Yiyi is three years old, and her little mouth is as sweet as honey, Zhang Xiaoning's mouth is afraid of melting, and she is afraid of falling out of her hand when she holds it in her hand, "Dad, you will pick me up today." ”

"Okay, I'll pick you up."

"Brother, you have to go to school well, don't think about your father and mother at school and cry, I will miss you, see you in the evening." I am not good at words, and I pass on all the things I don't say to her, so that she can speak.

"My brother is busy studying at school, and he doesn't have time to think about his parents." As I spoke, I pulled her out and told her to hurry up and go to kindergarten.

Zhang Xiaoning sent Binbin to school by the way.

I'm in a hurry to make dinner and get ready to pick up Binbin from school, so that Binbin can eat as soon as she gets home, and the child is growing.

My PHS rang: "Is it Yiyi's mother?" I am Yiyi's homeroom teacher, Mr. Liu, your Yiyi's father fainted, and the ambulance took it away, you go to the hospital quickly, Yiyi, I will take it to my house first, and you will pick it up when you are done. ”

Fainted, hospital? I couldn't react at once.

called my sister-in-law and asked her to take Binbin to her house.

I took a taxi to the People's Hospital, and at the emergency door, the doctor said that he was resuscitating and told me to wait. I sat on the chair, feeling that this was not true, they must have lied to me, it must not be Zhang Xiaoning inside, he was so alone, how could he suddenly faint and rescue him?

About an hour later, the doctor and nurse pushed him out: "Who is Zhang Xiaoning's family?" "I am," I said hurriedly.

"I went to pay the fee and go through the hospitalization procedures, but the cause has not been found out, so I have to be hospitalized and investigated slowly."

Seeing Zhang Xiaoning, I believed that this was true, I was dumbfounded, Zhang Xiaoning stretched out his hand from the hospital bed he was pushing and touched my face: "It's okay, don't worry, there will be no big problem." ”

Fortunately, Zhang Xiaoning's salary was stuck in my pocket, and I went through the hospitalization procedures and paid the fees.

Walking into the ward, a three-person room, he lived on the side of the door, he was lying on the bed, his face was sallow, extremely tired, I sat down, tears couldn't stop flowing down, he reached out and grabbed my hand: "It's okay, I've been a little tired recently, I'm resting in the hospital, getting injections, and maintaining it." But I'm going to have to work hard for you, two children, it's enough for you. ”

I choked up and couldn't answer, just shook my head.

I put my face on his chest and cried, and he touched me: "It's okay, it's okay, it's really okay, you have to believe me." ”

I nodded.

I went home to get him toiletries, sat on the bus, looked at the scenery outside the car, the lights were on, the bustling crowd, the neon lights were flashing, the beautiful nightlife of the city began, and my different life began.

I wanted to accompany Zhang Xiaoning in the hospital, but the doctor said that he could take care of himself and would not let his family accompany him. I rushed home before the hospital locked the door, and then I remembered that Yiyi was still at Teacher Liu's house, so I called Teacher Liu: "Yiyi's mother: It's a little late, don't toss, Yiyi will stay at my house tonight, I will take him to the kindergarten tomorrow, you can take care of Yiyi's father with peace of mind!" ”

I arrived at the hospital early the next day, and the doctor prescribed a lot of orders, from blood routines, urine and urine to ultrasounds

I accompanied Zhang Xiaoning to finish the examination, it was almost noon, and the attending doctor called me to the office: "Your husband's illness may not be very good, he has a lump on his liver, which has occupied most of his liver, we have to do a CT immediately." ”

Zhang Xiaoning and I came to the CT room, the door was full of people, and the doctor said that it was our emergency department, let us do it first. I secretly observed Zhang Xiaoning, he may have felt something, his face was solemn, but when he faced me, he immediately looked relaxed.

When I got back to the ward, the doctor called me to the office again: "You sit down first, your husband may have liver cancer, and the next step is to do a puncture, and a biopsy is needed." ”

"Liver cancer? Are you kidding? How so? How could he get liver cancer as a good person? ”

"We understand your feelings, this disease is not easy for ordinary people to notice in the early stage, but he must have had symptoms for a while."

Recall, Zhang Xiaoning felt bloated, had a stomachache, had a small amount of food, and lost weight half a year ago. Let him go to the hospital to see, he always said: "If you have a stomach problem, just take some medicine to treat it, it's not a big problem."

He was tired and always thought he was tired.

Oh my! Isn't that kidding me? Binbin is nine years old, and Yiyi is only three years old!

Finally, he was diagnosed with advanced liver cancer, which had metastasized to a large area.

I don't believe in evil, I took Zhang Xiaoning to Beijing, rented a house, took him to the hospital, and registered as a specialist, and the final result was the same, surgery is not recommended, conservative treatment.

His condition was getting worse and worse, he started vomiting, his legs hurt, his liver hurt so badly that he had to take painkillers.

I asked around like a madman, and learned to use the computer to look up information on the Internet, as long as anyone said that what they ate worked, even if it was sky-high, they would buy it.

Later, I moved to Shanghai, rented a house, and took him to the hospital, he had begun to have headaches, dizziness, and weakness in his lower limbs, so I bought a wheelchair to push him.

We were treated with chemotherapy, which made his vomiting worse and he could barely eat anything, and the doctor gave him blood albumin and artificial protein.

Soon, the family's savings were spent, and the mother-in-law and father-in-law took out their pension money, but it was all a drop in the bucket.

I borrowed money from Zhang Xiaoning's colleagues, and they pooled 100,000 yuan for me, and I thought, Shanghai is a big city, and there must be a way for doctors to see a lot.

One day, the doctor checked him again: "We can understand your feelings, you look for Chinese medicine, let Chinese medicine conditioning and conditioning, maybe there will be an effect, you spend so much money here, the effect is not very good, there is no point in staying." ”

Zhang Xiaoning began to feel unbearable pain, so the doctor gave him Du Lengding.

I inquired like a madman about the good Chinese medicine there, and finally found a Chinese medicine hospital that was said to be the best, and with the help of Zhang Xiaoning, we hung up the expert number: "I will prescribe some medicine for you, there is no need to be hospitalized, just take it home and take it, and apply the painkiller when it hurts." ”

Can this be cured? Looking at Zhang Xiaoning, who was tortured to be thin and small, I felt hopeful, God would not ignore us.

I took Zhang Xiaoning home, it has been ten months since I got home, and after returning home, Zhang Xiaoning's pain frequency has become higher and higher, and it is necessary to take double the painkiller injections.

Most of the time he was in a coma, occasionally waking up, not letting me take half a step away from him, letting him lean close against him and accompany him. He looked at me who was tortured and burst into tears: "My dear, I may have to break my promise, I can't give you the rest of the warmth, two children, I have suffered you." ”

Two months later, he's gone.

I realized that I had misunderstood the TCM doctor, and I thought that seeing TCM was saved, but in fact I gave up. There is a saying: the parties are confused, and the bystanders are clear. There is also a saying: rush to the doctor when you are sick. The person is your loved one, so it will make you lose judgment.

My mother-in-law couldn't stand the blow and fell, I want to follow Zhang Xiaoning, what's the point of living.

But when I saw the two children, I hesitated.

After treatment, the mother-in-law got better: "You broom star, it's not you, how could my son die, he goes to work and serves you again, he is tired......"

"Leave Bin Bin to me, you can go wherever you like."

Reader friends, it is true that Zhang Xiaoning is the son of his mother-in-law, but he is my husband, my heaven and my children, my beloved, he is someone I can exchange my life for, if I can, I would rather die myself and let him live well.

In the face of my mother-in-law, I was speechless, but tears flowed down uncontrollably.

"I'm not with you, I'm with my mother and sister."

"You white-eyed wolf, I raised you for five years, and this woman only raised you for a few years! You're just looking at her. The mother-in-law said hysterically.

"Mom, no matter who takes Binbin, he is your grandson." I cried.

ran over to wipe my tears: "Mom, don't cry, you still have me, I'll protect you and my sister." ”

I hugged Binbin, I still have such a good son, why don't I live well?