Chapter 233: Talking to Zichen
Zichen looked at my painful appearance and felt distressed, he said sadly: "Xiao Ai, don't be like this, I feel too uncomfortable with you like this, I don't want to see you like this, Xiao Ai, my little love, what's wrong with you? Xiao Ai, listen, listen, no matter what you go through, whatever happens, I will accompany you, take care of you, and never give up, Xiao Ai, Xiao Ai!"
I started crying, very sad.
Crying and muttering, "No, I don't want to remember, I don't want to remember, I don't want to remember, I don't want to remember, it's too painful!"
Zichen hurriedly comforted and said: "Okay, good, good, don't remember, don't remember, don't remember, never remember, Xiaoai, okay, we don't remember, okay, my heart is really uncomfortable!"
Zichen's eyes looked at the word Shenghua on my back, and there was infinite sadness in his eyes.
He raised his right hand, closed his eyes, and gently slid his spiritual power on the word Shenghua, but he didn't expect that the word Shenghua was still there, and he didn't move.
Zichen frowned, feeling very strange, how could this be?
He frowned again, and lightly swiped the word Shenghua again, trying to erase the two words, but as a result, the two words did not move at all.
Zichen's eyes widened, and he looked at it incredulously and said, "How can this be? How can this be? Why can't it be removed, how can it be like this? ”
Zichen raised his right hand, frowned, mobilized his whole body's strength, and smeared it hard, but the word Shenghua did not move at all, and it was still in place.
Zichen was shocked and said, "Why is this happening? Why can't I remove these two words, why? No, I'll try again!"
When Zichen was about to exercise again, I turned around and grabbed his hand with my hand and said gently: "Your Highness, there is no need, whether you remove it or not, Lan Xin thank Your Highness." ”
Zichen looked at me and said sadly: "Xiao Ai, I, I have never felt that I have failed so much, why, why can't I erase these two words? This king really feels that he is a failure, why? I can't even protect my beloved woman, what kind of man am I? What am I!"
I raised my eyes to look at Zichen and said gently: "Your Highness, there are some things that cannot be changed, since they can't be erased, forget it." ”
Zichen looked at me and said gently: "Xiao Ai, listen, I Nan Jin Zichen will not mind your past, I will not mind you these things, you will always be the lovely, innocent, lively little love in my heart, you will never change in my heart, you will always be the person I love the most in my heart Nan Jin Zichen, do you hear it? I will never mind this, I will always put you in my heart, so Xiao Ai, please don't care about these, okay? Please open your mind and accept me, okay?" You can vent all the pain in your heart, okay? Don't hold it to your heart. What are your grievances against me? Can you say it? I'll listen to it. You don't want to take on everything alone, okay? I really want to know, what happened to you? Why do you do this to me? Xiao Ai, please open your mind and accept me frankly, okay? Xiao Ai, you look at me and answer me, okay? No matter what happens to you, we will face it together and bear it together, okay? Xiao Ai. ”
I, now listening to these words, am really distraught, panicked, should I admit it?
I really want to say, more than anyone else, the pain in my heart, but what can I do if I say it? Can I erase the past? Even if I say it, what can I change?
Even if I admit to him now that I am a little love, so what? I can only get 1/2 of her heart, but I can only get half of his heart, and get his general love, what's the point? Can I change everything by saying it? It's funny.
I didn't understand anything before, but now I understand everything, but I feel that in the world, it is really rare to meet a man whose eyes are full of me alone.
It is precisely because of the small that it is particularly precious.
Regardless of the human world, the demon world, the heavenly world, or the water world, all men can have three wives and four concubines, and people have become accustomed to it.
In most places in the demon world, there is also a situation that everyone is accustomed to when a demon girl also has several husbands, but I myself don't want to, because I just want one person to have a heart, and the white head is not separated.
What I want is this kind of love, I don't want all kinds of house battles for a man in the world, it's really too tiring, it's boring, such a love, such a man, I'd rather not.
In my mind, the scene of Zichen appearing in front of me with Xiangya in his arms at the gate of the Performing Rite Hall, as well as the various scenes of their public show of affection in the Performing Rite Hall, I feel tingling in my heart when I think about it.
It's shameful to hug Xiangya and confess to me.
But he saved my life, which made me feel grateful in my heart, I was really very confused, I knew that it was so painful, I might as well die in pain, so that I don't have to feel that I owe him in my heart, and I am grateful for his life-saving grace.
On the other hand, I have to endure him hugging Xiangya, hiding Xiangya in my heart, and pretending to confess affectionately in front of me, this hypocrisy, this feeling of being sandwiched between the two sides makes me miserable.
My heart with clear grievances clearly told me at this time that I can't recognize each other, I can't go against the line of defense in my heart, and I want to win the heart of one person, and the white head will not be separated.
It's not like Nan Jin Zichen, who has half of his heart, and the white head is inseparable, I can't do it, I can't do it, I can't do it.
After struggling for a long time, this line of defense was firmly rooted in the bottom of my heart, not moving at all.
I closed my eyes and pondered for a long time, slowly opened my eyes and looked at Zichen, and said gently: "Your Highness, Lan Xin doesn't want to think about these unhappy things anymore. Moreover, Lan Xin thinks in her heart that people are always living in the present and need to look forward to the future, and people are not living in the past, right? So Lan Xin doesn't want to recall the past, she just wants to live in the present, and the past is over, so let it pass, and then recall, what's the use of reminiscing? You can't change anything at all, right? People are no longer the people they used to be, and the heart is no longer the heart of the past, whether it is you, or me, or any person, the heart will not be as stagnant as before, I don't want to recall the past, I just want to live in the present, let it be! This time, His Royal Highness's life-saving grace, Lan Xin will definitely repay all opportunities in the future, as for other things, Lan Xin doesn't want to talk about it anymore, Lan Xin feels tired, tired. Your Highness, let's get here first today, Lan Xin wants to have a good rest, and I don't want to talk anymore, okay?"