Shen Ci'an looked at me in a daze, his eyes were slightly red, and his voice trembled slightly, "Chuchu, thank you for your trust, I have no intention of harming you." ”

"In my heart, you are more important than me."

A hot and wet kiss landed on my lips, and I closed my eyes and enjoyed the sound of their hearts beating wildly at the moment.

We played in the amusement park for a long time and swept away all the negative emotions.

It was getting late, so we went to the night market together, enjoyed the beauty of the night, and walked home on foot, tired and tired.

"Shen Ci'an, why are you afraid of heights?" I blinked curiously.

Perhaps knowing the reason can help him overcome this suffering.

Shen Ci'an stared at me tightly for a long time before he slowly spoke, "A person who is very important to me jumped down in front of me, and it was from that time that my memory had a psychological shadow. ”

I hugged him comfortingly, "She must have a last resort, you don't need to blame yourself." ”

Shen Ci'an shook his head, "I single-handedly caused her death, and I can't help but repent of my actions." ”

There was a deep sadness in his tone, and he was broken more than ever at this moment.

I hugged him comfortingly and accompanied him through the sadness of the moment, "Shen Ci'an, don't be afraid, I will always be by your side." ”

Shen Ci'an hummed in a heavy nasal voice, holding my hand harder, and resting his head on my neck

Rubbing and rubbing into my earlobe.

"At the beginning of the year, no matter what the reason, don't leave me, don't think about suicide."

I laughed at his worries, "You don't know about me, I am the most desperate person, the great suffering has hit me and you are on top of it, how can you commit suicide." ”

I don't know if I was too concerned about Shen Ci'an's fear of heights, and I had that nightmare again at night.

But this time I became the bride who jumped off the building, and I shouted in my heart over and over again that I couldn't jump, but my body and behavior were completely out of my control.

Shen Ci'an stood in my former position, with an indifferent expression, calmly looking at me standing on the rooftop, without any trace of panic.

"Song Yingchu, is it interesting to do this? If you have one, jump down here, don't make a show of scaring people. ”

I was in a trance, he was not Shen Ci'an, my Shen Ci'an would not say such cold words, and he would not indifferently urge me to die.

I laughed out loud in despair, with a thick hatred in my voice, "Shen Ci'an, I hate you, I regret knowing you." ”

After saying that, he jumped and jumped from the tall building.

"Ahh I woke up suddenly, my clothes almost soaked with sweat, gasping for air, and my whole body was still in the afterglow of a nightmare.

Shen Ci'an was woken up by me, "Have a nightmare? ”

Reaching out to hold me in his arms, I knocked his hand away, and my voice trembled, "Don't touch me!" ”

"At the beginning, it's me." Shen Ci'an saw that my mood was not right, and he became more and more worried, and slowly approached me.

I gradually relaxed my vigilance and completely woke up, the whole person was encircled in Shen Ci'an's arms, he gently touched my head, and his gentle magnetic voice soothed my panic, "Chuchu, I'm not afraid it's just a nightmare." ”

Familiar questions, familiar gentleness, I hugged him and couldn't help crying, "Shen Ci'an, I dreamed that you didn't want me anymore, and let me die." ”

I cried too hard and choked on his shoulder.

Shen Ci'an's hand patting my back became more and more gentle, "At the beginning, it's just a nightmare, everything is fake." ”

I gradually recovered my mood and nodded, "I know, maybe I've been too tired lately." ”

Shen Ci'an hummed lightly, "It's still early, let's sleep for a while." ”

I simply took a shower, changed my clothes, and Shen Ci'an handed me a glass of water, "I added some soothing medicine to it, let's get a good night's sleep." ”

After I took it, I lay back on the bed, and Shen Ci'an hugged me from behind.

I don't know if it's my delusion, Shen Ci'an hugged me very hard, and I was a little out of breath.

"Shen Ci'an, can you let go, I'm a little uncomfortable." I was so strangled that I couldn't breathe.

Shen Ci'an was stunned, let go of his hand for a long time, kissed my neck, and muttered softly, but I didn't hear clearly.

"Sleep."

Leaving his shackles, sleepiness quickly set up, and I fell into a deep sleep again.

It should be a calming medicine, and I slept very well in the second half of the night.

When I woke up, Shen Ci'an had already gone to work, and I noticed the ashtray full of cigarette butts in the living room, and his brows were tightly locked, Shen Ci'an usually didn't smoke.

Calculated by the number of cigarette butts, there was almost no sleep in the second half of the night.

Because of last night's nightmare?

Or is it because of the fear of heights in the amusement park, I think of the old people and old things, and I can't sleep when I have something in my heart.

I opened the memo on my phone, planning to grab some medicine for him after work today, and at least get a good night's sleep before he can be in good health.

As soon as I arrived at the company, Liang Yu quietly approached my workstation, "I heard that when I got off work yesterday, the future boss lady checked the post, and Mr. Zhou almost did it to the boss for a woman." You left later than me after work, did you see what the girl Mr. Zhou was protecting looked like? ”

I shook my head, not wanting to talk about these topics, "It's work time now, isn't it good for Sister Liang Yu to talk about gossip at this time." ”

Liang Yu thought that I was afraid of Zhou Linyan, and handed me a reassuring look, "Mr. Zhou may not go to work today because of the big injury yesterday, so don't be stupid and only think about work." Talking about gossip during working hours, especially about the boss's gossip, is the greatest joy in life. ”

She shook my hand excitedly, "I left too early yesterday and missed this good show, you left late, you must have seen it, tell me what that girl looks like, I'm really curious." ”

It's human nature to eat melons, but I really don't have such a habit of eating my own melons.

When I raised my eyes, I saw Zhou Linyan with a calm face behind Liang Yu, and secretly kicked Liang Yu with his foot.

Liang Yu said so excitedly that he didn't pay attention to my prompt at all, "It's a pity in life to miss such a hot scene, I would have left later if I had known." ”

Zhou Linyan coughed lightly, "Assistant Liang thinks it's a pity, I'll give you a day off, go to the cinema by yourself, and have any kind of drama you want." Starting tomorrow, you leave work an hour later than anyone else. ”

Liang Yu was startled, and before he could say anything to explain, Zhou Linyan entered the office.

"Why didn't you tell me when Mr. Zhou came?" Liang Yu's tone was still a little blameful, "Gossip about the boss's melon at work, and was caught by the boss on the spot, what's the difference between this and in public." ”

I pointed to her feet, "I reminded you just now, but you didn't listen. ”

Liang Yu snorted and lay on the table, "It's worthy of Zhou Papi, this is to squeeze my rest time." When I have money, let him work for my wife. ”

I said lightly: "This dream is a bit big, but Sister Liang Yu, I believe in your strength." ”