When Xia Chu saw this, his face was already full of tears, and he was so sad that he couldn't stand it anymore.

Although she has long known that her mother-in-law's short life is very hard, she has never had a good life at all.

Still not at this moment, seeing with my own eyes the mental journey of her short life, seeing her tears and hardships that she has no one to confide in and can share on paper, to hit people's hearts more directly.

Especially on many pages, there are still mottled tear stains.

When she was writing and crying at the time, you can imagine how painful and desperate she was.

Xia Chu's heart was even more uncomfortable.

How could she be so bitter, what did her mother-in-law do wrong in the first place to endure these hardships?

She is just a person and a mother, she can't be responsible for a life, she just can't give up her children and want to let herself and her children live!

It's no wonder that Huo Xiyao hates the old man so much, and after seeing the old man and for various reasons, because she and Han Ye don't approve of it, so he can only forget the hatred, he will hate so much, and he can't let go of the pain so far.

He had apparently read the diary, and had read it all.

So what was his mood like at the time?

He must have been in so much pain that he couldn't breathe, and he regretted it so much that he wanted to kill himself, right?

Xia Chu slowed down for a while, and then continued to look again with red eyes, "Xiao Xiao has been admitted to high school, and he still has a good score of tenth in the county!" I asked him to go to the county to study and live in the school, but he refused to go, no matter what he said...... I knew that he was afraid that he would go to the county to study, and I would have a heavier burden...... What a silly boy, but at least let me know that he still feels sorry for me, and it's all worth it......

I saw him on TV again today, what a tall and glorious image, but unfortunately how many people know about the disgusting things he has done? I didn't even dare to say the origin of my real name back then, wasn't I afraid that I would go and make trouble? I won't, I'll just hate myself for being stupid, hating myself for having white eyes......

Xiao Xiao's competition place was snatched away, and it was obviously the place he earned by his own results...... It's all my fault that my notorious mother has caused him to be wronged and humiliated...... He could have a better future and a brighter life...... Why don't you try it with him? ’

‘…… They all scolded me again, and I rarely go out anymore...... It's not that I'm willing to be cheap, I can find a man to marry...... Which man will let me take Xiao Xiao with me, and treat Xiao Xiao as his own child for him to study and go to college? I'm sorry enough for Xiao Xiao, how can I bear to ruin his studies again, so that he doesn't even have the only chance to change his fate? ’

Xiao Xiao came back with another injury, and he didn't let me medicate him, nor did he let me go to the teacher...... How can it be so difficult to live, I really feel so tired and tired, I have lived enough...... Let's hold on a little longer, when Xiao Xiao goes to college, sell the house again, and leave him some money, I can be freed......

Xiao Xiao didn't even let me wash his clothes this time, he must have thought I was dirty...... I don't blame him, I feel dirty myself, let alone him? In this life, I was selfish, I had to bring him to this world, I never thought about it, whether he wanted to come, whether he wanted me to be his mother. But it's already like this, and there's nothing I can do to change it......

If there is a next life, I will not be a human being anyway. I'd rather be a flower, a grass, in short, it's good to be anything, just don't be a human anymore, it's too bitter...... But no matter what I become, no matter where I go, I will bless my little Xiao and wish him peace and happiness......

Xiao Xiao is going to take the college entrance examination in a few months, and I want to earn more money...... I'm also going to keep the house quiet so that it doesn't affect him in any way...... I don't know where he wants to go to college? I didn't dare to ask him, and he probably wouldn't have told me if I did. But it doesn't matter, I wish he could fly as high as he could, fly as far as he could, and never come back! ’

'Finally, it's almost the end, no matter how hard it is, no matter how hard it is, no matter how tired it is, no matter how tired it is, it won't feel tired...... The only regret is that I won't see my Xiao Xiao get married in the future, and I won't see what his wife and children look like. But as long as he can live well and be as happy as everyone else, I will be very satisfied......"

After that, it was completely gone.

Of course, the beginning of summer knows why, and according to the timeline, it didn't take long for it to happen...... That thing.

Her mother-in-law was tired of running and begging for help, hoping to save Huo Xiyao, and life would only be more bitter and difficult than before.

Where is the time to write a diary again?

She didn't ask the old man for the first time.

At the beginning, Huo Xiyao was not sentenced to death, she ran again and again, not only to endure physical hardship and psychological pain, but also to bear huge financial pressure.

How the hell did she get here?

If her experience during that time is recorded in words, it will definitely be more painful than those just now, more tearful, and more bloody, right?!

Xia Chu's tears broke the embankment again, and he completely understood Huo Xiyao's hatred.

Who can not hate the culprit after seeing these experiences of her mother-in-law?

Who can not hate!

How can you not hate? I can't eat the flesh of the culprit and eat his blood!

Huo Xiyao is back.

As soon as I entered the door, I saw Xia Chu's face full of tears, and there was an invisible low pressure in the whole room.

He felt sorry for Xia Chu in his heart, no matter what, she insisted on coming back because she felt sorry for him; She didn't get those annoying people, she didn't know them at all, and of course she couldn't have thought of them beforehand.

How could he leave her alone and not answer her calls because he was angry?

She must have been worried and sad......

Huo Xiyao thought and strode towards Xia Chu, "I'm sorry wife, I shouldn't have left you alone, my brain was hot and messy at the time, and I didn't think about it." Don't cry, okay, if you're angry, you can beat me and scold me, you just can't cry, my wife's tears are so precious, how can you ......"

Before he finished speaking, he saw the diary in Xia Chu's hand, and the words that followed came to an abrupt end, and his face instantly became heavy.

Xia Chu was busy wiping away tears and explained, "I'm sorry husband, I didn't mean to look at it." I accidentally knocked over the water glass, and I was afraid of wetting the books in the drawer, and I was about to take it out and dry it immediately, but I accidentally found it...... I—I know I shouldn't have seen it without your permission, but I couldn't help it, I ......"

Huo Xiyao finally opened his mouth in a bitter voice, "Chuchu, I don't blame you, I didn't expect it...... I thought you were blaming me for crying like this, but it wasn't. Are you crying for your mother, you are sad for her...... I thought that there would be no second person to see this except me, and I wasn't going to show it to a second person. ”

"I didn't expect it...... But you are also a member of this family now, and of course you have the right to see your mother's relics, so there is no need to say sorry. ”