I stood at the door of my house and hesitated for a long time, not thinking about what to say in the first sentence.

At this moment, the mobile phone in my pocket vibrate, and I took it out to see that Xiao Sun sent WeChat.

"Sister, have you arrived?"

Seeing this, I felt a little relieved.

Yes, I haven't reported my grandson's safety yet.

"I've arrived."

I wanted to put my phone back in my pocket, but I saw that he was "typing", so I waited a little longer with my phone.

"Sister, my eyelids keep jumping, can you send a position? I'll pick you up tomorrow after the wedding. ”

I feel a little funny, is Xiao Sun also a superstitious person?

"What are you worried about? I'm going home, not going to war. ”

"No, sister." Xiao Sun quickly sent a reply, "Recently, I have always seen the news of the bus accident, I really don't worry, tomorrow I will be fine, I will drive to pick you up." ”

"No, it's too far."

"It's not far, send it to me."

Seeing that he was so persistent, I sent the location over, and Xiao Sun replied "received" and there was no movement.

I put my phone away and breathed a sigh of relief.

yes, I have my own life.

This time, I went home to put an end to the village.

Break early, end early.

I opened the door and found them happily preparing to eat.

My mom, my dad, my brother, and a fat girl I've never met.

That should ...... It's my future brother and sister, right?

When the four men saw me enter the house, two of them rolled their eyes, and my younger sibling didn't even lift their heads, and they were eating all the time.

Only my old man just looked at me blankly.

It's nice, this unexpected welcome ceremony, this happy family atmosphere.

"Laidi is back?" The old man stood up and said to me expressionlessly, "Have you eaten?" ”

"Dad, I'll eat it." I nodded, "If Chengcai wants to get married, I will definitely have to come back." ”

"Come back just to brush the dishes." The woman said, "You haven't worked at home in years?" I gave birth to you to make you happy, huh? ”

"I don't brush, Mom." I smiled and shook my head, "I gave you all the money to eat these things, I don't need to help you wash the dishes anymore, it's not fair." ”

The woman's eyes clearly flashed a hint of fierceness, and in a lawsuit, she would only show this expression when she wanted to ruin the other party.

And I saw it in my own mother's eyes.

"Hey...... Baby......" the man beckoned to me, "Come and sit down, eat something together." ”

"I'm not eating, Dad." As I spoke, I took out a thick red envelope from my backpack and put it in front of Chengcai's eyes, "Chengcai, I wish you a happy marriage, and you will have to be responsible when you start a family in the future." ”

My brother picked his teeth with his hands, wiped his pants and opened the red envelope in front of me, never looking at me.

He roughly counted them, quickly rolled his eyes, and threw the red envelope in front of my mother.

"Shit, it's 10,000 fucking dollars." Chengcai said.

"What?!" The woman instantly jumped like thunder, "Zhang Laidi!! ”

"Mom, my name is Zhang Chenze now." I say.

"Zhang Laidi, you want to be embarrassed?!" She pointed at my nose and scolded viciously, "There are so many sisters in the whole village, you don't give your brother money to get married!" You're thirty-five years old! I've been working for more than ten years, and no one wants you, can no one want your brother?! ”

"Mom, I'm thirty-three." I said, "The 10,000 yuan red envelope is my benevolence and righteousness, since my brother has become a family, it means that he has the ability to start a family, and I will not give the family's living expenses from this month onwards, this time I made a special trip to make it clear to you." ”

"What?!"

She instantly scooped up an empty bowl on the table, looking like she was trying to throw it in my face.

"Hey!" My old man stopped him instantly, "Forget it! Forget it! Laidi is finally back! Don't you want to hit anyone! ”

The atmosphere was extremely depressing.

I sighed and turned around: "I originally wanted to show up at the wedding of the finished people, but now it doesn't seem like there is any need for this, now that the words are clear, I'll leave." ”

"Laidi!" The old man stopped me, "It's getting late!" Do you want to stay for one night? ”

I looked at the sky outside, and I was a little embarrassed.

Unlike in the city, after five o'clock in the evening, it was already pitch black outside.

Now when I go out, not only can't I call a car, but even my mobile phone is about to run out of battery.

I turned around and nodded, as much as I hated this place, these people were my relatives after all.

They just make me feel sick, but they don't put me in danger.

"Then I'll stay for one night, and I'll leave early tomorrow morning."

"Lai Di...... Not staying at home for two more days? The old man asked again.

"Well, I'm busy, I'll go back when I come to see you."

With that, I went into the inner room, where I had been the room, which had not been cleaned for many years, and which was so full of miscellaneous items that I could barely find a dusty bed.

This environment is not bad for me, after all, I have even slept on the sofa for three years, and there is no hardship that I can't endure.

I climbed onto the bed, brushed the cobwebs at the head of the bed, found a wall plug that had been dusty for a long time, and then took the charger out of my backpack and charged my phone.

Luckily, I was wearing casual clothes, so I just had to wash it when it was dirty.

This time, I'm here to cut off this difficult family relationship, so I'm going to suffer a little, which is fair.

From now on, I will gradually get better and try to "test happiness" as much as possible.

I didn't turn on the lights, just looked out the dark window in the dark room.

The village was quieter than the city, with no midnight, honking cars, and no drunk, shouting madmen in the streets.

I'm just a little hot, and the weather in June has made my room full of flying insects, but it doesn't matter, it's just some mosquitoes and moths, and I often spend a lot of time with them when I'm in Chengdu.

As long as I can live tonight, I will be able to start my new life, which will be a long dark night of my own.

"Lai Di...... Slept? ”

The old man's voice sounded at the door.

He stood outside the door with a stainless steel cup.

I slowly frowned: "No, what's wrong?" ”

"Milk for you." He whispered, "For so many years, I haven't reminded you to drink more milk." ”

He placed the cup on the table, sighed, and walked out of the room.

I looked at the glass of milk that was still shaking, and I felt a wave of nausea.

When I was nine years old, the old man heard that drinking milk can make a woman's breasts bigger and that she could find a better family, so he brought me a glass of milk every night from then on.

He doesn't care if I've eaten today, whether I'm happy or not, whether the milk is expired or not, whether it's cold and hard to swallow, he only cares if I drink milk.

This made me want to vomit when I saw milk for a long time, until my insomnia was severe, and I began to drink milk gradually under the doctor's advice.