Chapter 456: Isn't it all like this when it comes to falling in love?
Fu Feifei lay on her back on the bed in a daze, her tears of grievance had dried up, she was really fed up with this family. How much she wanted to escape from this qiē, but she knew very well that even if she was willing to give up her father, she was also reluctant to love her mother very much.
The mobile phone was ringing, Fu Feifei picked it up and saw that it was Tang Zheng, she hung up the phone and threw the phone aside. After a while, a message came in. When I picked it up, it was sent by Tang Zheng.
"What's the matter? Do you have time in the afternoon? I want to see you, I have something to talk to you about. ”
Fu Feifei threw her phone aside again, holding her head and rolling wildly on the bed.
Again there is a text message coming in.
"I don't know what the hell you're up to, but if you have time in the afternoon, it's better to meet with me, I have something to say to you. ”
Fu Feifei's hand holding the mobile phone hung down weakly, staring at the ceiling for a long time, before replying: "Where are you here?"
Tang Zheng quickly replied: "By the sea." ”
"I'm calling you. ”
Fu Feifei got up, quickly tidied up her clothes, touched up her makeup, and then picked up her bag and went out.
In the seaside promenade, Tang Zheng stood at the place where he and Fu Feifei had their first date, under the shade of a tree, looking at the other side of the harbor with a warm sea breeze, but he kept thinking about how to start talking to Fu Feifei for a while.
When Fu Feifei saw Tang Zheng, she walked over and stood beside him, she was very keenly aware of Tang Zheng's difference today. But because of the quarrel with her parents, Fu Feifei didn't have any more thoughts to think deeply, and she was in a bad mood.
The two stood side by side looking at the blue harbor, neither of them spoke for a while, and Tang Zheng did not look at her.
I don't know how long it took, Tang Zheng slowly turned around, looked at Fu Feifei, and smiled, "You know, no matter how bad my mood is, I can't help but be happy when I see you." ”
Fu Feifei looked at him slowly and said, "Me too." ”
With a heavy sigh of relief, Tang Zheng looked at Fu Feifei's eyes and said slowly, "I have a lot of doubts and speculations during this time, and I am very uncomfortable. I want to talk to you, I'm a little bit overwhelmed, it's hard. ”
Fu Feifei asked, "What's wrong with you?"
Tang Zheng shook his head unconsciously and said, "I don't know why you always don't answer my phone calls and don't reply to my messages, I didn't do anything wrong, and we didn't quarrel." Sometimes you'll be so busy that you don't have time to connect a phone call and reply to a message. I can't help but guess, what are you busy with? I went from making a dozen calls a day to now taking a lot of courage to dial your number, I don't know what's going on. But I know very well that I'm afraid you'll be annoyed and make you angry. But I really can't stand this anymore - I, I'm even wondering if you have someone else who makes it inconvenient to answer the phone. I...... There are a lot of terrible speculations. But...... I don't know, my mind is messed up. ”
Looking at Tang Zheng, Fu Feifei couldn't say anything on her face, and she didn't know what mood she was in at this time. Disappointment, grievance, or anger?
"Tang Zheng, you don't believe me. Fu Feifei said.
Shaking his head, Tang Zheng said, "I believe in you, I am telling myself every moment to believe in you." But you're getting more and more mysterious, and you're getting weirder and weirder. There's no way I can't guess that way. If you're looking at me, I'm sure you'd have the same guess. Isn't it?"
"That's who I am. Fu Feifei said, "I don't want to talk when I'm annoyed, I don't want to move." Tang Zheng, I haven't done anything to be sorry for you, and I don't have any other men besides you. You're my second boyfriend, and all I think about every day is to work hard and marry you. I hope that when you are poor, I can stand by your side and hold up the sky with you, and I hope that when we get married, we will have a beautiful wedding. ”
As she spoke, her eyes filled with tears, "Before I met you, I had no concept of spending money, and even spent hundreds of thousands of dollars a month." Just yesterday, when I was running out of perfume, I saw it when I passed by the mall, and I wanted to buy it, but when I saw the price of thousands of dollars, I hesitated and left the mall. I want to try to save more money, buy a house, get married. ”
Tang Zheng's eyes slowly sparkled, and he said, "I know, I understand, I have seen your changes, and I can see them clearly." Shaking his head, he said, "It's hard for you to follow someone like me." But, I want to share my opinion with you. ”
"Say it. Fu Feifei said.
Taking a deep breath, Tang Zheng said, "I went to Tibet last year and witnessed a sky burial. The dead are sent to the wild, where the celestial undertaker cuts the corpse with a sharp knife and cuts it into pieces, the flesh and bones are separated, the vulture will quickly eat all the meat, the celestial undertaker will then smash the bones with a hammer, and the vultures will clean up one last time. Until swallowed cleanly. ”
"It's hard for me to describe what I was feeling like. For half a year after I came back, I was thinking about a question. Tang Zheng said, "Where did we come from, and where will we end up going from? When we come to this world, we only bring a body, and when we leave this world, what we can take with us is just a body." In the process of life and death, how should I live, as much as possible to make it meaningful to recall the past before I am about to die. ”
With a bitter smile, Tang Zheng said, "I don't know what to do to make it meaningful, but I am becoming more and more aware that earning money is not my only thing." I know that life is built on material things, and I don't deny that, and I even see it better. It's just that I have a clear distinction between the more important ones. ”
"There are big differences in the environment in which you and I grew up, and I have long expected all kinds of problems that will arise when we are together. The point is, I hope that you and I can find a suitable way to face the various problems. Tang Zheng looked at Fu Feifei and said, "Feifei, what we need most at the moment is not money, but better communication and better understanding between me, and you-I really don't know you, and you are becoming more and more mysterious in my eyes." ”
Fu Feifei didn't expect Tang Zheng to say such a thing, she tried her best to digest it, but she didn't know how to express herself for a while.
Sighing, Tang Zheng continued, "Actually, I have long seen that you are a very selfish person, you have to do everything according to your will, and you think that other people's ideas must follow your ideas." It's not your fault, it's the fault of growing up. I can accept it, because you will eventually become more mature, and I am willing to accompany you in your transformation. Grumpy, angry, petty, blah blah, etc., I don't say it, but I see it all, and I accept it all. No one is perfect, like me, who lacks the romantic factor, but is precisely a woman who likes romance, but you also accept me. There is no perfect person, and there is no perfect love, only the right two people. ”
Tang Zheng looked at the sky for a moment, then looked at Fu Feifei, and said, "I don't want to miss you, but my dear, you have to let me know you, open your heart, and let me go in to see what is going on." ”
With a wry smile, Tang Zheng said, "You often say that what you are looking for is not high-quality stocks, but potential stocks. You don't value money, and neither does your mother. In fact, deep down, you have always cared about my income. I can totally understand that, after all, for more than 20 years, you have lived in an environment where you don't need to worry about money. Money...... Is it really important, really important?"
"It's important. Seeing that Fu Feifei was silent, Tang Zheng asked himself, "Very important." But between you and me, this factor should not be mixed in. I don't know if I say that, can you understand, I don't know how to express it better. ”
Fu Feifei was silent, pondering, and seriously thinking about Tang Zheng's words. The first time he said this, it was heavy, but it was also very realistic. Dad's words flashed through his head, "You have to find at least someone who can get by", do you really have to be the right person to have these uncomfortable troubles?
Raising her eyes to look at Tang Zheng, Fu Feifei instantly realized something, she whispered, "Tang Zheng, I know very well in my heart that what I want is your person." Losing you, I don't think I'll ever find a man I can marry willingly again. I didn't know that the way I did things had such an impact on you, I used to be like this, I didn't want to talk to anyone when I was upset, I didn't want to do anything. The same is true for you, and now it seems that I have ignored your feelings. You're right, I'm too egoistic. But you'll have to give me time to change it, and I won't be able to change it all at once. ”
Tang Zheng approached her, took her hand, and said, "I like every look of you, I hope we can overcome difficulties and be together well." ”
Fu Feifei hugged him with open arms.
Tang Zheng stroked her head, his tone was resolute, and he said slowly, "Don't worry, I will definitely work hard to earn money." I've submitted my application for a management position, and if I succeed, my earnings will be doubled. And I believe that it won't be long before the income will increase. My dear, I hope you get to the bottom of it, and let's be together well, that's what we're going to do first. Earn money, there is me. ”
No matter what, for a woman, such words will always be touching, Fu Feifei hugged Tang Zheng tightly and said, "No matter what, I am very happy that you can say this." ”
"That's what I'm for. Tang Zheng said, "If you have any troubles or things in the future, say them and sue me, at least, you have to respond to me, so that I know your situation." ”
"In the future, even if you are in a bad mood, I will consider your feelings. I'll change it slowly. I'm sorry. Fu Feifei said.
Tang Zheng kissed her and said silently in his heart, I'm sorry, I hid my true income.
After the rain, Tang Zheng was in a good mood, and Fu Feifei also put aside the troubles brought by home, the two held hands and walked down the corridor, talking and laughing happily.
Isn't it all like this when it comes to falling in love?