Chapter 147: The Ending
Feng Luan's voice was also hoarse, and said, "No, I am also at fault, what we experienced between us is not your fault alone." But now being able to be together, hugging and sleeping together is already the best result, and the past has let it pass. ”
Shen Yu nodded and said, "Well, Ah Luan, the past will eventually pass, but things won't deceive people." ”
He pointed to his heart and said, "Here...... It still hurts to think about it here, I'm also a person, I'm also an ordinary man, I've hurt the people I love, and I can never pretend that it didn't happen. I can't turn time back, but I'm willing to make it up to you forever. ”
Feng Luan held his hand and said, "I know." ”
She sobbed.
Shen Yu could only hug her tightly and comfort her in a low voice: "Don't be afraid, I'm here." ”
The two leaned on each other tightly, and Feng Luan's heart finally calmed down.
His words had magic and reassured her.
......
Since this day, Feng Luan has never made any noise, and she seems to have grown up overnight.
Treating Yuanyuan, she is also more gentle and considerate, as if she really looks like a mother.
Shen Yu looked at it and felt bitter in his heart.
He also told Feng Luan several times that he didn't have to suppress himself so much, and that he could do the things she couldn't do.
Feng Luan just smiled and shook his head, saying that he was actually not so aggrieved.
As the days passed, Feng Luan's stomach became heavier and heavier, and it looked very difficult.
Shen Yu accompanied her out for a walk every day, and if she was tired, Shen Yu would take her back.
Whenever Feng Luan snuggled in Shen Yu's arms, she would ask Shen Yu, "Am I heavy?"
Shen Yu shook his head with a smile and said, "It's not heavy, you're as light as a feather, if you weren't pregnant, I'm afraid it would be lighter." You always say that my food is delicious, but why don't you eat fat?"
Feng Luan's eyes crooked with a smile, and said, "If I eat fat, don't you like me anymore?"
"Why? You're fatter and better-looking. ”
Feng Luan looked down at his stomach and said, "Really, I feel very ugly when I look at my current appearance, if I am really fat, then I still have it?"
Shen Yu lowered his head, leaned against her forehead, and said, "How you are, I like everything." ”
Feng Luan hugged his neck and smiled lightly.
Although Feng Luan didn't say it on the surface, as her belly got bigger and bigger, she was also beating a drum in her heart.
After all, this kind of thing is too risky, and if she can't survive it, she may have to sleep for another thirty or fifty years if it is better, and if it is worse......
If she is like Nirvana, she can't wake up for hundreds of years, what should Shen Yu do?
Feng Luan knew what it was like to be waiting alone, and she didn't want Shen Yu to be lonely for so many years, like this...... It makes her feel distressed.
It is also because of this that Feng Luan did not mess with Shen Yu anymore, if he is destined to experience the pain of parting, at least don't quarrel now and get along well.
Shen Yu carried Feng Luan back to the house, sat beside her, stretched out his hand to cover her lower abdomen, and said, "Seeing that she is about to give birth, is Ah Luan uncomfortable?"
Feng Luan shook his head, grabbed his hand, and said, "It's not uncomfortable, as long as Brother Shen Yu is by my side, I won't feel uncomfortable." ”
He nodded her jade-smooth nose and smiled, "You, you, why is your mouth so sweet?"
But the man blinked and said, "How do you know that my mouth is sweet......?" Didn't taste it. ”
This could not be more clear, Shen Yu smiled lightly and lowered his head, imprinted a kiss on her lips, and was about to get up but was grabbed by the neck.
Feng Luan didn't allow him to leave, but instead came up and kissed Shen Yu more passionately.
The two kissed for a while, until Feng Luan's stomach ached, and she frowned and let go of Shen Yu.
Shen Yu saw that her face was pale, so he hurriedly checked it and said, "What's wrong?"
Feng Luan bit her lip with difficulty and shook her head.
He knew that she was being strong, his eyes were slightly red, and he said, "Ah Luan, do you know that you are like this...... I'm scared. If there's anything uncomfortable, at least tell me, don't worry me. ”
Feng Luan reached out and touched his face, her hands were a little cold.
You must know that the Fire Phoenix clan has always practiced fire-based spells, and their bodies are naturally hotter than ordinary people.
But at this moment, her hands were so cold, and Shen Yu's heart was half cold.
Feng Luan darkened his eyes and said in a low voice: "Brother Shen Yu, if I die, don't die with me, I don't want these two children to become fatherless and motherless like me." ”
He stopped talking, bowed his head, and couldn't say anything.
Feng Luan gently stroked his cheek and said, "Promise me, if you meet a better girl again, you can ...... You can also forget about mine. ”
Feng Luan said this, and tears flowed down.
After a long time, the man finally spoke.
Shen Yu's voice was a little hoarse, his shoulders trembled slightly, he still didn't raise his head, but said in a low voice: "Why are you always so cruel, why are you always so selfish?"
Feng Luan was stunned, he had never accused her like this.
She didn't know what to say for a while.
Shen Yu raised his head, stared straight at her with a pair of ruddy Danfeng eyes, and said, "Have you never thought about my feelings?" Fengluan, why do you have to hurt me again and again like this, I really doubt that you have ever liked me?"
Feng Luan opened his mouth, wanting to say something but couldn't say it.
Shen Yu looked at her quietly, as if he was forcing her to answer.
She was a little afraid of such a Shen Yu, she ducked back and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry." ”
Shen Yu only realized what he had done at this time, he seemed to ...... Scared her.
He reached out and tried to touch the man's hair, but the man ducked in fear.
Shen Yu felt a pain in his heart, why didn't he hold back for a while, and even said something like that, what should he do?
"I'm sorry. ”
He said the same thing.
The two fell silent for a while, and neither said a word.
This night, Shen Yu had no choice but to make a bunk on the ground by himself, in fact, he didn't want to do this, but when he wanted to lie down next to Feng Luan, the man trembled obviously.
Helpless, in order not to make her afraid, and in order to be able to guard by her side, Shen Yu had to sleep on the ground.
At night, Shen Yu turned off the oil lamp and glanced at the person on the bed, she was lying with her back to him, as if she was asleep.
He sighed and lay down on the ground.
As soon as he closed his eyes, he heard the man crying and shouting, "Shen Yu." ”
Shen Yu sat up suddenly, looked at the person on the bed, and said in a soft voice, "I'm here." ”
The man stopped talking.
Shen Yu waited for a while, but the man still didn't speak.
He had no choice but to lie down again.
As soon as he lay down, the man called him again, "Shen Yu." ”
This time the crying was even stronger, Shen Yu couldn't help but get nervous, he got up and sat on the edge of the bed, patted her back gently, and said, "I'm here, do you have a nightmare?" ”
Feng Luan turned around slowly, and in the moonlight, a pair of peach blossom eyes were a little red and swollen.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be angry with you, are you frightened? It's all my fault, I know that you are emotionally sensitive now, and you still ......"
Before he could finish speaking, the man took him by the hand and began to cry.
"Don't kill me. ”
Shen Yu's throat tightened, and his nose became sour.
He bowed his head and kissed the man on the forehead, saying, "Not again, never again." ”
Feng Luan sobbed and cried, and Shen Yu had no choice but to comfort her while wiping her tears.
After a long time, she was tired of crying, so she lost her voice.
Shen Yu thought she was asleep, so she put her hands back in the quilt and got up to lie back on the ground.
But the moment he got up, the man grabbed the hem of his clothes and said, "You want to ...... Where are you going? Don't you want me?"
Shen Yu hurriedly took her hand and said, "No, I'm just afraid that you haven't forgiven me yet, I'll be by your side and watch you, sleep, don't be afraid." ”
Feng Luan lay down on the bed and said, "Don't, come here...... Hug me, it's cold. ”
Hearing this, Shen Yu gently lifted the quilt, lay down beside her, stretched out his hand to hug her body, and said, "Is it still cold?"
Feng Luan nodded and put her hand into his clothes.
Her hands were a little cold, and Shen Yu couldn't help but shiver, but she still held back.
Soon, her hand was warm, and she didn't take it out, but just leaned against him and closed her eyes.
Shen Yu didn't dare to provoke her, so he could only let her.
It didn't take long for this situation to reach the day of production, and this time it was not as scary as the last time, although the process was still not very smooth, but it was also born.
Shen Yu didn't even glance at the egg, but kept shouting Feng Luan's name.
It wasn't until the man opened his eyes with difficulty that Shen Yu was relieved.
He breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's okay...... Good thing you're okay. ”
Feng Luan beckoned, his voice very tired and lazy, and said, "My child?"
Shen Yu hurriedly brought the egg to Feng Luan, Feng Luan glanced at it, and his brows furrowed.
"How am I ...... Why did you lay an egg?"
Shen Yu was amused by her, nodded her nose, and said, "Naturally, it's an egg, it's round...... It was an egg at first. ”
Feng Luan has never seen others give birth since he was a child, and he doesn't know how the little phoenix grew up.
It's just that once, she heard her mother say that she broke her shell later than the little phoenix next to her, and it turned out that she really broke out of the egg.
She was a little disappointed, and originally wanted to see if this child was as beautiful as Shen Yu.
Shen Yu wiped the beads of sweat from her forehead and said, "Thank you for your hard work." ”
Feng Luan pursed his lips and said, "What else is your name, Mrs., you ...... Didn't marry me. ”
Her voice was very small, but Shen Yu heard what she said.
He was stunned and said, "Then we will get married in a few days, where do you want to get married?
Feng Luan held back the smile in his heart and said, "Can't you decide this kind of thing as a man?"
Shen Yu smiled and said, "Okay, I'll decide, I will definitely give you the best wedding in the world." ”
Feng Luan remembered the wedding she had with Xue Nianyu in Yuehuatai before.
It really hit her at that time, and no matter what kind of wedding it was, at least it wouldn't be worse than that one.
At least the groom won't leave her on the wedding night.
In the next few days, Feng Luan lay on the bed to rest, while Shen Yu was running around, breaking his heart in order to prepare for the wedding.
Shen Yu went out every day, which made Feng Luan unhappy.
She regretted it a little, what kind of wedding did she want, isn't it good to be like this now?
Why do you want to do such a senseless thing?
Feng Luan was really bored, so he called Yuanyuan over and said something.
Yuanyuan just wanted to go out with Archie, and after staying with her for two days, she didn't feel bored.
Therefore, on the third day, Feng Luan did not allow Shen Yu to go out, she pestered Shen Yu and said: "You always go out early and return late, I can't go out alone, I'm bored to death, you accompany me." ”
Shen Yu smiled bitterly and said, "Okay, I won't go out today, I'll send a letter to my eldest brother and tell him to worry more, and I'll stay with you." ”
Feng Luan nodded, and then showed a smiling face.
She was lying on Shen Yu's lap, and instead of asking Shen Yu to tell her a story, Shen Yu remembered the last time she showed him a strange picture album, and she felt a little palpitating.
But this person is now a little ancestor, and Shen Yu doesn't dare to resist.
Fortunately, this person also has a conscience, and this time he really gave him an ordinary book, and Shen Yu read it to her.
Shen Yu's voice was very clear and good, and he was also expressive when he told the story, and Feng Luan fell asleep after listening to it for a while.
Seeing that she was asleep, Shen Yu smiled and closed the notebook in his hand, wrapped the egg on the side into his clothes, held it in his arms, and closed his eyes against the wall.
Feng Luan slept for a long time, and when he woke up, he saw a bulging thing in front of him.
She was taken aback, her eyes widened, and she shouted, "Brother Shen Yu, you...... You...... What's wrong with you?"
Shen Yu was woken up by her, and he also opened his eyes, looked at the egg in his arms, took it out, and said, "I'm fine, don't worry." ”
Feng Luan was shocked by his series of actions, and only after a long time did he speak: "What are you doing...... Put it in your arms, huh?"
Shen Yu was also stunned and said, "Aren't you phoenixes all hatching eggs like this?"
"Who told you?"
Shen Yu said: "Qingqing told me. ”
Feng Luan snorted out laughing and said, "Brother Shen Yu, how did you believe her nonsense? She has not been in the Heavenly Palace since she was a child, how would she know how the phoenix hatched eggs?"
There seems to be some truth to this.
Feng Luan suddenly remembered something, and said, "Brother Shen Yu, Yuanyuan shouldn't have been hatched like you, right?"
Shen Yu's face turned red and nodded.
Now that I think about it, Feng Luan was unconscious at that time, how could Ye Qingqing be so kind and teach him this, it seems that it was just to take revenge on him.
Feng Luan smiled: "How long has Brother Shen Yu been incubated?"
Shen Yu's face turned even redder, and said, "Ten ...... More than ten years. ”
Feng Luan giggled, hugged his neck, and said, "That's really wronged Brother Shen Yu." ”
Shen Yu was helpless, and he could only scold Ye Qingqing in his heart.
This kid......
But thinking about the current result, Shen Yu shook his head again, that's it.