Chapter 58: The Beginning of a Turning Point
It was like a drop of water falling into the sea, and with a "ding" sound, the heart of the wind groaning completely melted.
It turned out that behind what he didn't know, Uncle did this for himself.
It turned out that he really never wanted to hurt himself. Even if he really deceived himself.
For a while, there were mixed feelings in the heart, and the moving and sourness rushed to the brain almost at the same time, and even Feng Yin himself couldn't tell which emotion occupied more positions. The whole heart is too hot and dry, and a large ball of qi suddenly appears and is stuck in the chest, and I can't go up or down, and I'm about to suffocate the wind and go crazy!
Feng Yin's nose was sour under the strong impact, and two lines of hot tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.
If she was awake, she wanted to cry loudly, she wanted to run to her uncle and hug him immediately, and she wanted to vent all her emotions in his arms. But at this moment, she tried all her strength to break through the confinement, even if her heart was about to swell and burst, but except for the trembling eyelashes, any other part of her body still couldn't move.
The big bird on the pillow felt the warmth of the tears at his feet, blinked and turned his head, his dark pupils fixed on the droplet. After standing there for a moment, it tentatively stretched out its tongue and swept it towards the face of the wind moan, the tip of its tongue slid slightly, and the teardrops disappeared in the slightly itchy contact.
Feng Yin's emotions were on the verge of collapse, and tears were still slowly overflowing from the corners of his closed eyes.
The big bird had carefully retracted its body, but the hot temperature always attracted it. Its dark pupils watched the wind whisper's face, and when it saw that she had not moved, it shook its body again, and carefully opened its mouth to swallow all the teardrops.
When Master Wuyan saw Wu Jifeng's rare expression of relaxation and pleasure, he suddenly felt a little distressed, and his heart was very tight.
He hadn't looked like this since he had this child.
"In the past few years, you have been caught between the general and the girl, it's not easy. ”
Wu Jifeng softened his smile, glanced at the Silent Master, and then at the quiet and peaceful wind not far away, and slowly shook his head: "I don't think so." ”
But is it easy for him? Wu Jifeng asked himself, and he couldn't say yes against his will.
In the past few years, I have been like an eagle guarding my young chicks, protecting Feng Yin under me, and always guarding against all possible injuries, especially my eldest brother and sister-in-law.
The deeper my feelings for Feng Yin, the more afraid she is of knowing everything in the past, so every time I face her, I am terrified, and every time I deceive her, I feel even more remorseful.
I had even thought more than once, if I hadn't killed Jiu Lieli back then, if there was no deep feud between their uncle and nephew across this sea of blood, wouldn't I have to be so careful?
But after thinking about it later, I also understood that if I hadn't killed Jiu Lieli, it would have been impossible to meet Feng Yin, it would have been impossible to bring her back, and it would have been impossible to raise and take care of her like now, so I couldn't regret it, let alone regret it.
In addition to these, I have thought a lot. But the only thing I didn't think about was what I would be like now if I hadn't brought her back then.
From the moment he decided to keep her by his side, he had already regarded her as his own daughter, even if there was no worldly name between the two. But who would have the evil idea of leaving his daughter behind as a father? Therefore, even if he dies, he will not move this thought.
Of course it's not easy, but as long as she's here, as long as she's good, as long as she's alive and well by her side, then it's all worth it.
So I'm not having an easy time? Of course I don't think so.
Thinking of this, Wu Jifeng's eyes softened even more, sat down, and put his right hand lazily on the table to support his forehead, "As long as she is usually happy, I have nothing to be uncomfortable with." ”
"Uncle!"
A heart seemed to have been punched hard, accompanied by pain and bitterness, and the wind screamed, but it couldn't make a sound.
It turns out that you have never been an ally of father and mother.
It turns out that it was never just me who was wronged.
Why did I really doubt him for a moment, why did I really believe that he would hurt me for a moment? But now, all those doubts turned into double remorse, and they slammed on the heart, and it was difficult to breathe.
I really want to run to him immediately, I really want to tell him that I'm really sorry, for the burden I have given him over the years, and even more because of my suspicions about him these days.
But the wind could not move, nor could it speak. I can only use the tears in the corners of my eyes to tell the thousands of apologies in my heart.
The Wordless Master withdrew his gaze from Wu Jifeng's face and shook his head with a smile.
You, no matter how tired you are, you won't admit it, even in front of me. In fact, you are just a mortal of flesh and blood, so why should you be so strong.
Looking up at the wind and following his gaze, the distress has just faded, and compassion is born again.
Finally, he couldn't bear to look at the child's immature side face anymore, and the wordless master slowly lowered his head and sighed: "Actually, the two of you, which one of you is really comfortable, but both of you are strong, and neither of you will show the wounds." ”
Wu Jifeng was stunned at first, and then lowered his head.
Fingers tapped on the table with a crisp sound, and Wu Jifeng laughed again: "How can we two laymen be as pure and comfortable as a master." People in this mortal world will inevitably have times when things don't go their way, and even if it's over, why worry about it and feel sorry for yourself. ”
The Wordless Master glared at him, shook his head and sighed. With such a stubborn temperament, it really won't change at any time.
"Good! Yes, he is worthy of being an uncle and nephew, and he is really a man of the same temperament. ”
"This is natural," Wu Jifeng smiled proudly and shot back idly, "Where is just temperament, my strengths, Feng Yin will learn them all, you just have to wait and see." ”
The Wordless Master looked at him, and then at the wind groaning in the distance, and finally couldn't help frowning.
After a long time, he spoke: "I'm afraid, I can't wait for that day!"
The voice was calm and silent, like a vicious curse, and the words were poignant, piercing people's hearts.
Wu Jifeng's face instantly turned cold, his eyes became cold, his fists clenched, and his back straightened.
Master Speechless's face did not change, and he met his gaze directly, "Don't forget, it's your own decision to send her away." ”
Wu Jifeng's thick aura armor was shattered by this sentence, his eyes instantly drifted, and his tense shoulders collapsed softly after a sudden "buzz" in his head.
yes, I asked her to leave.
She will not be by her side in the future.
In the future, there will only be one person by her side to rely on her and accompany her to old age.
That person will become the closest person in her life, and will build a nest for her to shelter from the wind and rain.
That person can be Wen Shuo or someone else, but it can't be himself.
When he really thought of this, Wu Jifeng's heart burst into a sharp pain, which was reluctant, uneasy, and even more painful.
His own wind groaning is finally leaving, going to another home. But as a relative, even if he is reluctant, there is no legitimate reason to stop it in this matter, because this is the case in the world, and the marriage of a female chief is an eternal law since the beginning of the world, and no one can change it.
This is probably the greatest sorrow for people's loved ones.
But his own wind is obviously not yet at the age when he has to go, and he can stay with her for a while, but he has to send her away and push her away.
And this is my own unique sorrow.
Wu Jifeng closed his eyes tightly, smiled bitterly, and his voice was low, full of reluctance and exhaustion, "Yes, it turned out that I asked her to leave." ”
There was a muffled "bang", and the wind felt as if he had been shattered by something.
The dull ache was mild at first, but the next moment it suddenly erupted, rushing through all the internal organs and rushing to the top of the head, and the pain was so painful that it was difficult to breathe.
Feng Yin's whole body twitched rapidly under the extreme pain, as if he had suddenly fallen from the cliff of Wanzhang Mountain, and his eyes opened with one small hand.
The big bird was very close to the wind and roaring, but when he was startled by her sudden movement, he spread his wings and flew out. The outstretched wings touched the rolled up curtain, and the white light veil shook slowly, unfalling, covering the whole face of the wind groaning.
The wind woke up, and the tears flowed silently all over the face.
But she didn't move, didn't make a sound, and hid herself quietly behind the curtain.
At this moment, her heart was full of devotion, and there was only one thought.
Uncle, he's going to drive me away. Uncle him, don't want me anymore.
But why? I held back all my doubts and didn't open my mouth, and I gave up all my grudges. Nothing has happened, nothing has changed, why does Uncle still drive himself away? What reason is there to drive himself away?
Suddenly, the heart "dong dong" beat wildly, and the wordless master's awkward Zen words jumped out at the right time.
He said that the clarity of the brain mainly lies in thinking and remembering, thinking in the present, and remembering in the past.
He also said, but I can't help you confirm what the girl thinks or how much she remembers.
But what the girl thinks and how much she remembers, I can't help you confirm it!
It turns out that this is the case.
It turned out that even if he didn't say it, Uncle still knew.
I couldn't tell what kind of emotion I was feeling at the moment, Feng Yin only felt that his whole body was trembling, and then his whole body was weak.
She bit her lower lip tightly to restrain the urge to cry out loud, and clearly realized: Uncle He, decided not to be himself, because he knew that he remembered the past.
It turned out that even if he didn't mind his past identity, he still couldn't accept that he remembered everything in the past.
It turns out that just a past can determine your future.