889 Colorful People
"For the sake of how many times you've helped me...... I'm going to have mercy today. White Snake said.
"What?"
"You don't need to join my "mutual aid society" today, I am willing to listen to your sad story, and try to enlighten you, and then give you a book as a gift when it is over, and return it to me the next day." The white snake said, "Come in, stinky girl." ”
The White Snake also gave me a strange feeling.
He can also be regarded as a "zodiac" who has killed countless people, and I can't feel the evil in him either.
I was about to follow him in, but not far away came a few "participants", who didn't seem to be participating in the White Snake game for the first time.
"Earth Serpent!" A chubby-looking middle-aged man shouted, "I'm just fucking unconvinced!" This time I can't have an expression for anything, come on, come on! What book do I want to read this time?! ”
The earth snake pulled me forward, turned his head and said angrily, ", my sister and I have something to do now, and I don't have time to deal with you." ”
"Huh?"
Without waiting for a few people outside the door to speak, the earth snake turned around and slammed the door shut.
"Isn't this ......," I said a little bewildered, "isn't that right?" You said you were open for business......"
"Stinky girl, didn't I say it......" White Snake shook his head, "You and your sister have helped me many times, and you have a share of credit for the establishment of this playground, so I will also be merciful to help you, sit down." ”
I was stunned for a moment, then found a chair and sat down.
"Why are you just yourself?" White Snake asked again, "What about the love master?" ”
As soon as he finished speaking, the earth snake's expression changed.
And my head was buried all the time, and I couldn't answer anything.
"Wait a minute...... White Snake slowly opened his mouth wide, "you just said that you broke up with your best friend?!" No way?! What are you two going to do?! ”
"I ......," I said in a hoarse voice, "I don't know...... All I know is that we have different paths and we all have our own choices...... No...... And Jiang Ruoxue can do whatever she wants...... So ......"
I shook my head and decided not to say it so nicely.
I was wrong about this, I have to admit it.
So I could only say what was in my heart: "I'm sorry for her, she helped me many, many times without asking for anything in return, but the first time she asked me, I refused her ......"
"......," White Snake scolded secretly, "You two don't look like fools, okay, okay?" ”
I smiled wryly and shook my head, hating myself for being useless.
"And she can do whatever she wants...... Hiss......" White Snake nodded after hearing this, "I have to study hard for this kind of attitude towards life......"
"Study hard...... study?"
"No, sister...... I mean, you've got to talk to her! ”
I stared into the eyes of the white snake and felt a little strange.
He is tall and tall, and he is also a man when he listens to his voice, but he feels like a very gentle big sister to me.
"Nothing more...... I lowered my head again, and smiled wryly, "I've been isolated since I was a child, and I deserve it, and you may not believe it, even the organization I built is isolated...... I'm used to being abandoned, and I'm afraid you won't understand that feeling. ”
"No...... I still know a lot......" The Earth Snake also smiled bitterly after listening to what I said, "I have been treated as a monster by everyone since I was a child, and boys and girls don't want to come near me. But they don't know that there are some things that I can't decide, but that they are predestined. ”
"What......?"
"I know that feeling, sister." White Snake smiled at me with relief, "Most people in this world will have malicious intentions towards me when they see me, they will sneer at me, give me insulting nicknames, and they will also beat me a few times from time to time, and whoever comes close to me will be scolded together." Even my parents, who gave birth to me and raised me, don't have the slightest sense of identity with me, but I just don't want to be a boy, is that wrong? Maybe I exist...... Just let them grieve ”
I never thought that the character of White Snake would have a similar experience to me.
At this moment, I felt that he was not a monster, but a man of flesh and blood.
"Stinky girl, I'm afraid I was worse than you when I was in school, right?" White Snake added, "Although those classmates may have just made jokes out of the tongue, they have always kept me in mind. Whether it's "sissy" or "pervert", just a few words are enough for me to cry at night. If you think about it, being "isolated" is the best-case scenario. I don't need people in this world to be kind to me, as long as there is no malice in me, I am content. ”
The white snake lowered his head and rubbed his palms, but the simple movement made me see great sadness.
The white snake and I are like two lonely flowers in the world, watered by sorrow and grown into thorny appearances.
But I'll be honest...... White Snake is really not suitable for organizing such a thing as a "mutual aid society".
He is so emotional that it is easy to be aroused by the sadness in his own heart by other people's stories.
And after listening to him...... I'm really sadder!
God, can this broken organization really help people out of grief?
Isn't it really sad-making?
"But the stinky girl...... "White Snake turned his head and looked at me, looking at me with a look of complete relief, "even if it's a lonely monster like you and me...... We will also meet people who love us. ”
"What......?"
"There will be people in this world who are willing to help us get out of our loneliness and lead us to become a better person, and they will compensate us for what we are missing in our lives by themselves." White Snake said, "We have been passive all our lives, and it is time to take the initiative for ourselves." ”
After listening to his words, the sadness in my heart actually began to dissipate.
"Whether it's a lover or a friend, it's the same for us." White Snake smiled at me, "Someone who is willing to come into contact with us monsters...... What else could it be but angels? If you don't fight for an angel when you meet it, can you still let the other party run? ”
"You're ...... right"
I pondered for a while and nodded slowly, I found that for so many years, I hadn't even taken the initiative to find Jiang Ruoxue.
I was too passive.
Why didn't I go and ask her?
Jiang Ruoxue used so many "cause and effect" that day, maybe she was in a state of nervousness and delirium.
Why did I have to her off at that time?
How nice it would be if I could have a few words with her? Why do you have to stick to your own philosophy?
"Thank you...... White Snake, I get it all! ”
"...... Great......" White Snake muttered quietly, "I've finally succeeded in comforting a ...... after all this time"
"What did you say?"
"No, no, no, nothing." White Snake shook his head, "Stinky girl, if you are not sad, stay away from me, when you go out, see if those "participants" are still there, I am not in a good mood, I will kill a few people to vent my anger later." ”
Belch...... Well, I almost forgot that he was still a "zodiac".
Seeing that I hadn't left for a long time, he blinked suspiciously: "What's the matter, stinky girl, do you still need to add another course of treatment?" ”
"You're not going to give me a book as a gift?" I said, "You said you would pay it back the next day." ”
"You stinky girl doesn't want to eat at all."
The White Snake casually twitched from behind him, pulling out a book that was almost unreadable and dusty.
"That's it, let's take it and play with it." He pouted angrily, "Remember to pay me back tomorrow." ”
I took it and saw that it was an "illustrated book of higher plants".
Anyway, it's better than nothing.
I stood up, looked at him as I walked to the door, and smiled, "How boring should it be that there are only men and women in this world?" ”
"What?"
"I think Nuwa Niangniang thought of it when she created us." I said, "Only a diverse human being can build a colorful world." ”
"Stinky girl, you...... You ......" White Snake looked like he wanted to lose his temper, but after a few seconds he burst into tears, "You stinky girl, you damn it......"
"Let's go!"
I took the "Illustrated Book of Higher Plants" and walked out of the ground snake's field with a smile on my face.
Maybe I'm the first person to walk out here with a smile in a long time.