Chapter 3: The Storm of Dropping Out
The snowflakes dance with the wind, the valley has long been unable to see the decaying leaves, a thick white coat covers everything, although it is dusk but still like day, it is the birds returning to the nest, when the people go home, but in this snowy sky there is a lonely person, still moving forward with difficulty, the snowflakes fluttering between his hair, his fingers, his heart.
I don't know how long he walked in such a heavy snow, but at last he stopped in a valley, and suddenly fell on the snow, and did not move for a long, long time, maybe he has returned to heaven!
In the dead valley, a desolate cry suddenly came from the depths, and he crawled forward desperately like a tiger in response to the cry, and I don't know how long it took, suddenly countless corpses appeared in front of him, and the corpses were stuck with knives, arrows, and guns......!
Stumps and severed arms, snow dyed scarlet, this is a battlefield! No! This is a massacre, a bloody massacre, a tragic scene, facing the sound of weeping, the wife holding her husband, the old man holding his son...... Forgetting to cry is already yin and yang.
When the man crawled in front of them, he stretched out his trembling hand and stroked the cold corpse, and the choking sound that had been gathering for a long time finally erupted, and he stood on the ground and raised his head to the sky and howled.
A breeze ruffled his hair, and I saw that his eyes were full of tears, and marks were sliding on his cheeks, and his face was so familiar that it made me feel a pang in my heart, that... That face is clearly what I look like...... How could it be? how could it be me? no! not me! not me......
A dream woke me up from my coma, wiped the sweat from my forehead, heard the exclamations in the ward, an old doctor came in with a frown, examined me for a long time without nodding, said a lot of strange things to me, and told me to recuperate in peace and then left the ward.
About an hour later, the squadron teacher of our class, the district team cadre, and a few classmates who were usually good friends with me walked in, the squadron teacher sat next to the hospital bed, and the classmates found a knife to cut the fruit, they talked and laughed at me, and said many comforting words, but I could see that everyone's expressions were very unnatural.
Actually, I also know what kind of illness I have, so you don't have to be afraid that I won't be able to accept this fact, and you don't need to say so many comforting words to me, I know my situation," I sighed silently.
"Okay!" said Teacher Li after a moment of hesitation.
"Then Teacher Li, I'll say it bluntly, the school puts a lot of pressure on us, and you should also know the teacher's difficulties! Your physical condition is not so good, but in fact, you are a very motivated person, and your academic performance has always been among the best, and we can't delay your good future, don't you say? ”
"Alas, the examination report in the hospital has come out, you should take it first! I heard the doctor say that your heart, liver, spleen, stomach, and kidneys are ...... All the organs are aging, what kind of world do you say this is! You are a young man of twenty-one or twelve, but your body is eighty years old, and the doctor says that your time may be numbered......
"Teacher Li, I know all of this, and I won't think about it, and I understand what you mean, do you want me to drop out of school?
"Well, Huang Tao, you also know that this is the school's decision, and I can't be a teacher alone, so let's think about this matter more, after all, your body is ......!" Teacher Li shook his head helplessly and sighed.
"I won't embarrass you, Mr. Li, but I won't drop out of school, I can guarantee that everything that happens has nothing to do with the school," I pleaded weakly.
"What guarantee do you take? This can only be guaranteed by your parents and guardians, and you also study law, you should know this, right?" said Teacher Li with a solemn face.
"Teacher Li, even if I beg you, okay? I'm a twenty-one-year-old adult, I can call the shots......"
"Huang Tao can't do it or not, the Lord can't have the final say, this is the guardian's commitment, and the withdrawal application, you should think about how to choose it yourself, the school will give you half a month off first, and then give the school a reply after half a month. ”
"Although this thing is very cruel, you can't blame Teacher Li, after all, I'm just a teacher, just a teacher, and I'm also powerless!"
"Okay! You have a weak heart, you really have a heart, 'I have a great future?' really have a great future? Yes? You tell me? Teacher Li, you tell me? Do I have it? Do I still have it? Woo, woo, woo...... I screamed hard, tears streaming out of my eyes.
"Huang Tao, you have to calm down, we all understand your feelings, we don't want this kind of thing to happen, but it's ......"
"Alas, you guys should enlighten him first, and a few of our teachers will go back to the school to deal with some things first," Teacher Li greeted the fruit-peeling classmates a few times, patted me on the shoulder, and the rest of the teachers turned to leave.