In fact, what I don't like more than "I don't like Xie Ye" should be the one who doesn't like Dr. Mori. But after hearing me say [dislike] so bluntly, I was embarrassed in place.

After a while, I heard her angry voice: "No, if you don't like it, you don't like it, do you think I like you?" Obviously, the body is already well, and he still has to lie here and not return to the battlefield. You—you deserter! I don't want to treat you if you get hurt again. ”

I shrunk myself tighter.

It doesn't matter, I have supernatural abilities too.

It's just a matter of enduring the pain for a little longer.

I'm used to it.

Yo Yo Xie Ye quickly became the most popular person in the army. Her abnormal ability is very powerful, even if it is a serious injury, even if it is life-threatening, she and Xie Ye can be treated with abnormal ability in an instant.

Her presence has really inspired many soldiers on the front lines. If in the past, every soldier was afraid of being injured and fearing death after going to battle, now with [Please Don't Die] as a strong backing, the clouds of despair have been dispelled by the sun, and morale has risen a lot.

Don't worry about death, not even about injury.

As long as you return to the medical room, you can be treated in an instant with Xie Ye.

They called her [Angel].

She is indeed an angel, not only does she have a powerful ability to heal others, but she also has a kind heart that is perfectly matched by this powerful ability.

I've also had several injuries, big and small.

Whenever I was sent to the medical room, Yo Xie Ye would always snort disdainfully the moment he saw me. She would deliberately ignore me and treat the other injured first. But when she's done treating the other wounded, she'll come to me.

"Hey, I don't want to treat you. But if you want to be a deserter through injury, then I look down on you even more. She raised her hand as she spoke, "Get you well and hurry back to the battlefield, don't let me be upset here." ”

She's always hard-mouthed. While emphasizing that he didn't want to treat me, he didn't hesitate to use his strange abilities. Whenever she uses her powers, the metal butterflies pinned to her hair will always shine and flutter their wings.

It was a gift from Tachihara to her.

She loved it.

Tachihara said it was a very great plan. The person who proposed this plan was Dr. Mori, and the most crucial person in the plan was Yosano. As for the name of this plan - [Legion of the Undead].

[Undead Legion], as the name suggests, is to build a strong legion with no casualties, so as to achieve the purpose of maximizing the potential of soldiers and supporting war activities with minimal attrition. The protagonists of the Undead Legion are the soldiers, and the most critical node of the Undead Legion is the abnormal ability with Xie Ye [Please Don't Die].

Everyone was happy.

With their love for their home and country and a warm heart, they became one of the members of the [Immortal Legion] without hesitation.

Naturally, I'm among them.

But I don't want to care about that.

All I know is that Dr. Mori has so much attention and gaze on Yosano. When facing Xie Ye, he was happy from the bottom of his heart. Whether he was talking to Xie Ye or being disliked by Xie Ye, he seemed to have endless patience and good temper.

After that, I didn't go to the medical room.

Dr. Mori and Yosano appear in the medical room so often that it's hard not to focus on the two of them. But in this case, I will be confused, depressed, and confused. Those things that I can't figure out and can't ask for, it's better not to face them.

I might as well dedicate everything I have to the front.

I'm not one of those ordinary soldiers, I'm an alien. I can repair myself for injuries that aren't life-threatening, and I can still regenerate life-threatening injuries even if I die.

Then I don't have any need to trouble Xie Ye at all.

Even if it hurts for a while, just put up with it.

I was stationed on the front line in a daze. However, on one mine clearance mission, I accidentally stepped on a mine and was blown up on the spot. When I woke up, I was in the medical room.

The long-lost medical room, the long-lost and Xie Ye.

Yo Xie Ye's face was a little pale, and there was deep exhaustion in his eyes. She wasn't as energetic now as she was when she was first brought in by Dr. Sen. Even after seeing that I had woken up, she didn't have the mood or strength to say things like "hate me".

"Thank you for your hard work." My voice was hoarse, "With Xie Ye-kun." ”

My brain was a little dizzy, my eyes were a little distorted, and my ears were still buzzing. It was the first time I had come so close to a bomb, and even though my body had been repaired, my soul seemed to be stuck in that explosion.

And the pain of the soul seems to be transmitted to the □□ as well. The feeling of crushing, exploding, and crumbling, the moment my body turned into pieces, clung to my body like a spider's web, burrowing into every skin, into my bones.

It hurts.

"Hard?" He Xie Ye put props such as splints, gauze, scalpels, etc., into the aluminum tray, and made a clanging noise, "You are the forty-third injured person I healed today." ”

"And the trouble you have more than the others is......" she expertly packed everything in the infirmary without giving me a look, "I have to wait for you to come back to life before I can treat you." ”

"[Please don't die] can't heal the dead."

"You don't have to treat me." I barely brace myself and leaned into the corner, "My abilities repair themselves, so you can save a little effort." ”

He Xie Ye put the tray on the table and turned to look at me: "Then how long will it take?" One day? Two days? Or three days? Even if you have extraordinary abilities, are you just using your abilities in such a wasteful way? ”

"I'm no different from you, it's just the ability to repair." Once again, I looked at the girl, her eyebrows slightly raised, full of disapproval of my attitude.

"It's the same experience of war, blowings, gunshot wounds, bayonet wounds. After going through this, the body will heal and then go through a new round of pain. I pointed at myself and then at her, "The only difference is that my abilities are mine. And your supernatural abilities belong to all the soldiers of the army. ”

"So, where is waste?"

and Xie Yeyan died down. After she had packed up all her things, she crouched down in front of me again. The loose skirt of the nurse was scattered on the ground, and a blue flower bloomed.

"Okay. Then I ask you, why do you dislike me? Yo Xie Ye's expression was depressed and puzzled, "I don't remember anything that made you uncomfortable when I first came to the army. ”

I didn't expect Xie Ye to ask this question. But it wasn't until the moment she asked me that I suddenly realized that I already knew the answer to this question. And this answer can't wait to slip out of my mouth.

"No, it's not that I don't like you. I just hate myself. ”

"Huh? That's even weirder. Playing with the metal butterfly that Xie Ye took off his hair, "What do you hate me, but it has become a hated self again." Can I ask why? ”

"Dr. Sen." I whispered.

"Who?" I asked with a thank you as if I didn't hear clearly.

"Dr. Sen." I repeated it a little louder.

After being extremely sure that I was talking about Dr. Mori, he and Xie Ye swept away their original tiredness and turned into an overflowing disgust: "Hate yourself because of that annoying Doctor Mori?" What do you think? ”

"I like him and want to be close to him."

Accompanied by a series of questions with Xie Ye, I seemed to want to say all the confusion and incomprehension that had been accumulated in my heart for so long. But when I said these words word by word, I realized that I was not only confused, but also wronged. I bent my knees and buried my head in my knees.

"But he won't be close to me, he only likes you."

Yes, Dr. Mori only likes to work with Yosano. At least that's how it looks to me.

"What? This is simply even more ridiculous! This answer seemed to annoy Yo Yosano, and she stood up excitedly, her dancing limbs expressing disgust.

"You say that disgusting weird uncle likes me? Ha? No way? Being liked by him is simply the worst thing in the world. You say that, I was going to vomit up the canned green beans I ate last night...... No, why would you like such a bad person? Can't you change someone to like it? ”

I shook my head.

He Xie Ye's voice sounded even more irritable: "Then you take the initiative to get close to him." Is it any use for you to be sad here to get close to him and please him? ”

"It's useless, so I'm going back to the front." Dr. Mori where is so easy to get close to and please. If I had to choose between being close to Dr. Mori and following Dr. Mori's orders, then I might as well go back to the front, or at least follow Dr. Sen's orders.

"But thank you today, with Xie Yejun." I dragged my heavy body towards the infirmary. With each step, it was as if the whole body was falling apart and reloading, and every joint was aching.

"Wait." With Xie Ye pulled my sleeve.

"Anything else?"

Her expression changed and changed, and finally she seemed to be out of the way: "Since you don't hate me, then we can be reconciled, and you can call me Jingzi in the future." It's so strange to call it Xie Yejun or something. ”

"Okay, my name is Kazama, Kazama Kazama." I introduced myself to Yosano.

This conversation with Xie Ye was like a key to pry open my long-locked heart. Originally, I could have used the war to numb myself and keep myself from thinking of Dr. Sen. But after returning to the front line this time, all I thought about was the sentence that I blurted out with Xie Ye.

[Then you take the initiative to get close to him.] ]

[Go near him, go and please him.] ]

[What's the use of being sad here?] ]

Draw near to Him and please Him. Those are things I can't do. I've tried, tried to share my joy with him, but he treated me no differently. I don't know what I'm going to do to get a little bit of a closer attitude from him.

I'm confused. But the more confused I became, the more the voice with Xie Ye lingered in my head like a snake. It glided through every nook and cranny of my brain, leaving long crawl marks and eventually crawled into my heart and took over there.

[Go near him, go and please him.] ]

But how do you please them?

My abnormal state was even noticed by Tachihara and Ueno. They surrounded me and tried to have a heart-to-heart conversation with me all night.

"It's okay, I just don't know how to please Dr. Sen."

"Pleasing Dr. Sen?" Ueno was the first to react, "I almost forgot, Kazama, you are the one who Dr. Mori personally brought to the troops. What, you're having an awkward fall out with Dr. Sen? ”

I shook my head.

"Tachihara, have you ever had a similar experience? How to please a person, this question ...... Hey, it's really hard. Ueno went to ask Tachihara, and Tachihara shook his head. Not to mention, the battlefield restricts the implementation of most of the methods.

But in the end, Ueno gave me a seemingly reliable solution: "Kazama, why don't you give Dr. Mori a gift?" The kind that makes sense. ”