Worried and distressed, I asked her, "What's wrong with you?" "When I was young, I was so innocent, even if I had those bad thoughts in my heart, even if I thought I was very mature, as if I knew everything, even if I thought I was a little villain, it was still more innocent than later, almost everyone of us was innocent.

"It's okay, I, I'm happy!" As she spoke, pouting, she suddenly cried harder, her shoulders shrugged, I hugged her tightly, and at that moment, for the first time, I realized very deeply, in fact, at some point, in a certain situation, she is also petite, maybe in front of people, in society, in many times, she is powerful, or she herself does not know that she will have such a time, this needs a situation, no matter how old a person is, in fact, she is just an older child, isn't it?

I hugged her even tighter and kissed her forehead, and I wanted to give her more love.

Although I was so lonely, when I first stepped into society, at a time when I was neither familiar nor unfamiliar, I was also cautious a lot of the time, and I had no family background, and young people from the countryside to the city seemed to have this stage.

In the face of the colorful world, in the face of those rich and powerful, in the face of a lot of unknowns, it is not that you are cowardly, but you know that this society is very realistic, you don't have any capital, you can't say gambling, those who have relationships and backgrounds, they have too much capital, and you don't, so you have to be more careful and make yourself full. Of course, if it is for a belief or a relationship, sometimes you can not care about these.

Human beings are so complex, and everyone's life experience is different, as if they are colors that are blended by various colors, so many things cannot be generalized.

Sister Xu suddenly looked up at me with tears in her eyes and said, "I will never forget you for the rest of my life!" "When I heard her say that, I felt why she said that? Are we going to separate again?

"Me too!" When I say that, that's what I really think in my heart, and I can't know what the future holds. What does the future hold? I feel that I have pure feelings, I have desires, I want to succeed, I want to contribute to Chinese medicine, I have my dreams, so I wonder if I can become a generation of medical saints? I want to be able to save a lot of people, and I want my whole life to be meaningful.

But it was an age when he longed for love, for men and women.

Then I don't think about whether one day I will be changed by this rolling torrent, and if I will also become a person full of desire.

We snuggled up to the bar for a long time, and then we left, and when we went out, it was already midnight, and there was no one on the road, so we snuggled up and walked together.

Looking at the bustling Nancheng, looking at the high-rise buildings next to it, looking at the young men and women playing at night, now that I think about it, I feel that the Nancheng will be different from now, especially in the autumn, in those afternoons, there are golden everywhere, just like people with a lot of stories, far from being as new as today.

It's fascinating, and when I think about it, I always feel emotional, how did I have such an experience? Is it all accidental? Is there any necessary relationship? Many of my peers and my classmates did not have such an experience, why did I meet Sister Xu.

There are many things that you can't figure out, and you don't seem to need to think about it.

Sister Xu said that she wanted to take me abroad to play, and asked me which country I wanted to go to, and she said that we could leave immediately.

Walking to her car, she changed to a Bentley, it was a very good car, she actually wanted to give it to me, she let me drive. It was not long before I learned to drive.

Sitting in the car, I felt that the car was fantastic, and I drove her on the outer ring road of the southern city, and she always looked at me beautifully.

I slowly realized that it is good to be rich, and I used to know that it is good to be rich, but you don't know how to be good.

And when you experience it, you will gradually feel it, and really appreciate how good it is to have money, and in this way, you will gradually like it very much.

Rich is like a tiger with wings, everything is free, buy things, you don't think about the price, it seems that many things are not obstacles, you want to do things very simply, with money, your social relations will be different, you will have a lot of valuable social relationships, what do you want people to do, in a word, those rich people, those who have the power are willing to be friends with you.

Sister Xu was with me to call her employees, and the leaders of those employees were all Mr. Xu, who was extremely polite.

It was also at that time that I first experienced the power of money. It is also the first time that I deeply realized that people are different from each other, and it is natural for people to be divided into many levels.

Sometimes I am even more surprised that Sister Xu is so admired and even flattered by others, but here I am different.

So the relationship is very important, the entry point is very important, if I don't have this relationship with Sister Xu, then the relationship between me and her is just like she is with those people.

Sister Xu suggested that it would be better to go to my hometown, I said okay, she said she wanted to take a week off, and I said I wanted to rest too.

So we went to my hometown county.

On the way back to my hometown, I had mixed feelings, and I had never brought my girlfriend back with me.

The county seat of my hometown is naturally not as good as the south city, the county seat is not big, but it has a different taste, and the county seat of my hometown does not have many high-end hotels, shopping centers or something.

On the way, Sister Xu was very happy and kept listening to me talk about her hometown.

I told her about my childhood, that I would get good grades, that I would ride a dilapidated bicycle in the county No. 3 middle school, and that I would walk around the county town and look around when I was fine. I read books at used book stalls and have no money to buy them.

Sister Xu listened very attentively, and she liked to listen to me talk about the past.

"You're pretty good-looking." She said this suddenly.

I laughed and said, "That's because of this, isn't it?" ”

"No, I just feel good if I like it, but before you didn't like to dress up, it was very fresh and sunny, and your sister Ren said that she drooled, and she was sassy."

"Aren't you?" I reached over and put it on her lap, and she snorted and said, "I don't have it." ”

As she spoke, she held my hand and leaned there to close her eyes, she was enjoying the love I brought her.

I think that in the future, if we don't contact each other at all, I think she will miss me, and it will not be like today, when there are many things about sibling love, young men and young women.

It's as if there are very few such things around, so it seems more certain about some things.

And when there are too many of these things in society, it seems that it is difficult for people to affirm some things.

We stayed in one of the best hotels in our hometown.

After stopping the car, we walked out and smelled the familiar smell of my hometown, I felt like a dream, and this night, I brought back a woman I met in Nancheng who was nine years older than me.

Then we had a very happy and sweet time.