Chapter 105: Leisurely Walking
Yesterday's flying flowers and swords sounded, and now the birds are listening to the clouds. The spirit bead went quietly into the ground, said goodbye, and said goodbye to the morning cooking.
It is said that the rivers and lakes have been in the artemisia, who is and, after the lament and pain, the tree is famous. Where are the white bones of Yanyan now, outside the sky, how many places will the Iron Horse Binghe listen to?
Xi Zhen thought about yesterday's battle, hundreds of people were in vast, and those who had passed away, did they know why they came here? Maybe they didn't know why they came here.
"You say, are they really for justice?" asked Pei Feng Youyou.
Xi Zhen turned his head and looked at Pei Feng, with a complicated expression on his face. He didn't dare to face it, and he didn't know how to face it, so he could only shake his head and say: "I don't blame them, they came to me for revenge for their relatives and friends, that's a matter of course." It's just that there are some people who are the saddest, who are not killed by their relatives and friends, but who are being dragged forward. Some even lost their names or cut off their hands and feet for this, they are the saddest and most confused. And I, too, am even more confused and pathetic. I was inexplicably accused of being a big devil, and the whole world wanted to crusade against me. I don't know what to do with them in the future, and if they raise their swords against me, should I raise them at the same time?
Pei Feng didn't know how to answer, just stared into the distance silently. Xi Zhen said quietly: "I think I can fight the sword rivers and lakes and live the rest of my life in style." But now I don't even dare to face myself, I'm afraid, I'm very afraid, I'm afraid of the feeling of gaining and losing, the darkness can feel very painful. So, I'm miserable right now, so painful that I don't know how to face the rest of my life, and ---You, can you understand what I mean?"
How could Pei Feng not know what he was thinking? But once he said it, it was different from what he had in normal days, so how could he not let Pei Feng's liver and intestines break and his intestines would be full of knots? But what could she say and do? It seemed that she couldn't say anything, she couldn't do anything. It's like sand in your hands, once you exert yourself, you will only leave yourself empty-handed. It's better not to say anything, to do nothing, and when the fate is really as the Tianqing Daoist said, maybe you don't need to do anything and don't need to say anything.
Pei Fengqiang endured his heart, looked at Xi Zhen with a smile on his face, and said softly: "Don't think so much, what should come will always come, and what should go will always go." You slept all night, go and drink some porridge, drink the porridge, and recuperate for a few days. The mountains and forests here are beautiful, and the aura is full, and I think that recuperation will be able to get twice the result with half the effort. There are also brothers of the Liu family, you can't cold them, go ahead, the so-called boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, no matter how much you want now, it will be useless. ”
Xi Zhen felt that Pei Feng might have understood his words, and maybe he would understand the future, hearing Pei Feng say this, he breathed a long sigh of relief, nodded and turned back to Guan Nei. It's just that what he didn't see was that Pei Feng's smiling face stiffened with a smile, and two lines of tears slipped down with a smile.
In the early morning outside the Sanqing Temple, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, the stream is trickling through, and one or two fish jumping out of the water from time to time are against the current. The stream finally flows into the large pond in front of the view, and in the big pond, the lotus leaves of the fields and the lotus buds that have just been pulled out of the water sway gently with the breeze, as if to tell the world not to disturb this pure place.
Xi Zhen and Pei Yun walked side by side on the path, letting the dew on the blades of grass wet their shoes and the corners of their clothes. After a few days of recuperation, Pei Yun has returned to normal, and the Liu family brothers have also left after recovery, and now there are only Pei Yun, Pei Feng and Xi Zhen in the huge Sanqing Temple. At the top of this Sanqing Mountain, Sanqingguan is bathed in the essence of the sun and the moon, and all the tenderness in the world is contained in it. The three of them are like a happy family, living a quiet and quiet life here for a few days. They are far away from the rivers and lakes, away from fighting, and away from deceit, and some are just mutual care between relatives.
"It's such a great place, away from the world, away from the rivers and lakes. I really want to live here, no matter what happens outside, and live freely in this little sky of my own. Xi Zhen looked at the lotus leaf field, and a sense of yearning arose.
Pei Yun nodded, took a deep breath of the mountain aura and said, "Yes, this is a paradise, but Uncle Shi, please forgive me." I'm afraid you really won't be able to do it in a short period of time, and there are a lot of things that are on us right now, and we have to do it. ”
Xi Zhen turned his head, stared at Pei Yun seriously, and said, "No, there is a mistake in your expression, to be precise, there are too many things on me, not on us." What I mean, you should understand, what I'm talking about is me, not including you and Feng'er, understand?"
Pei Yun shrugged his shoulders and said, "Of course, you are Uncle Shi, what you said is right." I'm a junior, so it stands to reason that I can't question what my uncle said. But ---" Pei Yun deliberately lengthened his voice, and found that Xi Zhen was still looking at him, so he lowered his tone and said: "However, if we are equals, I think there are some things I can say and dare to say." ”
Xi Zhen pretended to be angry and said: "Okay, it seems that you are blocking me with words and waiting for me." Okay, okay, if there is no uncle and nephew today, we will treat it as a friend who puts our hearts in our hearts, if you have anything to say, say it, I will listen!"
Pei Yun breathed a sigh of relief as if he had put down a big stone in his heart and said, "Since this is the case, then I will say it directly, I think, what you are worried about is not me, but my sister." It's not me you're trying to get rid of, it's my sister. Because you've been confused until now, and you don't know how to deal with her and yourself. Some things, from the world's perspective, have to be faced seriously, so your chic is only known best in your own heart. ”
Seeing Xi Zhen's approving gaze, Pei Yun immediately said again: "I am her brother, I know what she thinks in her heart." She is a girl who dares to love and hate, and she never hides her heart, in fact, we are both brothers and sisters. But when she faced you, I felt a big difference, she changed, she became a little cringe, she became afraid to express it. So she had to do it silently, to do something she wouldn't have done at all. And all of this, it's all for you. From the perspective of the juniors, you are a good uncle, at least, we think so. But from her point of view, I don't think you're a good man, you can even be said to be a coward. ”
"What?" Xi Zhen didn't expect Pei Yun to say this to him, but he couldn't think of anything else to refute for a while.
Pei Yunjian raised his eyebrows and asked rhetorically: "Isn't it? You don't even dare to look directly at your own heart, aren't you a coward?" Because of Guan Qing and Yu Ying, you indulge yourself and wander the rivers and lakes. You think you can hurt yourself by blinding your heart, but what about them? They are still not by your side, and it is not only you who will suffer in the end, but my poor sister. It's hard to say about fate, sometimes it's just a moment, I just want you to be the same person you used to be. Be brave and don't punish yourself for the faults of others, because you will hurt not only yourself, but also those who love you. ”
Xi Zhen watched Pei Yun talk with interest, and an unpredictable sneer flashed on his face, but he was caught by Pei Yun. Pei Yun hurriedly stopped, and retreated several steps before saying aggrievedly: "What are you talking about, regardless of seniority, you want me to speak freely, what, you want to regret it?"
Xi Zhen said with a wicked smile: "Do you think you will be safe if you are a few steps away from me?"
Pei Yun straightened his chest and said confidently: "What? I know it's not safe, but ...... I can't beat you, and I don't dare to fight you, but if you beat me for this matter, someone will naturally teach you a lesson. ”
Xi Zhen looked at Pei Yun, who was almost a scoundrel, and almost couldn't cry or laugh and said: "Okay, if you don't fight, just say it, who taught you to say that." ”
Pei Yun approached at this time, but he still held his head high and said: "It was the ancestor who asked me to tell you, I told you what the ancestor said, if you dare to beat me for this, naturally the ancestor will look for you." ”
Xi Zhen suddenly realized, sighed lightly, and shouted Pei Yundao: "Okay, okay, don't be so surprised, I can tell you, if you dare to spread these words today, see that I don't pick your skin." Let's go, let's go back, Feng'er should have cooked a meal, we should go back to eat. ”
After walking a few steps, he found that Pei Yun did not follow, and was staring at the pond in a daze. Xi Zhen walked lightly, and followed Pei Yun's gaze to see a few fat and big fish in the pond, spitting fish bubbles around the lotus leaves. Looking at Pei Yun again, his eyes lit up, and he was vaguely swallowing saliva.
Xi Zhen smiled dumbly and said, "Let's go, go home, do you want to kill in Sanqingguan?"
Looking at Pei Yunyi's reluctant eyes and unmoving steps, Xi Zhen shook his head, smiled bitterly, didn't care about him anymore, and returned to the view alone.