Three months later, Ye Qingqing and Li Yunxiao decided to go out to have a look, they didn't like such a comfortable life in the Heavenly Palace, especially Li Yunxiao, because he had wolf blood, he preferred freedom.

Although Feng Luan was reluctant, he had no choice but to nod in agreement.

When the two were leaving, Feng Luan cried again, as if although they didn't have to meet every day, they were at ease by their side.

In order to tell her not to be sad, Shen Yu left the Heavenly Palace to buy some peach blossom cakes for Feng Luan to eat.

But Fengluan took a few bites, and then felt uncomfortable and refused to continue eating.

Shen Yu was a little surprised, this was her favorite food, was she so disgusted?

He whispered, "You haven't eaten well today, so let's eat some more." ”

Feng Luan took another bite of the peach blossom crisp, and this time he spit it out directly.

After a burst of retching, Feng Luan had tears hanging from the corners of her eyes, looking particularly pitiful.

When Shen Yu saw her like this, he no longer forced her to eat, but just carried the person to the bed, covered her with a quilt, and said, "I know that you are sad today, rest early." ”

Feng Luan only felt that his stomach was tumbling, and his whole person was uncomfortable anywhere.

She took Shen Yu's hand and put it on her lower abdomen, and said aggrievedly: "Brother Shen Yu, I'm uncomfortable. ”

Shen Yu could only sit beside her and rub her gently.

"Ah Luan, close your eyes and sleep. ”

Feng Luan hummed and chirped for a while, and then tossed: "I can't sleep, I want to listen to the story." ”

Shen Yu sighed helplessly and said, "What story do you want to hear?"

He actually didn't have a story to tell, after all, he was really bored before, and he never liked to listen to the mundane things of mortals, and he couldn't say anything at the moment.

Feng Luan also knew his temperament, so he turned out a book of words, handed it to Shen Yu, and said, "If you want to listen to this one, you read it to me." ”

Shen Yu took the old booklet, and as soon as he opened the first page, he threw the booklet out.

With that comes the rosiness of the face.

Feng Luan sat up, looked at the book on the ground, and said with a slight smile: "What are you doing, that's my favorite picture book, why are you so violent?"

Shen Yu glared at her and said, "In the future, you should read less books yourself, don't take Yuanyuan to ruin." ”

How did she break Yuanyuan?

She was also worried that he would be bored all day, but she would turn Yuanyuan into a stuffy oil bottle.

Feng Luan touched his nose and sneered: "Don't be so rigid, Brother Shen Yu is just unemotional, it's a pity that this beautiful face is a pity." ”

As she spoke, she didn't forget to make a 'tsk' sound.

Shen Yu sighed and said, "What kind of mood? You just want to tease me." ”

He helped Feng Luan's body to lie down, re-covered her with the quilt, and said, "If you laugh at me at this time, you won't feel uncomfortable, right?"

After he said this, it seems that there is really some truth in it.

Feng Luan felt that the uncomfortable feeling just now seemed to disappear.

Sure enough, her brother Shen Yu is her pistachio.

She played with Shen Yu's hair in her hands, and looked at him with a pair of peach blossom eyes, smiling with her eyebrows.

Shen Yu stretched out his hand to cover her eyes and said, "Sleep quickly, why is it so difficult to coax like a circle?"

Feng Luan smiled: "That's good, but that kid is a little like me, otherwise he would really suffocate to death." ”

Shen Yu shook his head helplessly.

......

The next day, Shen Yu was afraid that Feng Luan would send Ye Qingqing away, and she felt sad, so she offered to take her to Piaoxue Pavilion to see the second elder of the Xiao family.

Feng Luan smiled: "Now you are not jealous of Xiao Lan, and you still take the initiative to take me to the Drifting Snow Pavilion?"

Shen Yu nodded her nose and said, "He is also old now, so naturally I won't care about him, and people like you who like to look at their faces will never look down on him." ”

In fact, Shen Yu actually still cares in his heart.

After all, Xiao Lan has not married a wife so far, and she has always made Shen Yu angry.

This person seems to be going against him, obviously he is also a child of a family, and he is outstanding, but he just shirks it because he has his own heart.

Where does the heart belong?

Every time Shen Yu heard Xiao Lan say these four words, his heart tightened.

Even if Xiao Lan once wanted to marry his sister Shen Yao, it was just a family marriage in the end.

This Xiao Lan must have a plan for Feng Luan.

In addition, Su Cheng is Xiao Lantong's daughter-in-law, which makes Shen Yu angry the most.

Today is just to see that Feng Luan is in a bad mood, and she is just waiting for her to go out for a walk.

The family of three arrived at Piaoxue Pavilion at noon, because they were all a family, so they just had a family banquet.

When Feng Luan was eating, he began to vomit again.

This look can't be seen by others, but the people in the Drifting Snow Pavilion are very clear.

Last time, Feng Luan was pregnant, and it was also like this.

Xiao Shi pulled Feng Luan to his side, reached out and cut her veins, then smiled: "You two parents, you really don't care at all. I've been pregnant for three months, and I haven't noticed it yet?"

Feng Luan was stunned and looked at Shen Yu.

The man also widened a pair of Danfeng eyes, stood up suddenly, walked to Feng Luan's side, took her hand and cut her pulse.

Sure enough, she was pregnant.

Shen Yu's eyes trembled, and he said, "Ah Luan......"

Feng Luan still remembered the bad experience last time, and his face suddenly became gloomy.

If you don't want something, you can come to it.

She was really afraid of pain, and bit her lip unconsciously.

These small actions naturally couldn't escape Shen Yu's eyes, his eyes darkened, and he smiled bitterly: "This is my dereliction of duty, I should have found out earlier." ”

Feng Luan didn't say a word, she was very worried.

After eating the family banquet, Xiao Shi called Feng Luan to the back room, pulled her to sit down, and said, "Ah Luan, why do you have such a bad face today, are you not sleeping well?"

Feng Luan shook his head and said, "Master, you know that I almost died last time, and I was a little scared. ”

Xiao Shi smiled: "This is the woman's ghost gate, every woman in the world has to go through this period, Ah Luan, your days are still very long, longer than us." Maybe I don't know how many times I have to go through it in the future, but you can't be scared every time, you need to face it bravely. ”

Feng Luan understands the truth, but she is afraid.

Although she had never heard of a goddess who had died because of her birth since she was born, Feng Luan couldn't help this uncontrollable panic.

Feng Luan listened to Xiao's persuasion, and he didn't feel half a point of stability in his heart, but he was more nervous.

At night, the three of them set off to return to the Heavenly Palace.

Yuanyuan tugged at the corner of Feng Luan, and Feng Luan held him in his arms and said, "What's wrong?"

Yuanyuan pouted and said, "I heard Uncle Xiao Lan say that my mother is going to have other children again, is it true?"

Feng Luan was stunned, pulled out a reluctant smile, and said, "Yuanyuan doesn't want a younger brother or sister?"

Yuan Yuan scratched his little head suspiciously, and said, "Brother or sister, will they play with me?"

Feng Luan smiled and nodded.

This time, the child was happy, looked back at Shen Yu, and said, "Daddy, I want to have a younger brother or sister to play with me, great." ”

Shen Yu looked at Feng Luan, a little worried in his heart, so he also had an ugly expression on his face.

When the three of them returned to the Heavenly Palace, Yuanyuan was still clamoring to go to Archie.

His front foot was picked up by Archie, and Feng Luan lay on the bed tiredly.

Shen Yu sat down beside her and said, "Ah Luan, I figured it out, if you don't want it, let's kill this child." ”

When he said this, his fingers were clenched tightly.

Feng Luan held her hand and said, "But I want to give birth to Brother Shen Yu's child, a child as beautiful as Brother Shen Yu." ”

Shen Yu's eyes trembled, and he said, "But I don't want you to suffer, and I don't want to look at you anymore......"

He remembered Feng Luan's appearance covered in blood, and he didn't want to experience that scene for the second time in his life.

Feng Luan said in a low voice: "I know that Brother Shen Yu feels sorry for me, but in fact, I haven't even thought about it myself, I'm afraid that no mother in this world will hesitate like this except me." People always say that women are weak, and mothers are strong, but when they come to me, they are ......"

She sighed and continued: "That's it, it's better to let things go with the flow, in fact, it is also the cause and effect that I planted myself. If I hadn't been pestering Brother Shen Yu to mess around, I'm afraid I wouldn't have ...... so quickly Again, does Brother Shen Yu also think I'm annoying?"

Shen Yu shook his head and said, "How come?"

Feng Luan said again: "Today I heard from my sister that after two people have been together for a long time, the relationship will naturally fade, and the only thing that can maintain the relationship between the two people is the bloodline." ”

Feng Luan said, wiped his tears with his sleeve, and said, "Brother Shen Yu still has a fresh feeling for me now, so he will love me and protect me." There will always be a day when Brother Shen Yu will feel disgusted and bored, even if I myself will have times when I don't like myself, it is not surprising that Brother Shen Yu will be like that. ”

When Shen Yu went to the back room with Xiao Luan, he also heard Xiao Xu say a lot of things.

He has been persuading Shen Yu to be more tolerant of Feng Luan, after all, women will become very sensitive both physically and mentally in this special period.

If you don't like it at all, you'll cry and make trouble.

Shen Yu also has a deep understanding of this.

Although Feng Luan always avoided him when he was pregnant with Yuanyuan, he still quietly took care of Feng Luan at night, it was really a small cry for a while, and a big cry for a while.

Shen Yu looked at Feng Luan's current posture, and was afraid that he would be sentimental again.

He could only hold Feng Luan in his arms and said, "Don't think about it so much, I won't, how much hardship I have to endure to be with you, now I can't wait to stick to you every day, I can't wait to spoil you lawlessly, how can I get bored?"

Feng Luan looked at Shen Yu with red eyes and said, "Really?"

These words are simply aggrieved, and people feel very distressed when they hear it.

Shen Yu nodded, wiped away her tears, and said, "Don't think about it, no matter what you decide, I am happy, I will follow you in life and death, and it can be regarded as a complete love for you." ”

Feng Luan leaned on his shoulder, and when he heard him say these words, his heart felt a little calmer.

This night, neither of them slept well, and when the sky was just dawning, Feng Luan said in a low voice: "Shen Yu." ”

Shen Yu moved the hand holding her shoulder and said in a low voice, "Well, I'm here." ”

"I'm scared. ”

The man tightened his hands and said, "I know, good, I'm here, don't be afraid." ”

"Shen Yu. ”

"Hmm. ”

Feng Luan's body twitched slightly, and said, "Will I die?"

Shen Yu said: "Is Luan afraid of death?"

She nodded and said, "I'm afraid...... I'm afraid I'll never see Brother Shen Yu again. ”

Shen Yu gently kissed the top of her head and said, "No, if you die, I will die with you, and I will never let you leave alone." ”

"Don't. ”

Shen Yu rubbed her hair again, hugged the person a little tighter, and said, "Okay, Ah Luan won't die, don't be afraid." ”

Feng Luan rubbed it and said, "Hmm." ”

"Didn't you like me singing to put you to sleep before? I'll sing to you today, okay?"

Feng Luan nodded.

She still remembers that when she was a mortal, in the Guanyin Temple, Shen Yu sang a song to her.

At that time, she only felt that her life was worse than death, but she forgot what the person who had always been by her side was thinking about every day.

She opened her mouth softly and said, "Back then, in the Guanyin Temple, what kind of mentality did you use to coax me to sleep every day?"

Shen Yu was stunned, and his singing stopped abruptly.

"I feel distressed, I am sadder than you when I see you sad. ”

Feng Luan said: "But you ...... Later, they still didn't believe me. ”

Shen Yu lowered his head, looked into her eyes, and said, "It's not that I don't believe you, at first it was just because that scene really carried me away." But calm down, I know you won't do that, I thought you were controlled by the sword qi of the sword, so you would do those things.

You probably don't know, my heart has always been towards you, and my marriage to Meng Yue was just to deceive my eldest brother's trust, and I wanted to take the opportunity to fly away with you.

But I didn't expect you to show up on the wedding day, nor did I expect you to say those embarrassing things in public, let alone rob my relatives in public.

It's ridiculous to say, what I was thinking about was the face of my eldest brother at the time, and I was angry with you because of this. ”

Feng Luan was a little surprised and said, "Why are you ...... Never told me?"

Shen Yu smiled bitterly: "At that time, I was young and frivolous, and I didn't know what it was like to lose, and I paid a huge price for it later." When I lie alone in the Guanyin Temple, I think about you every day.

That's when I realized that when I went to look for you after everything was done, those words were just excuses for me to fail you. I should have gone looking for you earlier, I should have made it clear to you earlier, I should have reassured you earlier. ”

Feng Luan hugged his waist and said, "Don't talk about it." ”

Shen Yu's voice was a little hoarse, and he continued: "Ah Luan, you should hate me, and I should feel guilty about you for the rest of my life. Every ...... Every time I hurt you, every time it makes me miserable, I really understand what regret is and what pain is.

Ah Luan, these are all things you taught me, and you may think I'm funny when I say it, but I'm ...... I can't do without you at all. ”