I closed my eyes and pondered for a long time, slowly opened my eyes and looked at Zichen, and said gently: "Your Highness, Lan Xin doesn't want to think about these unhappy things anymore. Moreover, Lan Xin feels in his heart that people are always living in the present and need to look forward to the future, and people are not living in the past, right? So Lan Xin doesn't want to recall the past, this time, His Royal Highness's life-saving grace, Lan Xin will definitely repay all opportunities in the future, as for other things Lan Xin doesn't want to talk about anymore, Lan Xin feels tired, tired. Your Highness, let's get here first today, Lan Xin wants to have a good rest, and I don't want to talk anymore, okay?"

Zichen looked at me tenderly with his eyes, sighed with tears in his eyes, and finally nodded: "Okay, Xiao Ai, I'm ,.................. I'll go out first, and I'll wait for you to rest a little longer, I'll ......... Come and see you again!"

Zichen gently held my face, kissed me on the forehead, smiled at me, and a puff of smoke disappeared.

I instantly exhaled and breathed a sigh of relief, and I suddenly felt no more nervous in my heart.

I lay back weakly, looking at the sky in a daze.

I looked at the gorgeous mosquito net above my head, and gradually began to think about my own life.

What should I do next? There are only two endings after participating in the Spiritual Essence Competition.

The first one gets lucky and becomes the final winner, but what happens after that?

Do you really be under the control of Sheng Hua Lou and be a Qinglou woman all your life? I remember that I once entered Shenghua Lou with Zichen, and the things between those Qinglou women and guests are still fresh in my memory when I think about it, I definitely can't do it, I definitely can't do this.

If you are not a Qinglou woman, you can only escape, but the old witch said that if you have the word Shenghua on your back, I am afraid that you will be found if you run to the ends of the earth, so as long as there are these two words on your back, I will be caught even if I am lucky enough to escape here, so what's the point of such an escape?

I myself fell into deep thought.

I definitely can't be with Zichen at the moment, although I'm very happy and happy with him, but I really can't serve with that Xiangya, so what I have to do next, what I have to think about, must be beneficial to myself.

Then the next best path for me is ............ The leader of the gold machine group, Lord Kim.

Only Brother Jin can save me at the moment, save me from fire and water, after all, Brother Jin has a certain status and authority in the Divine Palace, only Brother Jin can rely on it at present, so that he can have the opportunity to get rid of the two words on his body and realize my eternal freedom.

Behind Sheng Hualou is Sheng Hua Ting, Sheng Hua Ting is in power, and only Brother Jin can give him a go, only Brother Jin is gone.

After all, Sheng Huating still has to consider the power of the gold team in the hands of Brother Jin, all the gold armor soldiers, silver armor soldiers, bronze armor soldiers, iron armor soldiers, and black armor soldiers in the demon capital are all under the control of Brother Jin, if Brother Jin opens his mouth to make a request to Sheng Huating in the future, presumably that Sheng Huating also has to think about it, and my chance of being rescued is greater.

I had to think about that, I had to think about the path I was going to take in the future, because who else could save me but myself?

I don't want to be bullied anymore, I don't want to be arranged by others to arrange my life, my freedom, my life, I don't want to be manipulated by others without self-esteem, I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to, I must get rid of my current life.

Not only do I want to get out of this life, but I also want to get my memories back and go home.

All kinds of familiar faces appear in my mind, whether it is Uncle Bai, Aunt Bai, or the rabbit with dark circles, they may all be my relatives, I want to go to them, reunite with them, I must go home.

I remember when I was in Brother Jin's courtyard, he told me that he was of the same clan as me, so it made me feel more intimate with Brother Jin.

Maybe because we are from the same place, we are of the same race, so in my heart there is a more intimate feeling, a more familiar feeling.

Perhaps this feeling is a little stronger than the feeling of Zichen, a prince from the water world.

So, whether it's Xiao Ai or Lan Xin, you have to deal with the next game well, at least not for anything else, but also for those thousands of years of spiritual power and so much gold.

Although I am not a person with a strong copper smell, but this money can buy a way back for me, if I don't go home and can't get my memories back, Zichen is impossible here, if something happens to Brother Jin, I at least have a way back.

Demons need spiritual power for everything, gold and silver, no matter where they are, so, without money, it is really difficult to move an inch, with money, with spiritual power, with my own house, I will not suffer, I will not drift.

Xiao Ai, you have to work hard, work hard to create your own beautiful life, Xiao Ai, you have to come on, your own life, you don't plan, you don't grasp, who will help you?

Zichen's favor, when I become strong one day, I will pay him back, I will definitely pay him back, I am really limited now, there is no way, I will definitely help him if I have the opportunity in the future, thank him, I have helped me with these selfless dedications, I am really grateful to him.

Thinking of this, I sat up again, I walked to, the small courtyard in front of my room, I was about to open the door and go out for a walk, just touched the door, I suddenly remembered, they must still be in the yard, I hesitated again.

I looked down and thought, what should I say to them if I opened the door now and they all came up to talk to me?

They will definitely call me Xiao Ai, do I just admit to them that I am Xiao Ai?

There are so many of them, they will definitely ask me many, many and all kinds of questions, I don't know myself, what questions they will ask me, forget it, I still don't go out, I don't have the courage to face so many people now, and I don't have the courage and energy to answer the questions of so many of them.

It's better to stay in your room and rest! If you go out, it will be really embarrassing!

Although I haven't stepped out of this small courtyard yet, I can completely anticipate what is going to happen next, and in a word, staying in my room is the best way to do it at the moment.

Thinking of this, I slowly turned around and entered the room.

Zichen appeared in the courtyard outside from a puff of smoke in the room, and all the attendants came up after bowing, and they all began to ask.

Xiao Mao's attendant was the first to ask, "Your Highness, how is it?" Miss Xiao Ai, she is okay, nothing happened, right?"

Xiao Zhan also asked nervously, "Yes, Your Highness, is Miss Xiaoai okay?"