Sometimes, Lin Beibei really wants to ask the gods and goddesses in the sky, what kind of evil obstacles did he do in his previous life?

She felt very hard, she was very sad, because being an ordinary person could not be more ordinary, she could not prevent those unknown accidents from happening, she thought that it would be good if she could become a snail, in that case, carrying her own house, she could hide back in her shell when she was in danger, and she would not be afraid of anything outside.

However, the terrible thing is that she knows the truth again, but she can't tell it, because if she says it, the hard-won happiness will never come back, but if she doesn't say it, every time the night hits, the dark tide that madness sweeps over her will overwhelm her.

The feeling that life is worse than death, in general, that's it, right?

Li Duo stood by the bedside, staring anxiously at Lin Beibei who was lying on the bed, holding her hand because he was too nervous, a layer of fine beads of sweat oozed from his palms, allowing the scorching sunlight to penetrate the thin paper-like curtains, shining on his eyes, but not squinting.

Trying to open his eyes, Lin Beibei's eyes were a little confused, looking at his melancholy face, and he was suspicious.

She always thinks that a man has a face that is more beautiful than a woman, and those ten fingers that are as white as green onions, where they look like men, they are clearly women's hands that do not touch the spring water.

He was the only one who had stayed at Lin Beibei's bedside so far, and repeated the story of their relationship. She is the love of his life, and he is her life's trust.

However, Lin Beibei didn't know at all, sometimes, she would pick up her mobile phone and take a selfie of herself, and then, staring at the empty-eyed, blank face in the photo, her heart was unwavering, neither happy nor sad.

"Who am I? What kind of past is it? What have I experienced?"

Whenever she tried to think about it, her head would hurt a little, because just a month ago, she had experienced an unprecedented catastrophe.

In her own home, she turned on the gas and tried to kill herself, but the terrible gas failed to fulfill her wish, and only took away her memories, leaving nothing behind.

After her life was fine, she was left in the rehabilitation hospital, and there was an extra Li Duo by her side.

He said that if it weren't for a drunken derailment that deeply hurt Lin Beibei, she would never have chosen to commit suicide, so he would use the rest of his life to protect her and help her.

Lin Beibei didn't like it here, but Li Duo said that it was very good.

Leaning on the floating platform, looking at the snowflakes falling outside the window, her mood has a trace of tranquility, today is Christmas Eve, and it happens to be snowing, very beautiful.

A person walked out of the garden of the rehabilitation hospital, wearing a black coat, snowflakes fell on his clothes, and there may have been some sneaking into his collar, so cold that his body was excited, and he rubbed his beautiful hands while sighing, and from time to time he would raise his head to look at the sky, the expression on his face was simple and innocent, like a child, this picture is beautiful like a Korean drama.

It is said that Li Duo's family is very rich and powerful, and Lin Beibei is alone without a father or mother, so the second elder of the Li family naturally looks down on a girl like her who is not in the right household.

However, Li Duo loved her like crazy, and so did Lin.

As a result, the two of them became blue birds and flying fish in life, desperate for love, even if the storm hurt them completely, they still did not let go of each other's clasped hands.

Until one day, she received a set of MMS messages from the Li family's mother on her mobile phone, which was Li Duo chatting with a beautiful woman, and the two of them drank happily, and finally both entered the Li family, entered Li Duo's room, and finally closed the door.

Lin Beibei didn't believe it, she threw down her mobile phone and rushed to Li's house, and rushed directly to Li Duo's room, and the Li family didn't do much to stop it, Li's mother even brought the key to open the door for her, as a result, the scene in front of her made her heart collapse almost instantly, the underwear that was thrown to the ground, and the naked man and woman who fell asleep on the bed all deeply stabbed her.

Everything confirms its ridiculousness.

I don't know how I got home, Lin Beibei only knew that she had drunk a lot of wine, looked at the pregnancy test stick that showed "positive", and looked at the surprise she wanted to give Li Duo, she cried, and after crying, she chose to die.

Fortunately, Li Duo woke up in time that day, fortunately he saw the obvious light of victory in his mother's eyes, fortunately he was smart enough to drive to Lin Beibei's residence like crazy, and fortunately he sent her to the hospital in time.

It's just that these stories were told by Li Duo to Lin Beibei, but she herself can't remember a single thing, let alone distinguish between truth and falsehood, and she doesn't even know if she is really called Lin Beibei, and whether the man in front of her is really a lover she loves to death as he said.

"Little fool, don't worry, your name is Lin Beibei, the woman I love all my life!"

Li Duo said so, and gently stroked Lin Beibei's forehead with a beautiful hand, with a prince-like melancholy smile on his face.

Looking at Lin Beibei's still confused eyes, Li Duo stood up and opened the curtains.

The moment the sunlight projected in, Lin Beibei's mind seemed to flash something, but she couldn't catch it in time, she wanted to catch it again, but as a result, it ended in failure, and an inexplicable grievance wrapped around her heart like a crazy vine, she covered her face with her hands and whimpered quietly.

At this time, Li Duo would hug her tightly into his arms and gently wipe away the tears on her face with his slender and clean fingers.

"Baby, your tears are like magma, every drop that falls will burn a hole in my heart, it hurts, let's stop crying, okay?"

Lin Beibei likes to be cared for by him like this, and he also likes him to say such pretentious but beautiful things to himself.

"I can't remember ......"

"Then don't think about it, you don't need to think about it, we're just together like this, okay?"

Li Duo doesn't seem to care about the forgotten past.

"What if, I never remember, I can't remember how much we loved each other, how much I loved you?"

When Lin Beibei finished saying this, he was always thinking, was his previous self so hypocritical, or did he become like this after being with him for a long time?

And every time Li Duo heard her say this, he would always answer with a smile: "Then we will fall in love again, you will definitely still fall in love with me, I firmly believe it!"

Lin Beibei thought, it must be love, love as warm as the warm sun in winter.

That's right, as Li Duo said, they can start over.

Therefore, he did those seemingly childish romances like his first love, and occasionally took Lin Beibei to the garden for a walk, but they only occasionally snuggled together to bask in the sun, or held hands and walked into every corner of the garden.

They never get too close to each other. And Li Duo's explanation is that since it is started again, everything must be started again.

Lin Beibei felt that he had fallen, such a sincere and affectionate man, how easy to find in the world?

Recently, Li Duo bought canvases and oil paints for her in the hospital room, because he said that she used to paint so well that some gallery people would come to her door to ask for it.

However, these are too strange to Lin Beibei, because she doesn't even know how to hold a pen, she cried bitterly, because of the messy graffiti on the canvas, she looked extremely sad.

"Beibei, look, isn't this kind of painting better, do you remember what color you used to use the most, and what thoughts you want to express?"

Li Duo seemed to be particularly persistent at this time, holding the palette and asking impatiently.

Lin Beibei was anxious, yelled and made a fuss, and asked him why he was forcing himself, but he was not in a hurry, but gently stroked her hair: "Finding that memory is like a puzzle, you can't be in a hurry, I'm helping you!"

Lin Beibei continued to be unrelenting, crying and shouting: "Is it that I can't get my memory back, you don't want me anymore, that's why you're like this!"

And after Li Duo heard this, he would always frown slightly, and a touch of sadness flowed in his eyes.

Seeing him like this, Lin Beibei felt distressed again, snuggled into his arms, hugged his slender waist tightly, she stopped talking, for a person like herself who was like a blank piece of paper, Li Duo was her only support.

hugged her gently, and Li Duo's heartbeat suddenly became faster, like a deer in his arms rampage.

A hint of mischief arose in his heart, so Lin Beibei quickly knelt up straight, threw Li Duo on the bed at once, and quickly kissed him on the lips.

Li Duo was stunned at first, and then instinctively wanted to push her, but as a result, his hands were grabbed instead. Sucking his lips as much as she could, Lin Beibei's heart suddenly hurt, and a face seemed to flash through her mind, she tried to capture it, but found that the face was different from the one in front of her.

She suddenly stopped her movements and stared at Li Duo deadly, with a trace of uneasiness in her eyes, and Li Duo was also staring at her at this time, her eyes full of fear.

It seems that the dense fog shrouded in the forest in my heart has been blown away by a thin breeze like silk, and the breeze has not stopped, and there is a tendency to gradually become stronger, little by little silently to blow away this thick fog and expose the hidden forest below.