoulder, and I only found her at this time.

"What's the matter?" I asked her.

"Relatives are here, and now they want to go out to eat, let's go over and eat together." After Zhou Qi finished speaking, she walked out first, and the people behind her all showed surprised expressions, as if they didn't expect me to be here, and the first thing they said was to ask me, "Zhou Tian?" You don't go to school at home, what are you doing to keep up. ”

"When did you come up?" I didn't mean to answer their questions, so they didn't continue to ask, "Today, we heard that your mother is sick, no, here we are." ”

At this point, even if there is no room for words. It's just that they really have a lot of topics, and they even asked again, "Have you finished your homework?" I didn't know what that meant, but I answered no. They laughed a lot, and they all talked about how sensible their daughters or grandchildren were.

I didn't interject and let them go on like that. My grandparents had a lot of children, and if I'm not mistaken, the oldest child in my generation was only ten years younger than my mother. And he has already married and had children, so it is normal to say that he has grandchildren.

My sister is a very outgoing person, and she has a good conversation with them. I followed them to the back of the crowd into a noodle restaurant, and when I got in, I asked for a lot of bowls of noodles, and after eating, I sent them back.

When I came to the ward again, I was still the same as before. My dad took good care of my mom and it was almost impossible to find a place to help. I turned on the observation mode of the ward again, and the sky outside was still calm inside. I don't know what I'm supposed to do now, but I could never have done what I prayed to God.

Rather than struggling to consume, it is better to just wait.

"Zhou Qi, you and Zhou Tian still have to go to school on Monday, and now you two have seen your mother's situation, go to school and study hard, you see how troublesome this person will be once he gets sick."

My sister didn't say anything, but her expression betrayed her. She was deep in thought, but she didn't know what she was thinking. It's just that what she thinks and what does it matter to me, I left the ward after my dad said this, to be precise, to be quiet. My dad wasn't a big talker, but like my mom, he was talking back and forth about going to school.

"This big hospital is different, and the cost is high." The person next to me suddenly spoke, and I looked over to her, an uncle who looked to be in his early forties. He was holding the hospital list, frowning and complaining. And the person standing next to him, looking very young, seemed to be his daughter, very beautiful, "That money is not enough." ”

"I've borrowed a little from everyone, and it's enough for now." He replied, and the girl subconsciously pursed her lips and didn't speak, but there was a worried look on her eyebrows and eyes. I suddenly remembered a TV series I had watched before, and it seemed that there was such a scene in it, but I can't remember exactly what it was. Coming to the end of the hallway, I opened the window.

I can't tell you clearly, I always feel very annoyed and annoyed, as if there is a dead knot in my heart, and no matter how I try to untie it, it can't be untied. I'm a person who doesn't like to socialize, and at the same time I'm a person who hates trouble, and at the same time I'm a person who craves socializing, in fact, I'm a very conflicted person, or rather, I'm actually a very greedy person, always wanting everything, and always wanting nothing. I thought, maybe the moment I let go, I had a very standard reference answer in my mind, which was a reference answer after the exam.

"Obediently, you didn't expect it, when you went to her house that day, the shopkeeper of her house was cruel to her. For three days, the two ends were either scolded or beaten, you said that when you married someone home, you never saw it, and he still has this face. Now that her parents are dying, they really don't even have a person to support them. ”

"Who said it wasn't, you said that the man, who doesn't do anything all day and is idle all day, even if he eats and drinks Lazar, he has to be taken care of, tsk, it's the same as not being weaned, not to mention how disgusting it is. I heard from his neighbor that he didn't even leave the house now, so he asked his wife to feed him. ”

"This young man is really good at playing, and he feeds this whole thing, and he doesn't know that he thinks he got married and has a son. When talking about the object, you have to keep your eyes open, what kind of man can be contacted and what kind of man can't be contacted, you have to think carefully before you can talk. ”

"No, eh, I'm done with the sling, I'll go find the nurse. , nurse, nurse? The hanging bottle is finished. ”。“ Okay, I'll come right over. ”

What is this saying? I don't understand it very well, whose love has been let down. Squatting down, looking at the crowd in the corridor, I don't know why, I suddenly started to be stunned. I still remember that my sister was taught a lesson by my parents because of love problems before, but it was just a relationship, and there was nothing to talk about. There are people in school who fall in love, and this kind of relationship is nothing more than above friends.

There is an extra layer of tolerance than friends, and some people can't bear it, and they don't feel the need to care. However, there are other things that can be properly taken care of, such as not giving things to others without my consent, or giving others a little privacy, or other things. But this seems to be a fantasy, and I'd better think less.

"Zhou Tian? Come over here and tell you something. My sister's voice came from not far away, and she went into the hospital room, and I didn't squat down any longer, but got up and walked quickly towards my mother's room. When I came to the door, I saw my dad and my sister looking at me, and I didn't know why.

"Is there something wrong with me?" I asked.

"It's okay and I can't look for you, when I was in the restaurant just now, I saw that you ate very little, and now I want to ask, what else do you want to eat and go down with your dad to eat, I'm waiting for you here." It's like a joke, but in short, people can't see where her seriousness is.

"No, I'm not very hungry." I flatly rejected her offer and found a random place to sit down. I didn't have a cell phone, and I didn't hold anything else, so I had to be in a daze, and there was nothing else to do but be in a daze.

"Hurry up, I didn't see you eating much just now, otherwise you're here to watch me go out with my dad." Xiang Qi spoke again, I don't know why, when she said this, she always squinted and smiled at me, intentionally or unintentionally, and she couldn't hide all her thoughts on her face.

I want to say I'm not hungry, but I can't help people, my mom is in a coma right now, and if something happens, I really can't handle it alone. Are they here for tourism? Or someone else who entrusted me with such an important task.

"If you don't look at it, go and go down and eat." My dad spoke, but did he really feel comfortable leaving this matter to me? To be honest, I didn't really bother with them, so I just crouched down next to the stool and started to buckle the things on the stool, I knew they wouldn't put such an important thing on me, sure enough.

It didn't take long for my dad to compromise, "Then if she doesn't eat, forget it, you and her are here to watch, I'll go down for a meal and come back." ”

"Let Zhou Tian look at it, she always has to grow, doesn't she? Exercise exercise is also good. ”

"Forget it, you're still watching here, I'll go down for a meal and come up." After he finished speaking, he left, and my sister sighed and muttered, "You weren't happy to tell you that you would exercise on your own, and it didn't seem bad to agree early, but it was stubborn." She seemed to be angry, but she was feeling helpless about herself. I'm not sure what the point of her doing this is, but if it's for training me, I don't believe it.

I'm a very timid person, and I can figure it out without being mentioned. It's just a little sad, because there is no one to educate, so everything has to be learned from others. Even my aunt is the same, I have no one to teach, I listen to the classmates discuss this topic, and I know that when girls reach a certain age, there will be an aunt period.

But I don't know if it's true or not, whether it's good or bad, so I'm more on the sidelines. Looking at the development trend of this matter, if it is good, it will be good, and if it is not good, it will not be good. Maybe it's because they know that I'm such a person, and they can be so reassuring about me.

"This is your sister, little girl." I don't know who mentioned it, this sentence is obviously called Xiang Qi. Because there are only two beds in the ward, who else can she be?

"Ah, it's my sister." Xiang Qi said a word, and the man laughed and continued to ask, "Your sister looks very young, what grade is she in now?" ”

"I went to elementary school, and I graduated in a few years."

"Oh, it looks about the same age as my daughter."

"Uh-huh." Both of them smiled, as if they had known each other for a long time, but they seemed to be meeting for the first time, why did they know each other so well? I'm a little confused.

Maybe it's because I just walked away, and I feel like I haven't said a lot, but I've known each other for a long time. I really don't know what kind of magic she used, huh. Well, she already has this ability, not any magic, and I believe in her very much.

My mom had woken up by now, but she couldn't speak, she just kept her eyes open and stared at me without blinking, as if there was something on my face. I reached out and touched it, but there was nothing, and I stared at her as carefully as she did.

She only looked at me for a while and then closed her eyes to look at something else, mother and daughter for many years, I naturally know what her expression means, this is a little disgusted with me, but what's the use of disgusting, I still have to stand here. Forget it, it's a bit of an eyesore to stand here, but I still consciously stepped aside to forget it.

"Then your child is quite well-behaved." My sister politely said that the man laughed, and continued with her words, "Yes, this child has been very well-behaved since he was a child, and he thought that he would be disabled when he grew up, but he didn't expect that he would be better managed when he grew up, and he wouldn't worry about it." ”

"Uh-huh." The two of them talked to each other without noticing that my mother had woken up. It's a pity that I don't know what to do, it seems like I'm going to feed and drink water, but now that I've pulled out the oxygen tube, isn't it a bit of a thing.

Just heard someone in the hallway calling for a nurse in the ward, huh. Wouldn't it be a little nervous if I shouted along? After all, it's still some distance from the nurse's station. I guess I was pressing, but I couldn't find it. Colorful flowers,The buttons add up to several,Especially next to the machine,This thing is connected to the oxygen pipe.,If you press it casually, it's not a bigger problem.。

What is this lamp button-like thing, I really don't know anything.

"What are you doing, Zhou Tian."

I don't know when the conversation ended, but that's what she called me, and I suddenly felt like I was being caught, and I was ashamed.

"What's wrong?" I asked her, but she didn't speak, but just went up to look at it and hurried out to find someone. She ran very fast, I just want to say that the hospital floor was mopped clean, be careful not to slip, but she had already run out.

When I came back, I saw a doctor in a white coat coming to see my mother.

"Recovering well, don't worry." After that, he told my sister about some precautions, and after that, he left the ward.

I obviously saw my sister exhale in front of me, and before she could sit down her ass and start talking to me, "You don't know how to call someone when you see your mother wake up, are you stupid?" ”

"It's possible that the baby doesn't know what it's called, don't talk about her." The man in the next bed said a word, and I started to pay attention to him. He looked to be thirty or forty years old, not very old but not very young, as if he had to take care of people, and he still had unshaved stubble on his chin.

"She didn't even call me when I was sitting here, and she wouldn't have known to call me yet." As if she was extremely bored, she didn't have the patience to continue, "Alas, why do you say that other people's children are so smart, how can they be so stupid to her." ”

"There is also a process of learning, if you can't do it, you can't, just teach more."

"I teach people and still dislike me for teaching her, she is very assertive, and she lets herself exercise but does not exercise."

"Well, after all, it's still a child." The two spoke quickly, barely giving me a chance to refute. No, I am not allowed to refute it at all, in what capacity Xiang Qi is communicating with me now, as a parent.

Coupled with the fact that they speak so quickly, they must not be able to hear the whisper, and if it is loud, it will make people think that I am very rude. Only know how to argue, but don't know how to solve problems well.

"People are mature like her so early, and she still looks like a child. I'm going to start having babies like her, and she's like that. ”

"You still had a baby when you were a child."

"Yes, my parents are busy with work and don't have time to take care of it, so I take her after school every day to change her diaper and something."

"That's pretty remarkable."

"There is no way, each family has its own difficulties." After she finished speaking, she sighed, as if my family could no longer live. I really don't understand why she said that. Isn't it easy to appear yourself? Doesn't she think it's something to look down on?

Thinking about it, I looked at my mother, who was still the same as before, and she didn't seem to react yet. I really don't know what it would be like if she really listened to all these words.

It seems to praise my sister's sensibility, she seems to have always been like this. I don't know if I was really taken by my sister when I was young, but she was only eight years old at that time, how could she possibly take care of the children.