Looking at me like this, they thought I was fine, and slowly came out of Ouyang Zijun's shadow, which is also what I wanted them to think, so I silently did not expose their thoughts, because I didn't want them to worry too much, perhaps, the image of a playboy can become my protective color.

Because I was discharged from the hospital early, I also took my leave early.

As soon as I was discharged from the hospital, I went back to school. Because I don't want to. As I continued to stay in front of Brother Kun and them, I was afraid that my disguise would fail.

So in order to give them the illusion that I have come out of the shadows, I chose to go back to school. In that place away from them. I don't need to pretend to be so hard.

But, where there are no of them, after this time. I don't want to let myself be around, this bunch, and I have been silently caring about my brother. I will take care of myself very seriously and try to keep myself healthy. Don't let them worry. At least not again with such a never-ending binge drinking.

Because, knowing this time alcoholism. The stomach bleeding had a big impact on them, and even the time when the doctor said "I don't want to wake up", it hit them hard.

Back to school.

In the dormitory, Qiao Danjie, Huang Ming and Liu Wei looked at me stupidly, watching me suddenly appear at the door of the dormitory, stunned, because I disappeared silently for four days.

Even before, for Ouyang Zijun, for the sake of dating her, I was happy and couldn't sleep at night.

Even if I had gone home early and returned to school late every weekend to date him, I had never had this sudden skip four days of school.

So they were all stunned to see me suddenly appear at the door of the dormitory.

In the end, it was Huang Ming who opened his mouth first, however, his poisonous tongue did not diminish the past.

"Tut-tut, Haoyu, you kid, you still remember to come back to school, you still know that you are a student!" Huang Ming looked at me with a wicked smile on his face and said with bad intentions.

I rolled my eyes and thought on my toes, and I could imagine what he meant.

"Haoyu, you're afraid that it's a bit empty now. Hearing Huang Ming's words, Liu Wei couldn't help but say in a yellow tone.

Only Jordan looked at me silently and shook his head.

"You two, don't tease Haoyu, he's not the kind of person who puts his studies aside in order to fall in love, there must be something going on, and he ran a four-day class. Qiao Danjie said as he protected me, looking at Huang Ming and Liu Wei, his tone revealing a hint of displeasure.

I looked helpless, looked at my roommates, and thought that I would have to get along with them for four years, and I didn't want to hide anything from them too much.

"Ouyang Zhijun is gone, and he died heroically. I looked at the four of them and said as calmly as I could.

And just now, Huang Ming and Liu Wei, who were still joking, suddenly stopped their mouths and looked at me with a surprised expression.

Qiao Danjie looked at me, and the surprise on his face was no less than that of Huang Ming and Liu Wei.

However, he was still relatively calm, silently stepped forward, hugged me, and patted me on the back.

Gently comforting me in my ear: "Brother, you still have us!"

Jordan Jie, in a word, is like a warm current, surging in my heart, warming my cold heart.

Huang Ming and Liu Wei also stepped forward silently and hugged me, tightly.

"It's okay, just cry out, just cry out if you have any grievances. We're not going to laugh at you. Huang Ming patted me and said.

The four of us, like ants facing a fire, hugged each other, snuggled up to each other for warmth, and their little hug instantly made me feel hot in my eyes.

In front of Brother Kun, Brother Ning, Lin Hui, Xu Qiang and Grandpa Nong, I never shed a single tear, two of them in front of their little hug, I cried like a tearful person, tears like a flood that opened the floodgates, kept gushing out, this is the most happy cry I have since Ouyang Zijun died.

In front of Brother Kun, Brother Ning, Lin Hui, Xu Qiang and Grandpa Nong, I didn't want them to worry, so I tried my best to disguise myself as a very strong person, and I tried hard to disguise myself as I had successfully come out of Ouyang Zhijun's shadow.

However, all my disguises, all my strength, in front of the embrace of my roommate, fell apart in an instant.

In front of my roommates, I no longer need to pretend.

"It's okay, just cry out. After venting, it will be much better, don't hold anything in your heart, say it and tell us, you won't hold yourself out of depression. Liu Wei said slowly, hugging me tightly.

"Tonight, let's make hot pot. Liu Wei said.

"Today you are the uncle, you have the final say, we have a bunch of small ones, you just sit here quietly and wait to eat. Huang Ming said, looked at me, and silently approved Liu Wei's proposal to play the side stove.

"Okay, I'm just waiting for your words, I knew it was so useful, I used this method for a long time, I didn't have to work, and I could eat delicious things, I earned it. I looked at the three of them and said, barely pulling out a smile, feeling more ugly than crying, trying to hide my embarrassed crying.

Qiao Danjie, Huang Ming and Liu Wei also cooperated with my performance, silently, not exposing my lame performance.

So, I pretended to be heartless, followed them, packed myself up and went out.

Four people, excitedly walked to the school's supermarket, four big men, in the supermarket to buy vegetables, buy meatballs, buy ingredients, a typical good family man, look at the girls around them can't stop popping pink bubbles.

Just after we were closing the bill, I saw the last person I wanted to see, Feifei.

A love debt that he has caused.

I almost forgot about this girl.

After all, since the last time she confessed, I resolutely refused, and I haven't taken the initiative to contact her.

I didn't expect to meet her at the door of this supermarket today, and Feifei, she obviously came prepared.

Seeing me check out, Feifei blocked the door and didn't let me go.

I looked at my three roommates with a look of embarrassment.

In the end, I compromised, some things are useless to run away, and I need to show my own attitude to solve this problem.

"Forget it, you guys go back first, I'll go back later. I looked at Qiao Danjie, Wang Ming and Liu Wei and said.

"Uh-huh, alright!" they said, nodding, turning, and walking towards the dormitory.

"Wang Haoyu, I have something to tell you. Feifei looked at me and said, straight to the point as always, never hiding her purpose.

"I know. I replied with a clear face.

"Let's go, talk in a different place, I don't want to be stuck in front of someone's supermarket all the time. Feifei said with a slightly red face.

"Hmm. I said indifferently, not wanting to give Feifei any hints.

Feifei looked at me with a hurt expression, but silently didn't speak, turned around, and changed places.

As he walked, Feifei suddenly spoke.

"Wang Haoyu, do you hate me so much? Don't you just want to see me? Seeing me is like seeing an enemy's expression. Feifei asked with a hurt look on her face, and if I didn't listen carefully, I would hardly know what she was talking about.

I was stunned for a moment, and my steps paused.

Then he spoke, "I have never hated you, but I have only been a simple friend friendship to you, and I have never had a love that goes beyond friends. I said directly.

In fact, I have been among thousands of flowers, and I will go to a wave of glass-hearted boys, but I believe that I have been in the midst of thousands of flowers, and the leaves do not stick to my body.

I knew that what I said might hurt him, but I didn't hesitate to say it. Because long pain is not as good as short pain. And let him spend a lot of time with me, it is better to let him find the next person who can cherish her as soon as possible.

Since she is not her lover, since she has no way, give her everything she wants. Naturally, I wouldn't do anything like a pit and not. It is impossible to imagine her as Ouyang Zhijun, which is unfair to her.

Feifei, she's a good girl. It's just that her lover is not me.