Chapter 027: Dreaming Back to the Past

When twilight fell, Su Yu saw that Su Xiaoman's complexion was much better, so he said to Su Xiaoman: "Sister, I see that your complexion is much better, I think as long as you take medicine on time, you will recover in two days tomorrow." ”

Su Xiaoman said: "It's all thanks to my brother's care, it's not early, and my brother is tired from a day's work, so go back and rest quickly." ”

Su Yu nodded, blew out the candle flame in Su Xiaoman's room, closed the door of Su Xiaoman's room, and returned to his room.

Su Yu lay on the bed, thinking about some things, and didn't sleep for a long time:

In the past, Su Yu's love for Su Xiaoman was always a little vague, and there was a kind of indescribable and unclear feelings, because he had always had another girl in his heart...... Aftermath.

Thinking of the hearty scene of the day, when the belt is gradually widening and the lust has appeared, when the two bodies are in contact with each other, all the troubles disappear in an instant, all the helplessness does not seem to be so important, and the choice also has an answer at that moment.

It wasn't until that moment that Su Yu understood that nothing could be more important than the happiness in front of him, in fact, it was better to live like this for the rest of his life, not obsessed with the enmity of Zhao Xingyun and his wife, nor entangled in the whereabouts of Yu Qing.

There are many helplessness in life, so why seek perfection.

Sun Yi left Sanhe Town with enthusiasm, but in the end, he was covered in bruises, and in the end, he had to die lonely and sad;

When my father was young, he wanted to learn swordsmanship and wanted to be a chivalrous swordsman, but he was forced by his grandfather to take the imperial examination, which caused his father's lifelong regrets;

Jiang Dong'er's family has a lot of property, he can be good at writing and martial arts, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and in the end he can only be the heir of the entire Jiang Mansion, with no freedom and no choice;

And he is not a poor worm who has been tricked by fate!

There are many helplessness in modern society, and when you travel to the current society, you can't do what you want.

The more Su Yu thought about it, the more he felt that he really shouldn't be entangled in the past, and since he had made up his mind, he would not hesitate, just wait for tomorrow to tell his sister his mind, everything in the past will be in the past, and he can live this life happily with his sister.

After figuring out all this, Su Yu fell asleep peacefully.

The next morning, Su Yu had already made breakfast, Su Xiaoman also got up, and the two were ready to eat together.

Seeing the food on the table, Su Xiaoman was a little surprised, and said, "Brother, I really didn't expect you to cook, I haven't seen you cook before, I thought we would have to drink porridge every day after my mother left." ”

Su Yu said: "Yesterday, you were sick, and I knew that you didn't want to eat, so I cooked porridge." I expected that you were already in peace today, so I cooked the food, but the first time I cooked the food, it may not taste good, and I hope my sister will not dislike it. ”

Su Xiaoman said: "As long as it is cooked by my brother, I like it, and my favorite braised tofu and sauerkraut fish", Su Xiaoman was particularly excited when he saw the braised tofu and sauerkraut fish on the table.

Su Yu sandwiched a piece of braised tofu and put it in Su Xiaoman's bowl, and said, "Sister, how about you taste it?"

Su Xiaoman put the braised tofu in his mouth, chewed it, his face showed joy, and said: "Although the taste of this braised tofu is not as delicious as that made by my mother, it is also quite good, brother, I didn't expect you to have this ability!"

When Su Yu was making this braised tofu this morning, he had tried it many times, and at first he either put too much salt or too little chili, just this braised tofu, Su Yu was busy for more than an hour, until he felt that the taste was okay before making the next dish.

When Su Xiaoman tasted the sauerkraut fish, he praised Su Yu again and again.

This fish was bought by Su Yu in the morning, and when he was buying fish, Su Yu specially asked about the method of sauerkraut fish, and when he saw Su Xiaoman eating very happily, Su Yu was also a lot happy.

After eating, Su Yu said to Su Xiaoman: "Sister, there are some things I thought about for a long time yesterday, and now I want to tell you." ”

Su Xiaoman said: "When I was eating just now, I felt that you were a little uneasy, just say what you have to do!"

Su Yu said: "I used to be obsessed with finding the whereabouts of the aftermath for my parents, now I just want to be with you, I won't be entangled in the past, you give me some time, let me complete these things, and then live with you, this is my final decision, I hope you can support me." ”

Su Xiaoman said: "In the past, you only thought about finding the whereabouts of the aftermath for your parents, this is your persistence, and now you emphasize over and over again that you are not entangled in these things, isn't this another kind of attachment?"

"Brother, the more you repeatedly emphasize that you don't want to avenge your parents, the more you can't let go of this hatred, and the more you repeatedly emphasize that you don't go to Sister Yuqing, the more you can't let go of her."

"At this moment, I seem to be able to understand the meaning of the "Ninety-Five True Scripture". ”

Hearing Su Xiaoman say this, Su Yu was like a bolt from the blue, what Su Xiaoman said just now seemed to be not bad at all, Sun Yi, father, and Jiang Dong'er all had their own helplessness, and he was helpless?

The more obsessed you are with your choices, the more entangled you are with your own ideas, the more helpless and confused you are.

Su Yu said: "What my sister said is reasonable, so what should I do now?"

Su Xiaoman said: "Between you and me, love is in love, love is nature, evil is white, you don't need to make any promises to me, at this moment, I hope you can let go of everything, we live a simple life together, if you have something to do in the future, I will not stop you, but, no matter how you choose, I will always be by your side." ”

Hearing Su Xiaoman's words, Su Yu had a feeling that the world was changing, everything changed in a blink of an eye, perhaps, everything should not have been decided earlier.

Su Yu smiled and said, "What my sister said is reasonable, don't tell our parents about what happened yesterday, with the storm in the coming day, we will bear it together." ”

Su Xiaoman was naturally extremely happy when he heard Su Yu say this.

At this moment, I suddenly heard someone knocking on the door, and Su Xiaoman and Su Yu walked out.

Su Xiaoman and Su Yu came to the door, and it was not anyone else who knocked on the door, but Jiang Dong'er, who was holding a pot of wine in his hand and said with a smile: "Brother Su Yu, Xiaoman, can I eat at your house today?"

Su Xiaoman said: "The three of us haven't eaten together for a while, and today it happens that my father and mother are not at home, so let's eat together! ”

'Jiang Gongzi', Jiang Dong'er heard Su Xiaoman just call himself 'Jiang Gongzi', and he was a little unhappy in his heart, so he said: "Is it true that as long as a person makes a mistake, he will never be forgiven?"

"Is it true that if a person makes a mistake, he will never be forgiven?"

Su Xiaoman has always been smart and clever, of course he understood what Jiang Dong'er meant when he said this, and he was inevitably a little embarrassed for a while, so he had to say in a hurry: "Jiang Dong'er, I, I ......"

Jiang Dong'er said: "Xiaoman, if it weren't for the time when I expressed my love to you, I don't think we would be as far away as now, I think I will always remember the happy times we used to have together, because this is the only thing I can remember when I was lonely." ”

Jiang Dong'er's face was full of guilt at the moment, and his body exuded sincere remorse, and he couldn't see a trace of the glory of the past.

Su Yu walked up to Jiang Dong'er, took down the wine from Jiang Dong'er's hand and put it on the table, and said: "Of course we are very happy that you can come to eat with us, last time it was thanks to you that you persuaded your father, my sister and I can be safe, we may need your help in the future, my sister is just a little excited, you don't have to take it to heart." ”

Su Xiaoman had already put aside his prejudices against Jiang Dong'er, and the 'Jiang Gongzi' he said was an unintentional remark, but he didn't expect Jiang Dong'er to be angry.

Yes, because we attach importance to it, we will mind it, and because we attach great importance to it, we will be haunted by it.

Although Jiang Dong'er was smiling, as if there was nothing wrong, Su Xiaoman knew that Jiang Dong'er would not come to find him and his brother innocently, he must have something to do when he came over at the moment, seeing that Jiang Dong'er didn't say anything, Su Xiaoman didn't want to ask more, so he had to smile and said: "In the past, we always liked to take the things at home to the river and cook them, have you forgotten?"

Hearing Su Xiaoman say this, Jiang Dong'er felt overjoyed and surprised: "Xiaoman, do you think we can also bring food to the river today and cook it?"

Su Xiaoman had long wanted to cook something in the river to eat, it was rare that his parents were not at home today, it was really a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, Su Xiaoman nodded, and even claimed that it was, expressing his approval.

Seeing Su Xiaoman so happy, Jiang Dong'er was naturally happy, but after a while, the smile on Jiang Dong'er's face gradually dissipated, revealing a somewhat worried look, and said calmly: "We used to be young, but now that we have grown up, if we bring these things to the river to cook and eat, I'm afraid it will become a joke, laughing and generous." ”

Su Xiaoman looked at Jiang Dong'er and smiled: "Dong'er, aren't you afraid, are you worried that such an act will lose your identity as the son of the Jiang family?"

Jiang Dong'er looked at Su Xiaoman and said without hesitation: "I have nothing to fear if I can be with you, as long as you are willing, we will pack up our things and go to the river now!"

Su Xiaoman and Jiang Dong'er both looked at Su Yu together, both with a bit of begging on their faces, Su Yu nodded and agreed, and the three of them immediately packed up their things and walked towards the river.

Sanhe Town is surrounded by mountains, the junction of mountains and mountains has formed a lot of small canals, small canals converge into rivers, there are three large rivers in the jurisdiction, namely the East River, the West River, and the Lianhe River, Sanhe Town is located at the confluence of these three rivers, and the name of 'Sanhe Town' comes from this.

Among these three rivers, the water of the West River is the clearest, and the river channel is the most gentle, and after a while, Su Yu and the three of them have already come to the West River and choose a gentle place to fall.

Su Yu and Jiang Dong'er built a simple stove with stones, and found some dry firewood for the fire.

Jiang Dong'er was responsible for lighting the fire, Su Xiaoman was responsible for cooking the food, Su Yu helped to help, and after less than two hours, the three of them cooked the food, and after Su Xiaoman and Su Yu sat down, Jiang Dong'er took out three small bowls and began to pour wine.

Jiang Dong'er first poured Su Yu full of wine, and then said to Su Xiaoman: "Xiaoman, do you want to drink a little?"

Su Xiaoman looked at Su Yu and begged, "Brother, can I drink?"

Su Yu said: "Don't forget, you're still drinking medicine!"

Su Xiaoman's mouth was bulging, and he said softly: "Brother, today is a happy day, we and Dong'er have released our previous suspicions, it is rare to go out to eat with Dong'er, I will drink a little, just a little" Su Xiaoman gestured with his hand as he spoke.

Jiang Dong'er also said: "Brother Su Yu, since Xiao Man wants to drink, let her drink a little! ”

Hearing Jiang Dong'er say the same, Su Yu didn't have much to say, so he nodded, Jiang Dong'er immediately poured half a bowl for Su Xiaoman, and finally Jiang Dong'er also poured a full bowl for herself.

Su Xiaoman urinated and cooked with her mother, and the food she made tasted certainly not bad, Su Yu and Jiang Dong'er praised Su Xiaoman's cooking skills.

The wine brought by Jiang Dong'er is also a rare good wine in the town, and the three of them eat and drink, talk and laugh, as if they have returned to the past.