Already...... How many days?

I looked at the nicks on the wall and couldn't help but smile wryly.

Twenty days.

I've been stuck here for twenty days!!

For three weeks, I was only able to get a bottle of mineral water and a bag of bread a day.

A person can survive for three days without water and a week without food.

But if you only have a bottle of water and a loaf of bread every day...... How long can a person last?

Due to a severe nutritional imbalance, I had lost my strength all over my body.

In the middle of summer, I was locked up in a very stuffy hut where there was no suitable place for me to defecate, so the house stinked.

Countless maggots and flies wandered around the house, and countless cockroaches crawled all over the walls.

It's funny...... The current situation really makes me want to laugh so much.

I, a person who can't even have dust in my house on weekdays, now I spend my days with cockroaches.

For the first few days, I ran around avoiding them, but it was too small for me to get around anyway.

I had to let them crawl all over my body.

Cockroaches are soft and cold to the touch, and when they crawl across your arms, they tickle so much that you don't even feel their slight weight.

I was really scared of these things, but I couldn't hide from them, and every day I could feel my goosebumps all over my body, but I knew that even when I was sleeping, they would lean against me, rubbing their forelimbs in my ears.

They talk to me at night, keep me warm, and I can pull cockroaches out of my hair at will.

In this dark and cramped room, I didn't have any hygiene products, only bugs...... There are only countless bugs......

But who am I?

When I was seven years old, I had to cook for the whole family when I came home from school every day, or Zhang Chenze, who was thirty-three years old, and someone sent a car to pick me up when I went in and out of major companies?

I have two diametrically opposed lives, isn't that normal?

One of these passages must be a dream, right?

Yes, I must be hysterical.

If I had to choose now...... I want to be Zhang Laidi.

I don't want to die.

I lost, I really threw in the towel.

These people have no law in their eyes, and he will definitely starve me to death here.

If I don't Zhang Laidi, then I can only be a corpse.

I'm human...... I'm not a pig, and I shouldn't be locked up in a small room every day, eating, drinking, and mixing with each other.

I want to stand up, I want to shake off the bugs on my body, I want to change into clean clothes, I want to take a shower, I want to eat a peach full of juice.

I'm going to be Zhang Laidi.

What an unattainable dream was I touching before?

I wanted to get out of here, I wanted to start another life.

Ten years in Chengdu was really the most ridiculous dream of my life.

I was wrong, I don't dare anymore.

As long as I can get out of this room, I can say yes to anything.

I am willing to be Mrs. Ma, I am willing to stay in the village, and I am willing to give him children.

My life was meant to be like this from birth, but I struggled like a dream.

If you can completely get rid of these situations just by your own efforts, then why are there so many miserable people in the world? It's not fair to them.

Now that my dream has woken up, it's time for me to go back to my original life.

Cockroach friends...... Do you think I'm right?

But why didn't the butcher come to me?

Didn't you say that I only had to be hungry for five days?

It's been twenty days now!

Thankfully, I could tell the difference between night and day in the house, and I could faintly hear distant sounds, otherwise I would have gone crazy.

What's wrong with the nearest village?

I could always hear the sound of police cars and the quarrel a few days ago, but now it's quiet.

But I didn't even have the strength to speak, and I couldn't ask for help.

Who can come and save me?

But does calling for help help? Everyone in this village is very united, and even the confession will be reconciled in advance.

In such a deep mountain, even if someone is killed, no one will necessarily call the police.

It wasn't until the evening that the door to the house was finally opened.

The door was opened for the second time in twenty days.

"Dog's ......" The horse butcher stood there angrily, he looked back to see that there was no one, and turned his head to close the door.

I gasped for air and stretched out my hand to say something, only to find that my arms were starting to dry up.

When did this ......?

"What the hell are you doing in the city?!" He looked panicked and asked, "Why are there so many policemen here?" I didn't dare to come here for weeks......"

"Let me ......" I finally uttered two words, almost using all my strength, "let me go......"

"Shall I let you go?"

Then I saw that he had an oil lamp in his hand, and he put it aside and reached out to untie his belt.

I looked a little dazed, and I didn't know what he was doing for a moment.

"It's so much trouble to lock up your mother-in-law...... It seems that I can't wait for you to succumb, I have to deal with you first. ”

Wait...... Wait a minute......

I finally reacted, but my mind was unusually dull now, and all the words I wanted to say were like cars that had been crashed into each other in a car crash, and I couldn't say a word in my throat.

He slapped me to the ground and reached out and began to tear my clothes.

I didn't have the strength to resist at all.

Can I say a word?

I agreed...... I agree with everything, but don't touch me like that......

Please......

"Huh...... he looked down with disdain as he pulled off my pants, "you melon...... How are you dirtier than a pig? ”

I'm going to collapse, all the dignity I've built-up, the persistence I've worked so hard for so long, all falling apart at this moment.

How grave was my sin that caused my life to be so miserable?

What exactly should I do?

At this time, I was like a corpse, no matter what this foul-smelling man was doing to me, I couldn't move at all.

"Gua Po Niang...... "When he saw that I didn't react, he reached out and waved it at my face.

I was slapped a lot, and my mouth was full of blood, but I didn't say a word.

It wasn't until he stopped floating on me that I burst into tears.

This is my life.

It was a life that I was destined to live from the day I was born.

It is said that on the day I was born, there were six babies in the delivery room, five of whom were boys.

My old man and my mother happily asked the doctor, "Which boy is in our family?" ”

When they learned that the only girl was their child, the two turned their heads and left, if it wasn't for the doctor to drink them, I would not even have parents now.

"It's really ......"

The horse butcher stood up, put on his trousers, and gave me another head on the wrist just when I thought it was all going to end.

He took out his phone, which he didn't know how long he had been using, from his pocket and began to take pictures and videos of me from all angles.

Whether it can be filmed or not.

Illegal...... He's breaking the law again......

But wait a minute...... Why should I care if he's breaking the law or not?

This is my life in the future, I'm not a lawyer, I'm Zhang Laidi.

When I was at my most helpless, desperate, and dirty, I was carefully photographed by him.

Now I can't even cover my face with my hands.

"Don't you like to sue?" He flipped his phone over and shook it in front of my eyes, "If you dare to sue, I'll send these photos everywhere, do you know?" ”

With that, he spat on the ground, muttered "stinky man" and slammed the door away, locking the chains again.

...... he's gone again?

Not really, don't leave me here again, I feel like I'm going to die.

I seem to be hurt...... Sick...... I'm dying of starvation......

Don't leave me here......

I was in pain all over, and in a trance I felt cockroaches crawl on my face.

Don't touch me again...... Really don't touch me again......

With all my strength, I reached out with a hand and took the cockroach off my face.

I want to squeeze it to death in my hands.

But it's not fair to it.

This cockroach didn't do anything wrong, it wasn't fair that I was forced to die because of my emotions.

What happened to me was tragic enough that there was no need to implicate any other lives.