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Chapter 026: Holding the Rain and Carrying the Clouds
The more beautiful and moving Su Xiaoman is, the more tormented Su Yu feels every minute and every second when he lies on the bed:
If there is no trace of warmth in the past, if the world is still cruel and indifferent, if the people lying around you at this moment have nothing to do with you...... , will he pounce like a beast, bite and swallow the delicious food around him?
Thinking of his father's dignified and awe-inspiring, his mother's kindness and kindness, his strong diligence and honesty, and Su Xiaoman's smile, Su Yu's impetuous heart gradually calmed down.
Kindness is like the first rays of sunshine in the morning, faint, but full of hope.
It ignites every touch of humanity.
Restrain yourself and stick to your squares.
There are three thousand floating worlds, and the word 'love' is the most helpless, for Su Yu, Rao is so.
Just as Su Yu was thinking about something, Su Yu suddenly felt that his forehead was kissed, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Su Xiaoman looking at him with affection.
After a while, Su Xiaoman spit softly: "Brother, I like you." ”
This voice is gentle and hearty, and it can melt all things in the world.
Su Yu was stunned and responded softly: "Me too." ”
As soon as Su Yu's words fell, Su Xiaoman closed his eyes and puffed out his mouth, as if waiting for Su Yu's kiss.
Su Yu's eyes were still open, and his mouth was getting closer and closer to Su Xiaoman's mouth, connecting, winding, and sucking.
Su Yu only felt that this feeling was very wonderful and wonderful.
The harder she worked, the more comfortable Su Yu felt, and the more comfortable she was, the harder Su Yu became.
Su Yu could feel that Su Xiaoman was touching his cheek with his hand and touching his back, until Su Xiaoman's hand touched his belt.
Su Yu gently pushed Su Xiaoman away with both hands and said, "I'm sorry, your illness hasn't healed yet." ”
Su Xiaoman smiled and said, "I think my illness will be cured soon!"
Su Xiaoman continued to pull Su Yu's belt with his hand, and Su Yu put his hand on Su Xiaoman's hand, trying to stop Su Xiaoman from untying his belt.
Su Xiaoman is so smart, of course he knew what Su Yu meant, so he increased his strength and tried to untie Su Yu's belt, of course Su Yu understood Su Xiaoman's meaning, but Su Xiaoman was too fresh, too lovely, too perfect, and perfect to make it difficult to start.
Su Xiaoman was ** while tearing Su Yu's belt.
Su Yu held Su Xiaoman's hand tightly, trying his best to protect his belt, for a while Su Xiaoman couldn't move anymore, after a while, Su Xiaoman was not struggling, Su Yu saw this, and let go of his hand, Su Xiaoman slowly removed his hand from Su Yu's belt, his face sank, and asked, "Brother, don't you want to?"
Su Yu said without hesitation: "I want to too, but, but you are still young, and we haven't married yet." ”
Su Xiaoman said: "Brother, aren't family ethics and the rules of the world something you have always wanted to abandon?
Su Yu said: "I'm not afraid, it's just that you're still young, I'm sorry for you to do this." ”
Su Xiaoman's eyes became firm, and he said slowly: "Life, I will accompany you, death, I will accompany you, on the road to sinking, I will walk with you." ”
"Life, I will accompany you, death, I will accompany you, on the road to destruction, I will walk with you. 』
In a hundred years of life, what is there to fear, but have good thoughts and do what God should do.
Sky!
How ridiculous!
Although the world is vast, where does the Tao exist, where is the reason!
Born as a human being, what do you want!
Money, Power, Beauty!
Even if you have a positive heart, you can't change the ever-widening gap between the rich and the poor, nor can you change the fiddling of power by officials, nor can you change the foolishness of beauty by the rich.
Working day and night, dedication and dedication, can never compare to their glances and smiles, everything they do is just bricks and tiles, paving their road to a higher level, which is the sorrow of the lowest people.
If everything is settled from the moment of birth and cannot be changed, then what does this 'heaven' mean to me, and since that is the case, I don't believe in this day.
In that case, I will live as I please!
Su Yu looked at Su Xiaoman, and Su Xiaoman's face was full of determination and expectation.
Su Yu slowly untied his belt and frantically threw himself at Su Xiaoman.
The eyes of desire are peeking into the mysteries of the body, the sinful hands are trying to explore the origin of life, the intermittent ** seems to be a shock from the heart, the uncontrollable emotions are pulling the most primitive desires, and the irrepressible mood is spreading step by step by nature.
After a while, after a while, the wind was calm, the waves were calm, and everything was quiet, as if the air was condensed, and time was frozen.
Su Yu touched Su Xiaoman's hair and said, "Sister, I'm sorry." ”
Su Xiaoman smiled and said, "This is human nature, you love me, why don't you say sorry!"
Su Yu said: "Sister, this matter is not as simple as you think, if this matter is known to others, not only will you and me be embarrassed, but it will also make your parents' faces gloomy." ”
Su Xiaoman said: "Brother, you have changed, you were always fearless before, and now you are always timid." ”
Su Yu said: "With emotion, there will be bonds, a little more humanity, a little more concerns;
Su Xiaoman said: "I have never changed, I have always been obligated to you without hesitation and never flinching." ”
Su Yu put his hand on Su Xiaoman's hand, touched Su Xiaoman's slender and tender hand, and after a while, Su Yu asked, "Sister, should we tell our father and mother about this matter?"
Su Xiaoman said: "Although our parents have always been tolerant of the two of us, they have always taken these etiquettes very seriously, if we let our parents know that we have had a rainy day, they will not easily spare us, and we must not let our parents know about this matter." ”
Su Yu knew that his father had read a lot of books before, and his mother was also a beautiful girl when she was young, and they all adhered to the code of ethics, so it was better not to let her parents know about this matter.
But this has already happened, so what should we do now?
Su Xiaoman said: "Brother, why don't we go to find Sister Yu Qing!"
Su Yu's face was full of doubts, he couldn't believe that Su Xiaoman would say such a thing, and his eyes were staring at Su Xiaoman tightly.
Seeing that Su Yu didn't say anything, Su Xiaoman continued: "I know that it was Sister Yu Qing who met you first, and I also know that you have not been able to let go of Sister Yu Qing all these years, I said, I just need to stay by your side, and I don't dare to occupy you alone." ”
Su Yu said: "Now that you and I are husband and wife, I will only be wholeheartedly devoted to you, and I will give her an explanation about the remaining feelings, that's all." ”
Su Xiaoman said: "If you don't stay with Sister Yuqing, won't you regret it?"
Su Yu said: "The moon is full, things are not perfect, I know you, how fortunate I am to be able to share the joy of clouds and rain with my sister, the rest of the wish is enough, no regrets." ”
Su Xiaoman said: "Brother, you are amorous, how can you really forget Sister Yuqing, if it weren't for me, I'm afraid you would have left Sanhe Town to find her!"
"The world is unpredictable, I don't know where Sister Yu Qing was born now, or if she is married to someone else, I think no matter where Sister Yu Qing is, as long as you can meet her, you can also feel at ease, even if you don't find her, it can reduce a trace of guilt in your heart, and it is not in vain that you met when you were young. ”
Su Yu said: "Sister, didn't you complain that I only had residual affection in my heart without you, and now, when I want to love you alone, why do you want me to find residual affection?"
Su Xiaoman said: "Because I deeply know your feelings for Sister Yu Qing, for me, you may be in love for a long time, or maybe it is the choice after the feelings are deepening, for Sister Yu Qing, you are the unforgettable like, if you don't go to Sister Yu Qing, one day, you will regret it, and I, I don't want you to have this day." ”
After listening to Su Xiaoman's words, Su Yu fell into deep thought.
The world is hot and cold, and everything is not suitable, if you can meet the rest of the love, it will be the best.
Su Yu never forgot the remaining feelings, he thought that controlling this longing could put an end to all love, and he thought that as long as he kept his distance from Su Xiaoman, he could keep his original intention, but the emotions were not as simple as he imagined.
The feelings in my heart are deepening, since the spring heart is sprouting, it is out of control, but the memories of my childhood are as distant as white clouds, like dreams, and unpredictable.
Su Xiaoman was born handsome, and he has always been friendly to Su Yu.
Su Yu didn't know if his feelings for Su Xiaoman were long-lasting or from the bottom of his heart.
Su Yu thought about it for a long time, and said to Su Xiaoman: "Sister, what you said is right, love your own nature, no words are right or wrong, even if life is helpless, we can also act spontaneously about feelings, and then we will bear all this together." ”
Su Xiaoman said: "I only have one life, and now, I am very fortunate to have generously given it to the person I love, and I have no regrets for the rest of my life, and I have no regrets in this life." ”
Su Yu hugged Su Xiaoman tightly in his arms, and could feel the heat of Su Xiaoman's body and soft skin, as if there was an infinite power circulating in his mind, and the iron wall made of hatred and despair had been cracked, shattered, and disintegrated inch by inch in lingering compassion.
Su Yu only felt that the moment was unfinished and affectionate, and it seemed that he was the happiest time in these days, so he could no longer care about the whereabouts of his parents' hatred and residual feelings.
Su Yu is twenty and one this year, and his physical fitness is already good, since he crossed over to the Su family, he mostly practiced martial arts and swords on weekdays, and his body was strong, so he frolicked with Su Xiaoman for two hours, and he rested for only half an hour.
Su Yu wanted to know what Su Xiaoman meant, so he looked at Su Xiaoman.
Although Su Xiaoman is still in the age of cardamom, he also has a budding heart and feelings, seeing Su Yusheng's uprightness, and being attracted by Su Yu's temperament and character, he has long wanted to share the joy of clouds and rain with Su Yu.
After the scene just now, Su Xiaoman's face was still red, and he was embarrassed, and he didn't dare to look at Su Yu anymore.
Su Xiaoman's hair was messy, his face was full of red light, he was moving, he lowered his head shyly, and sometimes made a shallow ** sound in his mouth.
Su Yu hugged Su Xiaoman's body tightly, and Su Xiaoman couldn't move anymore.
......
The moving body closes the distance between the heart, the primitive lust is released in the lingering, the lovesickness is transformed and formed under the traction of love, gradually forming a vague outline, and time is quietly passing......
After a while, after a while, Su Yu put on the clothes on his body, turned back to Su Xiaoman and said, "Sister, you haven't eaten in the morning, I'll go cook porridge for you, you can lie down for a while!"
Su Xiaoman smiled and nodded.
Su Yu quickly cooked the porridge and fed Su Xiaoman spoonful by spoonful, Su Xiaoman actually ate a big bowl, Su Yu saw that Su Xiaoman's food was almost the same as usual, and knew that Su Xiaoman had recovered a lot, so he was also a lot more relieved.
The clothes on weekdays were washed by his mother and Zhuangzhuang, but now that his mother and Zhuangzhuang were not there, Su Yu had to bring the sheets and bedding to wash himself.
When it was late, Su Yu decocted the medicine prescribed by Dr. Hu, and Su Xiaoman drank it all.