Desert Fanwai II (Qiu'er)
At first, people from the village would come and deliver things as "relief", but gradually no one came. In fact, it doesn't matter if they send it or not, anyway, they don't eat much, and the food left by her father is enough for her to live for several years, and when the time comes, she will have enough skills to gain a foothold in the desert, and she will not be hungry.
It's a pity that before that time, Qiu'er was kicked out of Kacun by the villagers, she knew that the village chief was behind the ghost, but she wouldn't say it, so let him hold it in his heart, live the second half of his life in fear, and live in self-torture forever.
Another stone fell on his shoulder, and when he looked up, he saw that the little boy had grown into a teenager. Seeing that he raised his head at himself, and then squinted his eyes and turned to the other side, Qiu'er understood what Bu Ye meant.
In the past few years, she has still been bullied when she walks in the village, although her skills are enough to clean up this group of fart children to fear herself, but she has never resisted. As those children grow up, the means and strength of the whole person have also grown, and the occasional over-the-top cloth leaf will always be blocked without a trace, and it has been safe all these years.
Buye is very smart, he knows a lot of things but never tells anyone, because he never speaks, but he is fortunate to be Buye's only listener, so she is also very clear about the things in the village, including who Buye's father is and everyone knows, but there is no evidence, and there is no ability to take revenge, so in addition to waiting, it is patience. Buye would tell her many things, most often about the caravans passing by from the oasis outside the village. He really wanted to go out and see the outside world, but the only remaining mother in the family was unwilling to leave the village where his father grew up, so Ku Ye had to stay with his mother in this painful place and wait for him to have enough strength, or someone with enough strength to appear.
After listening to Bu Ye, Qiu'er also knew how to get from the village to the oasis, and knew what time of the season there would be caravans passing by. Just now she saw that the direction indicated by Buye was an oasis, and she remembered that today happened to be the day when the caravan was passing by.
When Qiu'er arrived at the oasis following the route dictated by Bu Ye, she just saw that the caravan was leaving, and she hurriedly ran up to ask for help. The leading businessman is a wealthy businessman in the Central Plains, and he is still a good man, who has no children and no daughters in middle age, and is especially kind to girls, and I have to say that his luck is really good.
Since then, Qiu'er has lived with this businessman named Zhen Yan, she was recognized by him as his daughter, took back to Zhen's Mansion, and became the only little master of Zhen's Mansion.
After leaving Kacun, Qiu'er opened her mouth to speak, because there will never be a person in this world like her father who can hurt her to the bone even if she is stupid, so she must open her mouth to communicate with others, which is what her father taught her. Zhen Yan really treats her sincerely and loves her, although his literary and martial arts are not as good as his father, but his sincerity also makes him feel warm again, she cherishes her new home now, and she also enjoys the feeling of being spoiled by her family.
The Zhen family's business is very large, and sometimes Qiu'er will follow her father-in-law to look around, and she once went to Kyoto, the place where the Chu family flourished and declined. Beijing is indeed prosperous, but the chaos in the court is only ridiculous, everyone is fighting for their own reputation and interests, but they keep shouting benevolence, righteousness, goodness, the people of the world, loyalty and patriotism. If there is really such a noble one, then how can there be a situation where there is chaos up and down, and rotten inside and outside?
She also once saw a person with similar facial features to herself in the restaurant, holding a woman who was very similar to her "mother" in her hand, obviously laughing and drinking, but laughing was more painful than crying. What is this, is it a stand-in?
When she first came to Beijing, Qiu'er secretly inquired about his news, she remembered everything her father said, she just wanted to see what kind of life the person who gave birth to her lived, not to talk to him about the father-daughter relationship, because she would only have one father and one stepfather in her life. I heard that since his original wife died "violently" more than ten years ago, he has not remarried, and the women he has found over the years have many similarities, but no one can stay with him for a long time. However, none of this had anything to do with Qiu'er, and she hadn't shown her face in front of him until she left.
It's a pity that this kind of life didn't last long, Zhen Yan encountered an accident when he went to the desert to do business, and was gnawed by wolves to the point that his bones were not complete. Looking at the mutilated corpse under the white cloth, and looking at the crying and screaming "relatives" around her who were full of greed, Qiu'er felt angry for the first time. She just wants to have a home, she wants to be cared for and loved, why is it so difficult! Why should she ruin the happiness that others have won so hard?
As early as when she entered the Zhen Mansion, Qiu'er publicly stated that she would not inherit a penny of the Zhen Mansion in the future. These people were amiable to her in front of her father-in-law, and regarded her as their own, but now they finally showed their true colors, and they didn't even allow her to attend the funeral, and directly drove her out of the house, and even said to the outside world that she was a lone star, and it was she who killed the head of the family, causing Zhen Yan to die without a whole body.
It's the "Heavenly Evil Lone Star" again, everyone said this when she was kicked out of Kacun before, and now she heard it again when she was driven out of Zhen's mansion. Probably, she is really a bad star, otherwise why would she be unlucky if she is close to anyone? But everyone said so, if she didn't do something, she would be really sorry for the title they gave.
Daddy passed on all his life's learning to her before he died, how could his father's daughter fall into his reputation as a doctor of drugs?
I won't investigate why people who have been running in the desert for many years are suddenly surrounded by wolves, and even have no power to resist when there are so many masters around them, after all, it no longer makes any sense. Since everyone is so sad about the departure of their father-in-law, let's go and accompany him.
After everything was done, Qiu'er met Uncle Xie who hurried back outside Zhen's mansion, stopped him and took him elsewhere, took advantage of his unpreparedness to sprinkle a handful of drugs, and said when he was in a coma: "Now that Zhen's mansion is lively, Uncle Xie will only be bad if he goes." ”
She is not worried about what will happen to the Zhen family at all, her father-in-law decided to donate all the family property as early as when she announced that she would not inherit the Zhen Mansion, and let three local people with considerable prestige and status witness for him, the three of them supervise and restrain each other, and they will implement it immediately after Zhen Yan is a hundred years old, but it is ridiculous that those people are still fighting in-house and fighting non-stop for the property that does not belong to them, but they don't know that the existence of the father-in-law means the continuation of their glory. Thinking about it, now that the funeral of the stepfather has ended, and the property of the Zhen Mansion has been donated, as for those people, she is just slow/sex/poison, even if it is not as painful and desperate as the stepfather was torn alive and bitten, but it is enough for them to taste the taste of liver and intestines in the despair of their dreams shattered, so that they can see that all calculations are empty and end up with hatred.
When Uncle Xie woke up, he knew what was going on, so he only looked at her deeply, and walked out of the city without saying anything. Watching his figure gradually disappear into the rich grass and trees, Qiu'er smiled indifferently, laughing so hard that she couldn't stop crying, yes, what do others think of her and what does it have to do with her, she is really going back more and more, how can she rely on the friendship of her father-in-law when she was there and have expectations for Uncle Xie, where will there be a second father-in-law?
Maybe God has already destined him to live a lonely life, and he can't change it in any way.
One man didn't know where to go, so he stopped and went south. She remembered that her father had said that the master of the Yan Pavilion was from Jiangnan, and it was he who led the chase back then, so that her father could go to them and take them to the desert. In those years in the desert, my father always mentioned him, hoping that one day he could find the desert and the two would have a chance to get together again before he died.
After arriving in Jiangnan, he investigated and found out where the Yan family was, but when Qiu'er rushed there, he only saw the old man guarding the door and the deserted and silent Yan house, and he said that the head of the family had not come back for more than ten years.
It seems that that the man may have suffered an accident, but unfortunately he can't find him for his father.
Wandering aimlessly, wondering if this would be the place where Daddy had been back then. Just walking and watching, a woman will always encounter a lot of trouble on the road alone, and she has never encountered any great danger after so many years of relying on what her father taught her. It's just that wandering like this day after day, facing the ugly faces that look at her, Qiu'er feels tired, even more tired than walking in the endless desert.
Surrounded again, it was a group of bandits who were robbing houses in the mountains. She suddenly didn't want to continue to resist, maybe this kind of life without a goal, no purpose, no hope and no end should have ended long ago, she didn't understand what she had been struggling with alone for so many years, why she was living, and she couldn't help but understand the pain of "mother" in those years.
But if you want to end it, you should end it yourself, these people don't deserve it. Qiu'er took off the hairpin on her head, which was a gift from her father-in-law, and the only relic he left for himself. After a final look, Qiu'er thrust the hairpin into her heart, she knew how to kill, and even more so how to commit suicide.
Consciousness began to blur slowly, and suddenly there was a sound of horses' hooves in her ears, constantly moving closer from a distance, and then she heard the sound of swords fighting, and she was held in the arms of a bearded man, his eyes were dark and bright, and he was looking at her nervously at this time, and she could see herself inside, only herself.
When he was dying, he heard him ask her if she knew Yu Cheng Zirui and whether she had ever been to Jiangnan Yan's house, and after seeing her nodding, his eyes showed a deep distress, regret and regret.
I think he is the Yan family that my father is looking for.
It's just that what does he regret, the person who regrets it should be her, it turns out that in addition to his father and father-in-law, there are still people who feel sorry for her and care about her, and at this time he only has her in his eyes, and all his emotions are only because of her, this feeling is so good. Unfortunately, she was so confident in her own methods that even her father couldn't pull her back from the clutches of death.
When she closed her eyes, Qiu'er thought, if she knew this, she should start slowly, in that case, maybe she would start a different life.
In this life, I have left too many regrets, and it is a pity after all......