1.

Xu Xuze has been very cold to him since he can remember.

Unlike other mothers, she never reached out to hug him, played with him, gave him gifts, or fed him.

I won't give him a birthday, I won't pick him up at school, I won't go to his parent-teacher conference at school.

She would look away as he reached out to her.

He will put down his coffee cup the moment he walks in and turn to go upstairs.

When he fell down, she would call out to the nanny aunt who was going to come and pick him up, and coldly told him to get up by himself.

Will sneer when he happily calls his father.

Yes, because my sister started beating him.

2.

When I was in elementary school, someone in the class would always come to ask Xu Xuze if he didn't have a father and mother.

Some people even ran up to him and said, they said you don't have mom and dad, you are so pitiful, why don't you come home with me.

Xu Xuze glared and asked, "I have it, who said I didn't!" ”

The little boy in front of him was puzzled: "But they all said you didn't, so why did your parents never pick you up......

Xu Xuze had no way to answer this question.

He didn't know either.

He didn't know why his father didn't come home.

His mother seemed to hate him again, and turned away when she saw him.

3.

When I went home that day, my mother was not at home, and my aunt didn't know what she was busy with, probably taking care of her mother's flowers and plants in the backyard.

Xu Xuze sat on the sofa and cried loudly, tears streaming all over his face.

After he cried for a while, Lou Ruan returned.

Seeing that he was crying, she stood at the door and was stunned for a moment before coming over, hurriedly drawing paper for him to wipe his tears.

"What's wrong?"

Xu Xuze sobbed and cried, his nose red from crying, "They said...... They say I don't have mom and dad! They said there was no mom and dad to pick me up, I didn't have mom and dad, woo! ”

4.

The next day, when Xu Xuze was out of school, Lou Ruan, who was already in the fifth grade, was waiting at the door of their class and stretched out his hand to him.

She was very white, with soft black hair tied back her head, and clear, soft eyes embedded in her palm-sized cheeks.

There is also a light and sweet fragrance on the body.

Like a person in a fairy tale.

5.

The next day, someone came to ask Xu Xuze.

Ask who was the person who came home with him yesterday.

"My sister~"

The crowd around him was stunned for a moment.

"But the one on her name tag is not the same as yours."

Xu Xuze: "What's different. ”

"It's the first surname, it's different."

"I know! You must be from the same welfare home! Welfare homes will adopt a lot of children without parents! ”

6.

When he was a child, Xu Xuze didn't understand, and he didn't know that most of the other sisters and brothers were the same, and he didn't know that the different surnames of his sisters and brothers would be strange in everyone's eyes.

But now he knows that his sister is not his biological sister, so they don't have the same surname.

One of them is surnamed Xu and the other is surnamed Lou.

He listened to them blankly, and had a vague idea.

Not biological, different surnames, means they are not close people.

She was an outsider to him.

He was for her too.

7.

He slept in the classroom until late that day.

When Lou Ruan stretched out his hand towards him, he didn't pull it up:

"I don't want to go home with you!"

Shout loudly.

In my memory, it was Lou Ruan who looked down at his hands in mid-air in a daze.

8.

Xu Junyan rarely goes home.

His face and his image have always been blurry in Xu Xuze's impression.

Until one day, a silver luxury car stopped in front of the school.

The windows rolled down, revealing the face of a handsome man.

He smiled at him, "Aze, Daddy is here to pick you up." ”

9.

Xu Xuze was carried into the house by Xu Junyan.

The moment she entered the door, the woman sitting in the living room suddenly changed her face, and the disgust in her eyes became thick.

Xu Junyan put him down with a smile, with a smile on his face, "Ranran, I'm back." ”

His fingers still fell on Xu Xuze's head, "Soft, what time will she get out of school, and we will go to have a meal together as a family." ”

As soon as Xu Junyan's words fell, the door behind him was gently opened, and a girl wearing a white school uniform and short sleeves stood at the door, spotless.

She looked at them, and before she could react, Xu Mu, who was standing inside, walked over, grabbed her arm, and brought the person behind her, glanced at the man in front of her with disgust, and said to Lou Ruan behind her impatiently, "You go up." ”

10.

Xu Xuze stood upstairs in the study, red eyes and said, "But Dad said ......"

"Daddy?" The woman sitting in front of her suddenly interrupted, "Do you know him, have you seen him, and you dare to get on the car of someone you don't know?" ”

Xu Xuze's eyes were red.

"Stay away from him." Zhou Ran's tone was cold.

"Why?" Xu Xuze raised his eyes.

"He's not a good guy." Zhou Ran continued.

Xu Xuze couldn't accept it, and the other classmates in the class said that his father was a hero.

But he still raised his eyes and asked stubbornly, "Then why don't you protect me to protect Lou Ruan, why don't you protect your own son to protect an outsider-"

As soon as Xu Xuze's words fell, Zhou Ran's slap came down.

She gasped and became aggressive, "What outsiders!?" What kind of outsiders do you live with, eat together, and call mom together? ”

11.

Xu Junyan left quietly, and he didn't even say hello when he left.

After Xu Xuze was beaten, he didn't like anyone every day, but he didn't dare to make any moves when Zhou's mother was at home, so he could only close the door heavily, put the bowl heavily, run upstairs with a bang, and take things to vent his anger.

When Xu's mother was not at home, his cries were everywhere in the house.

When he went out in the morning, Lou Ruan hadn't gone out yet, so he rushed out from behind, "Go away!" ”

12.

Xu Xuze looked at the whole family unpleasantly, but no one in the family took care of him, especially when Xu's mother was at home, the house was quiet and quiet, and no one dared to speak out.

He deliberately didn't talk to them, but no one took the initiative to talk to him except his aunt.

At night, the more he thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, and he cried secretly under the quilt.

During the day, he feels that there is nothing to cry about, he is not uncommon!

13.

Xu Xuze found a hobby.

Look at people scraping moldy tofu.

There is a shop selling moldy tofu at the entrance of the vegetable market near the school.

The eldest sister who sells moldy tofu will take out rows and rows of fluffy moldy tofu, scrape them off the board one by one, and sprinkle them with seasonings such as white wine, chili peppers, and salt......

Xu Xuze squatted there with his schoolbag on his back and looked at it for more than an hour.

If you look at moldy tofu for a long time, you will forget the time.

He didn't watch enough outside, and when he got home, he had to use the computer to search for videos of scraping moldy tofu to watch.

While watching people scrape moldy tofu, I wrote my homework.

He felt as if he wasn't so miserable.

No one in this family speaks, it doesn't matter, he will watch people scrape moldy tofu by himself.