Chapter 29: Heavy on the mind

Surrounded by a familiar atmosphere.

Li Ji heard Liao Ying's "bang" heartbeat.

Liao Ying's chest is warm and plump, with a faint feminine body fragrance. The two soft balls touched Li Ji's face, making him shake his mind in an instant.

Li Ji suddenly stood up, hugged Liao Ying in his arms, and his lips were looking for it in a hurry.

Liao Ying groaned softly, wrapped her hands around Li Ji's waist, and her delicate and soft lips immediately greeted her.

The two looked at each other, their lips pressed together. Two tongues stirred in the mouth, slurping.

Li Ji's body was hot, and it was more like a fire was burning under him. He panted like a cow, snorted, picked up Liao Ying suddenly, and walked to the side of the bed.

Liao Ying's eyes were slightly closed, her face was flushed, and she writhed involuntarily in Li Ji's arms, panting.

Li Ji's drunkenness kept coming up, his hands and feet were flustered, and he felt that his whole body was more like a powder keg, almost exploding.

Li Ji's eyes were red, like a hungry wolf. He threw Liao Ying on the bed, ripped off his shirt, and pressed it down......

Ten minutes later, Li Ji slid off Liao Ying's body.

His hair was drenched, and his face and body were covered with sweat, like a torrential rain.

"If there's anything, just say it," Liao Ying put on her skirt, sat up, pillowed Li Ji's head on her lap, and gently rubbed his face with one hand, "It's a big thing, I will bear the ...... with you."

"It's okay, it's really okay......" Li Ji muttered, his eyelids slowly closed, his lips still moving slightly, but his voice was getting weaker and weaker. Me, I'm just too tired...... Me, I just want to get a good night's sleep......"

"Okay, then you can sleep..... Sleep ......."

Liao Ying's eyes are soft, like a young mother looking at her child who is about to sleep. She quietly moved her body, took a pillow, and put Li Ji's head on it.

Li Ji licked his lips a few times, his eyebrows jumped, his head tilted, and after a heavy snort, a thin snoring sounded.

Liao Ying sighed, reached out and pulled the towel quilt, shook it gently, and covered Li Ji's body. Then, she crawled out of bed and tugged at the light rope. With a "click", the lights went out.

It was dark in the room.

The moonlight poured in through the window, like a light veil, covering half of the bed.

Hazy, dim.

Liao Ying sat on the edge of the bed, quietly staring at Li Jijunlang's thin face.

Li Ji's chest rose and fell slightly, making an even breathing sound. The light and shadow fell on the face, half-light and half-dark, some blurred, some distant.

Liao Ying's gaze softened more and more.

She watched over this quiet night, and also watched over the most distressed man in the world.

............

The morning sun shines quietly.

Li Ji walked to the side of the street, turned around and rushed to Liao Ying, who was still standing at the school gate looking at him, waved his hand from afar, and shouted loudly: "Don't worry, I'm fine!" You go to class! ”

Liao Ying raised her hand and waved a few times, and the figure quickly disappeared.

Li Ji turned his head, took a few deep breaths of the grassy air, stretched his waist, and walked forward slowly.

After a full night's sleep and eating the breakfast prepared by Liao Ying, Li Ji had the energy to no longer be as worried as yesterday, his body was weak, and his face was wronged.

It is a disaster that cannot be avoided, and sooner or later it will come.

Anyway, the jar is about to break, and no matter how sorry and remorseful you are, it will be useless at the moment, and you can only add to your troubles.

Let's think about what to do in the future.

Li Ji remembered his sister in the provincial capital, but he really couldn't do it, so he went to find her.

Anyway, after my brother-in-law came back from abroad, he started a company on his own. According to my mother, it's quite prosperous. Now, his younger brother begged to come to the door, and he wouldn't fail to give him a bowl of rice.

It's just a little too embarrassing.

Since he was a child, his sister has protected him and let him do everything. But Li Ji always didn't like his sister to take care of him, and always wanted to do it. For this, my sister counted him in front of her mother.

Just like choosing a major in the college entrance examination, my sister wholeheartedly hopes that Li Ji will study law like her. In the future, it would be great to graduate and become a judge or lawyer.

But Li Ji took it upon himself to choose accounting. This disappointed my sister so much that she was so angry that she almost hit him with a feather duster.

Fortunately, Li Ji entered the bank after graduation, and became a department leader at a young age, with a decent job and a high salary. My sister didn't talk about it anymore, but praised her brother for his promising.

But now, his "promising" brother is about to be dismissed, and he comes to the door in disgrace; is like a poor relative who can't pick up and down, looking at others for pity and help. What will my sister think and think?

Thinking of this, Li Ji's heart was half cold. The idea of calling my sister disappeared immediately.

Looking for Uncle Wan? Going to work at Marriott?

It's quite possible.

But the current situation of the Marriott Group, there are some signs of decline, I don't know what will happen in the future? If a horse kicks low, it's not jumping into a mud puddle!

What's even worse is that in addition to classmates and friends, there are also many acquaintances who have worked and lived in this city for many years. The place is small, and you can't see it when you look up; You don't know me, but I've heard of you.

A university graduate, a department leader, was kicked out of a state-owned bank and resided in a private company to earn a living.

Once people talk about it, they won't laugh off their big teeth. Where are you going to put your face?

Thinking about it, thinking about it, Li Ji's steps became heavy again.

The number of people on the street gradually increased. In the roadside snack bar, it was steaming. The subdued and frustrated selling, one after another, sometimes high and sometimes low: "Baked cakes, fritters, soy milk!" ”

You can see this almost every day, and the city is full of the usual fireworks atmosphere. It was the first time for Li Ji to feel so kind and warm, as if he had touched the softest place in his heart.

Perhaps, an ordinary life is actually a great happiness.

At the intersection, Li Ji got into a taxi.

The cool breeze was blowing, and the sun was a little harsh. Outside the car window, the city's streetscape flashed by.

He suddenly missed the old days.

At that time, I was in the savings bank, and I was busy all day long. Sometimes for most of the morning, I don't even bother to drink a sip of water.

After getting off work, no matter how tired he was, he had to ride his bicycle that didn't ring everywhere except for the bell and rushed to Liao Ying.

When I return to the dormitory at night, I often fall asleep. Occasionally read a book, listen to music, play the guitar, and write a few lines of "sentimental" prose.

Simple, bitter, busy, happy.

There are times when I am worried, but it is all like the dew on the tip of the grass after the sun rises, fleeting.

Although I am very tired and I don't have much money, I have infinite hope in my heart, infinite possibilities for the future, full of longing, and yearning.

Wishful thinking stubbornly believes that there will be better days waiting for you, and you just have to move forward.

But now, it seems that everything has come to an end. Like a traveler desperately chasing the itinerary, seeing the end in sight, he is shocked to find that he has embarked on a desperate situation.

Will the remaining days be his last days at CCB?

Li Ji felt a pain in his heart......

"Teacher, you're here!"

The driver's voice woke Li Ji up from his contemplation. He jerked his head and saw that the taxi had stopped in front of the CCB office building.

"Well, yes! It's here. Li Ji hurriedly paid and got out of the car.

If it was this time of the week, he would probably stop in front of the building for a while to see the employees in the sales department who had come early to prepare to receive the payment, and occasionally chatted a few words.

But today, Li Ji didn't want to stay for a minute. He was so hurried that he didn't even lift his head, and turned straight into the side door.

It was still early, and the hall on the first floor was empty. Only two security guards sat at the door, where they were sorting and distributing piles of newspapers and magazines.

Seeing Li Ji walk in, the two security guards hurriedly stood up and saluted. Li Ji smiled, nodded, and walked directly to the stairs.

When he entered the office, Li Ji's nervous mood slowly calmed down.

After sitting silently for a while, he turned on his computer and began to organize the documents inside. Either copy or delete what is personal to you.

With a light mouse click, he slowly flipped through one document after another. Stopping from time to time and staring at each other, it seems to be reminiscing about the days that have passed one after another.

It was quiet in the house.

Xiao Zhu only looked at the door for a moment, and then left with interest.

Li Ji stared at the lines of text on the screen, one by one, as if walking in the past.

Somehow, he suddenly remembered the novel "The Last Lesson" by the French writer Dude, in which Franz, a schoolboy who was late for school. Perhaps, at this moment, my mood is similar to that child.

Like a fallen leaf that has been suddenly blown away by the wind from a branch, I don't know where it is going.

Sentimental, reluctant; Frustrated, uneven. However, more than that, there is still a worry about the confusion of the future and the uncertainty of the future.

The faint light of the computer screen faintly reflected Li Ji's calm face, which became more and more pale.

After a long time, Li Ji put down the mouse, stood up quietly, and walked to the balcony.

The large glass curtain wall is full of sunlight and clouds. Outside, the street is bustling with traffic and still noisy.

He leaned on the railing with both hands, looking at the familiar street scene outside the window, and all kinds of tastes quietly came to his heart.

Lazy and discouraged.

Like a frightened, injured little rabbit, just want to find a place where no one is around, cry alone, and lick his wounds.

At this moment, Li Ji no longer thinks about guarantees, illegal loans, Marriott Trading, Haitianda, he just wants to continue to stay here, even if he is an ordinary employee.

However, Cui Hao and President Tao, are they willing to give themselves this opportunity?

Li Ji is no longer extravagant.

It's better to be cheeky and ask Uncle Wan again. There may be a glimmer of hope.

As long as you can repay the loan, everything will be fine, and everyone will be happy. Everything is still the same as before, he is still the same Mr. Li, the young leader who is in the limelight.

After thinking about it and hesitating for a while, Li Ji finally picked up his mobile phone and dialed Wan Daming's phone.