I didn't show any emotion in those days, as if I didn't care about this person at all, I could always see Cheng Luoxue smug smile, that look like he was laughing at Cheng Luoxun, look!

The little book next to me made me a cup of tea that day, and I watched the folds and began to deal with things.

It's the same with her or not, I cracked my mouth and laughed, as if I was laughing at Cheng Luoxun, look, she doesn't matter.

Laughing and laughing, my tears flowed, I am not also a crying person, but at this time I am like a child who has lost his favorite toy.

Xiao Shuzi has already discovered my problem, I don't seem to be affected in any way, but I always look at the vacant seats around me in a daze, and write down Cheng Luoxun's name.

I heard that when people are sad to the extreme, they don't feel anything, but over time, they will have pain all day and all night, and this suffocating pain cannot disappear over time.

I cried and laughed and laughed and cried, I don't know why I was crying, but it was like a sudden explosion in my heart, and all the emotions came out.

Turned into tears, and kept flowing.

I still smell of her in my room, but it's starting to dissipate.

I remember that when I was reviewing the recitals, she would always be quietly beside me to polish my ink.

But today, it's empty.

I don't know what's wrong with me, I still hate Cheng Luoxun, I think her love is humble and undignified, and she is always bullied by others.

But I remember every subtle expression of her, but most of them were her tears, and I knew I wouldn't do anything to her, but I really didn't want her to die.

My heart throbbed, I didn't feel like this when Cheng Luoxue got married.

I was still the same as usual during the day, but I couldn't sleep all night at night, I was afraid that I would dream of Cheng Luoxun crying, and I didn't want her to cry.

I can only remember what happened between me and her, but I always burst into tears.

I quickly found out the truth about her death, and my heart hurt again, how desperate and helpless she was when she died, how dare they do this to her.

Yes, they all know that I treat her badly, and even I hate myself for why I didn't treat her well and why I kept hurting her.

In the end, with red eyes, I held a long sword on Cheng Luoxue's neck, I knew that I had gone crazy, and I began to miss her all the time.

Cheng Luoxue knelt on the ground, crying and tugging at the corner of my clothes, she said that I don't love her anymore, I fell in love with Cheng Luoxun, she would do this when she was jealous, and let me spare her for the sake of the old love.

Am I in love with Cheng Luoxun? I finally understand why my feelings come from for no reason, I understand too late, and she will never know that I am in love with her, and she is successful.

I don't have any feelings for Cheng Luoxue anymore, she used to be good to me, I made her a married woman a queen, and I have repaid her love, so I gave her Bai Aya.

Before she died, like a crazy woman, she laughed, and then said, she has never loved me, everything is fake, she has always wanted to use me, it was she who went to beg her father not to marry me, she felt that the seventh brother was the most likely to ascend the throne, and insisted on making him a concubine.

My figure just froze for a moment, and left without saying anything. I realized that it is impossible for anyone to be as sincere to me as Cheng Luoxun.

I should have understood that if Cheng Luoxue really liked me, but she couldn't be willing to be my concubine like Cheng Luoxun and not marry someone else.

I thought of myself as a young emperor, but I couldn't even see the person next to my pillow clearly, and I remembered what my father said when he was dying, and he was right.

I abolished the harem, I don't want Cheng Luoxun to be jealous and cry like before, waiting for me every day, even if I know, she will never wait for me again.

I raised my only son, and I held it up until he was able to take charge of himself.

My body is no longer good, and I don't want to cooperate with Tai Heal to treat my illness, because I am afraid that Cheng Luoxun will forget me because of too long.

If there is an afterlife, I will definitely hold your hand and never let go.