Chapter 2 Helpless Choice
"Hey!"
As Sun Ji answered, the sound of opening the door sounded.
In the meantime, Sun Ji ran out of the room with a smile, went straight to his sister who was sitting on the sofa watching cartoons, and said to her: "Sun Mi, quick, change clothes, how about my brother take you to see your grandmother's house?" ”
Without asking Sun Mi if she was willing, Sun Ji pulled her sister and dragged her directly to her room, put on new clothes and shoes for her, and couldn't forget to tie her sister's pigtails. "Ahh......h
Sun Mi put on new clothes and jumped up and down in front of Li Xiangyi to show off.
When the two children heard that they went to their grandmother's house, they were happier than Li Xiangyi herself! If you want to say that Sun Ji mentioned going to his grandmother's house, why he was so happy, there is a reason for this. 15-year-old Sun Ji was raised by his grandmother since he was a child. At the age of three, he was left at his grandmother's house, and for four years, his grandmother took care of him.
It wasn't until he was seven years old that he was brought back to the county seat for the first grade.
Li Xiangyi still remembers that when she went to her grandmother's house to take Sun Ji home that day, her grandmother said to Sun Ji: "Sun Ji, your mother took you home, are you willing to go back with your mother?" ”
Sun Ji pouted, looked at his grandmother, looked at Li Xiangyi, shook his head and muttered in his mouth, not knowing what he said, but a reluctant expression could be seen on his face.
It is not difficult to understand that the children's family, the pot is not hot, and the cake is not relied on!
was a little cringeful when her son saw her, all because she usually had less contact with children, Li Xiangyi understood her son Sun Ji's attitude when he saw him. It's just that my nose is sore, and a stream of tears unconsciously wells up from my eyes. Don't blame your son, you must blame yourself!
She squatted down and said tentatively to Sun Ji, "Come, son, give mom a hug." ”
"No, you, you're not my mother, you're an aunt. I don't want an aunt, just a grandmother. ”
Then, as if Sun Ji was afraid of being forcibly taken away by Li Xiangyi, he followed and ran to his grandmother's arms.
Li Xiangyi couldn't hold back any longer, and tears flowed down. Mom waved at her, suggesting that she should not be in a hurry. Slowly let the child accept her, so as to gradually make up for the wounds left on the child's small heart. Since then, no matter how hard and tired she is, Li Xiangyi will take Sun Ji .......
Looking at a pair of children jumping alive and with a happy expression, a question suddenly popped up in Li Xiangyi's mind: If the child's father Sun Daoliang also went back to his parents' house this time, how perfect it would be!
Alas, she let out a long sigh, and the enthusiasm in her heart, which was stirred up by the two children, suddenly fell into the abyss and snubbed the frost. It's a pity that he works in Shenzhen, and I don't know what he will do ......!
She couldn't help but shake her head, and the loss, sadness, and sigh in her heart suddenly came to her heart.
Fortunately, she has two children to accompany her, just imagine, if there are no two children around her, she Li Xiangyi is also like her husband Sun Daoliang, she is helpless by her side, and she is far away from home without relatives and no reason, it is estimated that Li Xiangyi will be difficult to support this family for a long time.
For Li Xiangyi, she is not used to living without relatives around her.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel how difficult and sad it was for her husband Sun Daoliang to be widowed and lonely thousands of miles away for decades. Sympathy, pity, mixed with missing her husband, Li Xiangyi's excitement was aroused, and with the thought of her husband in a distant place, it quickly fell to the freezing point.
I don't know if her inner activities at this moment belong to a feeling of joy and sorrow. Watching the two children talking and laughing, the elder brother Sun Ji changed his sister's clothes and put on new shoes in an orderly manner. In the midst of a thousand emotions, my heart seems to be full of dissatisfaction with reality. If it weren't for survival, how nice it would be for their family to enjoy their family!
She didn't want the coldness she showed because she missed her husband to be incompatible with the elated mood of the two children at the moment. In order to reconcile her unpleasant mood of thinking of her husband affecting the children, she did her best to echo the children's happiness.
So, Li Xiangyi pretended to smile. Children are innocent, they only care about their own joys and sorrows, and never guess what is on the minds of adults. The unspeakable distress in the hearts of adults is that no one can sue them. What's more, in front of her own children, as a mother, she has no reason to go against the children's state of mind!
Many times, you can only bear it alone in your heart.
Because, speaking out, not only will it not solve the problem, but it will attract the cynicism of others. After tea and dinner, in front of others for pastime. It's no wonder that in the dead of night, Li Xiangyi lies alone in bed, holding her little daughter in her arms, tossing and turning, and there are always a few days of hard work every month when she can't sleep at night.
If a person's memories are revisiting the beauty of the memories they once remembered, then a person's thoughts are a kind of painful mental torture.
She is only thirty-seven or eighteen years old, and she is not modest to say that it is appropriate to describe Li Xiangyi's appearance as young and beautiful, and it is by no means inferior. Since she married Sun Daoliang, except for the honeymoon period of the newlywed Yan'er, the two of them are like glue and inseparable. However, the good times were still short-lived.
After the full moon, Sun Daoliang left her without hesitation, packed his bags, and stepped on the bus back to Shenzhen.
In Yilin Town, northern Jiangsu, there is a shuttle bus to Shanghai every day. Get on the bus at 5 a.m. and arrive at the Jiangsu Road long-distance bus station in Shanghai at 6 p.m. Then, take a taxi to Hongqiao Airport and fly directly to Guangzhou. It takes three and a half hours along the way to fly to Guangzhou Baiyun Airport.
Every time she sent Sun Daoliang to Shanghai from her hometown, Li Xiangyi always felt bitter and cried.
At the moment when Sun Daoliang resolutely stepped onto the bus, Li Xiangyi's tears flowed down a lot. She always covered her mouth with her hands, afraid that her man would see her weak and unproductive appearance. The so-called unproductive: a woman can't survive without a man. She, Li Xiangyi, of course, is not such a woman. However, as a woman, she also needs the care of a man.
For fear that others would laugh at him, he could only cry secretly and cry secretly. Especially when she once held her big belly with one hand, and raised one hand to wave goodbye to Sun Daoliang, tears poured out! Because he didn't want his child to be born while his biological father was far away.
Sun Daoliang could clearly see Li Xiangyi crying into tears, and he got up from his seat with a heartbeat, and shouted at Li Xiangyi: "Don't cry, the fetal gas will affect the development of the child in the belly." ”
Despite his loud call, Li Xiangyi was still in tears. I can't tell if it is the love and affection between husband and wife, the inseparable husband and wife relationship, or because of some irresistible helpless ...... brought to them by life.
Due to the glass, plus the bus has been started.
Li Xiangyi could only watch as the big bus carried her man Sun Daoliang and ran wildly all the way.
What she could see was that the sand and dust raised behind the bus were gradually swept into the sky and slowly disappeared with the whirlwind behind the bus. Li Xiangyi saw that Sun Daoliang's face showed not only helplessness, but also reluctance to his family and himself. She absolutely believed that her husband Sun Daoliang must have a sour nose and tears in her eyes when she was at this time.
Li Xiangyi will never forget it, it was the early spring of the year when he was 8 months old when he was pregnant with Sun Ji.
In all fairness, she didn't want Sun Daoliang to leave the little nest that belonged to the two of them.
Why, seeing that he is about to reach term, the fetus is about to be born. Her hands are empty, and she can't even pay for the confinement of giving birth to a child, so what courage does she have to stop her man from going out to work? At the very least, you have to prepare for the cost of going to the hospital to give birth! Although Sun Daoliang didn't go to Shenzhen entirely to make money, his family background at that time was indeed a four-walled family.
Outsiders don't know that Sun Daoliang went home to marry him in Shenzhen, and he seemed to be full of spring and had a kind of momentum.
Everyone thinks that Sun Daoliang has a sea buried in his pocket. At least, let Li Xiangyi enjoy it for a lifetime, and she can't use it all and spend it all. It was just a Ecstasy Array that Sun Daoliang deliberately released in order to deceive himself and his family, and he was deliberately pretending to be rich just to find a wife for himself.
There is only one purpose: to lure her into the bait.
No, Li Xiangyi can't talk about it in the east, and he can't talk about it in the west, so he picks and chooses, and finally picks up such a thing as Sun Daoliang.
saw Sun Daoliang's true face of Lushan, or in the honeymoon of marriage. Before he got married, he saw Sun Daoliang, and he looked like a young master. When you go out, you are talking about soft China; He was wearing a beige delicate suit of the Violet brand, and even the tie was Jinlilai!
On the neck, there is a gold necklace that is successfully connected with golden yellow beads the size of a small ball; In the middle of his left hand, he wears a gold ring with a capital letter and a pair of gold-rimmed myopic glasses.
The leather shoes on the feet are martin boots; The trouser belt tied around the waist is crocodile brand; The mobile phone is Apple, the watch is Roman ......, and the whole body shows the aristocratic style.
After getting married, I knew that Sun Daoliang was just bluffing.
pretended to be rich, which made Li Xiangyi collapse several times. The big gold beads and gold necklaces worn around the neck were all purchased from the Internet for 20 yuan. Martin boots, suits, crocodile trouser belts, Roman watches, etc., all of these are A goods in the Shenzhen market, and they are not authentic brands at all.
But for Li Xiangyi, all this seems to be a trap customized for her.
It's too late, it's too late to regret it.
Ten miles and eight towns, who doesn't know that Li Xiangyi picked and chose to pick and choose, and finally picked a rich tycoon.
Although Sun Daoliang is more than ten years older than himself, he has nowhere to find it when he steps on iron shoes, and it takes no effort to get it. She wanted to tell Sun Daoliang's true face to her mother's family, but she didn't have the courage or the face to tell her mother's family. Speaking of which, not only will he be ridiculed by the world, but his mother's family will also be ridiculed for seeing money.
The path you choose will be completed while climbing.
Sun Daoliang gave his mother's family a bride price of 666 yuan, the money spent on wine, and the dowry: a large wardrobe, a cabinet with a cabinet, and a small lianda {dialect: the dowry cosmetics, bedding, etc. bought by the mother's family} are not enough. There are only two tables at the in-law's banquet, and the money for the seven aunts and eight aunts adds up, which is not enough for Sun Daoliang to go back to Shenzhen once.
After the full moon, Sun Daoliang only has the money left!
The surface is glamorous, but in essence, Li Xiangyi was coaxed and deceived by him, and pushed and coaxed him into his bed.
What's the use of being deceived after you get married?
The wood is already in the boat, is it useful for the cow to cross the river and then drag the wild ba? Knowing that he was deceived, he can only pay for his ignorance. Not long after, Li Xiangyi, who knew that she was pregnant, finally settled down. No matter how bad it is, you have to look at the child in the belly. Fortunately, Sun Daoliang did not disappoint her, and went home at the end of the year, and it was different every time.
The more money is earned, and the more people are dressed up.
The more Li Xiangyi looked at it, the more she felt that the man she had regretted at the beginning was getting more and more handsome.
may be because she usually has less contact than contact, Li Xiangyi did not get pregnant again until her son was ten years old and gave birth to her youngest daughter Sun Mi. The two of them, there is no contraception or anything. Except for the beginning and end of each year, the two of them are together, and they usually have no chance to contact at all, which kind of natural contraception does it belong to.
To say that I don't want to is a lie.
Sun Daoliang didn't want to think about himself, Li Xiangyi didn't know the bottom of his heart.
Anyway, when she saw Sun Daoliang come back, the days of long drought and no rain, hunger and thirst were released at once. She forgets all the shame of a woman, and longs to swallow her husband's appearance. Sun Daoliang came back once, and he understood his wife's madness more.
The more Li Xiangyi abused himself, the more relieved he felt.
At least, after a year, my own woman has been working hard at home and being widowed for herself, what perseverance is it?
When you meet a half-hearted woman, you have already cuckolded yourself, how can you still be so enthusiastic as you. How to say it, he is a military doctor who graduated from a medical university, and Sun Daoliang understands the physiological needs and differences between men and women better than ordinary people. cherishes the days with Li Xiangyi, and spends almost every day in bed.
Including eating, Li Xiangyi had to serve it to him personally.
In the days when he came back, no matter how hard and tired he was, Li Xiangyi never complained about hardship.
What she brings to Sun Daoliang is always a smile on her face, and her cheeks are always red.
A smile blooms, and even walking has wind under your feet. Is there a little tune in her mouth, I don't know where she got that spirit. On the other hand, Sun Daoliang is always in a daze, with a weak posture that can't help but wind, and he doesn't wake up with squinting eyes, which makes people a little suspicious of his kidney deficiency and yang deficiency, and his waist and legs are sore.
I don't know how Sun Daoliang mixed up in Shenzhen, but at the end of each year, he rushed to his home for a reunion dinner on the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, and Sun Daoliang did not fall for a year.
Especially after marrying Li Xiangyi, it has almost become an immutable law in his life. As for Sun Daoliang's usual non-return, Li Xiangyi expressed understanding. Shenzhen is too far away from his hometown, and aside from the round-trip costs, the key is that you have to have enough time to bring him back?
The company does not give holidays, and Sun Daoliang wants to come back in vain.
Li Xiangyi believes that there is no man who does not want to stay with his wife and children at home when he is away from home.
It's just that they are not as articulate as women. I don't care on the surface, and I can't let go of the part in my heart, I believe that in the mind of every responsible man, it will always be there. Concern for relatives, no matter how strong a man is, when he hears that something unpleasant at home is not going well, he will definitely collapse at that moment.
In addition to the parents who gave birth to him and raised him, men will pretend to be their wives and children wherever they go in their hearts, which is common to all men.
So, women, don't constantly say in front of men: don't you want me anymore.
No, because he has his wife and children in his heart. Otherwise, they will not come and go in the wind and rain outside, risking being untreated and looked down upon by others, retaliating, and enduring humiliation. For the sake of his wife and children, he is not like he is alive, and he is not undignified and not welcomed.