Chapter 59: Secret Talks
The Silent Master withdrew his gaze, closed his eyes and sighed heavily, feeling a little uncomfortable in his heart.
Although he said that he wanted to send the girl away, where would he really give it up in his heart.
Opening his eyes and looking at the bed, the wordless master looked at Feng Yin, thought silently for a long time before turning his face to Wu Jifeng, and persuaded slowly: "After all, the girl is still young, and she has not yet passed the age of time, if you are really reluctant, it is not impossible to stay for another two years." ”
When Feng Yin heard this, his heart trembled slightly, and he couldn't help but have a glimmer of hope rising again, wanting to hold on tightly.
The wordless master advises, and the uncle may be able to listen. Don't care about being sad, Feng Yin gritted his teeth tightly and held his breath, pricked up his ears and carefully waited for the uncle's reply, waiting for the opportunity that seemed to be slim.
Wu Jifeng opened his eyes, and let out a long sigh of relief as if he was very tired, and his voice was soft as if muttering: "But now she can no longer stay in the General's Mansion." ”
"I know", the wordless master sighed and persuaded again, "What you scruple about is that the girl remembers the past, but after all, she didn't make it clear to you, maybe she can't bear to worry about you, and maybe she doesn't remember anything at all, so it's all up to you to let her go or stay." ”
Speaking of this, the speechless master paused, smoothed the folds of the robe around his waist, and observed Wu Jifeng's expression before he said: "If you really can't feel at ease, I'll help you take care of it, why do you have to do this." ”
Wu Jifeng raised his eyes, looking at the speechless master with some doubts and shock.
Master Wuyan turned his face away, staggered his gaze, raised his shoulders and sat up straight, glanced at Feng Yin not far away and hurriedly retracted his gaze, sank his face and said: "There is not only one kind of medicine in the world that can destroy people's memories, as long as you need it, I can also make the girl forget everything, and then turn back to the wind Yin four years ago." That way, you'll be able to rest assured. ”
Although the words of the wordless master are still smooth, there is a bit of weakness and unbearability in the slightly low voice.
Wu Jifeng's eyebrows were slightly raised, and his thoughts were churning in his dark eyes, as if he was looking at the wordless master, but he didn't seem to be looking at him, just sitting so blankly and not speaking.
For a while, the room was silent and empty.
Feng Yin's body stiffened suddenly, and he even paused for breath for a long time. Then in this silent gap, I heard my heart pounding in my chest like a drum, and my chest hurt when I hit the ground, but the pain spread from the blood to the top of her head, and her whole head exploded.
But the wind groaned but did not dare to move, and did not dare to cry. Take a deep breath and grit your teeth to hold back.
Maybe it's because he's endured it too long, or maybe it's too hard, Feng Yin slowly felt a burst of suffocation in his chest, and his brain began to feel groggy, even if he was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, he still felt the world spinning and dizzy.
Uncle, it turns out that only in this way can you feel at ease.
Master of Speechless, you are going to do the same to me as they do.
So what will I become? Will I become a fool who doesn't understand anything, a fool who is manipulated, fooled, and disliked like four years ago?
Is this the only way to stay?
The Wordless Master kept staring at Wu Jifeng, his expression solemn and determined.
Seeing that Wu Jifeng never spoke, he said again: "You have already raised her once, so you can naturally raise her a second time." ”
Wu Jifeng's eyes finally had focus, and he lowered his head deeply in pain, unable to ask himself, "If I treat her like this, will she be willing?"
The Wordless Master pursed his lips and said nothing, just a long sigh.
But when he turned his face to look at Feng Yin, the compassion on his face surfaced again, and his tone softened: "Although you trust him, he is still young after all, so I can't rest assured that I entrusted the girl to him like this." ”
Wu Jifeng raised his face, looked at Feng Yin with pity, frowned deeply, and said, "Not only you, but even I myself can't be completely assured." ”
Who is he?
Feng Yin couldn't help but want to laugh, "he" would be the one who sent him away, and where would he be sent?
But if you are not at ease, why don't you want me?
Feng Yin wanted to ask, uncle, why can't you pretend that you don't know anything? as long as you pretend that you don't know anything, we can live as before and not change anything, isn't it?
Why, exactly?
"Since you yourself are not at ease, then let's leave it, he is a bitter child, why should you implicate him again. ”
"I know that you are for Feng Yin, but also for me," Wu Jifeng raised his full body and looked at Master Wuyan, barely held up a smile, and said, "But even if I can rest assured, my eldest brother and sister-in-law will never feel at ease, and Mr. Ji will not stand idly by. ”
"That medicine ......"
Master Wuyan's expression changed, his face sank, and he sighed, "Is that all there is to it?"
"And ......", Wu Jifeng's eyes were cold, and the extremely fast black shadow of that night suddenly flashed in his mind, his heart fell suddenly, his thoughts instantly sobered up, and his originally slightly wavering mind was also re-strengthened under this clear.
Raising his hand to hold the table, Wu Jifeng's back stiffened again, and his voice was low but extremely firm: "No matter what, I always have to protect the safety of my eldest brother, sister-in-law and children, after all, they have been suffering for so many years." ”
Master Speechless sighed helplessly and said, "They are also miserable people. ”
But it seemed that he was still unwilling, he still turned his head to look at Wu Jifeng's eyes and asked, "But you have raised girls for so many years, do you really think she will harm them?"
Wu Jifeng remembered Jiu Lieli's ferocious blood-colored eyes, and the moment he closed his eyes, he seemed to see the black shadow standing behind him, the same tall body, and the same body surrounded by full of anger.
The wind doesn't, but they do.
Wu Jifeng's hatred suddenly gushed out from the bottom of his heart, the blue tendons on his face burst out, and he suddenly opened his eyes to reveal the deep coldness in his dark eyes.
"She won't. But others will, let her continue to stay in the house, no one can be safe. ”
Master Speechless opened his mouth wide in surprise at his hideous appearance, and then his brows locked deeply.
It seems that things must not be as simple as they appear to be.
His appearance is no longer normal, but I'm afraid it's a very important matter, so he didn't even reveal himself.
But what happened to make him guard like this?
Master Silent looked at Feng Yin again, but the little body lying on the bed was no different from usual, but in this dimmer and dimmer light, it was thinner and more distressing than before.
I really couldn't see anything, and the Speechless Master stopped talking, and could only close his eyes to cover his eyes full of compassion.
After a while, he sighed again: "That's it, that's it, it's a bad fate, so why force it to stay." ”
Wu Jifeng came back to his senses when he heard this, his head lowered slightly, and when he raised it again, his eyes were full of sourness, he cheered up, turned his head with a smile and said to the wordless master, "He is sincere, and he happened to mention it at this time, and it is fate to think about it, why don't I push the boat with the water." ”
Master Speechless nodded, and sighed helplessly, "Since you have already decided, I will naturally help you well." But it seemed that he was a little uneasy after all, and after a pause, he said, "I just hope that the Buddha will bless me and everything will be safe and stable." ”
"Yes," Wu Jifeng lowered his shoulders as lazily as if he was tired, leaned back on the back of the chair, raised his head and closed his eyes, and replied, "It would be best if everything could be safe." ”
Master Wuyan went to look at Wu Jifeng again, wanting to see his expression, and even more wanting to see something from his face, after all, he always had too many questions about today's affairs and about Feng Yin.
It's just that at this time, the sun is setting, and the dim yellow sunset afterglow pours into the room through the window paper, and it is all sprinkled on Wu Jifeng's body impartially, and the wordless master only sees a large piece of yellow and clear light jumping bright points of light, and Wu Jifeng's face is hidden in this point of light, covering all expressions.
The sunlight was supposed to be warm, but it was almost dark when the sun sank in the west, and the original transparency was dyed dim, and no matter how bright it was, it was desolate.
Master Wuyan inexplicably felt that Jifeng should be tired, and he was physically and mentally exhausted.
No one spoke again, but time slipped away in the twilight moving westward.
When the Silent Master withdrew his gaze, the dusk was already darker, darker, and crept closer to him, almost covering the fingers he had placed on the table. He hurriedly withdrew his hand, terrified that the light would fall on him. At this moment, in this room, light has become the most terrifying weapon, which will illuminate the haze in people's hearts.
The Silent Master closed his eyes tightly and let out a long breath.
Opening his eyes and suppressing the thoughts in his heart, he stood up quietly and took a step out, glanced at the faint white smoke burning on the windowsill, turned around and bowed his head to Wu Jifeng and said, "After sitting for so long, I see that you are lazy, why don't you go to my place to bake the fire." ”
Wu Jifeng opened his eyes lazily, turned his head to look at the sky outside the window, turned his head again, his eyes turned to Feng Yin, and said in a low voice: "You go first, I'll stay for a while." ”
The Wordless Master nodded, okay. I'm afraid that there will be no such opportunity to get along quietly in the future, and it is good that you and the girl can stay a little longer, and when you look back sadly in the future, there are always some memories that can soothe the pain.
Master Silent glanced at the two of them again, then turned and walked out of the house.
Reaching for the small incense burner on the windowsill, he opened the door and stepped out gently.
It was just that the moment the door opened, a small stream of cold wind rushed past the master's ears and flew straight out of the door. Before the Wordless Master could notice, the strong cold wind outside the house rushed to him, he shivered, closed the wooden door, glanced at the increasingly dark sky and said, "This winter day, after all, is still cold." ”
Outside the monastery, a large snow-white bird stopped on the branch of the tall banyan tree with a coo, looked around the monastery, then turned its wings and flew into the distance, and the moment it left the branch, it disappeared, leaving only a cold wind to tremble the thin dead branches.