The girl didn't seem to like Dr. Sen's touch and closeness, and could even be called disgusted. When Dr. Mori put his hands on her shoulders, she showed a look of disgust and disgust, shrugged her shoulders vigorously and shook Dr. Sen's hands down.

She had clear eyes like amethysts that were identical to Dr. Sen's. There was no mist and death in those eyes, which did not fit in with the entire medical room.

It's like a flower that grows on a cliff by the sea.

She is above the waves of war.

The waves would crash against the cliff with the wind, but they couldn't touch her. She was on top of the waves, but the waves couldn't hurt her in the slightest. She is fresh and delicate, even if she is an ordinary military medical trainee uniform, she looks extremely delicate and lovely when she wears it.

She crossed her waist and looked at us sitting, lying soldiers, as if she wanted to vent her frustration with Dr. Sen. She pointed to us—

"Hey, you soldiers, cheer me up!"

Then, she raised her hand. Along with the movement of her raised hand, a sudden light appeared on her fingertips. In an instant, those rays of light turned into streamers of butterflies, floated lightly on each wounded, and then dissipated into a little starlight.

"Strange powers—[Please don't die]."

The moment the name of the anomaly was spoken, I only felt that the suppressed pain in my body disappeared in an instant, even lighter than when my body had just been restored to its most perfect state.

She's an alien.

is a powerful healing ability.

I heard everyone around me boiling. They removed the gauze from their bodies and sat up from the stretcher. They caressed the area where they had been injured in disbelief, and after making sure that the wound was intact and new, they excitedly surrounded the girl.

"Is this a miracle?!"

"You are our savior!!"

"Can I put your picture on my body?!"

"Please let me worship you every day!!"

“……”

The girl was so dazzling that her face turned red and her eyes were full of shame and embarrassment when she was praised by many soldiers. After a while, he pretended to be fierce and yelled at the soldiers: "Shut up! You're arguing to death! ”

Supposedly, I should be happy that I was in the perfect physical condition of being healed, and sing the praises of the girl's greatness like the other soldiers. But my heart was not relaxed because of the ease of my body, but a little more stuffy.

I'm not happy at all.

Feeling stuffy.

Dr. Mori was not happy either, and he unceremoniously pulled out his □□ and put it against the head of a soldier, threatening him, "What are you doing to me and Yosano?" ”

He naturally uttered the words "mine and Xie Ye", and the threat was also evident when facing the soldiers. It is an intimate act of assertion of sovereignty.

I'm even more unhappy.

He never treated me like that.

Although he would carry me back to the dormitory and clean my wounds, he seemed to wear a false mask all the time when he was with me. He would be close to me and smile at me, but when he made those movements and expressions, there was never warmth in his eyes.

Not to mention the possessive threatening gestures, and the sovereign "mine and Xie Ye".

I looked down at my clothes, which were still the same uniform, mixed with blood and sand, and torn to pieces by the fire. It's true that I'm not as delicate and bright as a girl, and it's true that I'm not as fond of a girl as I am by Dr. Sen.

This realization made my mood even worse.

But even so, I couldn't resist my instinct to get close to Dr. Sen. I thought maybe I should share with Dr. Mori the joy of getting my supernatural name. If I could share my joy, maybe Mr. Mori would be a little closer to me.

I want his purple eyes to warm me too.

Dr. Mori was not angry when he was rejected and disliked by the girl, but said more bluntly that he liked the girl's "strength", and he got a white eye from the girl again.

He looked really happy.

I thought, maybe it's a good time.

I got up and walked over to Dr. Sen. Until then, I was in a hurry and didn't have to do anything to make myself look neat and decent. I had to straighten the brim of my uniform cap, straighten the pins and epaulettes, and finally flatten the wrinkled collar.

It was only after everything was said that I had gathered out of the joy that had been squeezed to the point that I had left, and called out to him, "Doctor Sen." ”

"Although this is not in line with the relationship between the boss and the subordinates, but I still like it very much if Xie Yejun is so strong..."He was still teasing the girl, until he was called by me, as if he suddenly noticed, "... Huh? Kazama-kun? Are you hurt? ”

His smile retracted in an instant, and even the temperature in his eyes dissipated. It was as if my salutation had touched a switch, causing him to switch modes in an instant.

It's a pattern I'm familiar with.

But it wasn't the pattern I was expecting.

Dr. Sen frowned, slightly surprised. After looking me up and down, he suddenly remembered: "I forgot, just now I and Xie Yejun have already treated all the soldiers present with [Please Don't Die]. ”

"I ...... Actually, I was very badly injured. "I obviously wanted to say the name of the supernatural ability, but I somehow followed the topic of Dr. Mori and talked about the injury, "There was a bomb that happened to be dropped near the trench, and both me and Tachihara were blown up. ”

Dr. Mori nodded thoughtfully, and the thin strands of hair caressed his cheeks as he moved. He asked me again, "How are you feeling now?" Are you okay? ”

"Well, I'm fine with my body now. Wait and then you can return to the front line. "I hear myself say that.

But my heart was not satisfied with my answer. Why is it such a decent Q&A? Why do I have to be so formulaic every time I have a conversation with him? Why does he never show such outgoing emotions in front of me?

Maybe I'm doing something wrong?

Maybe I should make some changes.

So I pulled out a smile. The tugging of facial muscles, that's a very strange feeling. My smile may seem strangely funny, but I'm already trying to make my voice sound lighter.

"Doctor Mori, Tachihara gave my supernatural ability a name."

Right! That's right! Tell him so!

Say I'm happy!

I'm expecting him to be as enthusiastic as he is with Xie Ye. If you can't, just give me a little bit of charity. As long as he can feel my happiness, as long as he can empathize with my happiness a little, and give me this almost non-existent emotion.

I could already see myself in his eyes with a stiff smile and a clown look.

Then I heard Dr. Mori's flirtatious reply, "Oh? Congratulations to Kazama-kun, it feels really good. Looks like you're getting along well with the soldiers. ”

My smile seemed to disappear.

That's the answer I expected.

I knew that he couldn't have had any other feelings for me. But I don't want to give up, I'm not reconciled. Perhaps it was his passionate expression of emotions with Xie Ye that gave rise to more greed in me.

I was thinking, ah...... Could Dr. Mori be like this? He's not just arrogant and arrogant. He will also step down from the altar and become a living person. He can also stop looking down at people with a downward gaze, and he can also lower his posture in front of others.

But why can't that person be me?

Obviously, he just needs to give me a little bit of warmth.

I stubbornly pursed my lips and continued, "The name that Tachihara gave me for my ability was found in a book of poems, and the name is [Death Fugue]. ”

"Death...... Fugue? Dr. Mori seemed to be a little interested when I said this, and he said thoughtfully, "Is it to give Kazama-kun a complete personality through the form of death?" If that's the case, then the name really fits Kazama-kun's special abilities. ”

Very objective comments, so objective that he didn't receive my joy at all. I felt stuffy and a little deflated.

But then I thought that if I didn't understand what I was saying, maybe Dr. Sen wouldn't be able to understand my thoughts and thoughts very accurately. For example, I want him to be happy for me. Then I shouldn't be discouraged now, I should just say it.

"Dr. Sen, can you be happy for me?" I asked, and I managed to see Dr. Sen's momentary confusion, "I'm so happy that my ability has a name, so I'm sharing it with you." ”

Dr. Mori understood my request and generously put his hand on my shoulder and patted me. After the shooting, maybe he didn't feel enough to express his emotions, he put his hand on my head and rubbed it.

"It's certainly a great joy to have a name for an alien ability. Kazama-kun, I'm happy for you, too. ”

Dr. Mori said he was happy for me and even patted me on the shoulder and hair. But I still didn't feel happy, and even had a sense of frustration that the mission had failed. He still didn't show that true emotion or reaction to me.

I finally decided I was going to give up.

Detached from Dr. Mori's hand on top of my head, I walked back to Tachihara depressedly, and then lay down on a stretcher next to me. The soldiers were so loud that I clenched my ears, shrunk back to the wall, curled up and curled myself into a ball.

Just when I was digesting this depressed mood alone, I felt a few pats on the back, followed by the girl's concerned inquiry-

"Hey! Are you alright, are you still hurting? Is my anomaly ineffective? It can't be true, right...... Strange ability [Please Don't Die]! ”

When the girl used her powers again, I finally relaxed and curled up and looked at her on a stretcher. Her sparkling eyes were full of worry and anxiety, and there was a faint butterfly streamer on the tips of her fingers.

"I'm just not happy." I said sullenly.

"Huh?" The girl stopped using her powers, and her suddenly changed puzzled expression as if she didn't expect my answer, "Why?" ”

But I looked over the girl's shoulder and looked at Dr. Mori not far behind her. Dr. Mori had changed back to that when he looked at the girl, the one that would never show to me.

I ignored the girl, curled myself up, and shrank to the wall with my head in my hands, and my eyes were plunged into darkness. This small space briefly suppressed my depression.

"With Xie Yejun, I don't like you." I'm angry.

Then I heard the girl express her incomprehension.

"Huh?"