Every time I hear my father talk about this, I feel very emotional.

More than 30 years have passed like this, and I have really experienced too many things in this period of life.

I thought there would be no sign of my survival in this world, but what I didn't expect was that it would be such an outcome.

As a woman, it is not easy for me to be able to live to this day.

When my mother gave birth to me, no one knows what kind of ordeal they went through.

Although I am only able to take care of myself and remember these things, my memories will always be fragmented.

I used to hate my parents when I wasn't married and had children.

Why didn't you choose another alchemist to let me appear in this world?

Instead, I used the oldest method, if I really chose to have a cesarean section back then, then I am also a healthy person now.

Ever since I became a mother, I have realized that I can't blame my parents for such things.

Everyone has their own thoughts at one stage of life.

Perhaps in the minds of these two people, they always thought that this was the best solution.

Whenever I talk to my father about this, I actually feel that I am fortunate to live in this world, and I have absolutely nothing to do with them.

If it weren't for my grandmother's bold words in front of everyone, maybe there would be no person like me in this world.

Whenever I think about all this, I actually feel very uncomfortable in my heart.

I have fantasized countless times about how I should repay such an old man when I grow up.

But even if it is like this, God will never give me this opportunity again.

When I was a teenager, my grandmother was gone forever.

Whenever I think about that scene, I feel that my life is a little too unsatisfactory.

In fact, whenever my father mentioned these things to me, he felt very sorry for me in his heart.

If my mother had gone to the hospital earlier and chose another solution, maybe I would have been more glamorous today than I am now.

Nothing can be repeated, and I will always tell my father that this life is a destiny.

Even if I had a different solution, I wouldn't have been the same as I am now.

Looking at my father's face with a little vicissitudes of life, I was also full of emotion in my heart.

As a daughter, I always thought that I should be filial to them.

However, today's social concept and family situation really make me a little unbearable.

I've even asked myself countless times, what the hell have you been thinking about after all these years?

Many people may think that only after they have money can they be filial to their parents and take their parents to see the most beautiful scenery in the world.

But from my point of view, I have never thought about it that way, there is a good saying, filial piety in time is more important than anything else.

But I understand the meaning of this sentence, but I have never honored them according to such a will.

I used to think that if I wanted to start a family in the future, I would have to be by their side.

So when I was looking for a boyfriend, I found a place close to home.

But for so many years, I have lived with them in this kind of life of less gathering and more separation.

Today, it was also because I drank a little wine with my father that I recalled that scene again.

Whenever I think about this, I feel that God should be the fairest to everyone.

It's just that it makes me a little different from others.

There was even a moment when I wondered if if I had been braver at that time, would my life have changed dramatically today?

But some things are irretrievable now that they are in the past.

Father, when he saw my expression, he knew that I was also very wronged at this moment.

"Child, I also know what kind of thoughts you have now, your father has changed from a young guy to an old man now"

But I have never diminished this debt to you.

"When the doctor asked me if I wanted to have a cesarean section, I really didn't know what to do, such a decision"

You also know that in such an era, not everyone can do a particularly perfect operation like the following major surgery.

"If something really goes wrong, I only have one idea at the time, and I will definitely lose both money and money."

Whenever I tell you such a paragraph, in fact, I have an indescribable guilt in my heart for you.

"As a father, I really didn't give you a good body, otherwise you would have already soared by now"

But that's all that, everything that went wrong was wrong.

"Seeing your current situation, in fact, I have always wanted to say sorry to you"

Whenever I heard my father say something like this to me, I always felt that I didn't need to say that to me at all.

Shouldn't everyone go through some tests when they come into this world?

Although life is a little unsatisfactory now, as long as it is through my own efforts in the future, I will achieve all my goals sooner or later.

For my father, I actually admired him very much from the beginning.

Although I was fostered by my parents at my grandmother's house when I was very young, this family relationship that is thicker than water will never be severed.

In my heart, my father was like a hero.

Although he didn't live a rich life before, and now he is not much better, this man has spent his whole life interpreting what a real man is.

As his daughter, even I felt a hint of pride.

Whenever he told me a story like this, I always felt that God was fair to me.

Although it closed a door for me, it also opened a window for me.

Even though it's a little difficult to move now, I'm at least able to support myself.

For my parents' previous misunderstanding, they have already run away.

When I was married to my husband, I didn't realize what it means to be a real woman.

Ever since I had a baby, I feel that my mom has done so much for me.

If this woman hadn't insisted like this at that time, maybe there would never be a person like me in this world.

But to this day I would also like to ask my father a question.

"Dad, you always tell me such a story, of course, I am also extremely sad to listen to it"

But I've never held a grudge against any of you, and maybe that's what happened to me.

"Isn't it good now? And my son is so old, I believe that this person will bring a lot of joy to my life when he grows up."