Xue Hongsheng had already left, but his words sounded in my ears over and over again like a spell, sucking all my mental strength.

I staggered out of this strange place, crying out of despair over and over again.

"Song Yingchu, do you know that there is a word called brainwashing now? You have been washed completely under the subtle influence of Shen Ci'an. The devilish voice restrained me again, "You believe in Shen Ci'an unconditionally, believe in his love unconditionally, you have betrayed yourself three years ago, and you have betrayed yourself in your previous life." ”

When Shen Ci'an found me, he held me in his arms violently, and his trembling heartbeat beat violently, "Chu Chu, you really scared me to death." ”

I pushed his hand away with a cold face and said in an extremely flat voice, "Shen Ci'an, I'm having that nightmare again." ”

Shen Ci'an was keenly noticing my abnormality, and his fingertips trembled slightly, "Chu Chu, don't be afraid, it's just a nightmare, dreams are all the opposite, everything in the dream will not happen." ”

"Really?" I sneered and asked, "Shen Ci'an, in fact, I've always wanted to ask you, my nightmare, why are you more scared than me?" ”

"Is it because it foresaw your plot?"

I raised the corners of my mouth sarcastically, "Or is it because you know something?" What is your past? "

Yes, past lives.

She didn't expect such a mysterious thing in the world to appear by her side.

Shen Ci'an was reborn, with the memories of his previous life, and once again appeared in my life, packaging himself well, and letting me fall into his trap little by little.

There is a saying that is true, when a perfect fit for you appears in your life, it is not salvation, it is your doom.

Shen Ci'an is my doom.

Shen Ci'an was stunned, he frowned, his face was pale and panicked, "Chu Chu, no." I never thought there would be such a thing. He reached out and grabbed my cold wrist, "Chuchu, trust me. "

"That's not the case, you tell me." I forcefully withdrew my hand and glared at him angrily, "Is it because you have experienced something similar in your previous life?" "

"Hatsuchu, you don't want that, you know? I've been through those things in my past life. His voice was heavy and full of storytelling, "Now that you know, I won't hide it from you anymore." ”

He smiled bitterly, "Chu Chu, do you know how long I've been waiting for this day? I was afraid of this day, but I also hoped that it would happen sooner rather than later, and I could get rid of the guilt and suffocation in my heart. His face was pale and his tone was pathetic, "Those days were as long as a century for me, and every minute and every second was a torment for me. At the beginning, I couldn't run away anymore. "

I looked at him in a daze, my head a little dizzy. I couldn't believe it, but the feeling of unease and fear in my heart was gradually spreading.

He spoke slowly, "You're right, it's not a nightmare, it's our past life, it's me who killed you." ”

I muttered, "So I really died at your hands." ”

Shen Ci'an hummed with difficulty, "In my previous life, we met at a banquet, I heard your rumors before the banquet, and my first impression of you was disdain and disgust. ”

His mother just couldn't stand the intervention of a third party and committed suicide.

"And at that time, the name of your third party, under the rendering of Qin Qing and Su Qingke, had already resounded in the aristocratic circle." He suppressed the emotions in his heart and continued: "Do you believe in love at first sight? The contrast between the excitement of love at first sight and the sense of knowing your reputation made me extremely conflicted. ”

"So, I have a crazy idea in my heart, I can also make a game to make you deeply affectionate towards me, and when you fall into this relationship, I will abandon you again, but it's just a game, I'm the leader of the game, and I can get out at any time."

"I approached you on my own initiative and told you that I believed in you and didn't mind your past. During that time, you just quarreled with Zhou Linyan, sad for the reputation of this mistress, when you were the most vulnerable, I successfully entered your world, you really got your wish, little by little into the trap I had already designed, under my gentle care, only three months, you have to me. ”

He paused, "At our wedding, you were humiliated by me, you jumped off the building, and you died at my carefully planned wedding. ”

Shen Ci'an hid his face and cried, "I didn't want you to die, I really thought you were just joking with anger, but you lived and died in front of me." ”

I sighed in my heart, and sure enough, what she thought of as salvation was an elaborate trap that I couldn't escape.

I stood there, dazed, as if the whole world was crumbling around me. Shen Ci'an's tears fell to the ground, clearly marking traces of sadness. I looked at him, at the man I once thought was my salvation, but now became the greatest tragedy of my life.

"At the beginning, I was wrong, I shouldn't have chosen this path." Shen Ci'an's voice was filled with endless remorse and pain, "I shouldn't have let you die, I shouldn't have let you be hurt. ”

I felt the pain in my heart grow stronger and stronger, as if there were thousands of needles piercing my heart. I closed my eyes and tried to control my emotions, but to no avail. I took a few deep breaths, finally suppressing the anger in my heart.

"Shen Ci'an, do you know?" I spoke slowly, with a hint of weakness in my voice, "I used to give everything for you, and I used to treat you as my everything. But now, I feel nothing but a deep sense of despair. ”

Shen Ci'an raised his head, his eyes were full of endless repentance, "At the beginning, I am willing to bear all the consequences, and I am willing to use everything I have to make up for the mistakes I have made. ”

I looked at him, and the inner contradictions and struggles made it impossible for me to easily accept his apology. I know that all this is irretrievable, and it cannot be changed. The pain in my heart cannot be expressed in words, only I can truly appreciate the heart-rending pain.

"Shen Ci'an, I don't know how I should face all this." My voice trembled, tears streaming down my face, "I don't know if I can trust you anymore, I don't know if I can love you anymore." ”

Shen Ci'an held my hand tightly, his eyes were full of determination and firmness, "At the beginning, I will use my life to prove it to you, and I will use my actions to make up for the mistakes I have made." No matter what happens, no matter what the future holds, I will be by your side, guarding you and caring for you. ”

I silently listened to his vows, feeling his sincerity and remorse. Perhaps, all this is the arrangement of fate, and I can't escape it, and I can't choose. I know that no matter what happens in the future, I will be involved with Shen Ci'an and cannot be separated.

It is an inescapable fate, an end destined to face. I closed my eyes and prayed silently, hoping that there would be no more pain and hurt like that on the road ahead, and that we could face it together, bear it together, and move towards a bright future together.