Actually, I understand Jiang Ruoxue's approach.

If one day she does find me dead on the street or lose my memory...... That is probably the most unacceptable thing for her.

I'm afraid that for as long as she can remember, she will be sad about this incident.

This triggers her own protection mechanism, so it is better for her to have a long pain than a short one, and letting go is the best option.

Yes...... I understand her ......

From the perspective of "human nature...... I understand it...... It is human nature to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages......

Although I can use the knowledge I have learned to analyze the situation in front of me, my heart is like a knife.

I was in a daze for a long time, but I couldn't cry.

I don't know if I'm too sad or not that sad at all.

Anyway, I couldn't shed a tear...... I just felt like a part of my soul was being drained away.

This empty feeling of powerlessness makes me unable to cry or laugh, just to live numbly.

Even when I'm isolated in the real world, I've never felt this way.

In those days, the game of Aries quickly attracted a large number of "participants" as I expected, and became the most active game in the region, and on the seventh day someone won the jackpot of 66 "Tao".

Exchange one "Dao" for sixty-six "Dao", and there will be no such game in the entire "End Land".

The unique gameplay and attractive "Money Bank" mechanism have made a large number of strong people come with a large number of "Dao".

Whenever I go to look for Aries in the morning, I see many people who have been hired by Aries with two "Dao" to offer to hand out "lottery tickets" for him.

If you go to him on the 10th day, you will see a large number of "participants" holding pen and paper, analyzing the situation in front of the previous round of "general comments" on the display.

They are like very experienced veterans pointing at the screen, and they can even analyze the character of the "zodiac" and their recent mood, revealing between the lines how shrewd they are, how unique their vision is, and how thorough they are in analyzing the entire market.

But really smart people don't participate in the game at all.

Aries is the driving force behind the scenes, but he barely shows up, and every time he comes to him, he reads a book in the bank's office.

I have never seen such a "zodiac", and after he was promoted to the "prefecture level", he was more leisurely than the "human level".

He sat here every day collecting a huge number of "Dao" and the few lives that dissipated at every turn, and this attitude made me feel lost.

Although I still talk to him every day, we discuss all kinds of things, but I am becoming more and more distracted.

That's when I finally knew...... The grief in my heart is too great.

Jiang Ruoxue's departure made me feel very sad, but I was unwilling to show my wounds from the beginning.

So I didn't say anyone.

In order not to be noticed by others, I didn't even dare to cry or laugh.

But I tremble when I walk, I am hoarse when I speak, and I am silent when I am in a daze.

I'm really sad.

The only thing on my mind at the moment is how to "get out of my grief."

It's funny...... I happen to know an organization that can get people out of grief.

Even though the organization looked very strange and the host of the organization was very different, I really wanted to join that "mutual aid society".

Now I understand the psychology of those who "rush to the doctor".

But when I came to the door of the ground snake's field, I didn't want to go in.

For I could see at a glance the rope of the earth serpent hanging from the doorway.

Jiang Ruoxue's voice suddenly sounded in my memory at this time: "If you feel sad, you can die!" ”

Yes...... Maybe it's better to die.

I followed the example of a ground snake and slowly put the rope around my neck, then relaxed my feet and let the whole person be pulled by the rope.

The overwhelming feeling of pressure instantly took away my breath, and I only felt like my entire skull was congested.

My eyeballs and tongue protruded uncontrollably, and after a few seconds it was pitch black.

All my five senses are gradually moving away from me...... I don't even know if I'm dead.

Just as I was about to lose consciousness, I suddenly felt a pair of cold hands lift me up, and then the hands untied the rope and carried me to the ground and lay me flat.

"stinky girl...... What are you doing?! ”

Familiar voices rang in my ears, and I couldn't tell if I was dreaming or not.

"What are you doing hanging yourself at my door?! How unlucky! The man said, "I still have to pick up today!" ”

After about a minute, I regained my sight and gradually saw the person in front of me.

It was a cold, terrified snake face.

Yes, it was only when I opened my eyes and saw the monster that I knew I wasn't dreaming.

"...... the Earth Serpent?"

"Aren't you the stinky girl who passed the "Mutual Aid Society" three times and didn't get in?" White Snake asked, "Why does it scare me every time I appear?" ”

I don't know why, after the White Snake put me down, the sadness in my heart finally reached its peak.

I lay on the ground, elbowed my face, and tears began to fall.

"Ouch......" The ground snake was startled by my action, "Sister, you ...... Do you have something to say...... What's wrong with you? ”

I wanted to say something, but the sadness kept spreading, and I couldn't say a word.

The White Snake was at a loss before my eyes.

He reached out and patted me, trying to comfort me, but for some reason, the more he patted me, the more sad I became.

I remember that I was not that kind of person......

If someone tries to comfort me, even to reassure them, I immediately pretend that they are fine.

But today I seem very hypocritical, the white snake has been comforting me, and I have been crying.

"Hey...... Broken...... How did I forget about this......" The white snake seemed to think of something, and simply stopped comforting me, "Stinky girl, I'll take a moment back, you cry by yourself for a while." ”

After he moved away from me, I quickly quieted down.

Maybe a big cry really helps, I haven't cried like this in a long time.

I got up from the ground in some embarrassment, patted my soiled white dress, and as soon as I looked up, the white snake was not far away looking at me worriedly.

I hurriedly wiped my tears, and then squeezed out a smile: "See ...... smile"

"Stinky girl, are you feeling better......?" The Earth Serpent asked, "What a big deal has happened to you?" How can anyone still commit suicide in this place where they can die at any time? ”

"I ......," I shook my head, then sighed deeply, "I ...... Broke up with my best friend......"

"Break up?" The white snake raised his forehead, which had no eyebrows, "It's so strange to break off friendship in the 'Land of Death'. ”

Yes...... I'm afraid the White Snake won't understand.

In this "final place" that no one can fully trust, I have a precious friend that I can't see in the real world.

It's a pity that there are no more now.