Chapter 32 Suspicion
Tonight, Li Duo called and said that he couldn't come to accompany him for the night.
Lin Beibei actually had a hint of joy in her heart, because she suddenly thought of one thing, that is, Li Duo said that she seemed to be pregnant before, but then she didn't mention it again.
Recently, she seems to feel a slight bulge in her lower abdomen, and her chest is often very tight, accompanied by some nausea and dizziness.
So, I secretly asked the nurse for a pregnancy test, and the result was "positive", so their child is still there, so why didn't Li Duo say it?
Back in the ward, she threw herself on the bed, just in time for the doctor to come on rounds.
"Doctor, why do I have some images in my mind from time to time, but I don't know what they are!"
Lin Beibei asked the doctor.
Looking at the medical record card, the beautiful female doctor pushed the glasses on the bridge of her nose, and a slender pen gently tapped her smooth and beautiful forehead.
"Well, you have amnesia because of the lack of oxygen to your brain due to gas poisoning, well, but this does not mean permanent amnesia, there are some scenes that can touch your past, or habitual behaviors, that may evoke some memories.
Nodding, Lin Beibei leaned on the bed and didn't speak until the doctor left, and he didn't ask another question.
She didn't understand, if Li Duo was the person she loved deeply, then whose face flashed before, was it? Is there any inevitable relationship between them? If not, then who is Li Duo? What reason does he need to pretend to be his lover?
Thinking about it, Lin Beibei fell asleep groggily, and woke up again to find that Li Duo didn't know when he came over, and fell asleep on the bed.
Carefully pulling out the hand he held, Lin Beibei slowly sat back on the bed, turned the bedside lamp into a weak orange light, and looked at the dim silhouette sprinkled on Li Duo's side face, her heart was like knocking over a five-flavor bottle.
Sometimes, doubt is like a poppy seed, once planted, it will take root, slowly emerge, then thrive, and finally sway into a beautiful flower with a skull-shaped flower center.
"What's wrong, Beibei?"
Li Duo may have been dazzled by the light, sat up in a daze, rubbed his eyes and gently looked at Lin Beibei who was staring at him.
"I had a dream, you in the dream, it's not you!" Lin Beibei smiled, smiling very good-looking and warm, "Seeing you coming, my heart is very steady, but I still can't remember anything after staring at you for a long time!"
With that, she lowered her eyes, and two bean-sized tears slipped out of her eyes and fell on the white quilt.
got up and sat on the bed, Li Duo hugged Lin Beibei into his arms, gently stroked her long black hair, and his tone was full of pity: "Beibei, we don't want to do it, okay? Let's start again, when you are in good spirits, we will get married, I will take you abroad, and we will never come back, okay?"
Snuggled in his arms, Lin Beibei replied vigorously: "But, I really want to remember our previous happiness!"
I don't know why, hearing her say this, Li Duo's body trembled unconsciously.
"If you want to know, I can tell you!"
Raising his head and staring at his face, Lin Beibei's gaze was scorching, as if he could see through people's hearts.
"However, you say it too beautifully, like an idol drama!"
Hearing this, Li Duo stopped talking, but just hugged Lin Beibei harder and leaned on the bed.
Lin Beibei knew what he was trying to hide, and so did she.
From then on, Lin Beibei began to observe Li Duo more carefully, and she couldn't wait to let go of a second, because she knew that only from him could she find the answer.
Gradually, she found some clues, and sure enough, as long as the wind is always the wall, as long as the fire is always paper-incapacitated.
Li Duo likes to take pictures of Lin Beibei, taking a lot of photos, bit by bit, like using a camera to write a diary. However, occasionally when he was away, when Lin Beibei looked at the photos in the camera, he would find that there were some of her sleeping, she was confused, she was pale, she was crying, in short, all of them were in her worst state. And then there's the canvases that are messed up.
Lin Beibei didn't understand, is his hobby really so special?
Whenever he asked about this, Li Duo frowned at his beautiful brows, bit his lower lip and thought for a long time before answering: "This is to record your situation before and after, and I want to see if your painting has improved, because, maybe if you finish painting, you will not be far from remembering!"
Huh, huh?
Lin Beibei wouldn't believe it! She was so sure that these photos must have other intentions for him.
The night was deep again, lying on the bed squinting his eyes and pretending to sleep, his eyes inadvertently swept to the graffiti piled up in the corner, Lin Beibei suddenly realized something.
The face that flashed in his mind before was indeed not Li Duo's, but it was surprisingly similar to him, except that it seemed to be more mature and older.
The whole body trembled, and Lin Beibei felt that something cold swept through his body, as if he was in the cold wind of February spring at this time, and a trace of cold current was mixed with full of ill intentions.
So, she began to deliberately become independent, and she wanted to give Li Duo some time so that he could have more space to expose his intentions. She wants to pretend that she no longer longs for memories, and lives with a smile every day.
Lin Beibei began to run out of the ward every day to play in the garden of the rehabilitation center, sometimes climbing a tree to catch a man, sometimes sitting on the edge of the pool splashing layers of water with his feet, sometimes lying on the lawn with a slender dog's tail grass, and counting the clouds in the sky that move with the wind one by one.
Whenever Li Duo appeared beside her, she would smile sweetly and bend a pair of good-looking eyes at him.
Sometimes, Lin Beibei would take advantage of Li Duo's daze, sneak over from behind and hug him, and then ask him with a wicked smile if he was so stupid before.
But Li Duo was always taken aback, and then he didn't say a word, his eyes were even more melancholy, and there was no smile on his face.
Recently, the doctor prescribed a new medicine to Lin Beibei, but since then, she has not seen any signs of memory recovery, as if those memories have been sealed in the dust again.
She began to become irritable, losing her temper at every turn, and when she couldn't even control it, she would open the table and hit the bench, and sometimes even pounce on Li Duo and beat Li Duo without description.
However, Li Duo never bothered about this, but the more she couldn't think about it, the more relieved he was.
That day, Lin Beibei secretly heard the doctor say to Li Duo that he was afraid that he would really not be able to recover his memory if he continued like this, and if he continued like this, he would still have depression.
That day, Li Duo returned to the ward and did not find that she was just pretending to be asleep.
He paced back and forth in the room alone, the expression on his face was sometimes excited and sometimes sad, and occasionally a pair of beautiful hands would pull at his hair as if it were his enmity.
In the middle of the night, Lin Beibei found that Li Duo had replaced all his medicines again, I don't know how many times, she had taken the pills before and asked, these were not poisonous, just ordinary vitamin tablets.
"North, North, North!"
Li Duo, who was secretly changing his medicine in the bathroom, turned around and found Lin Beibei standing quietly behind him, startled, and hurriedly hid the medicine bottle.
A few steps rushed forward and threw himself into his arms, Lin Beibei's whole body trembled as if he had just climbed up from the ice cave.
"I, I had a nightmare, I dreamed that someone was going to kill me!"
Li Duo hugged her hard and comforted her softly: "Beibei, don't be afraid, as long as I am here, no one will want to hurt you!"
Snuggled in his arms, Lin Beibei's expressionless face led to a hint of a smile, but the smile was very cold.
Although her medicine was replaced with vitamin tablets, and although Li Duo was still weaving a beautiful story for herself, Lin Beibei's memories were still waking up little by little, but she never said a word.
On this day, she picked up the paintbrush and quickly painted a beautiful oil painting, and when she was admiring, Li Duo opened the door and entered the house, and a bouquet of flowers in her hand fell to the ground.
"Beibei, what are you doing?"
Looking at the painting, he almost used the sound of a roar.
Lin Beibei was startled, but he didn't say anything, just stared at him with an aggrieved face.
Realizing his gaffe, Li Duo was so embarrassed that his face turned red and white for a while.
"Are you alright?"
Putting down the paintbrush in his hand, Lin Beibei walked up to him, stood on tiptoe and wrapped his hands around his neck, and a loud kiss was imprinted on his lips.
I don't know why, Li Duo didn't dodge this time, but took over her slender waist and kissed her heavily.
In the days that followed, Lin Beibei would always kiss Li Duosuo, and after every kiss, the face in her mind became a little clearer.
It's just that it was a rather old-fashioned face, and there was a bit of similarity between his eyebrows and Li Duo, but he was by no means Li Duo.
As the face gradually became clearer, it was like a drop of water flowing for a long time, gathering little by little into a vast ocean, and the memory was also like a puzzle, piece by piece.
Faintly, Lin Beibei remembered a man named Li Haohan, and he seemed to be Li Duo's father, and she herself seemed to love him deeply.
During this period of time, Lin Beibei stared at Li Duo's face repeatedly, and would go up and kiss him from time to time, it is not terrible to lose her memory, what is terrible is to be a fool who has lost her memory, she Lin Beibei is not a fool, so she has to take some action.
Of course, none of these Li Duo knew that he thought things were happening as he thought.