"Why are you here, why are you in my life, why are you here to provoke me."

She met my eyes and said very seriously: "Because I like you, love you, and want to make up for the regrets of my previous life and protect you again." ”

I sneered: "Shen Ci'an, do you believe what you say?" ”

Love me to the bone? It was clear that it had pulled me into the abyss again and made my life a mess.

"Chuchu, believe me, don't doubt my love for you." He said humbly, reaching out to me to touch me, but I avoided it in disgust.

He withdrew his hand, his eyes full of hurt, "I buried your body with my own hands, how I hope that you are the same as before, just fake your death, in another corner of the world, and live happily, but I know that you are dead, I killed you with my own hands." ”

"I was seriously ill, and then I discovered my love for you, which has been covered by the filter of your third party, and I really learned the truth of three years ago, and understood your distress and helplessness at that time."

"Chuchu, you know what? Rebirth is the biggest regret medicine in the world, I poured all my financial and material resources into the development of an impossible regret medicine, hard work pays off, a full twenty years, I was reborn, back to the time when you faked your death to hide Zhou Linyan, I should make up my mind to make up for my regrets and protect you in this life. ”

"At the beginning, don't doubt my love." He was born again again.

I laughed coldly in my heart, my life was a game in their eyes, and how could I believe that he was here to save me and make up for my regrets, instead of pushing me into the abyss again.

"Don't you think it's hypocritical to say that? Shen Ci'an, I really admire you, in your eyes, I am a puppet doll at your kneading, you can do whatever you want, what I feel, what my life is, it is all your word. "

"At the beginning, I didn't allow you to think of me like that." Shen Ci'an roared in pain, "I know I've done something wrong, but I really already know that I'm wrong, Chu Chu, give me a chance to make amends." "

I looked at him, "Make it up?" Do you remember how I left? "

His face was pale, his lips trembled, and his eyes were red: "Chuchu, at that moment, I really want to die with you." If you can, please don't refuse my begging and let me continue to be by your side. "

I closed my eyes, and my heart was like a knife.

I'm so tired! I never believe in the so-called fate, the so-called past and present lives. If I hadn't met Shen Ci'an in my previous life, I wouldn't have experienced such a painful experience.

"Shen Ci'an, I don't have any feelings for you anymore, and I don't need you to protect me. Please don't appear in my sight again, otherwise, don't blame me for being ruthless. I said through gritted teeth.

He was stunned, looked at me in disbelief, and his voice choked: "Chuchu, you...... Do you really refuse to forgive me? "

I sneered, "I'm already disappointed in you, how can I forgive." "

My attitude completely angered Shen Ci'an, and he said word by word: "Chuchu, you promised me that you would never leave me for the rest of your life." ”

"Shen Ci'an, what are you going to do?" I exclaimed, "Let me go!" ”

He held my shoulders tightly, and his eyes were full of madness: "At the beginning, I don't care what you have become, you are still the person I love the most." "

When he finished speaking, he pushed me down on the bed.

His hand was outside my clothes, caressing every inch of my body, and a picture popped into my mind. The scene of Shen Ci'an wreaking havoc on me made me tremble.

"At the beginning, I'll be gentle."

His words shook my body, and when he was gentle, he was always so gentle, but this gentleness was highly poisonous, and I was really worried that he would tear me apart in the next second.

"Shen Ci'an, stop it, don't do this."

Shen Ci'an seemed to have lost his mind, and he couldn't listen to my persuasion at all, and his kiss slowly slid down his neck and landed on his collarbone.

I couldn't break free of his shackles, and I didn't want to have a relationship with him, and every time he invaded, it made me sick, as if it had devoured all my essence and made me sore.

"Shen Ci'an, I don't want it, stop it." My voice was crying, "Shen Ci'an, please, let me go, please." "

"At the beginning, I really love you." Shen Ci'an whispered softly in my ear, and the warm breath spilled down, making my skin tingle. His fingers circled my chest, and I couldn't help but moan as my body became hot.

"No, Chuchu, don't reject me, I know it's wrong, don't reject me, I'll love you for the rest of my life."

"You go, you go away!"

My tears dripped down my cheeks, and he kissed the tears on my cheeks, and said in a hoarse voice: "Chuchu, don't reject me, please." "

"I don't want it! Don't! "

I shook my head desperately, desperately resisting him, but I couldn't resist his domineering, and he finally entered my body, and a huge pain spread through my limbs.

"Chu Chu, Chu Chu ......" he whispered in my ear, "Chu Chu, I know you hurt a lot, I hurt too, but, this is the ...... I owe you"

"I don't want it, I don't want it." I writhed desperately, "Please, let me go, let me go!" "

Shen Ci'an hugged my body tightly, and said in a hoarse voice: "Chuchu, I knew that all this was caused by me, but ...... I really know it's wrong, please forgive me, okay? "

"Shen Ci'an, I hate you, you let go of me, let go of me!" I cried out to break free from his confinement, "I will never forgive you, I hate you and will never forgive you!" "

I got up, and in a panic, I hit the leg of the coffee table, and my forehead immediately swollen, and the blood instantly spread.

Shen Ci'an's eyes widened in surprise, with disbelief in his eyes.

"You go away, go away!" I screamed and rushed out of the room.

The moment the door closed, two lines of tears slipped from the corners of Shen Ci'an's eyes.

I stumbled to my room, threw myself on the bed, clutched my head in pain, tears streaming down my fingers, my world crumbling apart, and there was only endless darkness and fear that enveloped all my hopes and buried my future.

Why, I fell in love with Shen Ci'an, but I was destined to carry heavy shackles and be trapped in that marriage for the rest of my life.

I hate, I hate!

Why did I fall in love with a devil, a man who killed my whole family and robbed me of my happiness?

I hate it!

I hate why I didn't recognize his face earlier, and I hate why I married him back then!

But who can I blame?

blame Shen Ci'an for being too good, blame himself for being too stupid, blame himself for falling in love with a man he shouldn't love, blame himself for not discovering this hidden danger earlier, so this tragedy happened.

"I hate, I hate it so much, I hate why I fell in love with a demon like Shen Ci'an! I hate, I hate why I didn't notice all of this earlier! "

I cried hysterically and slammed my pillow against the window, tears pouring out of my eyes and wetting the sheets.