Si Juan hurriedly covered Nan Gongjin's mouth, then ran to the door and looked left and right, and after making sure that there was no one, he carefully closed the door and sat back beside Nan Gongjin.

Nan Gongjin looked at Si Juan's cautious appearance, and couldn't help but smile dumbly, and hugged Si Juan in his arms.

"Why are you so careful, are you still afraid that the wall has ears?" Nan Gongjin said with a smile.

Si Juan turned his head to look Nan Gongjin up and down, couldn't help but look at it a few more times, and said, "I said husband...... You won't be an official and become big, and people will float, right...... How dare you say that?"

"I'm telling the truth, the world today looks like there is no war, that's because we close the country, and now it looks like peace is in exchange for princesses sacrificing their lives. ”

"It was also exchanged for the city that the soldiers captured with their blood and lives, and the so-called peace in exchange also made countless people displaced and homeless!"

Si Juan looked at Nan Gongjin's serious expression and couldn't help but swallow.

"Husband...... Husband, I'm ......" Si Juan's words were stuck in her mouth, and she looked at Nan Gongjin's appearance, and the feelings in her heart swelled up delicately.

"Scared by me?" Nan Gongjin suddenly changed his expression, knocked on Si Wan's forehead, and said with a smile.

Si Wan tugged at the corners of his mouth, but he didn't pull out a smile.

"Indeed...... There were some who were scared. Si Wan nodded as she spoke.

Si Juan looked at Nan Gongjin, who had lived together for four years, in front of him, and felt a little strange.

"Husband...... What do I want to ask you...... What did you get famous for?" asked the ghost.

"Naturally, it is to contribute to the country, so that the people can live a life that is no longer displaced, and can give you and your mother a better life. Nan Gongjin rubbed Si Juan's head and said with a smile.

If it was in normal times, Si Juan might have believed it, but at this moment, Si Juan felt a little fake.

It's not because Nan Gongjin's words made Si Juan feel alienated or anything, it's just that Si Juan felt that when Nan Gongjin said those words, it made Si Juan feel that his ambition was definitely not to be a big official, but to take greater revenge and goals.

And these revenge and targets are all hidden from Nan Gongjin, and Si Juan doesn't plan to ask, what others don't want to say, Si Juan doesn't want to say it reluctantly.

"Husband......" Si Wan muttered.

Nan Gongjin sensed that something was wrong with Si Juan, but she held back the premonition in her heart, "What's wrong?"

"Whatever you do, I'm supportive, no matter what. Si Juan said very seriously.

Nan Gongjin was silent for a few seconds, and then hugged Si Juan in his arms.

What he said to Si Juan just now, Nan Gongjin didn't know what was wrong with him, so he said it by mistake.

He also wanted Si Juan to slowly accept his ideas and true identity, but Nan Gongjin didn't have the courage to tell Si Juan directly.

Although Nan Gongjin was reluctant to let Si Juan know this, he was afraid, afraid that the moment his revenge succeeded, Si Juan knew everything, would he blame himself for hiding it from her.

will feel that he is a monster, he lived in his previous life and is now reborn again to occupy Nan Gongjin's body, he is afraid that Si Juan will not be able to accept it, so he is disgusted and stays away from him.

So he wanted to implant those things in Si Wan little by little, so that Si Wan could find out little by little and accept it, so that he wouldn't know it too suddenly.

"Husband...... Actually, I just want to live a dull life, but ...... But you can do whatever you want, and I won't stop you. Si Juan broke free from Nan Gongjin's arms and looked at Nan Gongjin very seriously.

Nan Gongjin looked at Si Juan's expression, and couldn't help but feel a little sour in his heart, he pinched Si Juan's face, pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled: "What are you talking nonsense about, I will naturally live this ordinary life with you, are you still worried that I will go to the sword mountain and go down to the sea of fire?"

"But......" Si Juan subconsciously blurted out those words, but fortunately swallowed them back at the last moment.

"But you are now in the court, as far as I know...... The battle between the prince and the prince is inevitable, you must stand in line, if you stand right, it's fine, but if you stand wrong...... That's the end of the day!"

"And no matter whether the final result is to win or lose, as long as you stand in line, it is inevitable that you will be involved in these turmoil, and I am afraid of ......"

Nan Gongjin directly blocked Si Juan's mouth when he still wanted to speak, sucking the softness little by little.

After a long time, Nan Gongjin let go of Si Juan, and Si Juan was already dizzy from the kiss, looking at Nan Gongjin's inexplicable gaze, his cheeks turned red.

"You don't have to worry about what I'm going to do, things like standing in line in the court are naturally things that should be done on the wall, and I just need to protect myself and have a foothold in the court. ”

"But...... Can you really protect yourself? Si Wan sighed heavily and said.

In all the costume dramas that Si Juan has watched, and within the scope of Si Juan's cognition, none of the people in the court can protect themselves wisely, and even if they do, they will all be broken in the end.

Thinking of those countless possibilities, Si Wande only felt afraid in her heart, she hugged Nan Gongjin tightly and refused to let go, not wanting to think about those things.

Nan Gongjin felt the fear in Si Juan's heart, he wanted to say something, but the words choked on his lips and couldn't speak, and finally just turned into a hug.

He hugged the person in his arms tightly, for fear of letting go for a moment.

..............................

Early the next morning, Nan Gongjin went to the morning court, and Si Juan couldn't sleep when he tossed and turned on the bed.

She went to bed early yesterday and woke up early today, but she didn't want to get up, so she could only toss and turn in bed and couldn't sleep.

Si Wan leaned his back against the wall, remembering yesterday's scene, and still sighed unconsciously.

This is also the first time that Si Juan actually feels ...... She didn't even know the person next to her pillow.

After four years together, she thought she knew the roots, but listening to what Nan Gongjin said, it broke Si Juan's idea.

She always felt that Nan Gongjin was always hiding something from herself, as if she was hiding it from her, she was not the real Si Juan, but someone from the future.

This feeling is indescribable, and it makes Si Juan's chest a little breathless.

However, Si Juan didn't think about it so much, after all, these things couldn't affect the relationship between her and Nan Gongjin, so why bother thinking about so many things.

Thinking about it, Si Juan turned over and got up, ready to go to a dart game.