Chapter 49: Paranoid and pathological Shen Ci'an
"But my guesses are correct, aren't they? Otherwise, what else would you have in your heart? "I said firmly, vowing to ask something out of his mouth today.
Zhou Linyan pointed to the indicator light in front of him, "There is no weakness of heart, red light." β
I lowered my face and said angrily: "Zhou Linyan, I don't want to fight with you haha, if you don't say it, I ......"
I can't think of a threat.
What is the danger of a terminally ill patient, I suddenly burst into tears.
"Zhou Linyan, you can't deceive people too much."
Zhou Linyan finally compromised and touched my head, "I didn't bully you, I just didn't want to hurt you." β
"But your protection makes me feel like a fool." I saw that he finally loosened and went with the flow.
Zhou Linyan hesitated for a moment, "I didn't want you to know, I didn't want you to be burdened, because I deserved everything." β
"What the hell is going on?" I asked.
This is what I desperately want to know now, and I want to know what Zhou Linyan's illness has to do with me.
Zhou Linyan sighed and said, "The car accident three years ago was something that no one expected. β
"I thought I wouldn't care, after all, three years ago, I thought it was a game, and I didn't have a heart for you, and the car accident, the news of your death haunted me like a ghost version."
"I don't know if it's because I've been infected with a human life, or if I've been in love with you for a long time, I can't get out." He smiled wryly, "Even now, I still haven't come out of the bad news on the spot. β
I wondered, "So you have cancer?" β
He shook his head, "It's not that fragile yet. β
"During that time, I was in a daze, I was distracted while driving, and there was a car accident, and it was at that time that the physical fitness caused by the car accident decreased sharply, coupled with the busy work, and the old problem of stomach disease, so it was the root of the disease."
"Originally, I wasn't seriously ill, and I didn't care about it at the time, I delayed it again and again, but I didn't expect it to develop like this."
"I just want to make up for my mistakes and make up for you before I die."
He said it easily, but my heart was unusually heavy.
Zhou Linyan saw my emotions and raised his hand to wipe my tears, "Chuchu, don't be sad, everything is providential, you don't need to blame yourself, my illness has nothing to do with you, but your car accident is related to me." β
I covered my face, my throat seemed to be blocked by something, and I couldn't say anything.
Three years ago, everyone was a victim, and everyone was slowly resentful.
I cried for a long time, and Zhou Linyan parked the car on the side of the road and waited for me.
"At the beginning, you really don't need to blame yourself, everything is self-inflicted."
I sniffled, "What role does Xue Hongsheng play in this game?" β
Zhou Linyan thought for a moment, "Bystander." β
He is the most ruthless watchman, watching me struggle in the bureau, watching Zhou Linyan and Su Qingke being attacked in his own bureau.
Or he is the one who does the game, hiding the knife from everyone and falling into his trap.
Zhou Linyan gave me a day off and asked me to adjust well, but the police station was delayed for some time and couldn't do any work.
"Zhou Linyan, even though I know the truth, I still hate you." Before leaving, I said firmly.
Although I knew that Zhou Linyan and Su Qingke had also been punished by God, their current calamity had nothing to do with me, but my difficulties and sufferings were because of them.
I was surprised that she was honest with her today, and she was really a little excessive, could it really be because of a marriage.
But what she said does make sense, be careful to sail the ship of ten thousand years, not to mention reducing the pressure on Shen Ci'an, at least it should not add weight to the burden on him.
It turned out that in the corner where I couldn't see, Shen Ci'an had already borne so many difficulties.
"Thank you." I sincerely thank you, "and I wish you a happy wedding." β
Lin Qingxuan shrugged with a wry smile, "Whether the newlywed is happy or not is a matter of a week, but I'm not happy at all now." β
I looked embarrassed, my mind racing, and I wanted to say something that was appropriate.
"Okay, tease you." Lin Qingxuan pursed her lips and smiled, got up and was about to leave, when she suddenly turned to look at me, "Song Yingchu, from the perspective of a friend, I would like to persuade you again, the tragedy of three years ago has happened, stop worrying about it, be kind to Zhou Linyan." β
"I know, because he's terminally ill now." I subconsciously replied, I really can't figure out the matter of Zhou Lin's terminal illness now.
Countless people told me that Zhou Linyan's life was not long enough, so I stopped sneering at him, and at the same time, there were countless evidences telling me that Zhou Linyan was an extremely ordinary stomach disease, so there was no need to make a fuss.
From a rational point of view, what does it matter if Zhou Linyan is sick or not, between his father's car accident three years ago and his emotional deception, I should wish he died early.
Reason is too cold, and feelings are sensual things from beginning to end.
I don't understand what I'm thinking in my heart, I actually sometimes don't want Zhou Lin to die.
Lin Qingxuan said, "Sometimes what your eyes see is not necessarily true, but what they want you to see, want to know the truth of the matter, then close your eyes and feel it with your heart." β
I was amused by her old-fashioned look, "Got it." β
Looking at her departing back, I sighed softly, "No matter what, let's wish you happiness." β
What shocked me the most was that he didn't help Qin Qing cover up, he was completely standing on an objective attitude.
There is another person I never thought of - Xue Hongsheng.
It turned out that I had already met him three years ago, and he stood in Su Qingke's accomplice group, watching everything happen with a cold eye.
And the car accident was also brought up by him, he just thought it was fun and wanted to try it, but he just unconsciously put forward an idea, but he didn't expect it to be heard by Su Qingke, and then it was adopted and implemented by Qin Qing.
The game of rich children will never stay in the virtual world, they prefer to control and play with other people's lives, watching the prey walk into the trap they have designed a long time ago, watching the prey struggle, but still can't get rid of the shackles, and finally die in their hands, and their hands are still clean.
That's their greatest pleasure.
She nodded, "But I don't like him, you know?" Every time I think about spending my whole life with someone who has no feelings, I feel incredibly sick. β
Yes, it still goes around to the clichΓ© issue, and it is Shen Ci'an again.
"But the person you like doesn't like you either, empathy, and letting him marry a girl he doesn't like is also a torment." I can only use this method to stop her next words.
"That's what a wealthy marriage looks like." Lin Qingxuan explained with a smile, "And I will be an adult next Friday, and when I reach the legal age, I will settle down early." β