On the second day, I really can't delay any longer, after all, Nan Gongjin took leave to accompany Si Juan on this trip, if it is delayed any longer, Si Juan is afraid that it will delay Nan Gongjin's affairs.

The next morning, Si Juan said goodbye to them, and when they left, several children ran and cried reluctantly holding the people in the dart game.

And Si Juan was also surrounded by a group of people, expressing their gratitude.

On the way back to the capital, Si Juan did not ride a horse in a hurry, but sat in the carriage in a daze obediently.

There were only a few words of man speaking on the road, which made everyone feel as if something was missing.

Naturally, there is a lack of Si Juan's voice, and on the way here, Si Juan's voice is one after another, and he can always hear Si Juan's hearty laughter.

As a result, on the way back, Si Juan was exceptionally silent.

Nan Gongjin rode to the side of the carriage, lifted the curtain and looked at Si Wan who was sitting in a daze in the carriage, and couldn't help sighing, his mouth moved, but he didn't speak.

On the way back to the capital, because there was no goods, the whole team was a lot easier, it took seven or eight days when they came, and it only took two or three days on the way back.

In the past two or three days, Si Juan said no more than twenty words, until he returned to Jiangfu, Si Juan was still silent, and after getting out of the carriage, he went straight back to the bedroom.

Nan Gongjin also hurriedly followed, walked in before Si Juan closed the door, hugged Si Juan directly from behind, and scared Si Juan's floating soul back.

"What have you been thinking about in the past two days?" Nan Gongjin said softly in Si Juan's ear.

Si Juan sighed, leaned into Nan Gongjin's arms, and said, "I'm just thinking about something, and my heart is dull, so ...... I'm not in the mood to speak. ”

"What do you think, I've been thinking about it for two days, and I'm in such a dull mood, I've counted it with my hands, and you've only spoken eighteen sentences in the past two days, and you've only said twelve words when you talk to me. ”

Si Juan was stunned, turned his head and looked at Nan Gongjin in disbelief, "It's really fake, you remember it so clearly?!"

"That's natural, I keep everything I say in my heart, do you want me to calculate, how many words have you said to me since we first met?"

Nan Gongjin's hot breath when she spoke hit Si Juan's neck, making her itch badly.

"Okay, then ask your husband to do the math, I'm also curious. Si Juan followed Nan Gongjin's words and said.

Nan Gongjin looked at the smile on Si Juan's face, and the frowning brows that were still frowning just now are now relaxed, and his goal can be regarded as achieved.

"You really plan to let me count, it's really ruthless!" Nan Gongjin said with a very sad heartache.

Si Juan was amused by Nan Gongjin, leaned on his shoulder, and laughed breathlessly.

Nan Gongjin looked at Si Juan's appearance, and directly picked her up and put it on the bed, stroking her for the past few days, probably pressing things in her heart, and the dark blue under her eyes caused by insomnia was also very distressing.

"Tell me, you won't tell me anything you want. Nan Gongjin asked as he played with Si Juan's green silk in his hand.

Speaking of that incident, Si Juan still couldn't help but sigh, and immediately restrained the smile just now.

"Actually, I ...... to the group of beggars we met. Moved by compassion, they are really pitiful, whether it is those women or the elderly, or those poor children, they can only rely on the charity of others, and live a life of having one meal and not the next, when can they be a head. ”

"I want to help them, and I'm a rich woman with a little wealth now, so I want to help them within my ability. ”

Nan Gongjin listened carefully to Si Juan's words, nodded slowly and said, "How do you want to help them?"

"I want to give them some of the money I earn so that they can live and work in peace, but those days of displacement, starvation and cold. ”

Nan Gongjin listened to Si Juan's words, and also thought about it seriously, "Your idea is very good, I understand what you think, they are all poor people, so I want to do my best to help them." ”

"But you've helped them enough, and the quilts and the daily necessities are already very important to them. ”

Si Juan shook his head and said: "It's not enough, what about their Si Juan, even if adults can endure it, what about those children? They are malnourished one by one when they are still so young, they can't receive a good environmental education, and they will achieve nothing when they grow up." ”

"This is the reason why generations are poor, one generation has no money and no ideas, and it will cause the next generation to be like this, which is an endless cycle. Si Wan sighed and couldn't help but hold his forehead.

Nan Gongjin hugged Si Juan in his arms, rubbed her head, and said, "It's okay to help those children." ”

"How do you tell me to only help those children, and seeing their days sad, I want to do my best to help them. ”

"I'm sure I'm rooting for all your ideas, but you're just a drop in the bucket. If you think about it, there are many beggars in the world, and you see this group of beggars who want to help, and you see that group of beggars also want to help. ”

"At first it may be good, and everyone will thank you, but after a long time, some people with bad intentions pretend to be beggars and want your help?

Si Juan listened to Nan Gongjin's words and couldn't help but fall silent.

"There are many poor people in the world, except for beggars, and now there are countless people in many areas who have changed their children because of famine, can you help them one by one? Do you think that you may be helped now, but you will not be able to help them for a lifetime. ”

"I ...... I really didn't think of so much, but just after seeing a little bit, I just wanted to help those beggars, or husband...... Think too much. ”

"It's not that I think too much, it's just that the position I'm standing in is different, I'm in the court, and what I hear in my ears is about the people, and you're different. If we really want to solve the problem that poor families have no food to eat, can only sell their children and daughters, and those beggars are displaced, we must solve the root cause. ”

"The most important thing is the imperial court, if it weren't for the king's mediocrity, how could there be so many situations?"

Listening to Nan Gongjin's first half of the sentence, Si Juan was still nodding, but at the end, Si Juan was directly frightened by Nan Gongjin.

"No, you...... You're not afraid of losing your head?!"