Chapter 331: Can't Help but hate!

Xia Chu hurriedly shook his head, "No, I should still say I'm sorry." I shouldn't have persuaded you to forget your hatred, and I shouldn't have dissuaded you from wanting to be a gentleman for revenge for ten years. Mom was so bitter back then, a hundred times more bitter than you can imagine, why should I let you forget and let you not care? ”

"'Don't persuade others to be kind until they suffer', what is the difference between me and those morally kidnapped Virgins? You are in such pain, but I not only can't feel your pain, but I don't understand your pain...... I really shouldn't deserve it, I'm sorry for my husband......"

Huo Xiyao looked at her and couldn't help crying again.

Stretched out his hand and hugged her into his arms, and then whispered: "How can this be blamed on Bao'er, you don't know...... And you are indeed for my good, and hope that I will live well and be happy every day in the future. This is also my mother's wish back then, and it is her last wish, because she loves me unreservedly. ”

"You also love me unreservedly, so you have the same wish as your mother, what's wrong? Don't cry, your eyes are swollen, how long have you been crying? ”

Xia Chu inhaled, "I've been crying for a while, and I can't help it since I read the first few pages...... Mom is really bitter, how can she be so bitter...... When you first saw it, you must have cried more than I do now, and it was ten times more painful, right? Indeed, we must not forget, we must not hate! ”

Huo Xiyao pursed his lips, "At that time, rather, it was numbness, right?" The whole person is wooden, and the movements and brains are good, and the reactions are half a beat slower. So actually, I didn't cry, and I didn't feel much pain. ”

He swallowed for a moment before continuing, "It was only after I remembered it that I began to feel pain and began to regret it." And every time I think about it, every time I dream it, I regret it even more...... It took several years before I gradually accepted the reality and no longer dared to even think about it. ”

Xia Chu hugged him tighter, "My husband is fine, it's all over, my mother has never blamed you." In the end, she still loves you all over the page, never regrets it, and looks forward to your good ...... She would never want to see you live in pain and regret all the time. ”

Huo Xiyao let out a low "um", "I know." So I never thought about revenge or anything before, but he dared to look for me first, where did he have the face to look for me, where did he have the face to force me like that? also implicated you and Ah Ye, so that both you and Ah Ye were hurt. ”

"What is he, what is he? My mother's life is just such a thin and broken book, and it is recorded. When he was rising step by step, gaining fame and fortune, and what he wanted, my mother used all her strength to live, and she lived without any security and dignity, and she never had a happy day. What the hell is he! ”

Xia Chu felt that his whole body tensed up with anger.

Hurriedly stroked his back to soothe him, "So he's retributioned now?" We won't let him have a better time later, just like you said, it's not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years, even if you can't beat him now, one day, we will find an opportunity to make him atone for the bad things he did back then and pay the price! ”

Huo Xiyao shook his head painfully, "Even if he is broken into ten thousand pieces, my mother will not be able to come back...... She really hasn't had a good day, she has no father since she was a child, and she has had to grow up when other peers are still spoiling her parents. ”

"I finally grew up, I saw hope, and I met scum again."

"She hasn't worn beautiful clothes, she hasn't eaten good food, she hasn't flown on a plane, she hasn't traveled, she hasn't seen the sea, desert, exotic scenery. She 'went out of the house' a few times in total, just to save me...... I don't even know how she got there, how hard it took to finally save me......"

Finally, she left nothing behind and just went...... It's obviously her life, but it's just such a broken book, and it's finished...... She is also a person, a living person, not born to bear this! ”

When Xia Chu saw Huo Xiyao talk about the back, his eyes were already red, and his heart was so painful that he was about to clench and suffocate.

She could only choke up and continue to comfort him, "Husband, don't be like this, it's really all over...... Didn't Mom say that she never regretted giving birth to you, and felt that everything was worth it? ”

Huo Xiyao sneered, "What is it worth, how is it worth it?" I've never honored her well, just let her really enjoy life. I didn't even call her 'Mom' or say a word to her for years. ”

"Even the last time I saw her, I was still the same ghost...... It's all worth it, how stupid is it? Also, how could you let yourself fall into such a predicament if you are not stupid, and end up like that......"

Xia Chu saw that he was getting more and more excited, and whatever she said was just afraid that it would add fuel to the fire.

So he didn't say more, just kept holding him and patting him gently, so that he could slowly calm down.

I don't know how long it took, Huo Xiyao's mood finally eased up.

Xia Chufang asked him softly, "Husband, are you hungry?" Why don't I go to the supermarket and buy some noodles and eggs and cook them for you? No matter how angry and heartache is, we still have to eat, right? ”

Huo Xiyao had no appetite, but thinking that he hadn't eaten since the beginning of Xia from the afternoon to now, he must have been hungry early.

Or said: "I have to drive to the supermarket, it's too troublesome." I searched the map, found the phone number of the hotel I stayed in last time, and asked them to deliver food to the door, and just pay more for the run-off fee. Then let them send some fruit yogurt or something, so that my good baby is hungry until now, and there is nothing to eat, it is all my husband's fault. ”

Xia Chu rubbed his chest and whispered, "It's me who is not good." If you have to come to this trip, you have to think about what to untie the bell and tie the bell, and returning here should help you untie the knot, no longer depressed and depressed every day. ”

"What else to solve, I won't solve it with him in this life, he just waits!"

Huo Xiyao whispered, "I'm sorry wife, I've worried you this time." I didn't mean to, I just felt panicked all the time. I understand your intentions, what I originally thought was that I could only continue to dilute it with time as it was last time. ”

"I didn't expect you to be ...... today. It's also good, at least, one more person knows how difficult and great my mother's life is, and one more person feels sorry for her and complains for her. It's a pity that no matter how distressed and unjust she is, she can't come back. ”

Looking back on her life, just because she didn't know people clearly, there were indeed factors that scum deliberately or unintentionally deceived her and misled her. This life is over like this, it's really not worth it...... Especially in the end, it was only the word 'stubborn'! ”

"I will never forgive the person who hurt her in my life, and I will hate him deeply until I die!"