Although this matter was not Gu Shijian's original intention, after all, this matter was still caused by him, so after Gu Shijian came to his senses, he was also very remorseful, but everything had already been caused, no matter how much he was annoyed and remorseful in his heart, it would be useless, after all, everyone was killed by himself. Although there are some innocent people who have died, there are more innocent people.

Among those families and forces, although some of the people in charge harbored evil intentions and participated in the plan and action to exterminate and eliminate themselves, and it is estimated that the mastermind of this matter is also one or several of them, Gu Shijian always believes that most of them are innocent, and it is estimated that many of them do not know about this matter, especially those old and weak women and children, each of whom is unarmed, is the most worthy of pity. They may not have understood until they died.

It's a pity that Gu Shijian was delirious after he became a demon, and naturally lost the ability to defend right and wrong, at that time, he only had killing in his heart, he completely became a machine that could only kill, and slaughtered these defenseless and weak bodies with his own hands, so how could he feel at ease? How not to blame himself?

Thinking that he was a five-foot man, he had caused such a tragedy with his own hands, and had just experienced the life and death parting with his beloved, how could anyone understand the pain in his heart?

But the tragedy was decided, what could he do? He had no choice but to go with the flow, wait for himself to settle all the grievances, and then thank the soul with his death, and that's all. He was just a drop in the ocean of ups and downs, and he was not a god, and he had no ability to control those unexpected things, let alone restore the souls of those who had died, not to mention that he didn't even know what he was doing at that time, how could he control his every move? Because of this, there were more and more chaotic thoughts in his mind, so he became more and more demonic.

Things in the world are often like this, once you live at the bottom, even if you struggle in the troubled times and want to get ahead, in the end you find that you can't even control your own life and death, let alone others.

Therefore, in the next half a year, Gu Shijian would fall into the devil and go crazy from time to time, although he had tried very hard to get rid of the demon barrier in his heart, he tried to imprison himself, tried to bind himself, and even tried to isolate himself from the world. However, without exception, they all failed, so that in the next half a year, he accidentally destroyed two families of equal strength in the rivers and lakes.

In the eyes of everyone in the rivers and lakes, he is a murderer and a heinous maniac, and even he hates himself more and more. Therefore, he froze himself in the Qilian Mountains for half a month, and then restored his clarity, and directly handed over his life and death to the Shaolin Temple, which has a thousand-year-old temple. At that time, he had already put life and death aside, and even he hoped that the Shaolin Temple could publicly execute him, so that he could go down as soon as possible to atone for the innocents who were killed by his own hands.

However, Shaolin did not do what he expected, but imprisoned him in the temple, chanting and chanting Buddha every day, hoping to wash away his sins and demons.

However, at that time, he had already achieved the demons in his heart, and it was not easy to get rid of them? In this way, he spent one year after another in the thousand-year-old temple, and the dark years and the pain of fighting against the demons made him suffer a lot.

At first, he didn't know what the significance of Shaolin Temple's move was, and it wasn't until Yuan Sheng went to Shaolin that he told him that the reason why Shaolin Temple didn't kill him was because of a sentence from the Holy Pen Xuanjian.

It turned out that on the way to escort him back to the trial in Shaolin Temple, he happened to meet the Holy Pen Xuan Sword who came to Shaolin Temple to get something. Shengbi Xuanjian looked at him, who had already been asleep unconscious, and then asked such a question to Master Zhiyong, the abbot of Shaolin Temple who was in charge of releasing him at that time.

He smiled and asked, "Dare to ask the master, what is a Buddha?"

Master Zhiyong looked at him with a smile and replied, "Buddha, Jueye, makes people break evil and turn good into good, and is regarded as a Buddha." ”

"Master Takami!"

He clasped his hands into fists in front of his chest, "The younger generation thinks that there is no one who deserves to die in the world. ”

Master Zhiyong was quietly stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "Your Excellency Huigen, the old man is impressed. ”

Subsequently, Gu Shijian was detained to the Shaolin Temple, and instead of judging him, the Shaolin Temple tried to expel the demons for him.

It also made him, a damned man with blood on his hands, survive.

"yes, that's easier said than done!"

The two of them couldn't help but sigh secretly, the word relief sounds simple, but if you want to really do it, it is difficult and difficult.

What's more, the reason why Gu Shijian was imprisoned in such a dark place for decades was that Zuo Tong and they had an unshirkable responsibility, as he himself said, if the innocent people he killed were aware of it, would they be relieved?

Hundred miles of wind guess, probably not, since ancient times, the rivers and lakes have not stopped laughing and hating each other, but how many people can really do it? Maybe there are only a few saints, right?

"You still hate me?"

Baili Changfeng gathered his thoughts, took a deep breath and asked.

After all, after so many years, he rarely took the initiative to visit Gu Shijian, he never could convince himself in his heart, he couldn't be indifferent to those who died, and he couldn't accept that Gu Shijian, the person who his sister defended when she was dying, was the executioner who had created so many tragedies with his own hands. Even though he already knew what was going on in his heart, he still couldn't accept the fact that they were countless innocent lives, and as a healer, he valued life more than anyone else.

"Hate you?"

Gu Shijian sneered, "You think this is what I can't let go?"

With his laughter, the pitted and scorched black spots on his face were squeezed together, and the cold air in his heart was felt at the heart.

The reason why his face was disfigured was also given by Zuo Tong and others, and they didn't know what poison Gu Shijian had given him, at the beginning, Gu Shijian's face was just a burst of redness, swelling and itching, and over time, all the skin on his face withered and died, and all the necrotic skin turned into dander and withered little by little, and in the end, his face became like this.

Baili Changfeng was stunned, "Isn't it?"

He always thought that Gu Shijian must have a grudge against him in his heart, not to mention that when he was wanted in the first place, he had made a lot of efforts, even if it was the death of his sister, he definitely had an unshirkable responsibility. Anyway, Gu Shijian had hatred for himself in his heart, and that was right.

Although he is an open-minded person, his sister's death has always been a scar in his heart that cannot be removed, until now he thinks that his sister's death can be said to be indirectly caused by him, it was his incompetence, so her life was short-lived.

But when he heard Gu Shijian's words with his own ears, he couldn't react for a while.

"Could it be that his sister has already let go of his heart?"