She is very good at seducing people, even if she says that she will live with me like this outside of marriage, but after all, she is older than me, and she is naturally very good at me in my early twenties.

I still look a little awkward, probably because I haven't been like this with her in a long time.

Sister Xu looked back at me with confused eyes and said, "What are you thinking?" ”

Yes, what was I thinking? I want to linger with her, but I also think that she has a family, and she can't do without her family.

In this way, I don't want to think of my feelings for her as good, I just think that we are just like this, each taking what he wants.

But when I touched her body with a familiar, affectionate body temperature, I felt a flood of love.

I suddenly hugged her tightly, and she seemed to feel the same feeling, and quickly turned around and hugged me excitedly.

When men and women who have feelings for each other have not been together for a long time, and then they are so touched, that strong, hot feeling lingers all over the body. At this moment, all other thoughts are gone, and it just feels like nothing is enough.

The taste of fish and water, the taste of the soul out of the body, as if we are the only ones in this world, are so tightly together, never separated.

Sister Xu's hair was scattered, touching her hair, and her beautiful face made people tremble.

Gentle, crazy, tireless, hysterical, until we tremble and hold each other tightly.

She smiled happily and looked at me with misty eyes and said, "Little villain, I want to go crazy, I was ruined by you." I think every day, I'm obsessed, so many men, why can't I forget you? "What she said was that I was also surprised.

"Are you going to be obedient then?" After I said that, she hurriedly said, "Well, I'm good, you can do whatever you want me to do!" I'm like a demon! As she spoke, she was like a lioness, hugging me and kissing me.

"Then you are good, serve me well!" I thought of something I couldn't control, and I turned that tangle into this kind of emotion with a lot of cruelty.

It seemed that this was the only way for me to feel better, but when she loved me tenderly, I soon became obedient, and sometimes, like a girl, she saw me like this, and she pretended to be fierce and said, "Little villain! "Her aggression gave me a different taste.

And when I had her again, she surrendered, pouting, sighing, letting her do whatever she wanted, letting her say whatever she wanted.

That afternoon, we were together in the dark. Later, she took me in her arms and said gently: "Xiaofeng, there is a chance, I want to go to your hometown to see, are you willing to take me there?" ”

"Well, yes, I'll take you there when you have time." I stared blankly ahead.

"No matter what, in the future, I will let you be good, you meet me, I am older than you, you are so well-behaved, kind, sensible......" She said this, I looked at her and smiled and said, "I'm not a good man, a good man won't be like this!" ”

After I said that, she hurriedly said, "Don't think like that, you didn't do anything immoral, and many men will do that." I hooked you, and besides, I don't owe anything to others, I haven't been with him for three years, he has a lot of girlfriends outside or something, don't say that, obedient, if you're not good, am I so stupid? Do you know how many people want me to spend money? Money is the most important thing in this society, and you never want that, so I want to give it to you, but you never want it. ”

"If we're boyfriend and girlfriend or something else in the future, I can, or ever!" When I said that, she was stunned, then hugged me and kissed my ear and said, "Do you want me all?" I said, "Yes, although we are from ordinary backgrounds, we are not a little money to pass the time, and we have a big appetite!" ”

"Oh, is it? Then I'm going to earn more and satisfy you! She smiled beautifully, she was so stupid, as long as she had money, what kind of man couldn't find it? At that time, I felt that meeting Sister Xu was like a dream.

When we got up in the evening, she was dressed beautifully, very stylish, her hair was made, very fashionable, she was 33 years old at that time, I was 24 years old, I felt that she was quite big, and now I feel that a 33-year-old woman is quite small. It is the good years of a woman's life.

She bought me a lot of clothes, big bags and small bags, all of them famous brands, and let me try them.

I'm always embarrassed that she seems to come from this world and doesn't know where she is, and she is different from any woman.

We went out for dinner in the evening, and she took me to a seafood dinner. After dinner, I walked with her around the neighborhood where there was a music bar that I knew and which would get bored after work, so I would occasionally go over for a drink and listen to folk songs.

I took her in to sit down, Sister Xu was very happy, like a girl, showing a sweet smile, I went to see her from time to time, she is such a beautiful woman, wherever she goes, she will attract the attention of men.

I took her hand, she held my hand, and at that moment, I felt love spreading between us.

In the bar, we found a place to sit down, sat there, we asked for a few beers, listened to ballads, she looked at me with beautiful eyes, and then I took her in my arms, and she snuggled up in my arms, her eyes closed, trembling slightly.

She was quietly feeling the love I gave her, and I rubbed her forehead, and I also felt the strong love and warmth. Later I learned that women desperately crave such warmth.

We snuggled tightly, and I closed my eyes, feeling the silent love like that.

The music in the bar has that very strong feeling, and when the night comes, everything is so quiet, in our time and space, there is only us.

At that moment, I felt that she was her, she was just her, she came into this world, she was a soul, and so was I, when I came into this world, she was just her, there were many possibilities in her life, and what she experienced later was just a possibility of chance.

At this moment, I seemed to have figured out something and untangled some of my inner entanglements.

People need to grow, when I was young, I was full of confusion about many things, people, and life, and we always need to go through something to make us grow up, and I know Sister Xu, she makes me think a lot, as if she is the woman who came to teach me to grow up, so that I can have more knowledge about things between men and women.

What does it mean to be young? Bewilderment, it seems, is endless bewilderment.

I used to think that there is desire between men and women, even if it is a normal relationship, it is even a little embarrassing, this is a tradition for thousands of years, it is received from childhood, it is difficult for us to see the fog of human nature, it is difficult for us to think about human beings, and many times we have to live with masks.

Sister Xu rubbed me gently in my arms, and suddenly I felt her crying, I hurriedly looked down at her and saw her sobbing softly.

I was immediately worried about her, did she have grievances and helplessness that she couldn't tell me?