In the years when my grandfather passed away, I often went to my grandfather's grave to see him, in the deepest part of my memory, my grandfather was the person who loved me the most, many people said that my grandfather was a little insane, and he talked nonsense every day, but his words were all true today, more than ten years later.

Now I am not old and decrepit, I have become a young man, what a tall and handsome, what smart and active, can no longer be linked to me, and then look at the white hair is undisguised and overgrown, the skin on the body is dull and aging, countless senile ringworms are dotted on it, the waist and back are rickety, and the mouth is full of air......

Now I am a sophomore at the police academy, I am 21 years old this year, but I know that my time is running out, is 25 years old really destined? Grandpa's words have come true! He is not crazy, he is not crazy...... I am not crazy! I sat on the edge of the grass altar with a broken book and cried at the top of my throat.

On that stormy night ten years ago, my grandfather handed me this broken book and told me that this book is called Immortal Inheritance, saying that with it, I can seal the heavens and the earth, create the future, and rewrite my destiny!

"My life!! yes! Grandpa said my life was only twenty-five······ Twenty-five, twenty-five! Is it God's end for me? Or is it already predestined? No! I don't admit defeat, I want to change my life against the sky! I want to ······."

"What are you crying about, there's something wrong with you, you're out of class, where are the teachers waiting for you," a classmate patted me on the shoulder and scolded.

"Class? Okay! Again!"

I stood up from the lawn with my emaciated body, buried my head in the playground, and when I arrived at the playground, I saw that my classmates had already stood in line, looking at me in unison, their expressions were different, mocking, indifferent, worried, sympathetic, everything, but no one spoke, just standing, smiling, sympathetic......

"Teacher, I ······" My head was buried lower, ready to admit my mistake.

"Don't say it! It's still the old rule, you can't miss ten laps and one meter," the teacher pointed to the playground with a blank face.

"Uh!" I gritted my teeth and turned away······

"Teacher, he, he, you just give him another chance, right? He'll definitely change," a girl in the queue sympathized.

"Change, change, change his yarn, change the pig who doesn't change, and you will howl and punish you again !! class. ”

The girl wanted to argue again, but in view of the weakness of the situation, she didn't talk much, it was useless to talk more, the teacher is not a person who changes orders day and night, and where is the lesson from the last time.

Listening to the conversation between the teacher and the girl, my heart was like a knife, and before I knew it, my eyes were already moist, I knew that I was useless, but I didn't want to hurt you anymore!

"You are a pig, a dead pig, a rotten fat pig," I clenched my fists, suppressed the tears in the corners of my eyes and kept them from falling, and kept yelling in my heart that the pig ran forward.

In less than 100 meters, I was already tired and out of breath, I was sweating like rain after a lap of 400 meters, and in the second lap I was like ashes, from running to walking.

"No! I want to persevere! I'm not old! I'm going to run! I'm going to run, grandpa! grandpa! I don't want to die, I don't want to die······"

One step, one step, one step slower, one step sadder......

"Where is the end? The road is so far, so far! I'm tired! I'm really tired, I want to fall like this, I can forget everything, whether it's happiness or sadness, I would rather escape than bear the deep pain of reality, but there are still many, many wishes unfulfilled, I am unwilling, unwilling!"

My consciousness was blurry and I seemed to see my grandfather, he was in front of me, just waiting for me in front, and he told me that my obsession was too deep.

I laughed self-deprecatingly, and fell straight down······ Ten laps are only three laps.