I heard the old man in the palace say that when I was born, it was raining heavily, and my mother died in the courtyard, and the writing under me was blurred one by one.

When I cleaned up her body, I found that I was born, silently, without crying or making trouble, and when I was picked up, I also looked at them, without joy or sorrow.

My father didn't like me, I know it, my mother was just a spy sent by the family to plant around him, and it took him five years to uproot my mother's family.

For this reason, she knelt in front of her father's palace and begged her father to change the will of beheading, but her father ignored her.

She held her stomach for eight months, knelt on the bluestone bricks without eating or drinking, and knelt for two days in a row.

Just as she was dying, heavy rain began to fall without warning, for months in a row.

The whole country began to flood, and my father thought that I was unknown, and for a time rumors spread that some people kept writing to kill me for only a few months.

At that time, I didn't cry or make trouble, even if I was hungry, they all said I was dumb.

My father sent me to the side, and everyone thought that I would not live more than a few months when I was a few months old, but I persevered.

General Sun took pity on me and taught me martial arts and strategy.

I never spoke, they would always look at me with pity, and then discuss me privately, I knew it, but I just didn't want to pursue it.

In the autumn of the year when I was ten years old, somehow, my father finally remembered me, and transferred me back, and at the banquet, I burst into tears, knelt on the ground, and spoke for the first time, my voice was hoarse and ugly, but I called my father.

I have never had a name, they all called me the three princes and the three princes, and the maple leaf was just right that day, and my father named me the North Ming Feng.

I didn't love him or hate him, but I knew that if I didn't want to go hungry and want people to look up to me, I had to sit in that highest position.

I'm like an emotional flaw, I don't have any inner waves for everyone, I accept what is good for me, I accept what is bad for me, I think it's all the same.

When General Sun died on the battlefield, I had already received the news, maybe I was cold by nature and didn't feel anything, but I showed a broken heart in front of everyone, so I could show my affection.

My father gradually eliminated his dissatisfaction with me and let the queen adopt me, and the queen let me come out in everything, but always let the five princes receive the final credit.

It's so ugly for them to talk about me behind my back, saying that I'm one of their dogs, and it's very useful, but I still don't feel anything.

Since I was born, the only thing I wanted was that position, which was where all my emotions were.

On that day, there was an assassin, and in order to show my loyalty to my father, I deliberately blocked a simple for him, and the blood began to flow out, I didn't care, but someone paid attention.

Cheng Luoxue was only eleven years old at the time, she handed herself a handkerchief, her face was flushed, and told me to pay attention to her body.

I was really touched that she was the first person to be nice to me.

General Sun loves me because I am the prince, and under the guise of me, he actually secretly wanted to rebel for a long time, and he either beat or scolded him.

In order to gain a good reputation, to show pity and love for me in front of outsiders, secretly I am often hungry and bruised.

Then I knew that if I were not king, someone would step on my head.

My father loves me on the surface, but he actually uses me and my fifth brother as a shield, so that our princes lose both, and in the end, the seventh prince wins, he is a good father, but only for the seventh brother.

My contact with Cheng Luoxue gradually became more frequent, I thought she was a good girl at that time, and I gave her all my little emotions.

I don't know when Cheng Luoxun liked me, but I have always been good to her because of Cheng Luoxue and treated her as a sister.

She had that kind of thought about me, and then I knew that she was not on the same page as Cheng Luoxue, and I began to alienate her.

Somehow, the queen took a fancy to her and insisted on letting her be my wife, and one day I finally stopped being obedient and knelt at the entrance of my father's palace.

I felt the feeling of my mother, but I didn't care, they persuaded me that whoever I marry is not the same, why are I so persistent, but Cheng Luoxue is different in my heart, I insist on marrying her, because of this matter, my father and I have a disagreement.

At that time, Cheng Luoxun's face was pale, tears fell to the ground one by one, she collapsed, she asked me, is her love so dirty, so unbearable?

I wanted to say no, but Cheng Luoxue's face appeared in front of me, and I was silent and didn't say anything.

She was also silent, her eyes were infected with sadness, and then she knelt on the ground with me, her reason was that Jiang Yuling treated her like a daughter, and if her sister didn't marry, she didn't dare to marry first.

The reason was more far-fetched, but she was very determined, and at last I collapsed, and at last I saw her looking into my empty eyes.

When I woke up later, she was still on her knees.

She didn't even look at me, her heart was a little empty, I put on my clothes, rushed over, and saw her stubborn face, pale, but she wouldn't give in, and somehow, my heart settled.

I had some forces in the court, put pressure on my father, and I also used some unsavory means, and the marriage was finally delayed.

But before I could laugh, my father gave another order, pointing out Cheng Luoxue to the Seventh Prince to sit as a concubine.

I sat on the chair and laughed for a long time, I was really happy that Cheng Luoxue was happy, I laughed and laughed and tears flowed into my mouth, very bitter.

Cheng Luoxue also came to me, her eyes were foggy, and she told me with red eyes that she liked me, but she couldn't disobey the holy decree.

I heard that I went back that day with red blood in my eyes, and I punched the wall, and the blood flowed down the wall, and I longed for that seat even more.

On the day of their wedding, Cheng Luoxun also came that day, and when she went back that day, she had a serious illness and recovered from a serious illness.

I drank wine, I hated her sick look, my sister got married, she should be happy, crying and sad face to show anyone, maybe I drank too much, and I looked at Cheng Luoxue and the seventh brother's loving appearance and red eyes.

In the dark, I pulled Cheng Luoxun over, tore her clothes, and entered her body roughly, she bit her lip, the flesh and blood of the bite were blurred, but I didn't care, and collided with her body.

We were finally discovered, I ruined her reputation, her innocence, and she ended up making me a concubine.

Side concubine, it sounds good, but she is still a concubine, she did not resist, I saw pleasure in her eyes, and I felt disgusting in my heart, how can a woman be so shameless.

At that time, I didn't know that only love can make a woman humble like that, even if she is a concubine, only by her side, she is willing, and by the time I understand, it will be too late.

I was very deep in the city, and I quickly defeated my father, and I uprooted those princes one by one, and I finally sat on the throne.

The funny thing is that before his father died, he said that he liked my child the most, and said that he loved his mother, but the situation forced him to choose the beauty and the country.

In order to keep me, he sent me to the frontier, he wanted me to sit on the throne, and he secretly cultivated me, otherwise I would not have uprooted other princes and sat on the throne so quickly.

He also said that he wanted to point out Cheng Luoxun to me, and when he left, only Cheng Luoxun was really good to me.

The words sounded good, but I stood aside and watched coldly, not believing a word.

The seventh brother died, I quickly made Cheng Luoxue the queen, and I also read that Cheng Luoxun would accompany me to live and die together, and make her a concubine.

I know the struggle between the two of them, and I also know Cheng Luoxue's various thoughts, but I am willing to spoil Cheng Luoxue and stand on her side, knowing that I don't care if I wronged Cheng Luoxun.

I feel like I have everything I want, I don't have anything I want, but my heart is empty, I don't know where.

Cheng Luoxue is pregnant, I am very happy, even happier than being a father for the first time.

In the end, the child was still not saved, I slapped Cheng Luoxun hard, I asked her if she couldn't tolerate my child so much? She sat on the ground, didn't explain, just sat there blankly, watching me hug Cheng Luoxue and leave.

I sent her to the cold, but some people were not satisfied.

Cheng Luoxun's father wrote to him, saying that Cheng Luoxun had brought disaster to the country and asked for an order to be executed, but I blew up at once, with a cold face, and directly abolished Cheng Shangshu's position.

The reason is that he treats his own daughter like this, and he must be cold to me, the king.

This court is in chaos, no one is saying bad things about Cheng Luoxun, and under their frightened eyes, I went down to the morning court.

I don't know why I'm so angry, but I never thought that Cheng Luo Kaoru would die, and when I thought of her and the word death, my heart was so uncomfortable and panicked.

Her sad eyes kept appearing in front of me.

Cheng Luoxue knew that her father had made trouble with me once, but I had a hard attitude, and finally she looked at me with a little crazy eyes.

I went out of the palace for three days that day, and went to worship my ancestors as usual, without taking anyone with me. My love for Cheng Luoxue in the past seems to have disappeared.

I especially regretted leaving Cheng Luoxun in the palace afterwards, because I was always restless, and even had a special pain in my heart, and I always had a bad premonition, as if I had lost my most important person.

It's no different when I go back to the palace, it's the same as before, I sent the gods to the Qing Garden, but I can only see a piece of ashes, and the huge Qing Garden is empty.

Cheng Luoxue chuckled, she came to me and told me that the Qingyuan fire burned Cheng Luoxun, but it was not a big deal, and no one informed me.

I don't know what my expression was like at that time, I only know that Cheng Luoxue's eyes were full of fear, she knelt on the ground, and she didn't dare to gasp.

Isn't she sad when her sister is gone? Also, he knew a long time ago that Cheng Luoxun was the same kind of person as him, without a father and mother, and was abandoned by people in the world, so I always treated her as a sister at that time.